#trying to get a drivers license
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don't mind me just having a wee rant about some real life stuff cause internally screaming or crying into my pillow isn't cutting it rip
I really, really wanna throw up and it's not just cause of the stupidly disgustingly hot weather (100+F/37+C) but it's not helping.
For those that have anxiety, don't yall hate how it just festers and spreads? I feel like I've kept okay tabs on it not getting too bad.
I get socially drained and overwhelmed here and there but nothing a small break or sleeping won't help
For me I know the likely cause of all this is cause I've got stuff going on in real life and it's just...spreading to insecurities I have about my stuff and my presence in general...
I just feel really puny, inadequate and small...like I don't really matter which I know isn't true but just thats what it feels like, y'know?
#ri rambles#ri rants#my anxiety levels are at a 10+#trying to take care of student loans#trying to get a drivers license#trying not to be fucking useless#or a burden...#i hate how anxieties have a sort of snowball affect
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This is the most underrated shot in any filler.
I mean….why are we arguing on who’s Gohan’s “real” dad when its obvious he has two?
#this is the arc where Goku and Piccolo are trying to get their drivers license#and Gohan is stuck at home doing homework and wondering when they’re coming back#AND HE MAKES A WHOLESOME DOPEY DOODLE OF THIS#dragon ball#piccolo#goku#piccolo jr#filler arc#son gohan#son goku
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lily doesn't like to drive because it makes her anxious (all the stuff she has to control at the same time), but she will do it if sirius and james are the other driver options.
#or she'll call remus or peter#mary is a princess passenger#pandora prefers a dragon or smth like that lmao#marlene is even worse than those two#dorcas is the best option#james and sirius are too reckless#i'm trying to get my drivers license help#dead gay wizards from the 70s#marauders era#mwpp#moony wormtail padfoot and prongs#ao3#ao3 fanfic#marauders headcanon#lily evans the woman you are#lily evans supremacy#lily evans#english is not my first language#rosesndwine rambles
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Bradley grows up in the front seat of his mom's car and in the backseat of his uncle Tom's - soon to be called Pops - car. If Mav had a driver's licence, he would probably have sat a little here and a little there. It becomes part of his universe, and Bradley will end up cherishing every single conversation he had with both of them while they were driving. He won't get the chance to drive his mom around, to young to even reach all the pedals, but he is going to be old and capable enough to drive his pops to the hospital and back every time he needs to, and he will confine dad in the back because he made the mistake of having him in the front once and he got this close to stopping and leaving him miles from home.
At some point, it becomes pretty normal for Ice to sit on the back with Mav just so they can have a conversation, all three of them, with Maverick translating Ice's sign language.
#bradley rooster bradshaw#carole bradshaw#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#mav doesn't have a driver's license#idk if this makes sense#but bear with me#domesticity#about growing up with different people and where you get to sit with them#post top gun(1986)#icemav#icemav + baby goose#(who's not so baby anymore)#they're trying to mend things#this is as the mission was in 2016 not 2020#-> not that matters lol
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(Just booked my flight home in April, a permanent move back to the US— I’ve been here for 8 years so it’s going to be surreal and sad, but for family/health/career reasons I know it’s the right thing to do. I’m too busy tearing my hair out trying to sort out the actual process of an international move to freak out about the fact that I’ve not been able to start looking for work or health insurance yet. Really ridiculously grateful I can stay with my parents while I work things out, but. *gestures vaguely around at the State Of Everything In America*
#i also don’t have a driver’s license and never have#was still trying to sort that out with a therapist before I just fully left for a country with easy public transit#my sister is having a baby though!!!#the election was sort of a break glass moment and my parents want me home#my family like countless others has been contending directly with the Crazy Fallout Of Current Events so#it’s probably best i’m not on the other side of the world if things get worse#i’ve also just been. so sick this year. had pneumonia in August and it snowballed from there#getting away from Child Pathogens for awhile is probably the correct decision
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The bad news is that the gov is shutting my school down by the end of june, the good news is i guess this gives me more time to think about nightwing again? Im finding the silver linings where i can...
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hi, pookie
HI BESTIE ‼️‼️‼️
#inbox ❀˖°#moots ❀˖°#leah ❀˖°#I’m finally gonna get my drivers license today#well yk kinda#gonna touch a car for the first time ever#in the drivers seat#sigh#also I’m like stressed trying to boycott sm lmfao#like how much are u supposed to boycott no one knows 😭😭😭#sm artists is one thing#but what abt subsidiaries ??#what abt sub labels??#are we supposed to boycott songs that had sm producers work on them#how much money even goes to sm if u stream those songs#no one knows#this whole situation is a mess
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New from team salvato: Monika Gets Her Driver's License - The Game
silly anon gay people cant drive!
