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don't mind me just having a wee rant about some real life stuff cause internally screaming or crying into my pillow isn't cutting it rip
I really, really wanna throw up and it's not just cause of the stupidly disgustingly hot weather (100+F/37+C) but it's not helping.
For those that have anxiety, don't yall hate how it just festers and spreads? I feel like I've kept okay tabs on it not getting too bad.
I get socially drained and overwhelmed here and there but nothing a small break or sleeping won't help
For me I know the likely cause of all this is cause I've got stuff going on in real life and it's just...spreading to insecurities I have about my stuff and my presence in general...
I just feel really puny, inadequate and small...like I don't really matter which I know isn't true but just thats what it feels like, y'know?
#ri rambles#ri rants#my anxiety levels are at a 10+#trying to take care of student loans#trying to get a drivers license#trying not to be fucking useless#or a burden...#i hate how anxieties have a sort of snowball affect
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maybe never forgive. but things are different now. so we'll use maybe.
#my version of a happy ending au#mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing anya#anya#curly#my art#considering this game takes place in a hellscape#i imagine one of the other horrifying angles for anya was that she might not even have the rights to abort the wound#so i like to think. curly. thinking he's going to die anyway. just takes all of the medical bills from his crew#because if he lives then he'll spend his life paying it all off#and if he dies. then he takes the burden with him#but him and anya are horrible horrible parallels now. and they cant NOT care about each other#he'll turn himself into the horse. he'll be the beast of burden. anything he said. anything#and for once he actually means it.
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#and to my bpd followers#believe me you're not a burden#bpd#borderline personality disorder#bpd awareness
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Sending hugs to all those who are going through a lot rn🫂🫶
#illustration#artists on tumblr#cute#artoftheday#digital illustration#wholesome#art#artist#artist on tumblr#cat#relatable cat#sending hugs#you are not a burden#you are not alone#sweet art#relatable#relatable illustration#relatable comics#rainy days#heavy days#procreate art#mentalhealthawareness#mental health support#prioritize your mental health#i will be okay#everything will get better#everything will be okay#it's okay to cry#virtual hugs
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fool's hope
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr fanart#aglaea#anaxagoras#hsr anaxa#aglanaxa#you ever think about if aglaea's obvious hatred for him is something anaxa finds comfort in#because it means there's still a part of her here that she hasn't been completely stripped of ber humanity yet.#like what if anaxa knew better than any other heir how little humanity aglaea retains.#what if he knew on a scientific level how little emotion she's afforded now#hundred of years down the line of bearing this burden#so it's a relief when anaxa gets word that his presence still irritates aglaea.#it's a relief to know there is still some part of aglaea capable of summoning anger at the sight of him#that she would go as far as to avoid him because of it#ouuuh cunning blonde woman and pathetic green man save me...#sorry i'm a little crazy about them#this is probably going to get shot to hell and back with the next update but yeah
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are you lost, little lamb?

And a Mithrun without the bells and whistles!
[Image ID: The first photo is a digital illustration of the character Mithrun, from the anime Dungeon Meshi. He is painted from the shoulders up in muted greens and purples, with his white hair fanning out behind him in an arc, luminous. It looks almost like a court portrait. His left eye stares impassively at the viewer. Cracks spread across the whole image, like glass that has been shattered. The cracks originate over Mithrun's right eye, where a large chunk of glass is gone, and from behind the image a yellow goat's eye is staring out.
The second image is the same as the first, without the cracks or goat's eye covering the portrait. It is just Mithrun, looking at the viewer, a curled lock of white hair obscuring his right eye from view. End ID]
#WOOOO FINALLY GOT THIS ONE OUT OF MY HEAD#i have another dunmeshi one cooking but its gonna be a while#i keep picking it up and putting it back down#welcome to anime offseason these bad boys have been rattling in my head for MONTHS#painting his hair was a joy and a burden#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#mithrun#my art#artists on tumblr
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FNAF Puppet is burden with knowing the truth,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#the puppet#circus baby#golden freddy#elizabeth afton#charlie emily#fnaf cassidy#fnaf 4#fnaf sister location#I wanted to draw these three together#I’d like to personally apologize this idea became angst#one day I’ll draw these dudes just having a good time#I always feel bad for Charlie too#as she puts it she’s very away#she gives life to others#and she knows most of the things that has happened#I wonder if she’s at all burdened by that#Cassidy and Elizabeth are there but not fully#Cassidy driven by her anger and want for justice#Elizabeth driven by her need for her fathers approval#Charlie is a middle ground of both these ideas#which I think is pretty neat in itself#btw I made this comic like a month ago so if you wanna see comics sooner peep the patreon
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more art for the last chapter of differential burdens in displacement! i couldn't resist the siren call of viktor teasing jayce at the end~
