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*Phoenix smiles as Wires devours the food.*

"G-Glad you l-like it, Wires!"

*As Wires eats, Phoenix yawns, rubbing his eyes. It was getting late, and he was getting tired. He layed back down on the bed, covering himself with the blanket, and getting comfortable. He watched as Wires ate happily, getting drowsy.*

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

"H-Hey, I have an i-idea. Hold o-on a s-second."

*Phoenix got up from their hospital bed. Their legs were shaking a bit, but they stabilised themselves against the wall. They left the room for a short amount of time, before coming back with a plate. It was an arrangement of treats and safe-for-cat foods. They sat back down on the bed, exhaling softly, and placed the plate in front of Wires.*

"Here y-you go, bud..d-don't eat t-too fast or you'll c-choke."

*They warned him, relaxing back onto the bed.*

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

*Phoenix grabs another treat, feeding it to Wires.*

"Hmph...you're l-lucky y-you have an a-apetite..."

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

*Phoenix rolls their eyes at the exaggerated behavior.*

"O-Okay fine, you melodramatic idio-

*They receive a smack on the nose before they can complete their sentance.*

"Oww~!! That w-was totally unnecessary!"

*The two glare at each other for a bit, but Phoenix cannot stand the intimidating presence of the kitty. They break under the pressure, and hug the kitty tightly, giving them a treat and grumbling under their breath.*

"I'll g-get you s-someday..."

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

*When Phoenix's nose was tickled, they sneezed softly, and Wires jumped off their face, scurrying off to the other end of the bed. Phoenix now felt bad, and internally cursed their nose.*

"Nooo~! Come back I'm sorry--!"

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

*Phoenix squeals, flailing their arms. They want to breathe, but also don't wanna move the cat since it's probably against the law. So they surrender, and try to give the cat a very subtle hint.*

"Wires, you're killing me--"

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

I takeded is bros.

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

"Aww...It's o-okay lil bud, I-"

*Phoenix was interrupted by a fluffy tail to their face.*

"..."

"O-Okay...?"

"..."

"I g-guess...?"

*They stay still for a few moments, before picking the cat up once they start feeling the urge to sneeze, and pulling it back to their chest.*

"S-Stop attacking m-my face with y-your behind a-and let me l-love you...!"

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

*Upon being nibbled, Phoenix gasped and pulled away. At first, it hurt. Mostly because Wires had bitten an old injury. They looked back at the cat in their lap, noticing its beady puppy eyes. They could practically feel the cat begging for their hand back, so they angled it so that Wires wouldn't bite on any scars, and let that boi go to town. They smiled as they watched the fluffy being nibble their hand. They were already attached to this creature, and never wanted to stop loving it.*

(Yw! ^^)

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

*Phoenix smiled softly.*

"O-Oh my god- Ah-! Stooop!"

*They giggle as the cat rubs its face on theirs. They back away, and pet it softly. As it starts to calm down, they smirk.*

"Ah, s-so that's what y-you want? S-Sneaky lil kit! A-Alright fine. Y-You win..."

*They surrender, pulling the cat closer and patting them some more.*

(Thanks for the support and reassurance! And dw, it's totally okay :3)

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

YOU’RE NOT DEAD YET YOU’RE NOT DEAD YET GET THE FUCK UP YOU’RE NOT DEAD YET IT ISN’T FUCKING OVER DRAG YOUR CORPSE KICKING AND SCREAMING INTO TOMORROW ONE DAY YOU WILL STOP SURVIVING AND START LIVING YOU ARE NOT FUCKING DEAD YET.

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

You have been booped by this empty wrapping paper tube.

Reblog to boop all of your followers with it.

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

[There’s an orange, fluffy cat wandering around. The cat has a sign tied loosely around his neck that says, “I’m Wires! I like to chew on things! Don’t leave me alone with important cords!” The sign is written in a familiar glittery purple.] - ( @agentwraith This is a short rp request because your Phoenix really needs some kitty cuddles! Feel free to ignore it or not answer right away if you don’t have the enegry! /gen)

*Phoenix woke up startled when the cat jumped up onto his hospital bed. He rubbed his eyes as he pushed himself up, confused, before realising that there was a cat right on his lap. He gasped, and slowly reached forward, grabbing the the cat and pulling it close against his chest, burying his face between it's ears. He noticed the sign, and giggled upon reading over it. It was the first time he had done that in weeks...*

"Aww...! Y-You're just l-like me...!"

