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October 14th 2020

I had an appointment for psychiatry today. I expected to be diagnosed with one anxiety disorder, but instead, I got 3 diagnoses. I have OCD - which, by the way, is not all about cleanliness - along with PTSD with dissociation and generalized anxiety. That shocked me, but it was actually really nice to hear that there is more than one thing happening to me.

Unlike my former interactions with mental health providers, this one was very sympathetic and he was knowledgeable. He made me feel safe, and he felt nothing but warmth towards me. Dr. B was really nice to me.

Knowing I have these diagnoses along with bipolar disorder.... It makes me realize that I’m... not making any of these up. And it makes me feel amazing. Kind of as though they’ve seen me in a different light.

Mind you, the other facility I went to said I NEVER HAD an anxiety disorder for 10 years. 

And finally, I’ve got answers.

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I think I want to do needle felting.

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My goal in life is to hear Jonny Cruz quote Dr. Ray D’Angelo Harris, but ONLY in Lucio’s voice.

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Jack: Gabe, I’m trying to write a speech for the upcoming New Years party. What’s a good gender neutral way to address and get the crowds attention?

Gabe: *not looking up from his tablet* Attention Esteemed Bastards.

Jack: PERFECT!

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req’d by @ok-boomer

general words of wisdom

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vine tarot

by ‘holly sweet’ on redbubble

five feet apart cus theyre not gay

oh my god they were roommates 

i wont hesitate, bitch

THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELLS YOU

its wednesday my dudes

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a potato flew around my room

i have the power of god AND anime on my side

MY POOP IS COMING

~got a red dress on tonight, dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight~

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Sam: Ignoring your trauma doesn’t make it healthy

Dean:

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i found this sketch on youtube and i can’t stop thinking about it

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I did when I was manic. But now I’m anxious, so I think of every little thing wrong I do and can’t do it.

anyone else ever want to just impulsively start a youtube channel?? nope just me

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thinking abt this article abt Michelangelo abolishing gender

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bipolar disorder is just if you feel bad. it’s bad. if you feel really good. thats also bad

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Therapist: When was the last time you slept?

Dean: Well let’s see, it’s 3pm so… 2005

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jesus during the last supper: