#what if i like. WENT BACK
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why is tumblr serving me ads for experiencing a clinically significant mental health event

#had a for real moment on vacation where i went. what if i just never went back and.used my savings to create a new life here. what then#free will.... i will not. i will not leave behind my old life and job that i like jist because sometimes its stressful
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he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere 😭🤣
#credits to @velinxi bc i referenced her art for this#how atlus felt making the black mask design by far the most visually disturbing horrific thing witnessed by human eyes#what the FUCK is he wearing. what is that fucking OIL SPILL#didnt even BOTHER looking up a reference bc it was so hideous i didnt want to see it again.#“a persona user’s outfit reflects the manifestation of their image of a rebel” IS LOKI SUPPOSED TO BE A FUCKING ZEBRA??????????????#I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY. WE WENT FROM MARCHING BAND COSPLAY TO GOTH HOMELESS DRAG#ONLY GOOD THING ABT HIS OUTFIT IS THE SERRATED SWORD THAT COMES WITH IT#anyway i genuinely dont give a fuck if this isnt the canon design i refuse to draw his scrappy zebra print bell bottoms and flare sleeves#there is no way this bitch was the one behind all the mental shutdowns he looks like he cant even hold a sword 😭😭 stupid femboy twink😭😭#anyway i digress i loved watching his sanity rapidly deteriorate as he got the deer in headlights stare when he looked at you#anyway akechi flopped with this one 0/10 don't come back like this again#imagine dying in this fit not even the flames of hell would burn hotter than my unadultered rage 💀💀#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#akechi goro#lotus draws
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Im gonna be honest, i watched The Menu last night and all that been on my mind since then is getting a cheeseburger
#dungeon meshi#labru#laois touden#kabru#the art of a lemon wedge#idk what to tell u#like yeah i was stuggling to paint this cause it isnt my full impressionist pallete and i kept tighting up too much when it came#to rendering that i gave up trying to do super serious painting and went back to my old habits#but also#more importantly#i really wanted a cheesburger
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buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(the origin of halloween huh) (oooh)#why yes i did wake up way too early to watch the stream and will have no memory of drawing this later#anyway THE MAGIC BOOK IS BACK TO EAT US ONCE AGAIN!!!!#this does make things make a lot more sense if it doesn't have to. y'know. actually take place in the established world#like how jack and sally are apparently just gonna be THERE as themselves WHY NOT#i'm certainly not complaining mind you#scully looks like he's gonna be super adorable and i love him already#spooky scary skeleman who just goes :O a lot and is excited for halloween#he seems like he might actually be more of a fusion of jack and sally? or maybe i'm just reading too much into it#still getting jazzy vibes off of him though. is not scully j graves an incredible jazz musician name.#does this open up the possibility that the last time we went into the book there was a sexy anime boy stitch just offscreen the whole time#...maybe some things are best left uncontemplated#god everyone in this event looks fantastic i'm so glad i saved up some keys after all#a little sad that there's no lilia but you know what the fact that a halloweentown malleus exists is still pretty dang good#and sebek's hat is SO tall#the biggest hat for the loudest boy#i hope oogie is here too i need him and jamil to meet#i need jamil to be faced with a guy who's just a bunch of bugs standing on each other's shoulders in a trenchcoat#i am not coherent right now i just needed to get this out before i go pass out again
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Historians Hate Him
(Bonus: Lost footage of WWX's death)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#sect leader yao#lan jingyi#The last time we were in 'present day' it was comic no.168...#Wei Wuxian has been sitting on that stump listening to complaints and slander for the last 53 comics!#The comic for 'Jumping back to present day' went through so many re-writes because in the Audio Drama it's 'just the opening for ep 8'.#But for me? For readers of PD-MDZS? its been a long time. How to transition back in a way that's fun?#Let's also get to my main point: Yeah hold on how *did* he die???#Nobody seem to actually know - and usually WWX's inner monologue woud be like 'It actually happened like this'.#But we get *none* of that. Instead the audience is equally an outsider and we just have to draw our own conclusions.#What is rumour and what is lies? I personally do not think any of the presented options are the truth.#We aren't supposed to know! It's okay to let be a mystery! The open interpretation lends itself to some interesting analysis!#WWX is the historical figure that makes people lock forum threads when the topic of 'how he died' comes up -#-because the debates are *that* heated.#I like to image the people who did know him 1) don't press him about what happened and 2) make up incorrect facts on purpose.#Quick - everyone make up a fact about how the Yiling Laozu died.#Mine is: I heard the YLLZ died by trying to drink all the blood out of his blood pool.
