(they/them)28. Bisexual and bipolar, but nonbinaryI write destiel fics over on Ao3 ♡https://archiveofourown.org/users/Alaisabel(cover is Richard Siken - Crush)
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So many half-finished destiel fics, so little ability to finish anything without shelving it for at least an entire year first
#creative process#but in the way that this isn't any kind of recommendation of the process in question#writing#destiel#fanfic#spn
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How do fanfic writers feel knowing that people might have been masturbating to their work?
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Here's my art for the @destielnoirbang! I wasn't able to get paired with a writer, but I chose to make art for the prompt, "A Destiel take on The Postman Always Rings Twice". I haven't actually seen the movie, but when googling I came across a concept art poster on Sotherbys (shown behind the cut) and thought it would be fun to do a Destiel version.
Thank you to the lovely @destielnoirbang for running such a fun bang, and for finding a way to include us unpaired artists!

Here's the original that I referenced. I tried to stay pretty true to the original, but wanted to change the crop to show Dean's face. It was so much fun to work in a bit of a different style and experiment with some new brushes!
#the way I would've jumped on this so fast if I'd been around for this#also just checked out the plot to the movie and what the actual fuck#but like the art the premise#too perfect#destiel
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This started as a prompt for the @spnspeeddatingbang, the word was "kiss" with a green colour palette. I originally drew it in green but then realized I wanted this to be warm and soft, so I redid it with these colours. You can see the original green behind the cut if you'd like! Drawing people kissing is hard this reminded me why I usually avoid it 😅
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Mid-Year Fic Recs - June 2025
In celebration of Pride, I thought I'd put together a mid-year fic rec list. Ya'll seemed to like my end of 2024 one, and there are SO many good fics coming out right now, it would be criminal for me not to share them. I didn't include any of my own, though you should totally go read them all :) https://archiveofourown.org/users/ValandraWrites/
Now, in no particular order.
Exodus 3:2 by stayawake
Dean’s twenty-two, but he’s already resigned himself to spending the rest of his life in his hometown. Going to church, working at Bobby’s shop, taking care of his dad. His dad, who is convinced demons are after them all.
And then a new priest rolls into town in a broken-down pickup truck.
A Sorcery of Starlight by MalMuses
After uncovering a salacious scandal with a stableboy, Dean Winchester’s father declares he must marry or be sent to an asylum. Dean has always been a good son and heir, but the thought of a loveless marriage is too much; he runs away to hide as a servant.
The handsome, intense Lord Castiel Shurley, nephew to the cruel Earl, evokes in Dean a magnetic attraction he struggles to deny. But, between Dean’s hidden identity and a curse that may be far more than local legend, the path to happiness seems dim and twisted.
Huckleberry Baby by rideswraptors
Dean could tell you exactly how he came to be an enforcer for a long standing prison gang called the Alphas. Each tick of the timeline was bold and distinct. With his mother dead and his dad locked up, he had spent all of his time trying to take care of his baby brother. Crime was the only method he'd been given.
Not Safe for Work by Salamitsunami1
Castiel’s life is pretty well on-track for someone who’s just turned thirty, if he does say so himself — he’s got a great job at the university, he’s just finished his master’s degree, and he has it on good authority that he’s going to be accepted for his PhD next year. Things go slightly awry when he wakes up one morning with a neck so sore and so stiff that he can’t move his head. He’s not sure how he obtained a musculoskeletal injury while writing his thesis, but he is sure that the physiotherapist who will be treating the injury is quite literally the most attractive man he’s ever seen in his life. It only gets worse when Dean turns up as a tutor at the university, which, incidentally, he does at the same time that Castiel receives an unsolicited nude from an unknown number.
Ouroboros by Susu_st
Something had followed him back from the forest.
It stalked Castiel as he left the bar. The solitary whiskey he drank, an astringent phantom on his tongue, did nothing to dull his senses. He hunted mindless flesh-eaters and monsters that believed themselves human—he knew the difference: when something was there, when something wasn’t.
Smoke and Mirrors by Alaisabel
As a kid, Dean’s dreams were pretty straightforward: food, a roof over his head, and maybe – if he really let himself dream big – a family that wouldn’t kick him out the second he became more trouble than he was worth. College? Not on his radar. Suddenly he’s here, though – on a football scholarship and faced with the possibility that this time he might get to stay.
A game of Truth or Dare sends him face-first into the arms of Castiel Novak. Senior. Resident (ex-)drug dealer. Obnoxious literature major. Heavily tattooed and everything Dean is trying to leave behind.
Tracking - - - by entropic_saudade
Dean went on a hunt, and he hasn’t been home in a few days.
When Dad shows up at Stanford, asking for help in finding Dean, Sam has no choice but to go. His search leads to a cache of VHS tapes that Dean left behind, documenting his recent hunts. Each case is more bizarre than the last, but one thing is clear: Dean thought he was tracking something big, but something had been tracking him back.
Looking Back, Fundamental Romance by Susu_st
The ads in every corner of your vision, the ultra-processed food that doesn’t satiate, the attention spans fried by algorithms, the normalised violence—it’s called brain pollution. And to it, you are helpless. Luckily, there’s a cure. And it comes in the form of a handy little pill.
OR emotionless!Cas AU
Sugar pie, honey bunch by zation
Dean is a professional sugar baby and is very happy living off what his four Daddies give him and never wanting anything more, thank you very much. Meanwhile, Castiel only ever aspires to be the best.
Or,
The one where Dean experiences firsthand what a diff’rence a week makes.
Enjoy! Let me know what you think if you read any of these. There were so many to choose from, I definitely could have made this list twice as long.
@stayawakes, @malmuses, @medicatedmaniac, @salamitsunami1, @zationao3, @akaalaisabel
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Look, it's me (or, it's @dicklessthewonderclown but, like, the fic is mine)
#Sure this is an entire year old#But I've been chronically offline for a decade and dipping my toes back in is a pretty wild experience so let me have this#is googling yourself a sign of narcissism?#destiel#destiel fic#spn
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The way I was working on a pwp mafia AU when this package got delivered....
#I hate tagging#current reads#books#existentialism#and the existence I'm pondering is how my writing career ended up in destiel fics#not that i'm complaining#mahmoud darwish#but without it being restricted to his nonpolitical works
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i think cas semi-frequently pretends he doesn't understand an expression or a reference so he can listen to dean get fondly exasperated and explain it to him
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Castiel didn't need to blow the lightbulbs out in the barn. That was very much a choice. He knew he was meeting The Righteous Man™ and he wanted to make an impression.
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Fully losing my mind over this 🖤
This biker Cas art was inspired by the awesome fic "Road Dust" by @akaalaisabel ! I highly recommend reading the fic!
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The Boyfriend Experience
Dean has never been great at feeling his feelings. Doesn’t particularly want to, thank you very much. That’s where the coke comes in handy. And Cas. Cas has the drugs, Dean has the money (most of the time. Or, well… some of the time at least). One thing about Cas, though? He’s willing to barter.
Rating: E Word count: 8,328 Tags: AU, Drug Dealer Cas, Crime Boss Cas, Recreational Drug Use, Chemsex, Explicit Consent (while everyone's sober + in the act), Sex for Favors, Top Cas/Bottom Dean
Read it on Ao3 ♡
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- Leo Herrera, Post
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