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Don't talk to me before I had my cup of methamphetamine and a smoke /jk

I can't believe people argue whether or not caffeine is a drug💀 yes it is. It is a fucking stimulant get over it.

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i'm sorry mom, but your child is addicted to drugs

- @drogenuniversum

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He bought me almost 2L of vodka ♡ all for meeee ˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ crackin that bitch open TONIGHT

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and lazy, don't forget lazy. if I'm not doing something my brain screams that I'm a lazy waste of space and I should kms

you can’t hear it but my brain is constantly yelling at me telling me i’m a bad person

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I’m sober again but how do I tell people I’m reminiscing on the time I was struggling for a place to sleep and overdoses

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oh how fentanyl saved me but brings me one day closer to that forever peace that we all wait for.

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take everything i want you to

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i have no motivation, i'm in my bed all day

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I can’t

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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i just love david bowie dude 😪

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now’s not the time for self awareness i need to get high

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hi sorry to bother u but do u know how to find drugs?? i know this is a stupid question but im 22 and dont know a lot of ppl where i live and im so fucking desperate to get fucked up on sumthn harder than alcohol or weed or psychedelics. how do u even go abt finding the hard shit it feels so difficult. thanks hope ur having a good day 💚💚

Heyy, I'm so sorry for the late reply. I'm very awkward and anxious in person and I also had a hard time finding people, I found my current plug in Telegram and another one through friends. I also thought about talking to a homeless person who looks like an addict (most of them are, I don't blame them.) But I don't want to put you in danger by giving you ideas like meeting up with strangers from telegram, a lot of them are scammers so please be careful. It's always a gamble and over here where I live, I hardly know any users/fellow junkies sadly. I would hook you up if we lived close but I live in the Netherlands ;( and I'd also feel bad for introducing you to the hard stuf y'know? Even tho you ask for it, it's so addicting and you keep on trying to chase that high. I hope these are some helpful tips and please stay safe ❤️

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a friend of mine who knows a plug around Amsterdam who has h can probs cop some for me tomorrow if I give her a baggie, really hope so. I really need to do a tolerance break but opioids are too damn addictive