#ya'll are valid human beings!

[cursedappendage]

TRANSGENDER AWARENESS WEEK!!!

ALL MY TRANS HOMIES

YA'LL ARE AWESOME

We exist and will not be disregarded!!!🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

[amalthea-13]

Got my nightcore blasting in one ear and still mad about Mastermind so I'mma just info dump here. If you are a Blitz Stan or Defender please understand I do love Blitz, he's honestly one of my favorite characters and Stolitz is my comfort ship. However, disliking things he does doesn't mean I don't like him. I can feel frustrated or struggle with things he does. A complex character makes you feel complex things so it just is a testament to the writers on this show doing a good job with their cast and writing them perfectly. So before going on a rant defending Blitz, just hear me out.

I'll be honest I did not like how quickly Blitz turned lovey-dovey after the trial. The shit hit me like a fuckin chancla to the head and gave me whiplash. The reason I have this issue with Mastermind is purely because it felt so- unfair. Stolas has been struggling to feel validated and seen by Blitz for SO long. I mean that man gave him an Asmodean Crystal, fought to treat him with respect by changing many of his behaviors from S1 to S2, no longer teasing him or calling him pet names. He goes to hell and back multiple times, nearly being killed by Striker and couldn't even get a solid text back from Blitz.

However, the MINUTE he lays his life down, loses his daughter, and gives up any sense of a decent reputation suddenly Blitz gives a fuck. Losing his home, his powers, his family, EVERYTHING, and suddenly Blitz cares about what Stolas wants or needs. It genuinely makes me wanna rattle him around and yell:

"YOU COULD HAVE BEEN HEALTHY AND NICE TO HIM BUT YOU WAIT TILL HES CHRONICALLY DEPRESSED!?"

Like fuck me dude, but he never cared for Stolas before. He consistently dismisses his humanity by cognitively distancing himself from Stolas by just boiling every part of him down to his wealth, stripping him of any and all humanity he remains to have.

Suddenly when Stolas is a husk of his former self and his depression can no longer be hidden by magic or pills, suddenly Blitz cares. I just- I don't know if it's'cause of my own personal trauma, but I hate when people wait till you are at your lowest to give a fuck.

How much more did Stolas have to give for him to care? Or did it have to be his own life? My issue with this part is it perpetuates that Blitz can ONLY humanize those he hurts if they are sad and miserable like him. That the only time you can be loved or seen by him is when you are sad and pathetic, beneath himself. I really hope ya'll are picking up what I'm putting down because I am BEGGING ya'll to stick with me.

Blitz still has his family, his life, his friends, but Stolas has none of those things and SUDDENLY Blitz is further interested in him. Now that he has some pseudo-surperiority- he finds him attractive? He's interested? He wants a deeper relationship?

You can't tell me that doesn't feel so- so backwards right?

Like yeah, wait till the sweet owl man looks like THIS. Oh, yeah, ain't that just fuckin attractive? He's miserable and tried to OFF himself, but no, no that's healthy. It's fine, Amalthea, it's fine that this is the SUDDEN moment Blitz cares. That suddenly he gives a fuck. /sarc

Don't get me started on the fact that before he got to know Stolas he was COMPLETELY fine wrecking a perfectly good (from the exterior) home without considering Octavia, despite being a fucking father himself.

Blitz waits till Stolas is miserable to actually show him an OUNCE of humanity or love or reciprocity.

Yet everyone excuses ALL of his behaviors and problems on his trauma and the pain he has been through, but those same people will call Stolas a deadbeat and terrible person just because he is an awful flirt and a literal DV victim recovering from being COMPLETELY repressed due to the fact that the system that gives him his wealth has worked against him to the point he has no autonomy.

No one seems to ever get why I'm so angry and it's just because- these two have so much potential to work, but at every corner Blitz will make the shittiest decisions and the fandom writes it off as trauma or hurt or whatever, but god forbid Stolas mess up IN SEASON 1 he has to pay for it in Season 2 and be burned at the stake yet while burning at the damn stake the only person he wants to care or worry for him ONLY cares when he is actually set on fucking fire, not bothering to douse the flames or care when he wasn't about to get burned.

I love Blitz, I really, really do, but Mastermind reframed so many of his behaviors for me and made me step back purely because I realized he REALLY does not care unless he can have a false sense of superiority to someone.

I initially said both Stolas and Blitz were at fault for the Full Moon episode, but rewatching the argument I fully blame and fault Blitz for the arguement. Sure Stolas wasn't perfect, but instead of I dunno yelling at the owl man, why don't you- I dunno ASK HIM FOR A MOMENT???

People act like Blitz is some 16 yo teenager, but no thats an ALMOST 40 YEAR OLD MAN WHO CHOOSES TO POORLY COMMUNICATE. He literally could have been uncomfortable and said; "Stolas, this is a lot to process... can I have some time to think? I just- this is a lot."

Stolas wouldn't have forced him to stay! He was willingly letting him go! Blitz complains about the class differences between them but when he tries to fix it suddenly it is a fucking problem?

"But Amalthea, Stolas was hanging his livelihood over his head. He was abusing his power."

See I'd validate that argument and agree with it- IF IT WASN'T ALSO STOLAS'S LIVELIHOOD THE FUCK???? That grimoire was just as important to Stolas as it was to Blitz, more so since it gave him his STATUS, but he WILLINGLY sacrificed all that for Blitz.

Stolas did his due diligence to protect BOTH of them, but yet there is STILL a problem?!

"Stolas made him believe it was just sex between them!!!"

You wanna try again? Do you REALLY want to believe Blitz is so oblivious to this man's advances?

Then explain why he knew Stolas would accept a date to Ozzies. O_O. If Stolas was really just some "ditzy blue blood" to Blitz why would he get dolled up and ready for a date with some measly imp? Why would a Goetic Prince go in public with an imp?

Unless Blitz was FUCKING aware he'd've accepted because he feels so deeply for Blitz. He's so desperately in love he'd do anything to be around him again. Blitz KNEW what he was doing. He KNEW Stolas felt this way, he just chose to be dense and overlook it until it benefited him.

Blitz's insecurities blind a lot of you to the fact he is a CALCULATED and SMART man. Sure, he is a dork who makes us laugh, but he's a CALCULATED dork.

Also I hate to bring up how these two sweetpeas met, but WHO BIT WHO? Who SLEPT WITH WHO WHILE DRUNK?

"But Stolas was flirting with him! He wanted Blitz to sleep with him!"

Yes and no. Initially when Stolas flirts and realizes Blitz wants to sleep with him, he immediately says NO and steps away!

See that kids, that's called a headshake, which means what? Let's all guess now?

NO! IT MEANS NO!

I hate to drive my point this far home, I REALLY do.

Another layer of this is ALL the advances are made my Blitz after Stolas says no.

"Amalthea it's hell! What are you on about morals and consent!?"

Literally because in this situation Blitz had the power. He had the ability to walk away, but started all of this just for his buisness and despite how it all started, Stolas supported him through it all.

It is also before Blitz knows about the abuse and knowing Stolas is a father, still chose to homewreck a family even after Stolas said no.

My point in all of this- anger and frustration is that Stolas has put up with so much of Blitz's BS and stupidity, but only now is Blitz concerned. Only now he gives a damn.

