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Dan: I’m quite post existential now

That’s something I did not expect to hear and I’m very emotional. I would cry. What amazing words for past Dan, for Dan in the present, and for future me.

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Big grins😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

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Finally got to see our cat😭🫂

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BTS IS FUCKIN’ BACK Y’ALL!!!!!!!

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I was in the darkest place last night but this fidget toy literally saved me

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Happy Pride Month 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

Happy BTS month 💜

Happy Daniel Howell birthday month 🖤

What a win!!

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fuck. I fucking know this feeling. this song cuts too deep.

I can’t cry.

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Have I talked about I NEED U is my #1 favorite title song?

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When I asked a queer specialist for a book with non-binary protagonist, they recommended me a lesbian book. IT HAPPENED TWICE with different people. Yes I’m afab (which I didn’t choose) but I told them I was nonbinary looking for a nonbinary novel. THAT WAS NOT THE POINT.

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Let me be for real for a sec. I don’t think most of you have noticed but I was very focused on one cut from the TIT recording where an Asian person was in the audience. For an Asian myself, I rarely see any Asian person interacting with dnp. I know for a fact there are many Asian phan (and people whose first language isn’t english) but until I went to the shows in Sydney from Japan last December, I had never seen anyone similar to me online. I don’t know what I’m yapping about but what can I say; racial representation is important.

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my google search history of trying to figure out every bit of references Dan and Phil made during TIT

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Watching Terrible Influence, it deeply hit me how I can be loudly queer and depressed in the audience. There’s no other place like that.

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& with that, TIT era just ended and it was fun af. ty dnp💙

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So… jhope’s “bunny slippers” reminded me of something…

*Ahem*

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I love how Phil gets excited with endearment for fetus Dan

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This song is VERY sapphic to me.

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twt phanart request:

these two.