#asks#ddlc#ddlc monika#/j#but not really#im actually trying to get my drivers license as well rn and let me tell you maybe the stereotypes are right
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I think I'm gonna try learning how to drive again, but I'm very anxious about it
#my dad is an excellent driver but he hates driving bc he thinks everyone else on the road is an idiot asshole#my mom is a very anxious driver and didnt learn until she was in her thirties#i want to try to get my license before i turn 30#bc not having a license has been severely limiting my life#i had my learners permit three years ago and i was like. im gonna learn. but then i drove on the actual road before i felt ready#and never drove again after that lol#and idk i work a $14/hr job bc i dont have any other opportunities within walking distance of my home#and if i want to go down a different career path ill need to drive - both to expand job opportunities and as part of the job requirements#and. ugh i wish i lived somewhere with public transportation so i wouldnt have to drive#but i dont and i think im stuck here for the foreseeable future. so i just gotta start learning again and this time stick with it
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#vent post#vent blogging#Seven’s Public Diary#motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by thinking of the Freedom and independence a license would grant me? ❌ 1/10 ineffective#motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by imagining all the new & different possible ways i could become injured in a car crash?#✅ 7/10 it just might fucking work!!!#the only true cure for OCD is to face one’s fears. but i just might be able to find a loophole via my ever-worsening mental health#because you don’t have to Face your fears if you don’t Have any fears#and in order to rid myself of my fears regarding harm coming to myself. i simply have to stop fearing being harmed#and what better way to stop fearing it than to actively crave it!#or at the very least become so overwhelmed that i lose the capacity to feel any particular way about it#i’ve found a new OCD cure everybody - Just Stop Caring™️ /sarc#well. sarcastic or joking for everyone else. but im serious when it applies to me#bc so much of my anxiety comes from feeling unsafe. so i just have to reach the point where i stop caring if im safe or not. easy peasy#like yes i know this is flawed and unhealthy logic but i’ve resisted more compulsions via this method lately than i have via anything else#and even outside of OCD stuff even just for all my other anxiety disorders it’s also worked. im actually making a modicum of progress now#need to make a scary phone call? just get into a 3-hour family argument and then you’ll be so upset that you don’t feel fear! :)#genuinely worked very well. scared of a home invasion? well at least it’d mean you’d have some different company for once!#you might make a new friend! or if they **** you at least you’d have some Real trauma for once. it’s a win-win honestly …/hj#so. scared to drive? well even if you Do crash at least it might lead to a hospital visit and then you’ll finally get that attention you-#-want so fucking badly! you’ll finally get a break from everything while you recover. or even if you don’t survive- well. i shan’t say.#anyways. the ‘you’ in those tags is me talking to myself for the record. i wouldn’t speak to anyone else like this. i just speak in the-#-wrong tense/person sometimes. don’t know what’s up with that. just another reason i need to stop speaking altogether. as i’ve learned#i’ve been trying So fucking hard to be nice lately. letting them walk all over me. and it’s still not enough. cause i’m always-#-‘using the wrong tone’ and ‘if all im gonna do is say smthn negative i just shouldn’t speak at all’ ..okay! gladly!!!#sorry for being autistic and unsocialized and under immense stress and being unable to keep my ‘tone’ under control. my bad.#i just need to get blackout drunk with Venti at Angel’s Share. that would fix me.#that or heading down to the bottom of the Fortress of Meropide and curl up like a dog under Wriothesley’s desk. head empty no thoughts#not sexually. just. in a pet-regression sense. i can’t stop thinking abt it. i wanna write a oneshot for it but i can’t focus these days#anyways. the delusional maladaptive daydream dissociation will continue until morale improves. and brother it’s only getting worse.
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man i really gotta get my shit together. im gonna get my learners next week fuck it.
#hhhhhhhhhhh i fucking passed drivers ed in hs but never actually went to get my license#because i had to hand in a driving log to get it and uh#my dad was dead and my mom was in a wheelchair so i couldnt exactly do that#so i never got my actual license#but fuck it worst case i beef the written and gotta try again at some point#i got this. theres literally no penalty so why not.
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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
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i'd like to bang out some trc&tdt fanart this summer but i kinda want to reread first... but that would take forever bc i put the sex into dyslexia (i got a few chapters into trb a whiiiiiile ago)
#also i'm still in the iwtv mines (like halfway through tva)#but hopefully i'll get it out of my system for now by finishing that and this current armand wip#i'm trying to pass 3 math courses & get a driver's license & work part-time this summer too 💀#txt
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my country's online page for taxes is so good. meanwhile the one for motor vehicles is an absolute joke
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When you're unemployed, you forget how much of a joy it is to be able to fuck around in pajamas until noon
#I am SO HAPPY it's saturday#partially because I've been rushing around trying to get shit done#when I'm not working I've been getting furniture#transferring car info#getting driver's license#which is so fucking difficult because all these businesses close at 4 so I've had to be up at like 7 every day#sleeping til almost 10 was crazy
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so since I may be free this summer after all, would anyone be interested in an RP event that's a potluck? I've been wanting to do it for ages but there's never any interest compared to other themes
for a discord rp, I would make a separate server explicitly for this purpose so you don't have to be in any guilds or anything! I would also delete the server (or at least channel, if people would like an event-planning server long-term) after a week - enough time for people to read over their stuff but not preserved forever and ever.
#actually remembering to make this a week-long poll this time!#if you've never heard the term before: a potluck is an event where everyone brings a food they've made to share in a communal feast!#there is no skill floor for this - if you (your character in this case) only knows a simple cornbread recipe they follow by the book that's#-just as welcome as an elaborate roast#and I know people have brought things they bought instead of cooked (like a bakery pie)#the point isn't to show off your cooking skills as much as it is to come together as a community and share :)#its historical origins were a little more complex in function than that but I'm going with what I was raised with#but yeah. it's a theme I've wanted to do a while because it's so community#I AM upset that I won't be busy this summer (rejected from every internship I applied to and can't apply to ones that require a-#-drivers license which is uhh MOST OF THEM!#but my psych was saying it's probably good for me to have some rest and recovery time after this hell semeste#(it wasn't hell but two of my classes have really been fucking with my head)#I DID get to try out darting guns last week in my wildlife sampling/id classes though and I hit the target dead center both times!#and that was fun. but the writing assignments from those other classes are incomprehensible in rubric#OH RIGHT MY TAGS#gw2 open RP night#gw2 rp
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