alivebutnotreallyyy

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

I gave up and that says a lot

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

“People never learn anything by being told, they have to find out for themselves.”

— Paulo Coelho, Veronika Decides to Die

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

I think you fucked me up.

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

Thank me later for this remix 💔

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

The emptiness is so heavy

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

he made me experience my childhood all over again, but this time in my mothers shoes.

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

When I die , don’t put me 6 feet under , just kick dirt on me like you did when I was alive

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

The thoughts of wanting to give up is truly the most intense stomach feeling , I can’t explain. If you know you know ..

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

A man will literally watch you suffer while you do everything because he knows you will.

A real man will see you suffering and help you..

there’s a difference between a man, and a real man.

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

If you came to my funeral would u be happy the way you treated me..?

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

I sat in the same room and smiled with the people who made me cry every night. That’s strength.

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

Love makes you have so much faith in something that will never come..

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

Who else can’t talk about there feelings so they write it on tumblr .. 💔

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

That feeling when you can tell they don’t love you the same.. but they won’t admit it so your heart holds on..

Move on , your holding on to nothing 💔

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

I broke in places no one could see, and smiled like nothing ever cracked.

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

The worst is when you have to sit alone and hurt while you think about the person you love fade away.. sometimes you’ve already done everything you can do, that’s just all that’s left

It’s a different kind of pain 💔..