*He exclaimed softly, his voice hoarse due to its lack of use. He stared into the cat's eyes, smiling softly. His smile faded a bit.*

"B-But now I-I've got t-to make a c-choice...s-should I l-let you g-go and never go n-near you...? O-Or should I k-keep you w-with me a-and hide you f-from the others...? I d-don't want a-another Goldie on m-my hands..."

*Phoenix was conflicted. He loved the cat already, but knew it would get hurt if seen around him. He would decide when he's out of the medical ward. For now, the kitty's staying in his arms...*

[Heya @agentwraith! I hope this is good :)

Phoenix really loved and appreciates the orange cat you sent over, but he's afraid that the other agents who still hate him might hurt it, just like what happened with Goldie. But anyways I hope this rp goes well! It's my first btw, so I'll try my best :D]

[agent-phoenix-secret-acc]

do you have any pets?

⚠️CW⚠️

I used to! But not anymore...

I used to have this lovely pet goldfish. A lovely lil guy. His name was Goldie. I remember I used to keep him in a little aquarium on my desk. I had stolen him while on a mission.

The reason I no longer have him is because one day (pre-death engine), he just disappeared. I looked everywhere for him. Had he jumped out of his tank somehow? Flopped around and died? I was scared and upset cuz I couldn't find him. It was sad, but he was just gone. I got over it after a day or two, though upset, I had work to do.

The thing is, a week later, one of the other agents walked into my office, smiling smugly, holding a plate with a tiny, cooked fish inside...

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[Phoenix wakes up to another sticky note, this time it’s stuck to their forehead. It reads, “You are not weak for needing help. People won’t leave you or think less of you for needing help. Agents should and do ask others for help. Get. Some. Fucking. Help.”]

*Phoenix jerked themselves awake, sitting straight up. Nightmares. Again. They grabbed their chest, their heart racing far too fast. Their eyes darted around the room as they panicked. It was dark. Really dark. Probably the middle of the night. They were all alone. In the dark. Alone. Scared. Cold. Can't breath, can't breath, can't breath, can't can't CAN'T--!

They smacked themselves across he face, snapping themselves out of it. They took a deep breath, shaken up, when they suddenly became aware that there was something stuck to their forehead. They took a moment to calm down, before pulling it off. It was yet another sticky note. Their shoulder dropped as they sighed, collapsing back onto their pillow, the adrenaline and fear no longer pumping. They reached to the side, turning on a small nightlight that they had requested, and lazily read over the note. They read it, and frowned.

They did not believe what was on it. It was untrue. They knew it. They had experienced it firsthand. The other agents didn't care. They hated Phoenix. They would hurt them in secret and make sure it never gets out. And plus, those agents never needed help. They were always perfect. Always better. That's why at first, Phoenix was the handler's 3rd favorite field agent. It basically took their death for them to be loved, and there were still agents who would rough them up in private. So they knew that that was a blatant lie. At least to them, it was.

Now, reading over it, they were upset. If only what was written was true. If only it wasn't just something they desperately wished for. So many if only's and so little reality.

They suddenly remembered the number. What was the name? Ah. Yes. Trevor. Red ink. The one they could call if they needed help. Or if they needed to talk to someone who could understand. They contemplated doing so, leaving, going to their office, digging up the number and calling, breaking down on the phone, and venting about everything to a stranger, but then remembered it was nighttime, and didn't want to be a bother. And plus, they were afraid of rejection, being called weird, mentally ill, or abnormal, or that something bad would happen if they called, so they avoided it for the night.

Phoenix felt the urge to crumble up the lie and throw it away, but they treasured these notes from someone who might even care, so they tucked it safely under their pillow so they could put it in their secret compartment once back in their office. They layed their head down on the pillow, uncomfortable, and drifted off into a restless sleep...*

[OOC: Hey guys! So, I just typed this out rlly fast so that I don't leave you guys entirely dry! I'm sorry again for dissapearing, and hope y'all enjoy this little angst fic thingy! Poor birdy needs a hug <3]

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[OOC:

MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!

So sorry for disappearing again, but I've just been having a few personal problems irl :(

I am truly sorry, and am doing my best at the moment.

I hope you guys understand!

<3]

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[OOC]

Hey y'all! So sorry for not posting much, but @agent-vee-missions and I just moved houses (yippee!) and we really got caught up in everything and forgot to post :(

But dw! We've almost sorted everything out, and will hopefully start posting regularly again!

Thanks for waiting, y'all! <33