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ANDREW GARFIELD AS PETER PARKER The Amazing Spider-Man (2012)

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BABY CUPID; rafe cameron

summary: your little sister decides to play cupid for you and the boy you’re seated with.

warnings: mentions of panic attacks || gif credits to @whumpypepsigal

word count: 1644

author’s note: this has been in my idea outlines for months now since i’ve read this certain twitter thread.

rafe would pay to be anywhere but here.

if it wasn’t for his stupid father, and his stupid business, and his stupid people-pleasing complex, then he wouldn’t be stuck in this stupid economy flight to the bahamas.

there was still at least a few minutes before the plane takes off and rafe tries to compose himself as he counts his deep breaths.

“what’s our number?” your little sister asked as you tighten your grip around her legs. you were carrying her and your bags as you tried to look for your seats. “25f, millie.”

“oh, there!” she pointed at the row a few meters away. “there’s a boy in my seat.” millie frowned as she eyed the guy by the window seat.

“a very cute boy,” you mumbled, walking towards your booked seats.

millie snapped her head towards you, her face scrunched up in a scowl.

rafe only looked up from the window when he saw you mount your bags on top of the compartment above you. the little girl you were with had a frown on her face when she saw where he was seated. you offered him a small smile as you lowered her in between your seats.

he watched as you sat down with a relieved sigh. the little girl kneeled down on her seat and cupped her hands around your ear, promptly whispering something to you.

you carefully say her back down properly and placed on her seatbelt as the pilot announced that you were ready for take-off. “well, i did tell you that we shouldn’t have waited in line for your waffle if you wanted the window seat.”

rafe pretended that he wasn’t listening when the girl looked at him. instead, he busied himself with his seatbelt as the plane started moving.

as soon as the plane was in the air, you grabbed your earphones and plugged them into your phone. you turned to face your sister, giving her the stuffed bunny in her bag. “i’m gonna take a nap, okay? be good for me.”

“okay.” she nodded her head, fiddling with the bunny’s ear as you placed the sleeping mask over your eyes.

rafe let out a shaky breath as he gripped on the armrests. he wasn’t about to have a panic attack with a literal kid beside him. that would seem pathetic as he watched her play with her toy.

he was quite sure that he was about to burst into tears when she suddenly spoke up. “i’m going to talk to you randomly so you need to be prepared, okay?”

rafe snapped his head towards the kid looking up at him, letting out a confused hum. “what?”

“my name is millie, and this is da vinci,” she introduced herself and her stuffed bunny. “what’s your name?”

“i- uh, rafe,” he hesitated, looking over at you then at millie before turning to look back out the window, when she started talking again. she wasn’t lying when she said she would talk to him randomly.

“oh, that’s a nice name.” millie smiled up at him. “my sister thinks you’re cute, mr. rafe.”

“i- wha-?” rafe furrowed his eyebrows. he wasn’t even able to get his question out when she opened her mouth again.

“hey, rafe, do you know what everyone should do when they get on the plane?” millie asked, trying to get a peek through the window.

“what?” rafe finally asked, wanting to humor her.

“thank the wright brothers.” she shrugged. rafe watched in amusement as the little girl clasped her tiny hands together and whispered, “thank you, wright brothers.”

“uhm, yeah,” rafe chuckled, feeling the tightness of his chest ease up. “thank you, wright brothers.”

“ooohh! this is a very nice ring,” she grabbed his left hand before dropping it suddenly. “oopsies, boundaries. i’m sorry,”

“nah, it’s okay.” he smiled, offering her his hand. millie hesitantly took it in her small ones and fiddled with the ring on his finger.

“i think it’s really pretty, but you should draw a smiley face in the middle,” she suggested, tracing the gold ring with her tiny finger.