#jayvik#fic: differential burdens in displacement#i am....done? finished????#this has been a months long brainworm and i think i've finally scratched the itch hahaha#THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED ALONG ON THE INDULGENCE#now i can give attention to some of the other ideas i've had rattling around#no idea if it'll be more fic or art or what but i'm sure regardless of form it will be terrible self serving uwu#peace and love and science gays be upon ye#yallstart#arcane#i am going to read so much Other People's fic now bc it's MY TURN
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#conclave#poor guy bears quite the burden with all this highschool drama#ralph fiennes#conclave 2024#cardinal lawrence
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quick megumi style study
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#fushiguro megumi#jjk fanart#megumi fushiguro#i LOVE trying to 1:1 art styles it's such a fun challenge#and it appeals to me bc i love deception and lying for sport and trying 2 mold all aspects of myself in2 something else#trying to draw like gege felt like trying 2 forge someone's signature and trying 2 draw like the anime felt like going against all instinct#theres NO midtones in the anime shading i was like. is this it. surely this cant b All the shadows i am allowed#cell shading without blended areas feels so wrong 2 me#and the shape of his hair.....he looks so silly......why does he look like that.....#i was fighting the urge to 'fix' it w every bone in my body#rly opened my eyes to just how many favours i do him in my art style#i will happily bear the burden of being megumi's hairbrush good god he needs it#it's not so egregious in gege's style bc it's all so blocky and angular everywhere + the b/w balances out w negative space#w trying 2 replicate gege's style i think my main challenge was finding a good brush dupe to mimic his crosshatching#my current render style is all over the place tbh im not even sure i'm super happy with my own which is kinda embarrassing#i think im in an in between phase that's neither smooth nor rough so i try to lean in2 the messiness to make it look intentional#instead of confused#but overall i think i did rly well in that i like these all ok and i had fun smile :)#maybe ill do th other first years
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Mahmoud Darwish, from The Butterfly's Burden; "Maybe, Because Winter Is Late,"
#lit#mahmoud darwish#the butterfly's burden#quotes#writings#typography#fragments#dark academia#selections#p
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the batkids are strong in their own rights. they're used to protecting their friends and loved ones. they are the protective one in their teams.
however, whenever Bruce is around, all of a sudden they became kittens held by the mother. all those protective instincts? gone. they are now with their father and their job is to duck or satay away or run to safety when instructed. jumping in front of harm's way? that's dad's job. them's the rules.
#newly adopted kids will have guilt and feel bad about being a “burden”#those feelings are soon trained out of them#yes batman will jump in front of a bullet for you#don't be alarmed that's just what he does#batfam#batman#bruce wayne#batfamily#dick Grayson#Jason Todd#Cassandra Cain#Tim Drake#Duke Thomas#Stephanie Brown#Damian Wayne#THIS IS NOT CANON BUT I WOULD DEARLY LIKE IT TO BE#based on my personality shift when with my friends vs with my dad#me protecting my friends vs me immediately hiding behind my dad lol
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hey all. a friend of mine passed away earlier this year, leaving behind two pair-bonded adult cats, gabe and mjolnir. they need to find a new forever home together!
these cats are currently located in portland, oregon. the adjudicator of my friend's wishes will help relocating them anywhere in the US. they need a new home by may.
they're both big cuddlers and absolute sweetie-pies. they're around 10 years old, are indoor only, have never been around dogs or children, and are up-to-date on all their veterinary care.
see this bluesky thread for more information on each of their personalities and care requirements (and/or just want to see more cute cat photos). if you are interested and able to welcome two darling angels to your household, please fill out this form! any questions can be asked on the thread and through the form.
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UPDATE: gabe & mjolnir have found a home!! here they are ready to road trip to their new digs

#crumblings#there haven't been a lot of bites yet so i figured i'd share here#least i can do for my friend. and for her friend who has been given the titanic burden of all this
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sources: ophelia, act IV, scene V // traci brimhall, dear eros // unknown // suzanne scanlone, promising young women // destiny, fieldplates gauntlets // camille rankine, emergency management // fatima aamer bilal, being unwanted is a language // unknown
#the burden of being known#i miss when i could let people know me without feeling shame#the loneliness of growing up#web weaving#grief#web writing#poetry#web weave#word weaving#words words words#spilled words#spilled poetry#actually bpd#bpd#depressing shit
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DAY 43- GERUDO TOWN SQUARE
Say hi to Riju’s Bagzapper 9000!
(This totk rewrite au is called Familiar Familiar! It all starts when Zelda doesn’t get sent back in time and the butterfly effect devolved from there.)
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#critdraws#familiar familiar au#lonks diary#art#loz#zelda#link#botw#totk#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#totk zelda#artists on tumblr#botw zelda#totk link#botw link#riju#totk riju#totk bularia#botw bularia#gibdo#tloz#totk rewrite#totk au#loz au#zelda is desperately wants to go digging through the lightning traps#respect of the horrors is the only thing keeping her back#riju’s going through her overworked and burdened by destiny arc (good luck sweet summer child?
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