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i just want to get a few things straight.

i get uncomfortable listening to any eastern european music because hearing women sing in those fuckin cyrillic languages (and german) makes me HORNY.

also i’ve been in the gym a lot the past 2 months and i’m seeing good results.. a lot of my real life friends are blown away by my sudden motivation and speculate that maybe i want to get back to the shape i was in as a wrestler or in my previous physically demanding career path.. the truth is, i wanna cosplay inosuke and other sexy boys.. and because i hate women now i want to make them sad by being so incredibly sexy.

also i buzzed my head recently, i had a solid 9 inches of hair after about a year and some months of growing it (i am boy) and i just buzzed it all off. the reason i say this is because when i did it i made jokes about being britney spears in 2007 but i feel like i actually understand her.. i am so critically depressed and unhappy with my life that i just had to take that hair that i had been working hard for and abandon it to feel like i was making a change in my life at a powerless time.. how crazy is that.. unfortunately tho i look so sexy bald.. so i’ll probably keep it.. sucks..

also i watched Death Note. It fucks.

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anyway i haven’t come out here in a while a lot has been going on in my life. i’ve been writing a DND campaign, watching terrible movies, simply not watching anime, working a lot.

basically i thought up this new thing called incel-maxxing. essentially i’m depriving myself of all female sexual attention (i am a straight (enough) man) and forcing myself to partake in things that are “productive” like cable management, applying to college, ¿watching fight club for the first time?, writing stories, getting really high and thinking about stuff, etc. so essentially im elevating my mind to a place where i can truly-

fuck this, im depressed. im trying to force myself to stop wasting my life and it’s hard. i also haven’t hugged a woman in months and im so touch starved it hurts. im not incel-maxxing.. that doesn’t exist. im just sad

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i’ve jerked off like 6 times today and it’s 7:33 am.. this is the only private space i have on the internet and i felt like i should tell someone so they can reprimand me for such degenerate behavior.. am i spiraling or lonely? i simply don’t know

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my best friends other friend died yesterday i feel really bad.. i don’t tell her i love her enough and i really need to.. man.. that sucks so bad.

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ah god i just launched a snot rocket from my face at such high velocities it hurt. fuck me. y’all ever smell that boogery smell after you blow ur nose? it’s kinda gross.. i’m unhappy rn

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so the Komi anime came out in america today and boy oh boy.. let’s talk about it.. but let’s i mean i’ll do it alone because there’s nobody here.. fuckin hell i love this shit..

first, i’m pretty pissed about the release schedule, netflix is pretty well known for just dropping bombs all at once and letting you consume at your own rate.. personally i’d like to binge it in a night and hope it makes me cry by the end (i really like watching anime to fill the void of emotions in my heart so slice of life shit really hits that feeing button)

but now that that’s outta the way everything else is lovely. obviously one episode in i can’t make any solid judgements but i don’t care i love it. so much. the animation is CRISPY and the art style is so cute it kills me.. those big ole bug eyes? fuckin hell o.o it’s all really really good visually

let’s keep in mind i’ve never read the manga, i don’t plan to read the manga, and if i were to do so it’d be after the show ends. i like to hear emotions and motives rather than reading them so i’ll consume it this way. im so happy to be on the bandwagon for this one so early and really lucky i heard about it through other social outlets before it even came out. typically i watch animes like years after they come out.. for instance i just watched rascal and violet evergarden like two months ago.. they both came out almost 3 years ago.. so hey.. yano..

anyway.. 1 episode in, very pleased and super excited because the story seems lovely and komi has already become everything for me.

if you stumble upon this post and would like to discuss i am all ears 🐱 feel free to reach out!

-Weaboo Trash

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i don’t know how to use tumblr so i guess i’ll use it as i please.. i don’t think i’ll gain anything from this but i’m just gonna write here whenever i feel sad. or to talk about anime obviously. and nobody i know personally will ever be able to find it because i love anime so much they’d never suspect me to have such a URL.. it’s genius honestly.. i’m wicked

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the joke here is that i love anime so fucking much. i won’t pin this one tho..

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anime fucking sucks