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This man is NEVER beating the dog allegations

#discworld#sybil ramkin#sam vimes#havelock vetinari#samuel vimes#VETINARIS TERRIER#I started this back when I read guards guards when it noted how EMBARRASSED Vimes was at Sybil yelling at the dragon to sit#and I just went oh what an INTERESTING thing to mention as something he’s into!!!#and then the dog metaphors just…did not stop#they just kept going#like he’s Vetinari’s Terrier sure but he WILL sit at Sybil’s call#anyway somehow this is the first fanart I’m posting after finishing night watch#I’ll work up to the serious fanart probably#right after finishing guards guards I went to friends and went do I ship vetvimes??? not exactly. do I think Sybil calls up Vetinari#and goes ‘havelock please be a dear and pick up Vimes for a bit- he’s pacing the floor so hard he’s wearing a hole in the hardwood’ and then#vetinari kidnaps him for some recreational psychosexual torture and confusion and maybe a promotion#and a friend went….uhhhhhh you sure you haven’t read more of these books than you’re saying you’ve read?????#I didn’t realize how uh canon that was until i started the fifth elephant
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truly this one's just for me. I can do what I want foreverrr
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#adaine abernant#figueroth faeth#kristen applebees#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#fabian seacaster#việt phục#tbh the thing Im the proudest of in these sets is the skirt hike+áo tấc flap combo. and of course that went to riz lol#will use that again for other things later down the line. for now we play dressup. come play dressup game with me#some of these couldve done with more cookin time maybe... I feel like. for example adaine's gorgug's and fabian's silhouettes are#a bit too similar for my taste#esp. adaine and gorgug. fabian I feel like I just need to make his waist more apparent#and I really like what Ive got with adaine rn... just gotta rethink gorgug#lmao. the dilemma with using áo tấc is it's generally a rectangle#this never stops me however. if I like a guy enough I Will give them a set#it's not about them it's about me. its for me babeyy#also I love the way scabbards are worn in wuxia. like its just dangling back there#guess the amount of fabrics those characters have on mostly immobilize it. just a real good cushion
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Carry me home
#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#final fantasy 14#ff14#haurchefant greystone#haurchefant x wol#haurchewol#ffxiv wol#ffxiv spoilers#heavensward spoilers#final fantasy xiv spoilers#tinydraws#Rowan Morte#let me know if i’m missing any spoiler tags#tagging seems like it would be an easy and straightforward thing but also. i’m stupid.#anyway i choose to believe that Rowan carried him back to the manor#even if someone tells me otherwise i will not believe them#also i choose to believe that these two had it bad for each other#neither of them said anything but everyone could tell lol#haurche specifically was very Not Subtle in his displays of affection#and Rowan for the most part picked up on it#not everything cuz she's still in the midst of working on accepting any amount of companionship. but like. most.#and went ‘honestly.... if i told him i liked him it would probably go well. We just have so much stuff to deal with; now’s not a good time'#and then the time came and went :’)#and Rowan went ‘Did….. did he know? Did he Know how much I loved him? did he KNOW???????’#and then she grieved behind closed doors away from everyone#and also tried to replace said grief by focusing a lil too hard on her duties#idk i’m still working out WOL lore but this is what i got so far lol#or at least in regards to haurche
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me: you know some of the comments about sera and prince not being able to sexualize them anymore were weird, but im sure that'll be the end of bad faith criticisms
instagram comments: (yelling at me over domino's redesign because they think its "twink death")
me:

