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I dreamt I had a happy graduation. I cried with thirst and now my trout hurts.

to much of a coward to place this on twitter.

i don't like feeling sad all the time. But this means I'm finally an adult, as I have accepted I'm not a child, because I miss it.

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Words from “Wild Geese” by Mary Oliver

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1:49 am

I feel like a failure and a disgrace, I feel jealous. I’m a disgrace I don’t ace, I don’t work, I don’t love. Starving for attention, I feel, im sick, and seek for a redemption. But I can’t tell lies, I lay more than a while, looks like fore-verrrr

A never ending loop, a vile cicle of pity and regrett. Searching for whom to blame, neeediingggg, expecting something to blameeee... other than me.. lll ll lllll ll lll ll lllllll

To do bc you love, not for others to look. Do bc U loVE not for others to judge. Do bc you love not for others to think of u. Iil iiili iiili iiililiiiliillllllliiliiilillliliiilillii iillllllll

Not enough, not enough. Forget the triumph the little wins, bc no one see, what you don’t see. Because u forget the value within, of those little wins of those little things.

Becouse your eyes seem so pretty in the dark, vs in the light ,,cOmpaared to other eyes, and so they hide and cry. . . • iiiiil iiiill iiiil iiiil-l-l iilllll illili iilli iililooooo

But those eyes but those eyes, that diserve a happy ending, have a soul, have a soul, trapped in desire. A desire to do more - BUT NOT MAKING THE CUT! Because something is to know, and something it’s to do. . .. . . .

Its afraid it’s afraid, by the strangers think, but forgets and forgets, to live by happiness.

Its afraid it’s afraid, and doesn’t l o o k inside, it’s afraid, its sad and only dark.

Be angry be sad, without acting stays like that, doing nothing it’s to comfy, FRUSTRATES AT 1 am. I am.

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We either speak till someone listens and acts, or we all remain silent, with the same thought, while doing nothing, inspiring nothing...

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=p7LDk4D3Q3U

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BABY YODA !!!!!!!!!!

gremlin

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The advantages of being 17, puedes correr con un machete

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If my pain serves someone, I will be GLAD to share it, rather than only let it burn in my insides and hurt my soul

-por mi, para mi

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I can hide many faces, I’m not them until I wear them, so they lack action strength for the small practice

-by myself

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Make laugh till very, then sympathise

To make others laugh is good and an easier way to get to new people, because it’s a universal language that works even when no one know nothing about the other. But this is good till very situations, like: very sad situations, vary serious situations, or even in very happy situations- I think that during those you should just let them shine by themselves and be part of the fun instead of trying to be the one hosting it- during this and other very like very lonely, angry or desperate, to sympathise with the other and being honest is the way. :)

Just saying, whatcha think?

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(Reaper voice): Finally, some good fucking music.

with @fallenangelruby 

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a commission and some patreon rewards ✨

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it’s called immersion therapy 

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he’s HUNGY

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*lucille bluth voice* these guys again

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Mis teorías:

Coincidencias

Cosas suceden siguiendo ciertas reglas, estás se adaptan entre sí y se doblan (o mutan, cambian de una forma que no sería convencional) a los espacios disponibles, siguiendo ciertos eventos o variaciones hasta que en algún punto de encuentran o coinciden, el uso, creación y aprovechamiento de oportunidades simultáneamente.

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Philosophical Science #1

Our eyes by listen to the movements of energy

Light is energy that vibrates at different frequencies, some we can see. We sense some tipe of light because of how it moves in the space around us, to make up a mere reflection of the reassemble reality. :)

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The more you know

The less you fear unknown and the more you fear the things “you knew”