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"There is a freedom that comes with abandonment"
Do you think about it? How canon Bruce has managed to in some way shape or form abandon every single child he's ever taken in, that they all have to deal with the when not if of when Dad decides his love IS conditional and that they will never fully fit the bill.
But thats the beauty isn't it? The day he decides for you, that they no longer spend their days dancing on eggshells lest be denied the family they fought so hard to gain.
Im thinking about Dick, the first in everything- first loved, first left, first to fly, first to flee, the first to come right back again. Not for Bruce, never for Bruce- but for his siblings that followed.
He watched them dance to the exact same tune unable to stop the crecsendo and helpless to watch the same story over and over again.
The difference though? They weren't the first. They had him- and every single one after.
It's Dick and Babs gritting their teeth in a grin while teaching Jason what it means to fly. It's Cass with him, promising to save face enough after seeing the same old song start up again. It's Tim and Steph finding excuse after excuse to drag Damian away, to ground him in more than just a mantle. Then Its Damian who denies Dicks offer to leave, because Duke is still so shiny and new.
Its the kids showing eachother that its okay to fall, because how else will they truly fly?
#bad dad bruce wayne#batfamily angst#or well- bittersweet#just the idea#of the inevitability of Bruce own self furfilling tragedy#and the fact none of his kids can avoid the fate destined for them#that he doesnt care to stop#but its okay#because they have eachother#baby birds kicked from the nest#find a new way to fly#just UGHH#(also im avoding homework so rambling)#sunny rambles#sunny headcanons#batfam#dick grayson#barbara gordon#cassandra cain#jason todd#tim drake#stephanie brown#damian wayne#duke thomas#batfamily
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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That omake of little Kabru not being able to show off his howetown sweets because of Misril gets to me a lot so...
Here's a happier Kabru (and Lairu)
#kabru#lairu#labru#laios#dungeon meshi#my art#my fanart#fanart#idk why i resort to fluffy fanart even tho i keep thinking and seeing gag/hornt lairu stuff#kabru is just so.. fascinating and actually endlessly tragic#i kinda like that ryoko kui doesnt try to over-explain or dramatize her characters that have tragic backstories. it makes her world that-#-much more believable and realistic. that being said i will devour more kabru stories from her#i kinda cant stop thinking abt kabru (and to an extent lairu)#ik in Lairu/Labru fanart Kabru is usually depicted as humorously in denial guy#but i see it everywhere and it made me think more of their more understanding phase in the epilogue#maybe laios is ooc here but i think he will also warm up to human connection now that he actually has people he cares abt around him#(and maybe because kabru is teaching him tips and trick to be a Normal Guy lmao)#im also not very good at humor so theres only so much i can do with gag lairu 😂
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We are so back!!!!
#i was a teenage exocolonist#my evil scribbles#hello iwatex fandom my brain was taken over by this comic idea today#n then I couldnt stop the mad impulse to COLOR IT#for somebody who doesnt like dys I sure draw him a lot#I just think his n sols friendship has a lot of delicious nuance#and also they piss eachother off <3 but theyre care...#Sol hounding Dys on another one of his stubborn Im Running Away Forever expeditions until he comes home#also cus he never gave back the rain boots he borrowed from them#dys exocolonist#sol exocolonist#sort of. in spirit. and sheer volume#iwatex#and now I can rest................. why did I stay up so late yoy
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INTRUDER ALERT - BLU ENGINEER - IN BASE
and he's having some kind of weird yuri with red soldier can we get this guy out of here. cant stand their gayasses theyre making out in the intelligence room and being weird about it
bonus and variant under the cut
bonus:

"SO I SOLVE PRACTICAL PROBLEMS,"
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 soldier#tf2 engie#tf2 engineer#engineer tf2#engie tf2#soldier tf2#helmet party#blu engie#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#vintage#mine#my art#RAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#kris im going 2 get u for this . our prophetic visions r becoming a reality n soon i will not be able to stop them#anyway lalalala...#what if blu engie found solace in red soldier bc soldier doesnt care that hes a clone and doesnt know hes an original either. what if.