#txt#like. legitimately upset that he's not going to be feminine all the time#which is more surprising bc I went into the most detail explaining why they were changed#some of the other complaints are just... more confusing?#‘these don’t feel like the same characters’ because they’re not the same characters!#'he looks too human' he's supposed to look more human. he's lower ranked#‘why isn’t domino feminine anymore’ HES STILL FEMME PLEASE. HE DRESSES MASC SOMETIMES.#'its twink death' I DIDNT EVEN CHANGE HIS BODY TYPE#i was busy agonizing over domino's outfit because i was worried people wouldn't like the fit#turns out people didn't like that i gave him a mouth and nose which. ya know what fair. i also prefer mouthless designs#but some of the complaints feel like a fundamental inability to accept that an artist just wants to approach a character differently#domino's old design was back when he was supposed to be a cute goofball (AND A ONE OFF)#now i wanted to explore that contrast between domino's public presentation and around his friends#AND I EXPLAIN THAT ON INSTAGRAM BUT IT DOESNT MATTER BC HE HAS A NOSE. I GUESS? omg
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must’ve happened when it grabbed him…
#this scene has been in my head rent free since last week#I couldn’t just NOT draw this#we’re so back#(we never left)#yall please pray for my guy Sam#he’ll need it#he got a what the ghost shirt because i think it’s only logical he’ll have borrowed clothes on at this point#and also i wanted an excuse to draw it ♡#also peep alternate him and alice’s wedding photo#also don’t ask me what this man looks like I went through 10 different iterations and I’m still not sure I like this design that much lmao#art#digital art#illustration#fanart#animated#animated gif#2d animation#tma#tmagp spoilers#tmagp#the magnus protocol#magnus protocol#the magnus protocal fanart#samama khalid#digital painting
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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering#kokotehart
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manhunt dream u are soooo so special to me
#my art#need that#sorry what. who said that...#cdream voice showed up for a bit in his last video and i went a little crazy#no one is doing it like him sorry#we have GOT to get him on an smp where he can be full-cunty#he was BORN to entertain and look beautiful#anyways back to my manhunt marathon because dreamie being good at minecraft is a balm to my ailing soul#dream fanart#dreamblr
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So.... what are your thoughts on Ace's UM, if you haven't been asked this already?
sneaky magic for the sneakiest boy
no but really, I think it fits him really well! I had thought his UM would probably involve something kinda sleight-of-handy or pickpockety! and I looooved that it made such a nice loop-around back to episode 1. ❤️ I was. kind of half-expecting him to just run out and punch Riddle in the nose again. but instead this time 'twas he who offed the queen's head! it was great! and he did it while stone-cold terrified out of his mind! because Ace is the only remotely normal or well-adjusted person at NRC and therefore the only one who is like "we're going to literally die, this is super effed up". but he did it anyway!!!! I AM SO PROUD
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#also love how it complements deuce's magic! they are two of a kind ❤️♠️#i do think bet the limit fits the 'uno reverse card' description more though#like...okay they haven't really said much on how joker snatch works#(literally ace went 'we'll talk about it later')#but i think it's not supposed to be inherently retaliatory if that makes sense#the japanese is something like 'put an ace up my sleeve'#which implies to me that it's not really an in-the-moment thing? i think he can steal it and hold on to it for a while probably#like he might be able to snatch it and then use it on someone else later rather than it being reflected back on the original caster#versus deuce's being that he punches you back with your own punch (and/or other various punches he's acquired)#(a connoisseur of fine punches)#i am 100% guessing though so who knows! we will find out later i presume#now the only one left to get their um is grim maybe 👀#(i mean i would also love to see some staff ums HEY TWST THAT WOULD BE COOL)#(but like. narratively speaking and all)#oh and maybe crowley's depending on how plot-important he actually ends up being#what if it turns out nothing's going on with crowley and he's actually completely irrelevant#he tears his mask off and he's just some random dude who has zero idea of what's happening#nobody's been orchestrating shit#everyone's just been getting radioactive poisoning from the stone adeuce replaced in the chandelier back in the prologue#this was all a cautionary tale about getting the blot levels in your school's hvac system regularly checked
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This is what happened after 3.1 isn't it?
