"When the people abandon you when you are in a time of distress, then know that Allāh wants to take over your affair and [make you] suffice with Him as a guardian."
The crescent for Muḥarram has been sighted in Saudi Arabia. Hence, tomorrow (Tuesday) is the 1st of Muḥarram 1445. The day of ʿĀshūrā’ will be next Thursday (July 27). It is hoped that those who fast this day will be expiated for the sins of the previous year. May Allah make us from among those who fast it.
Ya Rab. There's something inside me that scares me. It consumes me. My nafs overtakes me. And I fail you. Again and again. I feel so lonely, Ya Allah, only you know. Only you know my every thought, every saddness, every pain. All my darkness. You see it, only you understand me. Only you. Ya Rab save me from my darkness.