You break into a mans home, sleep with him, rob him, then ruin his life, but you only feel bad when he's lost everything? Sure, that's cool. That's awesome. That's totally fine. /sarc

... this arguement is always hard for me to make, because i just have to watch Stolas be traumatized over, and over, and over and he is always still so sweet and loving to a fucking prick of a man.

Rant over, Amalthea out.

However if you have questions, my ask box is open loves.🩷

Edit 1: While you all can comment, I strongly encourage utilizing my ask box. Moving on I understand ppl may disagree with me. That is okay you're a beautiful individual with your own thoughts and opinions which is fine by me. However please refrain from insulting my intelligence. You can always block me, doesn't hurt my feelings anyway.

[the-grubdog]

Heritage Theory is Canon

I rise back from the dead (read: college kicking my ass) to say that MY THEORY WAS JUST CONFIRMED CANON. Look at the Japanese website:

Image transcript: The ruins and treasures of this planet, although different in size, are somehow similar to those we know, and sometimes even feel nostalgic. According to "The Shepard Complete History" written by the successive rescue team captains, the ancestors of the Kagiya [Giya] planet came from a "beautiful blue planet". If that was the planet PNF-404, we may have returned to our mother planet after a long time.

I WAS LITERALLY WORKING ON AN UPDATED VERSION OF MY THEORY POST WHEN THIS WAS POSTED.

I WAS RIGHT YA'LL.

I don't think I'll upload that updated version of the post, as it is (a) mostly unfinished and (b) kinda pointless now! Just know that evidence also comes from (all in Pikmin 4/related material):

Other parts of this same site

Olimar's notes on the Buddy Display, Heroic Shield, and Memory Fragment (Center Right)

A conversation you can have with Olimar post-final boss fight

Olimar's notes on the final boss

The Shepherd Family history

Also I want to share some more lore this site brings up. Because it also gives us some juicy Wraith Lore(tm) and some possible explanations for why some ships crash and others don't.

ALSO ALSO: This is all machine translated. If anyone has a human translated version, or is interested in making one, PLEASE let me know so I can reference it instead!

Image transcript: Consideration 1, small size, it doesn't have the engine power to escape the planet. Consideration 2, entering at a high speed, like a shooting star, it crashed into the planet at high speed.

Basically, the S.S. Beagle is small and entered at a high enough speed to escape the planet's grasp.

Image transcript: Unlike the space-time of the universe we know, it is believed that each time the stranded person observes the planet, it transitions to a different phase. The changes are so great that it's as if the planet itself has a will of its own.

This comes after a long description of how the planet changes every game. Just for further context.

Image transcript (with an error fixed for readability): Pikmin are always found near those lost in distress. They are friendly and devoted partners who cooperate with us to achieve our goals. However, isn't this a little too convenient? If the Pikmin are calling for a good leader to ensure the survival of their species and are preventing us from returning, it would be better to think that we are the ones being used. It falls into this category.

I don't think pikmin are evil, FAR from it... but they are still animals, animals that act to survive. You know? If pikmin ARE crashing the ships, then it's no more evil then how bulborbs eat pikmin to survive. Those are my two cents anyways.

Image transcript: According to Olimar, while inside the Amenyudo's [Plasm Wraith's] body, he dreamed of "giant humans similar to ourselves living with Pikmin and lots of other creatures." In addition, the roller-shaped stones of the Amebouzu [Water Wraith] have been found to contain minerals found in meteorites, which may suggest that they may be involved in the crash of the Dolphin. Perhaps they are dreaming of living with humans again and are causing the spaceship to crash?

WRAITH LORE. Also, note the translation of "human". There's a word on the site that the characters use to refer to themselves collectively, which the machine translator translates as "human". Based on me looking the word up on Jisho, an English-Japanese dictionary, this appears to be correct. However, as I don't know Japanese yet, I'll also clarify that "people" might also be a valid translation.

Anyways. Humans once lived with these weird creatures, wraiths and pikmin included. The wraiths missed us. Please ignore how they're also homicidal towards the starfolk.

Image transcript: One theory is that the planet meets the definition of a living organism, meaning that it is somehow beckoning us to it, and that everything we experience here is being orchestrated.

Planet is alive.

I have no idea how else to end this off.

But the planet is alive.

And it wants us back.

[rainbowkittyblossomwings]

Nobody at all follows me for gravity falls content (sorry old followers I switched fandoms teehee. My sister dragged me into gravity falls) but I am tormented by 1000 different billford fic ideas, but unsure which of the many to focus my attention on. I've drafted chapter 1's of multiple and plotted out 2 via chapters....I see other people talking about their own fanfic concepts so I'm wondering if I too should bounce my ideas off randos (ya'll).

I have 4 main fics my attention is trying to split my attention between. Help direct my adhd

• fic 1 multiple already written chapters but I have yet to actually plan it out and thus I do not know where its heading. Parrellel dimension ford visits Ford seeking out his Bill for info to use on his own Bill for revenge and Ford all for revenge on Bill tries to look into the theraprism for him. Unfortunately his hubris is his undoing and this is not a better world situation, he is being manipulated once again but this time by himself and once his evils are revealed he has to work with Bill to stop him. I call this one Evil Ford fic.

• This one also has multiple chapters drafted but I do know where Im going with it because I've drafted an outline. This one is one of those human Bill fics, but with a twist. I'll be sort of vagueish but gravity falls cast knows Bill is human, but he also has amnesia and a fake backstory implanted in his brain, and they all decide to manipulate him, Ford especially who believes this is karmic. Unfortunately the rest of the cast start seeing this new Bill as a new person to his horror and liking the new persona, and some of them feel pity for the fact that something is going on in his brain that is very wrong and this is essentially some form of lobotomy to him. And yet despite the pity, Ford plays him all the same. This is the amnesia human one.

• This one is not outlined at all, but I do have the first chapter as a draft. Its handyman Bill concept-ish except instead of being powerless and sent to the shack, hes sent to Gideon to undo the damage he caused there and because they had anvold deal that Gideon never officially paid. Bill gives Gideon terrible advice about going after his Pine twin and Gideon learns to not be him from his bad example and the two bond over their shared prison experiences. This one is handyman Gideon.

• Last one I have outlined and I had chapter 1 but I've decided to completely scrap it and rework it. Its time travel, where each zodiac time travels to episode 1 of the series and has to redo that summer. However most of them do not communicate with the other members that they too have time traveled and Dipper and Mabel are fighting against the butterfly effect and trying to do every action the same so they can survive the summer and beat weirdmeggedon again and keep their current lives, while Stan is doing changes to try to get his brother back sooner. Basically follows the formula of every single character preparing insanely for weirdmeggedon while Bill on the other hand has completely given up on that from prison and is now working with Ford in the multiverse to try to figure out who is controlling time and did this to them. It would go in a formula currently of 1. Normal chapter 2. Billford and switching off between the two I think. And this is the one my brain has currently latched onto.

I also have a one shot I need to edit to break into the fandom...

Thoughts? Opinions? Suggestions which to focus on even though my brain might make me focus on one that is not voted for?

Should I be screaming into the void about gravity falls fic at all?

