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I didn't wanna do this again...

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i’ve always been too much for people, and when i started internalising it i realised i’m too much for me too

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currently

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I.FUCKED.UP

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I love how my brain sees my body after a meal and says "this is a fat person"

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Anxiety made me overeat yesterday 🙃 at least i didn't purge it (the urge was there tho)

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inside me there are two wolves

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reporting live from the war i constructed in my own head

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'you don't look sick'

Firstly, it's a MENTAL illness and not a weight illness

Secondly, fuck off, I know I'm not skinny

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I love how some people here have "study" or "do your homework" as tips to ignore hunger... bruh when I'm starving myself the only thing I can do is lay in bed consuming worthless media...

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I’ll forever be the person who says "It’s okay, I understand" even when my heart is literally shattering.