anexistingexistence
anexistingexistence
A living, breathing existential crisis
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They / It // This originally was just a fandom blog, but now you have to deal with my bullshit. // Assume me to be dead if I don't post for a day, thanks.
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anexistingexistence · 19 hours ago
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I have gone so far down the AU rabbit hole that now whenever I see a headcanon post about the babygirl and how he's a terrible person, my first thought is "Nooo he would never D:" before remembering canon and going "yea nvm he would totally do that :|"
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anexistingexistence · 2 days ago
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Watched Tranformers and am now drawing cute anime girls who turn into giant robots. This is where I'm at in my life apparently.
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anexistingexistence · 2 days ago
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Porter in a red silk dress lying on his stomach in bed. End of post.
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anexistingexistence · 2 days ago
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I left the library with a book about a cat instead u-u
Was at the Big Library™ the other day browsing the English section when I saw something that looked like a Wattpad CoD fanfiction (specifically a Ghost and a Roach edition). So obviously I picked it up. But when the first words I read of the back were "BookTok's latest" I promptly left for the other end of the aisle - you will not catch me dead with any of that shit in my posession.
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anexistingexistence · 2 days ago
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Porter in a red silk dress lying on his stomach in bed. End of post.
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anexistingexistence · 3 days ago
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Was at the Big Library™ the other day browsing the English section when I saw something that looked like a Wattpad CoD fanfiction (specifically a Ghost and a Roach edition). So obviously I picked it up. But when the first words I read of the back were "BookTok's latest" I promptly left for the other end of the aisle - you will not catch me dead with any of that shit in my posession.
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anexistingexistence · 4 days ago
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Had this conversation the other day where I explained my gender to the aunt of my siblings and I was very particular about not being male or female nor a combination of the two and she then came to the conclusion that I am neither a pan or a pot but a wok. She gets it u-u
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anexistingexistence · 4 days ago
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:D
Porter in a red silk dress lying on his stomach in bed. End of post.
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anexistingexistence · 5 days ago
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Porter in a red silk dress lying on his stomach in bed. End of post.
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anexistingexistence · 5 days ago
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I feel mildly threatened :D
Just that maybe Darlin' misses being patched up. Like properly patched up, like bandages, disinfectant spray, stitches, ointment and all.
Like the way their parents used to do after they got into a scrap at school because "healing magic is a privilege and you shouldn't get used to it".
Like the way their unempowered friend used to do after they got into a bar fight because they didn't have another way.
Like the way Quinn used to do after everything because "I'm sorry, precious, I really am, I swear I'm trying, but I never was a healer so you have to bear with me for a little longer".
Because there is something close and special and personal about touching and working and not just "fixing" but instead trying to repair.
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anexistingexistence · 5 days ago
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Just had to google how to spell tracheostomy... for no reason...
Not scheduling this because I'm writing and this scene is killing me- PORTER SOLAIRE STOP BEING A SLUT I accidentaly made his undressing of William sound like foreplay somebody stop him from biting the buttons off William's shirt I might explode if I keep writing this!
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anexistingexistence · 5 days ago
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Not scheduling this because I'm writing and this scene is killing me- PORTER SOLAIRE STOP BEING A SLUT I accidentaly made his undressing of William sound like foreplay somebody stop him from biting the buttons off William's shirt I might explode if I keep writing this!
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anexistingexistence · 6 days ago
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Just that maybe Darlin' misses being patched up. Like properly patched up, like bandages, disinfectant spray, stitches, ointment and all.
Like the way their parents used to do after they got into a scrap at school because "healing magic is a privilege and you shouldn't get used to it".
Like the way their unempowered friend used to do after they got into a bar fight because they didn't have another way.
Like the way Quinn used to do after everything because "I'm sorry, precious, I really am, I swear I'm trying, but I never was a healer so you have to bear with me for a little longer".
Because there is something close and special and personal about touching and working and not just "fixing" but instead trying to repair.
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anexistingexistence · 7 days ago
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Got into a new media and, as I am known to do, immediately went to ao3 for fics to read and the first one that showed up after I just searched for the fandom tag without specifications, had a description that read "makes them fuck out of spite" so yea my day is going great :D
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anexistingexistence · 8 days ago
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My stylus doesn't want me to be great
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anexistingexistence · 8 days ago
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Just watched the Transformers movies for the first time while being fully conscious the whole time and I will now start writing fanfiction
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anexistingexistence · 8 days ago
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Much happy and much thanks for tagging, this seems very fun -w-
Tagging all of the mutuals... probably tomorrow because I'm much sleepy and not going through my list of mutuals rn so yesh treat this like an open invitation lol
Reblog this with a simple yes or no question
like that
I won't tag everyone but I will tag... @kitkatthekitkatkat @tonystarkwasrobbed @overwhelmedfernfrond @rafareba @chil-aglia @plutoplaysgames & @not-my-melody to get this started
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