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i am still so devastated

When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

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The worst part about Liam Payne dying is that people are posting about “the switch up is crazy”

Like no. He was an abuser and made horrible decisions, but nobody wanted him to die. He was getting hate for an INCREDIBLY valid reason, but we all recognized that he needed mental and physical help. He needed to go to rehab. He needed to get away from drugs and alcohol and improve upon himself away from the public. No one wanted him to die.

We’re not mourning the life of an abuser, we are mourning the part of him that we adored and looked up to for a massive part of our childhood/ teenage years. He was a huge part of how I was introduced to my love of music. And yes, he did horrible things and made horrible decisions and over the last few years has been anything but admirable, but none of us wanted this.

Maya didn’t want this. And everyone saying that it’s her fault can actually go burn in hell. She likely already blames herself enough. She likely already wishes she hadn’t spoken up about it out of the guilt that she likely feels. You guys commenting all over the socials about how this is her fault and “are you happy now?” Are actually horrible people.

A 7 year old boy just lost his father. A woman just lost her long term boyfriend. Two parents just lost their son. Several young children just lost their uncle. Show some fucking respect. Joking about it and hating on people who had nothing to do with what happened is not doing anything but twist the knife for the people who this has ACTUALLY effected.

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havent posted in a while. i knew about liam’s death though. i havent been the same ever since ☹️☹️

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sorry yall i havent posted for a while 😭😭😭😭 i wonder if im famous

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Y’ALL IM REALLY SORRY FOR NOT POSTING 💔💔💔

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Hi i’m back! :) i’ll try to post frequently and consistently despite my schedule and graduation practices

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Liam: I really like this whole ‘good guy, bad guy’ thing you guys have going on.

Louis: It’s not an act, it’s just that I’m rude and Harry isn’t.

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taking a break… ill be back!

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hii sorry for no posts ive been busy with school lately :( but i’ll try to post tomorrow!

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new schedule: posting three times a week :))

also tomorrow is my bd!!

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Niall: You're pathetic!

Louis: You're pathetic-er!

Liam: You're both losers.

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i got a new school crush rn and he’s my boy bff i hate my life

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Store worker: Would a Mr. Liam Payne please come to the front desk?

Liam, arriving at the desk: Hello, is there a problem?

Store worker: *points to Harry and Louis*

Store worker: I believe they belong to you?

Harry and Louis, simultaneously: We got lost :(

Liam: I didn’t even bring you guys here with me-

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Louis: I love you soso much. Like, how were you born this hot and also so cute? You’re very much unique and I love your personality and everything.

Harry: Yeah Lou, I’m pretty sure everyone thinks that aswell.

Louis: Yeah and after this, it won’t be everyone anymore BECAUSE IT’S GONNA BE MISSING ONE SPECIFIC PERS-

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also i just realized i have 30 followers!! thank you all so much im rlly grateful for it <33

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hi no posts for today y’all srry 💔 got rlly busy

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Liam: I swear to god I'm the only one here with a braincell.

Harry, Zayn, Niall, and Louis: ALL HAIL the keeper of the sacred braincell!