[beneathh-the-brine]

Hi so I know this is some of the most autistic shit ever autismed but

I wanna rant violently about 'Partygoer redesigns' today, and how a lot people kinda mess up with them. This may have some salt to it so bear with me:

I've seen so many people redesign Partygoers, but a lot of them just- don't really seem to understand what makes a Partygoer a Partygoer? It's not just the name y'know! Here's a list of notable features to KEEP when making a Partygoer redesign or headcanon design! Despite being termed 'redesign', they should NEVER stray too far from the original source or no one is gonna know what you drew!

The boxy head. I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH how important this is to not forget. The image below is using my style of Partygoer, but it should get the message across well enough. It can be a rounded box, have slight skeletal features etc, but it NEEDS TO STAY BOXY. You can't make it round, you can't make it a diamond or a normal human head shape, it NEEDS to be boxy or else you are taking a VITAL aspect of Partygoers away! They also don't have noses really! NO HAIR EITHER, NUH UH!

Boxy heads are essential to Partygoer drawings!

The eyes. The eyes must be slits in some way or have some form of sign they can be stylized as slits. Partygoer eyes usually vaguely resemble the = part of the =) smiley emoticon. You don't need to keep strictly to the blank emoticon, you can make them show all sorts of emotions, just keep the slit eyes! It can go all the way up the head like my examples, or just end at the slits alone!

Eye examples, not limited to these expressions, they can be just as expressive as any other species too!

The hand mouths! VERY VERY IMPORTANT. Partygoers simply aren't Partygoers without their hand mouths! You can make them not visible on a ref, but make sure to include in notes that they do in fact exist!

Lamprey hand mouths are valid too! I just prefer to draw the hand mouths like this!

Hope ya'll liked my weird sickness-induced Partygoer rant, follow me for more spontaneous bullshit!

[evil-mushroom-overlord]

Aromatic awareness week/ Pluto day

I think its sort of fitting that a day to commemorate the dwarf planet Pluto has fallen on aromantic awareness week - as mad as that sounds I have my reasons for saying this- Pluto (the astral object) is a body once given the credit of being a planet and then reduced to a dwarf planet and no longer the same as the other planets orbiting our star - coincidently the roman god Pluto (his Greek name being Hades) of the underworld was once given similar status as the other gods before being stripped of it and is largely excluded and made othered by the gods. As wild in a leap of logic as this, is I have noticed there is a unfortunate trend of aromantic folks being excluded either by supposedly progressive Cishets not acknowledging them or giving them valid representation in media, or by other members of the LGBT+ community either outright denying their validity in that community or simply not allowing for adequate safe spaces for aromantic folks - and on a wider scale, existing as a person who does not experience romantic attraction (or experiences it to a lesser degree) in a a society that values romantic relationships as something that everyone must try to attain- sometimes even suggest we are not human without them (which is beyond ridiculous)- my point being this is a incredibly othering experience and whilst as said before the similarities between aromantic folks and the planet Pluto are notable, they shouldn't be. I am not aromantic, and understanding that what I have just said in my slightly geeky metaphor about exclusion in the form of planets and mythology is shaped from an outside perspective on that experience; I have nothing but respect and admiration for those in the aromantic spectrum who are out in spite of the adversity they face everyday from those in our community and outside it, compassion and hope for those aren't out or are still questioning and hope that however they feel they are supported and allowed discovery their identity at whatever pace they need, and a wish we can create environment that is less othering for all the groups of people in our community that aren't thought of as often, In nutshell - happy aromantic awareness week, I have nothing but good vibes for ya'll.

[pri-rp]

Fandom Meme: Undertale

The first character I first fell in love with: 

I think genuinely? It'd have to be Toriel. Like, she's designed to be loved, but also she's more hten "just" a tutoriel. That or papyrus.

The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: 

The Human. To be fair, i don't think you're *supposed* to love the humans the way i do.

The character everyone else loves that I don’t: 

Sans? I guess? But like that's not true either. I love this cast so much, so while i'm not a sans fan in the sense. it also depends on the project, tbh. like different comics and such use the cast differently

The character I love that everyone else hates: 

ALphys?? I recall seeing alphys hate a whiel ago for some... pretty stupid reasons. like yeah she fucked up but that's what makes her character and everything what it is?? that or Chara. because i've been sayign from teh get go CHARA ISN'T EVIL and now we have an even MORE DEFINITIVE PROOF. ya'll should have heard my SCREAMS OF VICTORY at the deltarune chapter one ending bc it validated EVERYTHIGN i'd been doing wiht udnertale from teh GET GO

The character I used to love but don’t any longer:

not available as i said before i love this cast. I adore this group of characters. they're all so good.

The character I would totally smooch: 

PAPYRUS.

The character I’d want to be like: 

Papyrus. Or Toriel?

The character I’d slap: 

had to stop and think about this one. just pause and think. first thing that came to mind is metaton but that'd hurt. he is made of metal. that can't be good for hands. so uh. I guess Jerry. (it's a copout i know)

A pairing that I love:

Alphyne. canon but perfect. Soriel is fun for sure, but that's relient on the content. alphyne hits every time.

A pairing that I despise: 

This one i dont' have an answer too, because it depends on the context of the fanproject. For instance, if it's a simple "aged up" frans or whatnot, then no. do no. but then, there's a mafiatale that has a frans that makes sense wihtout being weird: because it's not using the same story base. it uses soem of hte altered cast, btu from teh get go the "frisk" is relaly jsut a filelr for an oc who has lived in a world set this way at the same time as the rest of the cast has lived their way and it's bc of hte mafia problems the story even starts to happen and they get caught in the middle by catching Sans eye but they're already a grown adult performer when the two even meet so like. nuance.

oh wait. fontcest. any combination of fontcest. I'm fine at the silly that is sanscesst or papcest (which actually i don't think i've ever seen that) but fontcest is the line

[thetreetopinn]

PINNED POST!

Oh hey, I should make a pinned post. Might be a good idea.

Hi, I'm Smokey.

ABOUT ME

I'm a dragon. I used to write a hell of a lot and I'm trying to get my mojo back. Burnout is a serious ass bitch.

I don't identify as trans offline, but to quote Thought Slime: "I'm not fancy, I'll use whatever pronouns ya got lyin' around."

So, you can use: He/She/Any/All

My favorite pronoun joke, since I live in a particular state, is: "My pronouns are yee/haw."

I do however stan all my trans brothers, sisters, and non-binary siblings. You better respect trans folks or your pronouns are gonna be was/were.

👴👵HOW OLD AM I👵👴

A lotta of folks put "AGE IN BIO OR YOU'RE BLOCKED" or "MINORS DO NOT INTERACT" or something like that.

Here's my answer. I'm an elder millennial.

If that's not good enough, here. I'm older than this:

No, I'm not going to put my actual age in my bio. No, I'm not going to put my birth year in my bio. If "Elder Millennial" or the "I'm older than $Movie" isn't good enough, well, sounds like a 'you' problem. Sorry.

"yOu cOuLd bE lYiNg aBoUt aLl oF tHat!" So could someone who put a number in their bio.

🪄✨🌈POLITICS🌈✨🪄

I live in the United States (for my sins) and I'm a frothing, foaming, shrieking, screaming leftist.