“that’s a good idea, i might just do that.” rafe nodded in agreement. the both of them got into meaningless conversations, varying from different topics in the span of a few minutes.

rafe felt himself calm down completely in the presence of the little girl. he forgot all about his existent fear as she chattered his ear off with random facts and stories.

as soon as she heard the wheels of the cart, she immediately perked up. “oh, good timing, i was getting hungry.”

the flight attendant chuckled. “what can i get for you, sweetheart?”

“uhm,” she tapped her chin in thought. “oh! can i have those free cookies and chocolate milk, please? and uhm, i think my sister would also like that once she wakes up.” she said, before turning to look at rafe. “what about you, mr. rafe?”

“i’ll take the cookies and a cup of coffee, thanks.” he smiled.

“mr. rafe would take the cookies and the cup of coffee.” she repeated, grinning up at the lady as she handed her the cookies and drinks. “thank you!”

rafe sighed in relief as he took a sip of the warm beverage. he placed his own snacks on the tray table and helped mille pull down hers.

“we should watch a movie.” she suggested, grabbing her ipad from her bag.

“sure,” rafe agreed, watching as she scrolled through the number of choices in her downloads. she paused at one point, letting the princess and the frog load as she offered rafe the other bud of her earphones.

another hour later, you slowly stirred from your mini siesta, groaning at the feeling of your stiff neck as you stretched a bit.

“oh, good, you’re awake,” millie looked at you before returning her gaze at rafe, who was taking photos of the sunrise from above. “rafe and i took a lot of goofy pictures while you were asleep, we’re taking pretty sun pictures now.”

“keep the camera there, rafe, that way i can see out the window better.” she requested.

“who’s rafe?” you asked amidst a yawn.

“i’m rafe,” you immediately closed your mouth shut, forcing the yawn back as rafe offered you his hand to shake.

“oh, hi,” you ran a hand through your hair to make sure it was decent-looking as the other shook his. “i’m y/n.”

rafe smiled softly as he gave you a once over. despite the messy hair and wrinkled clothes, he thinks that you’re the most beautiful stranger he’s ever laid eyes on.

the both of you only snapped out of your gazing when the plane shifted and millie spoke up. “they’re tilting us so we can see better! how nice.”

you and rafe exchanged amused chuckles because the plane definitely wasn’t turning, only giving you a better view.

the captain spoke up, informing all of you that the plane was about to land in a few minutes. you buckled in your sister’s before yours as she tries to keep herself from practically bouncing on her seat.

rafe kept his eyes on you and your sister when he slowly felt his chest tighten. he placed a harsh grip on both of the armrests, trying to direct his attention on the two girls who made his flight bearable.

“we’re going down!” millie exclaimed, and you had to slap your hand on her mouth when the lady in front of you jolted out of her sleep at the sudden cry of your sister. rafe had a soft smile on his face when he felt her tiny hand unconsciously grab onto his, watching as you profusely apologized to the poor spooked lady.

“i feel so lucky that i got to sit by you, rafe,” millie smiled up at him.

rafe felt his heart warm up at the words of the little girl. he gave her hand a small squeeze as he replied, “me, too,”

you and millie were accompanied by rafe up until the baggage claim after your sister begged you to let him come with you, her quick attachment to the boy making it hard for you to compromise on your current situation.

“why can’t he come with us, y/n/n?” she pouted, staying over at rafe’s side instead of yours.

“i think mr rafe has some business he needs to attend to, love,” you smiled sadly, crouching down to look at her. “maybe you’ll get to see him again next time.”

“i mean, i can always fit you guys into my schedule during my visit.” rafe offered. “millie’s a sweet girl, and quite frankly, she, uh, helped me today with my issues with planes.”

“plus, a little birdie told me that you found her seatmate incredibly handsome.” he added, a smirk tugging at his lips.

“i didn’t- i never said-“ you huffed, throwing your arms lightly in the air.

“it’s fine, s’alright.” he assured you, as he grabbed his phone from his pocket. “i best believe that her seatmate found you really cute, too. especially when you were sleeping.”

“creep!” you laughed, grabbing the phone from him and punched in your number.