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tbh i dunno why so many sj apologists are anti-yqy. because like????? he is your mascot. he was the originator. the head honcho of excusing sj's levels of unmitigated villainy. look into my eyes and tell me that qi ge wouldn't blush and kick his feet if he saw xiao jiu commit murder. actually we don't NEED to imagine bc jiumei did just that and yue qi just grabbed his hand and ran, no thoughts head empty. arson? child abuse?? yue qi doesn't care. whatever makes xiao jiu happy <3
#qijiu#shen jiu#og!shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#inspired by pro-sj anti-yqy fics on ao3 where yqy is just...so OOC#stop bullying yqy agenda 2024#mtxt hates him enough he doesnt get a happy ending in pidw or svsss#bc living the rest of your live believing that the person most important to you and whom you love most is happy without you is#EXTREMELY tragic on its own but i think yqy could at least find satisfaction knowing his xiao jiu is happy#but he's not. it's an imposter and he'll never know#anyway yeah!!! sj might bite but yqy doesn't care because xiao jiu is xiao jiu.#svsss#mtxt
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still thinking about gaz doing ghost’s skincare
even when they’re on base and the worst of the all-encompassing exhaustion is held at bay, he knows ghost doesn’t have the energy to spare to do any kind of in depth routine; knows as much as it makes him feel good to feel soft and clean and cared for, he won’t be able to keep up with it by himself
gaz just didn't expect how good it would feel to do it for him
how accomplished he'd feel when he figured out the right combination of products to soothe ghost's sensitive neglected skin without him breaking out or getting even more dehydrated, the best moisturiser for his scars, researching no-wash products so he doesn't have to get up once they've started; all ghost has to do is lay back and let gaz work
it's an honour, not only to be trusted enough with ghost's - with simon's - face but also to watch him lose every ounce of tension in his body
they usually - and how amazing that they have a usual, that this has become a routine - end up with ghost's head in his lap, a soft pillow beneath his head so he can just rest. it's not uncommon for him to fall asleep entirely as gaz follows his steps
bottles of cleansers and serums and moisturisers all bought just for him, each one dutifully researched with ghost's skin type in mind, all stored in a black leather bag moulded into a skull bc gaz found it browsing one day and thought it was too perfect. ghost doesn't even know what they all do, just knows how blissful it is to feel the gentle pressure of gaz's fingers massaging his face; following the contours of scars that haven't pulled or flared since they started doing this
gaz never tells him about the rollers he could use instead, the applicators that are technically better for his skin bc it would mean he'd know that gaz uses his hands just for him; that he can feel how much he craves his touch and knows he enjoys it just as much, if not more than the actual results
gaz just tells him that a thorough massage after everything is applied is necessary for all the products to marry up and sink properly into his skin and spends the next half hour smiling down at his superior as he lets go of all his pain and trusts him to keep him afloat
#feeling sad and weird so its time for - you guessed it - platonic intimacy!!#i know a lot of people give soap a complex beauty routine bc /soap/ but ive always felt like gaz would be more into physical self care#soap just feels to rough and tumble masculine to do it himself#i still think he has a bunch of sisters that push it onto him but i dont think hed seek it out on his own#and uses working out as his self care#but gaz gives almost a luxury vibe#i wouldnt be surprised if he has like an aunt or something that runs a beauty empire and installed a sense of worth in him when he was young#not that he needs products and makeup and /things/ to be beautiful#that he already is and all of these things are just about making yourself feel good and treating yourself#thats why it hits him so hard to see how difficult it is for ghost to look after himself#that he doesnt have that inner worth that he does and hes just to tired to seek it out#so gaz will stop at nothing to instill it in him and give him as much touch as his heart desires#until he feels it enough to reach out himself#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#kyle gaz garrick#gaz cod#gaz call of duty#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#ghost call of duty#cod#cod mw2#cod mwii#call of duty#141#task force 141
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i put him over a picture of my actual real life dad
#prince arctic#wings of fire#wings of fire canon#wings of fire fanart#my art#my design#another request down...#icewing#wof#i tried to make him look as flared n mean n prickly as possibl#hc that royal icewings just have a bunch more spikes in their ruffs#bc of this its an icewing beauty standard to have a fuck ton of them#they get wiggly unsavory non perfect ones plucked#but arctic def stopped taking care of himself in the night kingdom so a bunch of his r wiggly n he doesnt care#too busy dealing w the emo son that hates him
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woe, fish polycule be upon ye. i just thought the video game outcome was too interesting not to draw in some way... so you can have these bitches i guess. and the devious lamb. actually i have the design too.