Being an elder millennial that lived through: A) 9/11 (I was in high school at the time) B) 3 consecutive, once-in-a-lifetime, economic disasters (2000's oil price bubble, 2007-2010 subprime mortgage crisis, 2020 stock market crash) C) The pandemic (and seeing people lose their fucking shit and prove that zombie movies are ENTIRELY plausible) D) Just... well... everything that's happened with my country's government at various levels ...You could say I've been radicalized.

So, let's get the obvious political talking points out of the way and watch my follower count shrink a bit!

✊🏿Black Lives Matter✊🏿

🏳️‍⚧️Trans rights are human rights🏳️‍⚧️

🏳️‍🌈Stonewall was a riot🏳️‍🌈

Sex work is real work

Forced birth is a form of torture

Cars suck Give us public transport, walkable cities, & high speed rail

N@zis can fuck right the hell off into a god damned volcano Same with t3rfs, biological essentialists, crypto douchebags, "AI" techbro fucksticks, and libertarians who think age of consent means "mental maturity"

Palestine will be free This doesn't make it okay to be an antisemite Supporting Palestine does not mean "Eradicate the Jews" Protesting antisemitism does not mean protesting Palestine The Israeli State does not equal The Israeli People Hamas does not equal The Palestinian People

Trumpists and MAGA are fascists and white supremacists Same with Qanon Same with all the far right schmucks like the oath keepers, the 3 percenters, the proud boys, the KKK, and other similar groups

Capitalism is just feudalism with extra steps When forced to choose between money and a sustainable world, Capitalists will always choose money and let the rest of us burn Eat the fucking rich

I believe in pursuing the maximum amount of freedom for the maximum number of people

This is, of course, not a complete list.

Heh, I'm sure that'll piss of a LOT of people. And I'm totally down with that. If you're offended by any of this, please, cry some more. And feel free to leave nasty comments or mean asks or whatever. Just lets me know who to block! Thank you for outing yourself!

If you wanna show solidarity with any of this, just reblog with a 🐉or a 🐲. Why a dragon? Because dragons are cool. No I'm not biased.

⭐WHAT YOU CAN EXPECT ON THIS BLOG⭐

I'm probably going to include a broad mix of things. Some of it will be suitable for all audiences, but a lot of it VERY MUCH NOT.

Things I will likely reblog:

Funny memes

Important news/posts/political updates

Wholesome stuff

Plenty of generally queer affirming stuff This includes aro/ace folks, ya'll are valid too

Plenty of explicitly trans affirming stuff

Art that I like (cute)

Art that I like (impressive)

Art that I like (adult/kink related)

Adult/kink related posts in general

Furry stuff I would say "LOTS AND LOTS OF FURRY STUFF" but it feels like Tumblr isn't all that prime a spot for furries, but I stan what I can when I find it

🫷You said adult/kink--is this a PORN blog!?!🫸

Not explicitly, because Tumblr is a coward. I'm old enough to remember when this place used to allow straight up porn. Then the great puritanical purge happened. Still, this blog stans sexytimes and those who create stuff in that vein.

Kinks/fetishes you'll see me reblog (if I find it and I like it):

Vore (Soft, safe, endo, almost exclusively consenting) Various forms that can fall under this, like unbirthing

Pregnancy (fpreg, mpreg, nbpreg, tpreg, it's all good)

Transformation

Gender transformation I honestly don't know if this is the right term for this Someone's sex/gender changing through sciencey or magical means

Big strong dudes/ladies/enbies

Twinkish dudes/ladies/enbies

Size difference

CONSENT. I HAVE A HUGE CONSENSUAL KINK. ENTHUSIASTIC CONSENT IS HOT. NOT EVEN REALLY AS A KINK BUT JUST KNOWING & UNDERSTANDING THAT THE INVOLVED PARTIES ARE INTO WHAT'S HAPPENING IS SUPER FUCKING IMPORTANT.

Other weird things that I can't think to include here

All of this is stuff that I've written smutty stories about in the past (and I'm trying to get back into the swing of writing, again, burnout is a bitch). If you wanna know more about that, feel free to ask about it.

Things I am NOT into and will almost assuredly avoid:

Vore (Hard, cruel, fatal)

Pregnancy, specifically birthing

Non-consensual stuff

Piss, scat, vomit, blood

Omegaverse

Macro/Micro aka Giant/Giantess (nothing wrong with this, it's just not my thing)

Underage characters (minimum age: 18)

"Aged Up" characters that are clearly just an excuse to get around the underage problem (if you slap a pair of tits on a cartoon of an 8 year old girl... you're sexualizing a cartoon child. Fuck you.)

This is, of course, not a complete list.

DNI ACCOUNTS

Minors

Porn bots

Fascists, racists, t3rfs, zionists, ✨CHRISTIANS™✨ (yes there is a difference between christians and ✨CHRISTIANS™✨, and I think you know what I'm talking about)

Crypto assholes

"AI Art" and ChatGPT assholes

This is, of course, not a complete list.

I think that's plenty to put in a pinned post... probably too much, very TL;DR I'm sure. But whatever. If someone complains to me about something that they could have learned by just reading it here, well... it's their own damn fault.

Anyway, be kind and stay weird.

[shdwtouch]

I want to say something. I've been telling myself this all day, feeling awful, and idk, maybe someone else will benefit from it. maybe someone else needs to read it.

you can respect and support someone's boundaries and still be upset when those boundaries are used against you. getting upset, being confused, feeling hurt... these are all valid responses. these are all human responses. and you're not a bad person for feeling them or reacting negatively or needing to vent about it. you're allowed to recognize that things are trivial, or that actions taken are valid, while still allowing yourself to feel whatever you're feeling.

if someone unfollows you, blocks you, etc you are allowed to feel whatever you feel. you feeling whatever you feel, being confused or hurt, does not mean you feel entitled to their time or interaction. it does not mean you don't support their ability to curate their space, nor does it create a double standard if you also block to curate your space.

FEELING HURT, SAD, OR DISAPPOINTED IS VALID. just don't take it to their door, don't make a thing out of it, let yourself move on. you're not entitled to a reason, and you're not entitled to their time or engagement. but you ARE entitled to your feelings, and you ARE entitled to being able to express them without judgement or people making assumptions about your beliefs.

please normalize talking about the way actions make us feel without villifying the person who acted. please normalize talking about how we feel without having to defend our beliefs and morals.

idk. maybe I'm just overly paranoid and creating an issue that doesn't exist. but I genuinely feel like I have to justify and defend my emotions / stance or else be seen as a hypocrite or oversensitive. I'm doing my best, ya'll.

[iminaworldofpureimagination]

Adding on I feel that people who defend Jinx or dont' think about who she killed is due to the fact that its enforcers/corrupt politians so they go with they got what they deserve but I think that ignores how like it or not those people are very much still human and you can't just go around murdering people with zero consequences bad people should get prison time but not outright murdered. And how jinx somehow becomes a syombol for zaun despite working for silco and.. causing more stress for zaun after blowing up the capital building makes little sense to me. Jinx herself didn't even want to be a symbol just wanted her family back. she's not a Hero because she kills Cops.. she's a traumatized girl who needed mental help

btwIhatecops I have very bad experiences with em. been accused of drug selling ifyacanbelivetitwascrazy. and a cop towed our car making us even more poor. . but i dont think we should murder em either or as a poor person myself with my own mental issues that killing is ever justified and it seems that some people think because jinx has trauma =murderis fine but caits trauma hurting people=evil monster when the lesson is i think .. Violence is BAD no matter if your poor/rich don't hurt people.

now Caitlyn she is treated like she Killed millions.. and that her hate of jinx is treated as a shrug cause she was born rich.. As if that makes trauma less valid..