#hsr#phaidei#phaidei nation I humbly offer thee a low quality meme to cope with the doomed yaoi that was going on#phainon#honkai star rail#fellas is it gay for your red coded rival to your blue coded rival to clasp his hands over your own after you stabbed him#due to thinking he was the objective of your revenge quest#pull your sword deeper in and by consequence add to your proximity while smiling and fondly say “Found you.”?#Was it casual when you had an insanely charged and homoerotic scene in the hot baths that had you face down on the ground at his feet?#no but seriously these two have me in a chokehold#what do you MEAN you told him your precise weak spot just in case you became you turned against his cause#and his presumed future EMIYA Archer coded shadow self immediately went precisely for it?#and you KNOW you'll die with a wound in that weak spot in your back and you told him about it anyway#and you tell people to keep an eye on him after you go to meet your fate and then ask him to watch over your people#and he says he'll work hard to learn your language#AND FINALLY#“If there's a chance in the next life you should come visit my library.” WHAT IF I PERISHED ON THE SPOT?!#that's their “See you in the next world.”; their “Do stay alive. I wish you the best of luck.”;#their “I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.”; “You were a wonderful experience. You were everything.” etc etc#they make me ill (positive)#also I find it so funny that as a KevinSu shipper in HI3rd I went into Star Rail expecting for the dynamic to be more coded with Anaxa#only for Phaidei to hit literally all of my points and favorite tropes in a ship and by consequence my head with a steel chair lol#really hope we see Mydei again soon because literally the first thing Phainon does after he's gone is talk about him all the time#he is a professional yearner and I respect him for it (especially since I too miss Mydei as if he's Odysseus going off to war and sea#for 20 years and I'm Penelope waiting at the shores of Ithaca)#also sorry for the low quality screenshot I was literally too invested in the quest to try and take better ones#gotta love how Hoyoverse is always giving the Kaslanas some of the best romances in their games and ESPECIALLY so if they're queer#myphai
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do you think that when rook stumbles out of the fade prison and through the eluvian to safety, there's a moment of everyone standing around in joyous (and probably exhausted) disbelief, where lucanis meets their gaze and recognizes the look of tremulous, hesitant uncertainty in their eyes -- that tentativeness of someone who feels they stand on the threshold of madness and one wrong move can send them over, the terror of something finally breaking apart in your head in a way that can never come back together and be whole again; the helpless is this truly happening? is this real? are you really here? confusion that verges on pleading. (the last time they saw him, he was dead. the last time they lost someone, their mind fractured around it for weeks, months, to spare them the knowledge, and they couldn't tell. until they could, and by then it was all too late. how could you know it's not all happening again? how could you not fear that it might be?)
yeah, lucanis recognizes that look immediately and with an instinctive visceral wave of empathy. because it's how he's felt so many times looking at them. anyway. anyone ever think about isabela's comment that lucanis looks at rook like he's afraid they're a fever dream. me neither
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#rookanis#rook x lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#it's so important to me that they are occasionally reality perceptually challenged 4 occasionally reality perceptually challenged#other than harding I'm not sure anyone else on the team would like. fully understand this element of what rook went through#(and for me she is dead by this point. infinite agony and suffering I'm so sad)#I'm thinking in a romance context here of course because of the person I am lol but also a fascinating dynamic in a platonic context#almost more so maybe in some ways#he just... woke up. and the wind was from the south moment there for lucanis probably. where he can help them#and more of a oh not mad let me not be mad moment for rook as they flash back to lucanis' dead body :')#again it's such a deliciously fucked up move from solas to add that little element of it. obsessed with it and him
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If I get the motivation I’ll do the whole chapter
#gideon the ninth#gtn#the locked tomb#tlt#comics#comic#my art#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#I had no conception of what the bone monster looked like when I was reading it#so I went back to the part with the fourth house and ????#it’s so much worse than I thought???#it’s like a giant persona 3 shadow made out of fucking TEETH tamsyn Muir why would you create this monstrosity#I have the rest of the comic planned out and thumbnailed I just. don’t want to ink it all lol#tlt spoilers#gtn spoilers
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