“what’s happening, i don’t understand what’s happening.” millie whined, switching her attention from you and rafe.

“i guess you and rafe could have another playdate.” you told her, fastening her backpack properly.

“how about you? will you and rafe have a date?” she wiggled her eyebrows at you mischievously.

“oh i-“

“well we-“

you and rafe looked at each other. he raised an eyebrow at you inquisitively. “i mean, i’d love to take you out on a date… if you want?”

“i’d like that.” you smiled at him.

“yes!” millie cheered, pumping her arm in the air. “i don’t know about you guys but i think i’d do a great job as cupid.”

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dating remus lupin would include…

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heart been broke, oh so many times 😔

traitor - j.p.

summary: based on the song traitor by olivia rodrigo - the second entry to my sour collection!

pairing: james potter x reader

warnings: cussing, angst, falling out of love, no happy endings, POS!James, yeah </3

a/n: if you’re a James stan like me: I am so sorry, but I regretfully have made him the LARGEST asshole I could

brown guilty eyes and

little white lies

yeah, i played dumb but i always knew

that you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse

i kept quiet so i could keep you…

He had called it a ‘mutual decision,’ but that kind of sounds like bullshit when multiple people saw James Potter tell you ‘he just wasn’t right for you anymore.’

He wasn’t right for you: but he sure as hell was right for Lily Evans.

It didn’t take you by surprise and that’s what sucks.

And ain't it funny

How you ran to her

The second that we called it quits?

It didn’t take long for the public to hear how Y/N had somehow broken the heart of the resident heartbreaker (go figure). How you had seemingly started things he couldn’t forgive you for, how you ruined him, and - your personal favorite - said by supposedly James himself:

“I had no idea anything was wrong.”

But in the end of the story, he always ran to Lily. You couldn’t blame her - how could you, that would make zero sense, she did nothing wrong. The only ill will you bore was to the boy you had wrongfully fallen for over and over again. You hated her at first, but how could you do that? How could you hate a possibly perfect being?

Lily was Eden incarnate, and you were a sorry sucker that just took a wrong bite of an apple.

And ain't it funny

How you said you were friends?

Now it sure as hell don't look like it

You had watched them get closer, it didn’t take much to see that he was slowly falling out of love with you and gaining feelings for the scarlet macaw of a woman that wasn’t you.

“Y/N?” He had knocked on the already open door, a goofy gesture that he always did - but today it hadn’t felt right. His body was awkward, the handsome young man now acting (and standing) horrifically disjointed. You closed your parchment and book and sat up.

“Hey, sweetheart! I’m so excited for our date tonight - I’m almost done with our homework and then I’ll start getting my makeup done n all-“

“Y/N we can’t go tonight. Actually.” He said stiffly, his hands fisting in his pockets. James couldn’t bring himself to look at you, too terrified of the stricken look you probably wore.

“But-but we’ve had this Queen concert planned for months,” you pleaded, smiling through tears that threatened to spill. “you were going to take me to London-“

“I know, but-“

“And we were going to stay with your family-“

“Yes, well, things changed, babe. I’m sorry, but we always can’t follow exact plans.” He said shortly, in a tone almost of silencing you, something that made him feel like being ill all over the place and you…terrified.

“I’m-I’m taking someone else.” He said flatly.

“Y-you’re taking someone else?”

“Yes.”

“To the concert we were going to?”

“Y-yes-“

“Is it a girl?”

“It’s not just any girl, it’s Lily. And I thought you’d understand that seeing as our anniversary is coming up anyways and I’d figure I’d just buy you some new jewelry and take you out, because god knows you couldn’t afford it on your own.” There was a beat of silence, your air being knocked out of you by his horrifically ignorant insight, your eyes glazed with spite as it slowly dawned on him what he had said.

“I am - God, Y/N, I’m so sorry-“

“Leave, please.”

“Baby, I-“

“Just. Go.”

He shut the door behind him.

You cried.