I don't blame her for hating jinx while it was jinx being fused with shimmer that caused jinx mental state to get even worse.. caitlyn was kidnapped while NAKED.. Tied up, and saw jinx kill her mom.. all in like a DAY..

She met vi for what 2 days? got kidnapped nearly killed by her sister/ had her mom blew up by her crush sister. Im not saying its an excuse to gas zaun but how come when Jinx gasses piltover and we see it affecting kids =no criticism at all.. Jinx is a hero =cait is the villian .. But I see no heroes I just see. People.

Traumatized Woman who lost their parents in horrible ways coping in terrible ways. Only one gets treated as do no wrong/other as innocent when its not that simple.

I don't get the hate for either I like Em both I was rather disappointed they didn't go more Crazy but i dont think some of ya'll can handle Crazy woman..shame. I really thought the end of s1 was setting up Arcane Game Jinx instead we got Woobie pitful Jinx when s1 was way more interseting.. and I thought we'd see Cait doing worse and according to fandom she did do worse but i wanted more more insanity. ..

and timebome while cute wasn't needed and i thought took away from the impact of isha's death since the ep happened right after.. and that it came out of nowhere.. I don't understand people saying caitvi sex scene makes no sense they were horny for eachother since season 1.. it was bound to happen and i thought it was perfect emotions were high. Let woman act on emotions humans are emotional people.. that scene was a long time coming. and i say that as someone who didn't really ship em in s1 that moment was long overdue. Maddie was also cute to me but I love REDHEADS I felt she needed more screentime her betrayal left zero impact to me cause .. I barely knew her .. same with Vis new male friend death..

The main criticism I have is to much music video montages.. i give the season a 6/10 .. needed 2 more episodes or to skip the au ep all together and.. focus on ekko/jinx not powder/ekko for timebomb to hold better weight

but that just my opinion.. Im poor and I dont think cait had more power over vi at all.. if anything Jinx held power over Vi.. as vi felt she had to save Powder.. but for all the people saying it should have ended like elsa/ana storyline of sisterly love. while that's all fine and and dandy.. . I gotta say you're family who commits terrible actions isn't your responbility to save and the sory isn't bad because it didnt' cater to the disney storyline of happily ever after for jinx/vi some of ya'll wanted .

I think s1 is better but not because jinx/vi didn't get the happy ending just thought we wasted time on other plots more when we should have had more time with Vi outside of Jinx and noticed jinx was. a lot different that it felt like a new character in general .

.. butohwell.. its not terrible its just alright to me.

With the way people hate on caitlyn it's like she murdered bunches of people when I recall it was jinx who was killing people with zero remorse in s1 no hate to jinx but man her actions get ignored it's her fault that zaun gets targeted in since she blew up the capital

Also its sad that it's come to women vs women characters when both are good characters

[ann-planet]

Let's talk about Indigo

I absolutely loved Indigo by Kim Namjoon a.k.a RM-- the poet who speaks of dreams and personalities and philosophies that I never hear of until it comes from him.

Bear in mind, this will absolutely be long and full of unbridled love for Namjoon.

Track no 1-- Yun

This feels like Namjoon's thoughts on being an artist that comes at the crossroads of being purely artist with no obligations to humanity, and an artist that is flawed-- yet does not let go of humanity. A sleek, slow rap song with the gorgeous vocals of Erykah Badu's chorus that breathes spirituality into the lyrics. A song of beige visuals-- a color that is meek in presentation, but bare in its beliefs.

Track no 2-- Still Life.

First of all, the MV is a refreshing feat. The use of Liminal spaces without too many tacky or glittery decorations, gives more breathing space to the groove of this song. It's a song where Namjoon screams to the screen that one thing he'll never be is a passive person. A canvas can't contain, his own reflection cannot contain his actions-- he hops along and dances and vibes. The song has the potential to be a party song, or a hang-out song-- it's a song that makes you and your friends feel invincible. Anderson Paak's vocals give a lighter contrast to Namjoon's deep voice, and helps adding onto what Namjoon is trying to say. Oh Namjoon, you sure know how to pick 'em.

Track no 3-- All day

Namjoon and Tablo speak on two parallel enemies here-- but largely it's the bad faith media. According to doolsetbangtan, "They show cool people dancing in cool clothes, when in real life there are more people with two left feet" is a translation of one of the lines in Namjoon's verse. To Namjoon, misrepresentation annoys him. To Tablo, the subjugation to what is popularised annoys him. Both are valid reasons why they are annoyed with the media.From Namjoon's words and work being misrepresented on the media, to Tablo facing the massive hate train due to online haters because they felt he was lying about his education. The electric song however, stays strong above from getting too angry. Namjoon and Tablo realises that they see things through, and as a result, they must keep their heads above the water from muddling their music. And just like that, we get a bop ya'll.

Track no 4- Forg_tful

This might be a bit of a TMI (I'm honestly so embarrassed even saying this out loud just in case no one actually reads this)-- but sometimes my anxiety and my depressive thoughts do make me forget a lot of things. This song feels a representation of that. It's a song that asks for forgiveness because the speaker is trying-- they are trying so hard but demons still persist. Memory is a frighteningly becoming a privilege. First thing Namjoon does is re-affirm his age-- he's still young, and yet he feels so guilty. The simple acoustic of the song can make it sound light and not as memorable as its previous tracks, but it's a moment for Namjoon to acknowledge certain aspects of his life. And by god, I cannot tell enough how validated I feel by this track.

Track no 5-- Closer

Visual representation of this track-- fingers clawing at sheets with yearning. The smooth track sounds sensuous but it's also the speaker getting frustrated. They are at wit's end on how to get closer to their lover. How in hell can they show how much love overflows in them? Mahalia and Paul Blanco work as great collaborators on this as they help Namjoon weave an atmosphere to this story. It's a slight cheeky song at times, but underneath it all, is the simmering coals on the speaker's desire to feel the overflow of love from their lover too.

Track no 6-- Change pt 2

A sardonic hyper-pop track. Namjoon hates being boxed. He's not the same person he was a while ago, and he hates that nobody lets him change. Towards the end of the song, there's a slight indication of him condemning another person-- basically challenging them that they would have to live a life knowing that they never would love someone like how Namjoon does. Again TMI, but this sort of reminds me of my friendship with someone during my teenager years The friendship wasn't on basis of mutual respect, and became toxic. Once I left, and I changed for the better, my ex-best friend, even though she got the friends she always wanted, loved to remind me how different I was when I was with her. It was a sarcastic and bitter jab. I of course, can't assume the nature of the relationship between Namjoon and the person he is addressing, but I love how I understood this song from a personal angle.

