#written-by-kafka

[schizoid-culture-is]

can you explain what szpd is from the perspective of someone who has it?

szpd from the perspective of a schizoid is having a difficult time expressing and feeling different emotions, to the point that I usually just describe myself as "empty" because the way I feel emotions is much different than non-schizoids. I'm also not "empty" all the time, emotion (or a schizoids version of emotion) can visit, but it's not often.

I prioritize my worlds I've created through daydreaming, and will go hours in these worlds. I don't need external validation much, if any at all. I have literally caught myself thinking "Why does the outer world matter if I have these worlds inside of me? I could just daydream all day!"

I don't really care for socializing, but will do it to make the people around me feel more comfortable and less awkward. (Also I have only recently learned that when asked how your day was, you are socially obligated to ask the question back! Who knew!)

Some schizoids will be different with their experience obviously, so this is just one of many examples.

[putting-gummigoo-in-places]

put him in a black hole

[queersekai]

can you do aroace mizuki????

Thank you Tumblr for the heart attack (it said I had 10 asks when I just had this)

[nagitover]

hajime doesnt trust nagito to make pancakes after the pancake incident

This is so true honestly

[yoursminehourss]

your post about ranpo havjng npd is so real

thank u Ranpo having npd is so fun to talk about

[artificial-radiance]

i just realized we were both born on xmas, so hi long lost twin

hiii ✨

[3milb1tch]

ur cool as fuck emily

thankss<33 dont rlly get that a lot cuz bitches call me ""problematic"" but totally appreciate it xP

[incorrectjjkquotes]

i love your blog

[yourfavhasaspd]

hatsune miku?

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[citruscitrushope]

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[schizoid-culture-is]

szpd is why am i friends w them

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[fortunatelychaoticphantom]

This past year and three months have been such an awakening for Jewish people, but one with a certain flair of absurdity. It feels like un-reality, like a wicked nightmare you can't wake up from. It's like the entire world has lost its mind and when you try to tell them this isn't normal, that what they're doing is wrong, they twist reality itself to say that no it is actually normal, it is you who is wrong. They dehumanize you, treat you as a symbol of evil and disgust. It's like we all woke up a year ago no longer humans, something else, something vile, like a bug, like a... oh. oh.

[petaltexturedskies]

Franz Kafka, from a diary entry dated 30 August 1914, featured in The Diaries of Franz Kafka 1914-1923

[poetryforall]

Franz Kafka

[thelovelclubarchive]

You speak in futures. I speak in forevers. Yet you think we are saying the same thing. You want a life that spills out of you, loud, legendary, work-soaked, and chasing that god-shaped dream only you can see. You'd rather burn out than fade into a life that's small, quiet, certain. But i'd give everything for soft Sunday mornings and warm hands. To have someone to come home to, for someone to laugh with my mother. You talk in blueprints and headlines. I wait in fogged-up windows and hands that don't let go. You dream of cities with names too sharp to say out loud. I dream of someone whispering my name like it's sacred. You want the world to remember you and i would kill to be someone's entire world. You carry your hunger like gospel. I carry mine like rot. You sigh out your "ifs" and "buts", I bite down on forever and choke. Your love is a hallway with too many doors. Mine is a locked room with flowers on the sill. You build your god out of ambition. I build mine out of longing. And when you leave (as i believe you will) I'll stay behind with the echo, make tea for ghosts, rewatch the ending, and press my hand against the mirror until the reflection forgets you. You'll chase your name into the stars. And I will light a candle on my window. I'll spend my life trying to become a home and you'll always be searching for a sky to touch next.

[artificial-radiance]

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