You betrayed me

And I know that you'll never feel sorry

For the way I hurt, yeah

You'd talk to her

When we were together

Loved you at your worst

But that didn't matter

It took you two weeks

To go off and date her

Guess you didn't cheat

But you're still a traitor

Now you bring her around

Just to shut me down

Show her off like she's a new trophy

Remus had desperately tried to get you to come to Gryffindor parties again, bribed you, outright pleaded you - but lo, to no avail. He couldn’t blame you, he wouldn’t want to go either had the love of his adolescent life been there.

On the subject of that: it really didn’t help that they all knew you were in love with him. Even after all this time.

Even when now, as you decided to show your face in front of all your ex-friends, the people that now wouldn’t look at you in the hallway, and the boy who so ingeniously broke your heart, you were still wishing he would pick you.

And I know if you were true

There's no damn way that you

Could fall in love with somebody that quickly

Ain't it funny?

Remember I brought her up

And you told me I was paranoid

“She is my best friend-“

“I know, James, I’m just asking if maybe we could spend more ti-“

“No, Y/N, you’re going to listen to me,” he had snapped, his voice cutting through your pleads and out any snippet of empathy in his voice.

“I am not and will not ever stop hanging out with my best friend because you are insecure of…whatever is going on.”

You felt unbearably naked in front of him, then. Why didn’t he care that you were crying? Why didn’t he care that every waking moment was much well spent with his newfound best friend - who before was his enemy - than with the woman he so proudly called ‘his first and only love.’

“I’m just confused, is’sall-“

“Yeah, me too,” he said ruefully, shaking his head.

He rolled his jaw and rubbed it before giving a gruff, “listen, you can either choose to trust me or keep being paranoid - choice is yours,” before turning on his heel and leaving the room.

Sometimes, you couldn’t make decisions when it came to James.

God, I wish that you had thought this through

Before I went and fell in love with you

Seeing him in the hallway with his mates, you’d decided, was the last straw. The same mates that had completely ignored you (save Remus), spread heaps of shit about you, and now had turned to look at you in the hallway.

“Two weeks. Two fuckin’ weeks, James,” you said loudly, your pace quickening to get to the utterly terrified boy.

“Y/N-? I-“ he didn’t have the time nor resistance to finish, as the palm of your right hand collided with his cheek, forcing his spectacles to hit the ground almost immediately.

“I-I’m so sorry-“

“Oh you’re sorry? Sorry for what?” You got louder, repeating the scene you had been so socially shunned for earlier. “Sorry for breaking my heart? Sorry for making me feel so incredibly used? How about distraught? Are you sorry for making me distraught? Neglected could be maybe a better word…”

“Y/N, please, I understand,” he damn near squealed, his head swishing from side to side to make sure everyone still perceived him as tge hero, as the victim even.

“You understand? You under-stand?”

“Yes, yes, I do-“

“No, James, you shut up and hear me, dammit because I’m only saying this once:”

When she's sleeping in the bed we made

Don't you dare forget about the way

You betrayed me

'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry

For the way I hurt, yeah

You'd talk to her

When we were together

You gave me your word

But that didn't matter

It took you two weeks

“You didn’t even wait, James, how much did I actually ever mean to you?”

To go off and date her

“Y/N, please-“

“No! No, Godric, no, I am so sick of pretending to support you when we both know exactly what happened to us-!”

“Oh Jesus Christ…”

Guess you didn't cheat

“No. I want you to leave.”

“W-what?”

“I want you to get out.”

“I- no, what? No, I’m not letting you tell me what to do-“

“I never want to see you again do you hear me, James Potter?”

but you’re still

“I don’t understand-“

“You fucked us over, Jamie,” you spat.

you’re still a traitor

“And I never want to see you again.” You inhaled sharply, a rough wipe to your eyes was the last strength of movement you had before you started to walk past him, mumbling an “excuse me.”

The boy watched you walking, his legs starting to move autonomously and his face growing hot. This was your best friend, he-he had loved you, why were you walking away? Lily didn’t mean anything, you meant everything.