Track no 7-- Lonely

This song was written in Vegas this year, when Namjoon felt lonely in his hotel. I love the neon-lights this song emanates. It's full of clicks and whistles-- the sound of someone just making sounds for the sake of making sounds cuz they can't stand the silence. I can almost hear Namjoon fidgeting just for the sake of passing the time. The line-- "and now I hate the cities I don't belong"-- makes me feel the speaker used to enjoy visiting cities purely as a tourist, but now, he feels the lack of belonging even more and abhors it.

Track no 8- Hectic

This sort of feels like a shout out to his previous song from mono-- Seoul. Namjoon claims his busy life isn't romantic, but the city pop rhythm of the song confuses the listeners into thinking he's singing something magical-- a trap he leaves to show much of a victim we could be to the idea that life of a busybody is more fun than a life of someone who's quiet. This song reminds of late night drives through the busiest parts of the city, where you are stuck in traffic and can't help but observe the people around you who are impatient to get where time dictates them to go.

Track no 9- Wildflower

this song is an allegory to a certain kind of life that Namjoon wants to live as for years. He's explosive in his exhales here, and those exhales get pumped up more thanks to the power vocals of Youjeen who belts into the mic the need to scatter into the sky. The song having the same intro and outdo signifies a full circle that rests as a crown on Namjoon's vision and plans for himself. The song makes me feel emotional (almost every single track from this album does tbh), but this one is the cathartic track. It's Namjoon finally leaving behind the guilt and pursuing for a better health of his mind, his career, and his self.

Track no 10- No 2

Funny thing, but this song sounds like a lullaby being sung by two parents sshvhsdvh. It's a slow acoustic again, but unlike forg_tful, it has a lot more strobe. After wildflower, it's the calmer end, a wistful end. "My felony" rhyming with "melody". This is a song where Namjoon tells to himself that yeah you are regretful of your interviews, of the boxes you have been caged in, of all the commitments you may have forgotten, but you have survived. You maybe cringing or embarrassed by your younger self, but that was because the young you was just trying to survive. It's best to no look back, and just acknowledge that those were the steps that you needed to take to get where you are today.

In all, Indigo feels like a very fully realised album made with care and discretion. I love the sound of it, the colors it exudes, the exciting new artists it introduced me to-- everything. Namjoon bared his soul for this, and yet, does not look back. I don't think anyone will read this extra long ramble piece, I am after all still new to Tumblr, but hey! No looking back, remember?

[dreamerswriter]

Book 7 Theories for the Second Part Because Everything is Going Downhill (And I am for it!)

Also, this will have spoilers for book 7 at the moment and book 6. If you don't want to see or read anything, do not look. This is your only warning. Anyway, let's dive head first into this wonderful madness. Just to be clear, I love this series, but I love how insane it is.

First! Ya'll look pretty and the internet exploded when your cards dropped. Especially bat dad. I have never seen people simp so hard for a father figure since Batman and Iron Man. Not the point, but wow. You guys are fast. Also, freshmen squad is here! Everyone has a card! I hope to have them together, but I shall wait since I am playing this game in the west. Now, onto the speculation.

I will be refering to my old one, so here is the link to it if you want to read it. Bonus, you get a jumping Grim

The Synopsis

We all see this as an obvious first part of the movie. Lilia's throwing his retirement party and inviting everyone (which I will come back to). Malleus is knowhere to be seen. This is almost when Princess Aurora Christening and betrothal to Prince Philip (which I will address). So, I don't believe they forget to invite their dorm leader. I honestly believe Malleus is really down that his caretaker/father figure is retiring and going to leave him. I will admit, Lilia didn't handle this well by just dumping this on the three of them. Think about Malleus though. He's not invited to other parties as much and everyone is afraid of him. This is probably one of the few parties he is invited to and it is about someone important leaving him. I really feel bad for him, but this worked out well for him. If everyone is at the party, he can cast his spell and put them to sleep. We don't know who is going to be at the party, but it is going to be a majority of the cast.

Silver is Doomed

No, this is not me hating on the character, and to be honest, I really don't hate any of them. I am weirded out by at least 3 of them, but I don't hate any. They're all great and I love them. That being said, yeah, Silver's doomed.

He's Anime Male Aurora (gods, I can say that sentence and it makes fricken sense). So, I can't wait for Sebek to have a 180 on that. Anyway, in the context of the movie, after the three good fairies return Aurora to the castle, they gift her a crown. Lilia returns to his room and gifts Silver this crown necklace. That doesn't sound bad, does it? So, what happens after the three good fairies give Aurora her crown? Maleficient puts her to sleep. Malleus wasn't present in the party and wants to put us to sleep for a while.... Yeah, calling it, Silver's going to be knocked out first.

Maybe Malleus was going to put Lilia to sleep first, but Silver rushed in and was put to sleep instead. Or, maybe Malleus went for Silver first. Think about it. Besides Yuu, Silver is human. He's not going to be there for long, so Malleus puts him to sleep. Either option is valid.

Speaking of Silver...

Ok, this part is a spiral, but please, let me get this off my chest. I am going to assume a lot of things, but we can agree that this boy is a prince. So... is no one looking for him? Like, he's a lost prince. He has a royal crown. He talks to animals! IS NO ONE LOOKING FOR THE PRINCE?! I feel like someone should be looking for him unless someone killed his whole family and left him. I just don't understand why no one is searching for him! I feel like someone would right! Also, I know not everything is a one to one, but is he betrothed? Is there a Twisted Philip?! Is that person looking for him!?

Also, Kalim paid the tution, and none of us have any clue as to why Rook is here, but did no one from RSA just look at Silver and go "Hey! That kid embodies the beauty and grace of Princess Aurora! He should be he here!" And I know not everyone has to go to either school, but I just have so many questions....

Sebek is going to use the Axe... And Maybe an Ace Moment

Ok, I know Lilia is a unique father, but who in their right mind would give one of the FRESHMAN AN AXE?! Let's be honest, we want a fight where we either fight against the axe or use it. It is going to play a part in this. There was a fairy tale about a golden axe with Cinderella, I think. Not sure if it will mean anything, but who knows.

not to mention this is one of the weapons those little gremlins weilded in the movie. I still believe Sebek is going to stand with Malleus until something really drastic happens. I do wonder what will make him switch sides to help us. Maybe he attacks Silver or something else makes him realize that this isn't right, and that's where my man Ace comes in.

I don't think Ace will get his unique magic in this, because I think they'll save it for when Grim explodes into the terriyfing monster that killed us in the opening. But Ace would be the best person to against Sebek. What did Ace do the moment he arrived? He challenged his dorm leader, Riddle. Sebek would never do that. Ace did it to knock some sense into Riddle and tell him what was wrong and how to improve. I would really love it if Ace did that with Sebek. Sebek really believes Malleus can't do anything wrong, but Ace didn't hestiate to call him out for Halloween. I would love Ace to face Sebek and tell him off. It would be really interesting and a nice bridge to the next book or if he gets his unique magic.

Side note to our freshmen, I think they'll try and protect Yuu considering they're helping Yuu find a way home. I still think they'll try and save Yuu or help Yuu in some form, but look those freshmen against a dragon? The dragon will win. No, Ortho wouldn't be strong enough to win. I do think Yuu's going to play the Prince Philip role like they have for the previous books in a sense.