stupid cult leader reference image ^
i like the golden fleece. i am not very good at using it but i like it
#siiigh now i have to tag all these fuckers#we draw at times!#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#cotl haborym#cotl baalzebub#cotl saleos#thank FUCK kallamar doesnt actually show up id DIE if i had to draw another fish#you can pinpoint the moment i decide im sick and tired of backgrounds and perspective#mostly by how right after that point i just stop drawing them entirely#heheh#i doubt thisll do as well as my other one... kinda tough to beat when you dont have such notable characters as that comic's... alas#i was just really passionate about the fish polycule today#too much lore in my brain. get it out so i dont fixate on it as much#ask me about my cult of the lamb world... ill fuckin tell you about it... and then die#does anchordeep have a tag. probably not#i dont care if it does frankly. the huge anchorheads will find it on their own#note to self. do not call them that#sorry to all the “green fluffy jellyfish” fans#he's scary and hooded... because i think it is cool and also i do not like green fluffy jellyfish#i was going to make his teeth weirder and more fucked up but decided against it because id hate drawing it at angles#so you get saleos oversimplified but also mildly complicated i guess#i just like him so i dont want him to be really annoying to draw. lol. this was the easiest thing for me to do#he's spikes
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You've never done that when I got close to you before. Why? None of your business. Tell me, or you can't leave.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 10
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#uservid#userspring#userrain#pdribs#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#every time i color this scene i get stronger. anyway there were so many expressions i just couldnt leave out. the deep breath ai di takes#steeling himself before admitting it. & the way chen yi absorbs it the way he blinks away & his mouth opens before focusing on ai di again#thinking about it. thinking about four years of attacks ai di had to withstand. understanding the way he is now but hating how its happened#and also the guilt hes gotta feel from that! & yet thats overcome in this moment by a need to not let ai di put a wall between them#which is what ai di keeps trying to do. he admits a vulnerable thing and then deflects FOUR TIMES in this scene. first when sleeping#& choking chen yi when woken(& avoiding when questioned abt it). second by dropping his guard & worrying when he finds chen yi injured#& twice more shown in this set. he has to shake it off he has to put his wall back up but his instincts are strongest & chen yi SEES them.#you can see the way ai di wants to relax into that hug. the way he just wants to BREATHE but instead uses those breaths to defend himself#he chooses to flirt hoping it'll make chen yi back off. hoping he'll stop asking him to be vulnerable. but chen yi knows his tricks now.#and hes not going to let ai di continue believing he doesnt CARE about him. its poetic the way he gives him a taste of his own medicine#like it's *strategic*. he watches and learns. he knows his own influence over ai di he knows that HE is ai di's weakness. it's..chef's kiss
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(wip)
some doodles that took me way too much effort; an updated design for Raal (aka demise when he was a mortal, he still uses that name when in disguise and modeled those forms after how he imagined he would look if he ever grew up as one) and a clunky doodle of both his blade spirits just after forging them
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#tloz#loz#demise#ghirahim#wip#the bowl raal is holding isnt designed yet#but he carved it himself and uses it as the one to carry an offering to the gods in hopes of stopping them talking to him#it gets burned just like him when he goes there though since they wanted to lure him there- the gods dont care about offerings#idk if anyone would notice but .......... yes he named his blade spirits after his parents#rahim is trans#and raal is also afab#bc the gods only choose mortal women to be made into a deity#they dont care that raal doesnt identify that way#........yes his backstory basically starts with his birth ...........#no its not in the comic#my brain just does things#anyway i thought it would be cute to make ghirahims true form look more like demise#sicne hes literally a piece of demise
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imagine if you were already having one of the worst weeks of your life and then someone exploded you and hit you with a rock
#my art#ace attorney#apollo justice#dual destinies#im trying to figure out how to do a rec involving him and decided to practice color in the meantime#also fun fact very specific headcanon i have is that when clay dies apollos hair is longer and sticks up more because hes stopped taking—#—care of himself at all. doesnt really wash his hair for quite a while#its a major baby wipes wipedown type month yknow
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There's something so poetic about how El is the centre of all the chaos, wanted by the government and military and Mike is her strong calm that doesn't hesitate to get sucked into her storm and stand by her side in the face of any conflict. Like guys. This little boy did not hesitate to protect her and stand off in the face of the government to defend her, going against all the typical patriotic rule-following norms of an American Suburbanite Middle class nuclear family. He comes from pure safe normalcy but doesn't hesitate to run in the other direction heading towards chaos and danger if it means she's there... because he feels safest with her and is driven by the instinct to protect her. 😭🩷 There's something so beautiful and inspiring about someone as hurt and troubled and chaotic as El being loved in such a simple, unconditional way. Mike doesn't see her for the chaos she represents which surrounds her, he sees her for the innocent goodness that she actually is— her calm, gentle demeanour and the warmth it makes him feel. He understands that all the danger that comes with being with her is through no fault of her own, and actively works to help combat all the forces against her. He knows that despite being the centre of the chaos she's not the cause of it, she's the remedy for the effect of it and that is an undeserved, exhausting punishment yet a burden she bears regardless without complaint— a sign of her innate goodness which Mike recognises and loves her for all the more. Even moreso, he works to share that burden with her and criticise it because he sees how innocent and undeserving she is of the responsibility infringed upon her. His willingness to take all of this on is so wholesome and exactly the kind of sweet effort-full love that a character like El deserves, which is so gratifying for the audience to see.
