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hi, iβm Esther π³οΈβπ
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2024 is my year
- I will be skinny
- I will have control
- I will be beautiful
- I will reach my ugw
- I will have everything I want
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i need someone to hurt me again so i can stop eating
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He broke up with me after 1,5 year.
He told me that Iβm the love of his life.
He chose an engagement ring for me.
And then he cheated on me, broke up with me.
He broke up with me a week ago.
And heβs already screwing other people.
Heβs screwing his friends
And Iβm locked in my room crying every day.
This is fucked up.
I wanna die.
#unloved#i feel lonely#i feel awful#i feel alone#i wanna be loved#love is difficult#heartbreak#he broke my heart#he broke me#i donβt deserve it#break up#breakdown#borderline thoughts#i hate my life#i hate having feelings#i hate him#i donβt want to exist anymore#i lost my mind#i lost him#i love him#love is blind#love is destruction#love is pain#i wanna d*e
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I thought she LIKED me.
But Iβm just a friend.
I was hoping she liked me but I think deep inside I knew she doesnβt.
#love#love is difficult#unloved#heartbreak#heart been broke so many times#heartbroken#bitches broken heart#i feel unlovable#she donβt care#she doesn't give a fuck#i feel so unloveable#my heart#i feel awful#i m not okay#i feel alone#i feel lonely#i feel lost#i feel stupid#i'm a loser#i'm so tired#i wanna be loved#i want you to love me#i want you
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i don't know if u can tell from my blog or not but i have multiple mental illnesses
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The bpd urge to disappear to test if anyone would notice lmao πβ¨
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the perfect meal for skinny girls β€οΈ
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I donβt want to feel this pain anymore.
#broken#sad#unhappy#lonely#alone#depressed#depression#anxious#bpd#living with bpd#bpd mood#bpd stuff#mentally sick#mentally drained#mentally tired#mental ill health#mental instability#i feel like shit#i hate everything#anxiety#i dont feel okay#mentally unstable
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