Malleus Gives Us a 'Perfect' Gift

Gotta be honest, he's going to be succesful and put us to sleep. I still believe he's going to create that perfect reality/dream for everyone to enjoy. It will be a perfect, happy place for everyone. Nothing is wrong and everyone is happy. Come on! Dr. Maruki did it! You do it! Do it!

Lilia is a Factor and Knows It

Gotta be honest, he's going to be the reason for why Malleus Overblots and puts everyone to sleep, but he will also be the reason Idia's most likely going to help us. Lilia is their connection to each other. He's going to know too. He probably knows Idia is his gaming buddy and is timing this so that Idia can help us! He's going to play us like fiddles and do everything to save his other son!

Idia is Going to be Comedic Potential and Help Us

I hope this is one of the first parties he's been invited to it, and then this happens. It would be too funny. Much like the Ghost Bride, but this time a party.

Also, make a JRP joke about how you're going to fight a dragon. Bonus points if you mention Fire Emblem Protagonists and how they're blue and fight dragons. I can't wait for his humor, I love it.

Besides that, I still believe Idia's going to be one of the first people to realize that the reality is fake. I hope it is also because of Ortho. If Ortho is human or appears humans and Idia isn't tied to the company, he's going to notice something off. He's smart and also accepts reality. He would not accept this. He would accept the real one and want to go back to it. He's also going to be the one to help Malleus through this as well. Which leads into my next point.

Malleus Don't Be a Rollo!

Really thought I could go without him, but no, this is important. What Rollo did is what Malleus is going to do. Rollo is trying to make sure no one suffers like him by taking it out onto others. Malleus doesn't want to lose us, so he'll put us to sleep. I know this isn't the same, but this is not a good pattern either.

This is also where Idia comes in. Bonus points if he shouts "Don't be like Rollo!"

Regardless, Idia helps Rollo or tries to. Idia knows the pain of losing a love one and taking blame for it with Rollo. Idia knows that pain and will carry it with him. He's going to make sure Malleus understands this and doesn't have to be alone either. Idia's going to be the reason Malleus understand that people we love do move on from us, but we have those memories and their wishes with us. It is painful, but it will be ok in the end.

Also, Malleus and Idia friendship please! Please!

Unique Magic?

I don't know if we will get anyone's unique magic. I really want to know Silver's, because I hope his has something to do with dreams. As for the other three, maybe. We might see Malleus since he's really speeding up his Overblot and has used a lot of magic. We could see Lilia's if he uses it to protect us. I don't know about Sebek, but it would be interesting to see too.

That's All I've Got

There are probably more stuff I missed, but I had to get this out before the book drops and wanted to gush about it. Anyway, here we go! Put us to sleep! I dare you, Malleus! Let's do this! Have fun everyone and good look pulling foxy, bat dad Lilia.

[not-so-ori-ginal]

sun haven is wack as fuck on god (i have to get this outta myself...)

this game drives me mad! crazy mad! I've gotten over it from playing it a bit! and i admit i wasn't playing on the newest version since obv i torrented it! I have no idea what has been fixed already since 1.1.0f so that's your disclaimer! but from the start! from character creation! arms being over the hair sprite and ruining vibes! palettes being mismatched causing amari ears and hair to not match! (hair shaded grey and ears shaded blue in the case of the white variants) is there a single person who chose those silly ass beaks and gator jaws for their characters? or a colored dog mouthpiece when the rest of your face is stuck at human colors? you enter the game, are handed begginer tools by anne (i hate her since i am unwilling to suck her capitalistic dick in the dialogue choices) and discover what i deem the most wack thing in the game by my taste - 2 PLANKS FOR 4 LOGS? it goes against all gaming logic and makes any plank crafting an absolute grind! so many crafting stations! 4 different ones just for cooking! the scrolling is torture in cases like the anvil! the jewelery table can't even make proper gem rings! you have to get them from chests! and by the time i got a diamond ring that gives +16 to health and mana i was at over 100hp and 200mp, making it almost nothing, especially in comparison to exp boosting rings! and that sunite key is quite precious! all i can say about the characters is that i don't like how the choices are made. the answers are often quite grey in nature giving you the illusion of a choice, but you just have to suck up to the characters with that sweet sweet validation. i've made that mistake once. now i hate anne. with that low bar set............. i like donovan the best that's not all! but anyways! i! say! it's! wack! ....at least the vibes are quite good at all points. all towns - pretty as hell. the mines - pretty as hell. i played this game once before the mines had enemies.... i have a memory of having fun, actually. did i get worse at tolerating things in favor of the good points? or did the game get somehow worse? is that even possible? well if they were doing dlcs already at such a point then something is definetly going wrong. and they're still coming. my god. i wish good luck to all the sun haven fans out there! hope the game is/gets better in the future for ya'll's sake!

[caffeine-clouds]

Hm... SonElise with numbers 7 and 9? :3

Ooooo, anon hitting me with the interesting one. DISCLAIMER: I don't give a shit whether anyone ships Sonelise, Roupaz, or Eggline like- who honest to God cares? The beastiality argument, which I'm so glad has died away over the years but some dumbasses keep bringing up, never really held any validity in my eyes. The Sonic characters have way more things in common with humans than they do animals - they are short weird mutant creatures that act like humans and have some animal features. So chill out - I'm tired and depressed, and we're all going to die soon so let's just fucking vibe. That being said though... I dislike this ship! - Are they an absolute NOTP, or are there very specific requirements a fanwork must have for you to enjoy them? I don't seek out Sonelise content nor do I stumble across it often - but I think for me to enjoy them at all - Elise is in need of some, *some* amount of personality. I understand that Elise being reserved and non-expressive is kind of the *point* with her - because she's constantly restraining her emotions because of the fire demon - but with her being the way she is, I fail to see what SONIC sees in her. To me, it always seemed that Sonic would prefer a partner that could keep up with him and fight alongside him as an equal. Elise doesn't offer him that, quite the opposite - she was often the damsel he had to chase after. So I don't really see what was appealing about HER for HIM. She's strong, I get that - she didn't cry for like her whole childhood - that's a strong will right there, but just - it's hard to ship Sonic with a piece of cardboard, you know? I see where the affection comes from on Elise's side - I can imagine her being in love with the guy who taught her to smile, run, and be free. i think she'd be happy to run off on Sonic's adventures alongside him, but she kind of needs to hold onto his hand the whole way - and I personally don't think Sonic would be in a romantic relationship like that. I feel like Elise would want a lot of affection as well - and we all know Sonic isn't really the type to give an abundance of it, especially romantically. But for a fanwork - if you can expand on Elise's personality and give some concrete reasons as to why Sonic is interested - I dunno, I might check it out. I dislike this ship! - Do you understand the appeal at all? Or do you not see how anyone could enjoy it? I do see the appeal tbf. It's got similar elements to ships like Sonadow, Sonknux, Sonaze etc. - where Sonic helps out someone who is clearly struggling and is far more rigid than him - he teaches them to let loose and be free, and that is romantic - don't get me wrong! And tbf to Sonelise shippers - ya'll have more validity than most other Sonic ships because ya'll got a canonical kiss lmao. It's also got the general appeal of opposites attract - and maybe some people just want to see Sonic with a nice gentle lady and you know what? Good on you. I also think the ship is vague enough and dances around their feelings for each other to the point where you could slap any headcanon you wanted on it - which is totally valid, some people just like having the freedom. And I think some, not all but some, can probably self insert with Elise a bit - because still - she's a bowl of bland oatmeal with not much going on, so if you wanna project and imaginine yourself on a romantic expedition with Sonic the Hedgehog - Elise is your vehicle. But anyways - thanks for the ask anon!