#mileven#something intense about how the one girl he wants#the only one he has and will ever loved#is also the only one that is supposed to be off limits and unconventional for him#they come from two completely different backgrounds#him a middle class nuclear American family#her born and bred as a weapon to use in the Cold War#forever wanted by the government for her uses as a spy and such rather than a normal girl who wants a future with love and a family#yet despite all of these expectations mike doesnt gaf and only sees her as the love of his life#and he'll never stop fighting for their chance to live happily together as a normal couple even if shes treated otherwise 🩷#When he tells the gov he'd never tell them where she is#when he surrenders himself to them as long as it holds them off from getting to her a little longer#when he throws himself into direct danger in s2 in the tunnels#when he proves once again his ability to make logical rational plans in s3 that protect everyone and lessen the burden on el#s4 - he immediately devotes himself to getting her back from the clutches of the government#theyre so excellent man. Mike Wheeler is the perfect boyfriend#he doesnt care about the fact that he shouldn't love her#all he cares about is that he does love her#The lab kept trying to stamp out her individuality and stamp her objectification on her wrist so that everyone else could see her#as the weapon she was raised to be#but Mike immediately ignored that and gave her a real name#from the beginning he only ever saw her as the courageous brilliant hopeful pretty girl that he loved#even when everyone else knew her as eleven the lab girl with mind powers first#mike always saw her as el the unique girl locked deep within her who he wanted to get to know and love#this wasnt supposed to be the lengthy monster that it is but what can i say. im insane about these two#Who's up in the big 2025 appreciating Mileven as the fictional paragon of true love 🗣️🗣️🗣️#the romeo and julietism of mileven#but better#when she keeps up the strong front until shes with him then she can collapse in his arms and be needy and vulnerable#e.g. s3 billy fight scene... s4 desert reunion
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You ain't never had a friend like him!! AND LETS HOPE IT STAYS THAT WAY!
#Heavensentdoodles#woah new tag#octavia helluva boss#helluva redesign#helluva boss critical#helluva#helluva boss#andrealphus hb#andrealphus helluva boss#andrealphus#helluva boss art#this dynamic makes me cry and I FUCKING MADE IT#octavia no!! he doesnt care about you get OUT OF THERE hes An ASSHOLE#andy STOP YOULL GET ATTACHED NONO WAIT WAITWAIT SHES SO MUCH LIKE YOUR SISTER WHEN YOU WERE HATCHLINGS STOPP
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I'm thinking about Jon and Martin in the safehouse after the Change
I'm thinking of them laying in bed together, comforting one another, distracting themselves from what waits outside.
I'm thinking about how Martin would begin to gently stroke Jon's head. Slowly, subtly, he would begin to run his fingers through the length of Jon's hair. Eventually, Jon would notice the light tugging of Martin teasing apart the knots, and he would murmur, "What are you doing?"
and Martin would sadly whisper, "You haven't been brushing it..."
#the magnus archives#martin blackwood#jon sims#i think jon would stop taking care of himself#maybe he would forget#or maybe he would be intentionally negligent#feeling like he didnt deserve it#and martin would feel like he has to do it for him#but jon isnt very good at letting others take care of him#maybe its due to pride#or again its because he feels like he doesnt deserve it#so martin would try and find ways to be subtle about it#god i love them so much#im literally so unwell about them#martin blackwood my beloved#tma#jonathan sims#tma podcast#magnus archives#martin tma#jonmartin#teaholding#tma spoilers#tma season 5#tma s5
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too much dirkjake cannibalism. not enough brograndpa cannibalism. that child abuser wants that old man to tear him open and and [redacted] and hes somehow less normal about it than dirk is
#bro is just dirk if hed given up on being normal or appealing or likeable in any way shape or form and instead went full throttle as fast as#he could in the opposite direction#and grandpa harleys just jake but like twice as unhinged and too rich to care about hiding it#bro would want grandpa to treat him like one of his smuppets and fuck man hed probably do it#they hate each other the entire time but it doesnt stop them from coming back same time next week so harley can use bro as a labrat#me.txt#brograndpa
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