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[angeliahuffman]

Most recent selfie. I barely take them anymore because:

Do you see how short my hair is nowadays?

The camera on my phone is trash.A

And again... See how short?

For yalls sake I hope it grows back and I get a new phone soon.

That's all for now.

-A

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October of 2024 was the last time I posted. It was a reblog at that. I'd say it's been much longer than a minute then yeah?

Hello again... I'm not Johnny cash.

Updates in life for me:

I left trey at the end of March in 2024.

To be more descriptive he was on house arrest yet still cheating on me behind the garage with his dad's baby momma.

He got punched in the mouth 8 times and then I went and packed my things. I also bleached every piece of clothing he had including his socks and underwear.

After that craziness I moved back in with mom which I was happy about. Her health was beginning to decline faster and faster.

While at moms I did a tremendous amount of healing and self care.

Mom and I also healed a lot of the damage that was done in the past.

I began dating someone new on august 25, 2024 and his mother passed on November 4, 2023.

New guys name is Derek. He is the first dude any of mom's kids have ever dated that she had nothing but love for. She thought the sun came out of his ass every morning.

My granny passed away in August of 2024.

My granny's husband (not my real grandfather but you'd never know if I didn't tell ya) passed away in October of 2024.

Mom passed away at home on November 4, 2024 @ 7:50 am.

Not even 24 hours after mom passed all of my family on her side decided that I no longer existed as well. This included my two baby sisters.

I didn't even attend moms memorial service. I couldn't.

I have been all over the place since all this and have lost almost everything.

I no longer have even one single plant.

My sisters and mom's husband refused to allow me a copy of the death certificate and any of mom's ashes.

Since all of this happened I have been aimlessly stumbling around trying to regather myself.

This has proved to be incredibly difficult considering that I've been too depressed to function more days than I haven't.

Now that we're all caught up, I hope y'all are doing well. Please spare me the condolences. All of that probably sounds horrific but I assure you that things are beginning to get easier. I am working through all of it and making my way back to an at least half ass stable position. One I plan to begin documenting again for the folks that have been here since the beginning. (I love yens.)

I am also thinking of starting a project that will take form as a blog. I won't reveal any details until the whole thing is already in progress. Just know, I've got a good feeling about it.

I'll update y'all again sometime soon. In the meantime stay peaceful and stay safe.

-A.

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i want to be loved in the same amount that i love.

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I hate people

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i care. i always care. that's my problem

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sometimes the emotions get so intense that i'd rather be numb.

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Half of my face is swollen. Tried to hide it. Don’t think it worked. Anyway. Here y’all go.

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I have a tumblr+ for absolutely no reason. I just thought y’all should know that.

So my boyfriend is finally home. He’s still got to do house arrest and he’ll be rocking his bracelet until December 2024. He’s already stir crazy and it’s only been three weeks. So we’re dealing with it. Just not well.

I finally took a picture with this filter (I’m obsessed with this filter) that I like. I’ve also got a few more pictures… it’s been awhile after all hasn’t it?

SELFIE OVERLOAD!!! 🚨

Clearly, some of these aren’t selfies. That’s my boyfriend trey holding his nephew for the first time. There’s also a pocketknife that I had engraved for my 12 year old. 12 year old. God where has the time gone? Feels like it was just yesterday that I couldn’t put mr. 12 yr old down. He wouldn’t even go to his own father. Nope. Full blown mommas boy. He came out of his I want mom and only mom stage eventually. Excuse me while I go sob 😭

I really just wanted to show y’all what life’s been like for me lately. Still trying to pick my hooks back up but it’s a struggle. Idk

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So don’t even judge me for the fact that I have make up in odd spots on my eyes. Got to admit here guys… I was crying seconds before I took this, which is fucking hilarious, because goddamn bipolar as fuck much? Crazy bitch anyways. Life‘s been fucking worse than usual Actually believe it or not. but hey, I wanted to let all y’all know that have ever liked or commented anything I’ve posted to know that I appreciate you a lot. You’ve probably kept me going more than I’ve ever given you credit for but hey, here’s your credit. Y’all are saints truly. Especially when it comes to the comments where somebody’s telling me that I’m actually kind of cute cause I know I told myself I’m cute stuff on here but like I don’t actually believe myself ha ha. Insanity. I know either way thank you guys. Your comments are honestly the only ones I’ve gotten in a really long time from anybody so you can’t imagine how much I really do appreciate it. Life sucks right now it’s not going to though because I’m gonna make it beautiful again and I’m gonna do so alone. Have a good day y’all.

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Hello ladies and dudes. I took this picture yesterday. I’m literally wearing the same tank crop top that wore in the picture that’s on my last post. Haha that’s ridiculous! I love it! The picture in the last post was taken on June 6th. 

Anyways.

I don’t have much more to say so I hope you guys enjoy the fact that I’m really cute.

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The most updated pic of myself that I have. I took this on June 6th which is ironically the same day that my boyfriend went to jail for a probation violation. Let me tell you that it has been a blast every single fucking day since.

Idk if you would say that I lost all my friends or realized that I never had any in the first place. I’ve just been stuck in my attic this entire time no matter how hot and stuffy it gets. I guess I don’t care.

Over the last month I have lost 30 pounds. I was in a size 12 before all this shit happened I’m in a size 8 now I hate this shit. It’s tearing me apart every fucking day. I’m struggling deeply. Words can’t even express.

I almost forgot what it felt like to be depressed. I guess this was a damn good reminder. It can go away any time now though. I’ve had enough of it’s ugly face already really. It needs to let go of me. I’ve been through enough.

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Hello tumbler. I got some what of an upgrade on my wardrobe. I am aware I’m slightly chubby, I’ve had four kids so kiss my ass. I felt cute today so I thought I’d share a selfie. Had a really fucked up last couple days. Oh well I guess. Here’s to today!