[mxtcha-tea]

haikyuu as my pinterest content

⊹genre; crack, slight fluff? ⊹warnings; cursing lmao

⊹flight details; I don't need to explain this one

Karasuno

Hinata: I do not have a fake social media personality. I am genuinely this fucking stupid in real life

Kageyama: why can't we end essays with "so yeah" instead of writing a conclusion??

Tsukishima: why would i face my problems when i can just listen to music instead

Yamaguchi: if you don't see me in 24 hours...I'm in my room pretending i'm at a ballroom with my enemy then suddenly became lovers

Yachi: "u okay?" nah, mf, I can't express my feelings without feeling embarrassed

Tanaka: i suffer from lip biting emoji syndrome

Noya: *gets a math problem right* BITCH I'M A BIG GANGSTA

Ennoshita: the sexual tension between me and smashing my head against the fucking wall

Daichi: I'm going insane, does anyone want anything

Suga: my therapist can't help me

Asahi: sick of being nervous all the time

Kiyoko: who will make spotify playlists with me tonight

Seijoh

Oikawa: I will be in 3 moods today, 1. crying, 2. acting like i'm the hottest person alive, 3. staring at the ceiling wondering where i went wrong

Iwaizumi: I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING

Matsukawa: what if we kissed on the communism bench

Hanamaki: Girl you are crying over a guy who literally has no swag. please seek help

Yahaba: do i have social anxiety or am i just an attention seeker

Watari: fuck being cheated on, you ever woke up

Kyoutani: shut the fuck up

Kindaichi: do ya'll also hug a blanket and pretend it's a person

Kunimi: maybe i have a personality. nvm, that don't even sound right

Nekoma

Kuroo: fast replies are so attractive like damn, I got your attention like that

Kai: the moon is proud of you, and so are the stars, and so is the sun. the aliens are watching you, a little confused about your life choices but are proud of you too

Yaku: show me where i asked *holds map*

Yamamoto: FUCKEJDJWJSJW I STUBBED MY TOE

Fukunaga: i don't feel like dealing with my mental problems so i'll just shit post online

Kenma: my brain be so happy and then boom, life and school

Lev: sometimes i think, but then i forget

Shibayama: mfs think i got options but the only options i got are the 10 voices in my head

Inuoka: when they compliment something you're insecure about <3

Teshiro: you may consume 3 beans but no more. they will know if you consume more

Fukurodani

Yukie: how do i stop unironically say bro, bruh, dude

Kaori: physically i am human, but mentally i am a frog guitar

Washio: "you're so quiet" THANKS, i've actually been talking this entire time, none of you have listened to anything i've said

Konoha: I have to keep reminding myself that not everybody thinks i'm funny. they're wrong for that tho

Bokuto: do you ever just russian doll? *multiplies*

Akaashi: life's fun until you have no motivation to do anything

Komi: normalize being stupid

Sarukui: I'm fine until i see a group of people my age

Shiratorizawa

Ushijima: *still uses pinky promise as a legitimate foundation of trust*

Tendou: what part of "you have two weeks to do this assignment" didn't I understand. i get on my nerves

Semi: do you ever kin a song

Yamagata: sick of people who walk slow in school hallways

Reon: people with clean handwriting are pretty, people with messy handwriting are pretty. no, i do not compare, everyone's valid

Shirabu: not now sweaty, mommy's cyberbullying

Kawanishi: hot pockets sandwich, 427 sandwiches, other hot pockets, hot pockets with more fucking hot pockets, 100% more hot pockets

Goshiki: shit, i got cyberbullied

Inarizaki

Kita: sick of people valuing grades over mental health

Aran: i got 99 problems and being able to focus could solve at least 73 of them

Akagi: that feeling when you, you're just a doormat

Oomimi: mfs be like "ass or tits", mf, some affection

Atsumu: Atsumu asks you on a date, do you accept? say yes

Osamu: if you want to kiss and dance in the rain with me, marry me

Suna: maybe i won't wake up tomorrow. yeah, i hope not

Ginjima: bitches be like "just be yourself" bitch, i don't know who i am

[satrangee-ray]

I've never really posted serious stuff on my Tumblr before. At least not serious personal stuff, so this is gonna be a first. And I'm about to start a super emotional rant for no particular reason, except that I felt like I really need to put this out there, no matter how much other people feel like "I'm dragging down the energy", being a buzzkill, or just unnecessarily making things dark and heavy. So, if you're not up for it, don't proceed.

T.W.: Mentions of Trauma

So, as I gathered from the fandom, yesterday was OPH2 Chapter 11 replay day, and I've seen a lot of my favourite fandom people post about how E should have FREAKING COMPLETED HIS SENTENCE, and not given us a "care about you" statement when MC was legit supposed to be on their deathbed.

Now I understand where that sentiment is coming from, because I have been that MC and I have felt frustrated. I know what you're talking about, and I support you wholeheartedly when ya'll go, "boy, just say it!"

But, having said that, I kinda understand why he didn't, and couldn't. Ethan and I have a lot of things in common, which unfortunately include childhood trauma. And I don't wanna go into too many details, but I've never felt completely safe anywhere with anyone because of very valid reasons. And to add to that, I've had feelings for my best friend, who I had known for eight years. Eight freaking long years, and I thought I knew her. I could trust her.

And yet when after eight years I told her about my feelings, she definitely didn't reciprocate, (which is perfectly alright), but she took advantage of that knowledge to f*ck my life in so many ways that I'm still in the process of recovering from it. And for a person like E whose literal mother randomly left him with no explanation when he was mad young, I could only understand where he's coming from. There must be an automatic voice in his head which keeps saying "don't trust no one"– which is at least true in my case, and till date everytime I don't listen to that, I end up hurt badly. So if I'm right in this context, then no matter how much he loves or trusts MC, I understand why he couldn't tell them that he loves them after knowing them for only about one and a half years.

So, I would not say that it wasn’t justified for E to act the way he did. I would probably done the same if I was in his place.

Also, for the people out there who are in relationships with other people who are dealing with mental illness, I have a message. Please be patient with your S.Os. Trust me, they're trying. And you don't have to be their therapist, cause you're not supposed to be, but being their supporter until they're ready to speak their mind would really mean a lot to a lot of people.

Okay this got real dark, so again I apologize, for dragging this into the OH context. Should I even apologize? Maybe not...

I'm a confused two braincelled human, leave me alone 😅.

Thank you for reading if you've made it this far.

@gaeipsstuff @jeetushmannfeelz @adiehardfan @irisofpurple I know this is not a fic but I'm tagging you here cause... idk we're friends I suppose, and I felt like when I'm doing an emo rant late in the night, you should know. Love you all <3.