So why was it that a rupture of something only defined as guilt crawled up his chest and made him want to heave into a bin, or make him shiver with a frightful cold.

“God, Y/N, I’m sorry.” He whispered, to no one in particular.

yeah, you’re still a traitor.

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Andrew Garfield as Peter Parker in The Amazing Spider-Man (2012) dir. Marc Webb

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congratulations sophia, you deserve this so much darling!

oh my god you guys we are…so beyond anything i thought possible. thank you so much for standing by me, you all, and for giving me so much never ending love and support for my writings. i know i’ve been sporadic with it lately, but i promise i’ve got a lot of works in progress for you all! i love you guys so so much - this one’s for you <3

🦈 cym! drop me a shark and i’ll cast y’all as anything and everything!

☀️ trailers! drop me a sun and i’ll send a couple sentences from a wip of mine!

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💄 headcanons! drop me a lippie and i’ll write a set of hcs (nsfw/fluff/angst)

🫖 tea time! drop a cuppa and vent or rant to me about anything and everything!

🌅 playlists! drop me a sunrise and i’ll do a mini playlist for you, a character, or any situation!

⌨️ blurbs! drop me a b o a r d and i’ll write a blurb for a character/fandom/the like!

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this celebration will be open from now until October 10th

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we missed you, heather!✨🤍

welcome back, my sweet friend. i’m always a message away if you ever need anything!☺️

i'm at a loss for words, you're so sweet, thank you mari! 🤍

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OMG HEATHER HI!! I don't know if you remember me but I always wondered where you went to! Welcome back <333

omg hi taja! of course i do, and thank you so much dear!

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the marauders icons + headers pt. 1/?

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HEATHER!!! it's good to see u again hehe

sorry i accidentally unfollowed u when i was tryna send this ask LMFAO

it's fantastic to see you too! i've missed you so much, i hope you're doing well!

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dearest friends,

i am once again back on tumblr, after my nearly year long break from writing, and running my blog, due to unpopular demand! to be completely honest, some of you probably don't remember who i am, and to those who do, i'm oh so giddy to be back and to interact with you lovely people!

i did take a break because of mental health issues, as well as uni! i didn't end up attending oxford, due to expenses, but i'm going to a really great one (which shall remain nameless, for the sake of privacy.) i'll try with the best of my ability to finish my celebration requests :)

i'm not ... proud, per say of what writing has been displayed and posted on my account, so hopefully this can be a new start for me, and i can start having fun with writing again, rather than making it a responsibility, and not pressure myself to have a regular writing agenda, and simply just enjoy interacting with my mutuals.

love, love, love,

heather ♥

tagging: @pogueslandia, @mendesxruel, @darthwheezely, @destourtereaux, @maybanksslut, @griffxnnage, @memissbee, @sabstfu, @abestfu, @fredweasleyismyloverman, @reguluscore, @vixen, @anxiousblanketqueen, @fallin-4-ya

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slughorn: *illegally harvesting plants* harry [materializing out of thin air]: i need you to know that this is the best day of my life

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sorry if i haven’t been active lately- my computer‘s crashed and i need to figure out how to post and write on mobile up until it gets fixed. does anybody have any tips or suggestions? thanks :(

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to say i love this would be an understatement! thank you so much! and congraulations again!

congrats on 300 love! that’s fantastic! may i please have a hp male ship please? i’m 5′3 with strawberry blonde hair and green eyes. some of my hobbies include reading and writing, photography, visiting museums, and socializing with friends. i’m a slytherin, pisces, & enegram 1. others would describe me as ambitious, caring, and a bit of an overachiever. thank you so much, and congrats again! (i always copy & paste this when i request ships, so i apologize if this too much information!)

thank you so much!

hi! it took me a while to figure out who i would ship you with as i had a couple in mind (mainly james potter or theodore nott) but then i though if this one and was like IMMEDIATELY YES. hope you like it.

