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and what if I said that the cute giggle he does and the way he smiles and his nose scrunches when I call him pretty and say I love him makes me go so feral I wanna rip my organs out I love him so much. what then.

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Adults: Following rules is good, not following rules is bad

Little me: Okay :] *follows a rule*

Adults: Oh my god look at this loser. He doesn't know that this rule is Secretly Okay To Not Follow. Dumbass. Let's all laugh at him

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Agh my boyfriend is so hot I miss him

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me, especially on tiktok

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being autistic means making neurotypical people laugh and not knowing why

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i just need to have more rules for myself. more rules and limits. surely that will help me

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my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.

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My doctor and therapist: now with this autism + ADHD diagnosis you need to learn to unmask because masking all the time will make you burn out again and feel like shit

Other people: well it's just interesting how after getting the diagnosis you suddenly start behaving like that I mean I'm not saying you're faking it's just funny how you suddenly cannot be normal like you were before

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adhd executive dysfunction sucks bcuz im just sitting there and my brain is like

YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME

no work done no rest gained. literally no point of this at all

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i can't wait to see him again tomorrow hihi

Hey if you see this, this is your sign to hold your boyfriend (if applicable) for a couple hours and let him bury himself in your arms and make him feel safe and loved.

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I wanna kiss his collarbone and press my head into his neck and hear his heartbeat...

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the most attractive thing a man can do is have autism and be transgender I’m sorry I don’t make the rules

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My boyfriend is in his bed and I am in my bed. He should also be in my bed.

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no i am not immune to early 2000s pop-punk music that fucks a little harder than everyone likes to admit