(I got a bit carried away with this one...)

i ship you with

Blaise Zabini

(I got a bit carried away with this one...)

Gentle. Soft. Pretty. These are all traits that Blaise adores. He’s usually perceived as stoic, dark, mysterious, and most would think he is inept at emotion, at love. That simply isn’t true: he just thinks it a triviality to express his emotions outwardly.

Until he meets you.

Then he wishes, above all else, that he knew how. Because you keep slipping through his fingers, not understanding the intention of his words due to the nonchalant tone of his voice and passive look on his face

He approaches you multiple times, and each time you brush him off. it almost drives him insane, but he doesn’t know what more to do.

The first time is in the library. Blaise is on his way out and sees you siting alone. here’s his chance: so, he walks over, attempting a friendly face, and offers you to study with him. You look at him, stoic as ever, then grimace slightly. 

“i’m good on my own thanks, Zabini”

Your tone catches him off guard, and he curtly runs around and leaves.

He approaches you again a few days later on the courtyard. Another monotonous proposal from him, another rejection from you

He approaches you again. And again. You begin to get annoyed at his arrogance, perceiving his attempted flirting as digs at your intellect. 

The realisation hits you like a freight train one evening as you’re sat in your dorm, ranting about the boys strange behaviour. Once you’re done talking, you look up to see your dorm mates all staring at you, the same amused look on all of their faces.

“Never thought there’s come a day where i felt bad for Zabini,” one of them says. “

“what?”

“The poor boy has been trying to ask you out for the past month, you idiot.”

All the little jabs he had made at you weren’t jabs at all: they were offers to spend time together. He had been asking you out.

you process the information for a minute. 

Blaise Zabini had been asking you out. 

With that you speed out of your dorm in search of the boy. You find him in the common room, on a seat adjacent to Malfoy and Parkinson. 

“Yes.” you tell him, out of breath from your sprint. He looks bewildered, shocked at your presence. You hear pansy suppress a laugh.

“Yes,” you say again between laboured breaths, “i would very much like to study with you.”

Blaise cracks a smile, and it’s the most beautiful thing you’ve seen in your life.

You study together the next day (although it’s more chatting than studying)

and the day after

and the day after that 

and then you meet up outside of study dates

your days are spent with him under the tree by the black lake, often reading to each other

and you’re partners in most of your classes

his friends become your friends 

and vice versa

and although no one would ever have thought it possible, it was obvious: Blaise Zabini was in love 

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hey, do my quiz lol

https://uquiz.com/5feQmp

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Do you have a Wattpad? Your work ' Against the World ' is on there and I didn't know if I should follow or they stole it

hi anon, i’m on wattpad but i haven’t posted any of my works there. can you please send me their urls and the link of the book? thank you

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i’m smiling like an idiot right now, thank you, thank you lola!

congrats paola! ahh ilysm! may i please have a hp male ship please? i’m 5′3 with strawberry blonde hair and green eyes. some of my hobbies include reading and writing, photography, visiting museums, and socializing with friends. i’m a slytherin, pisces, & enegram 1. others would describe me as ambitious, caring, and a bit of an overachiever. thank you so much, and congrats again! (i always copy & paste this when i request ships, so i apologize if this too much information love!)

thank you heather ily😭

i ship you with...

Cedric Diggory

look, i may be biased on my choice but, i actually think you guys would be the perfect match. i feel like both of you would always want to do what's best for everyone and make the world better. also, museum dates!!! oh gosh i can see you two looking at paitings of couples and comparing yourselves to them, and i bet that he would always snap random pics of you and have some taped onto his wall for *aesthetic purposes* and also because he loves you ofc. omg and you two absolutely would look stunning with the dark academia aesthetic too!! specially the outfits.

i feel like he would pick out some books he'd think you'd like to read and buy them for you, and he would absolutely support your writing oml.

oh and he would take you to celebration parties after winning quidditch games and introduce you to all of his friends and keep complimenting you to them.

hope you liked it wifey:)

join my picnic:3