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[Left behind] 𝟘 of 𝟘.

‘𝓣𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓭’ is a mixture of my tears x the blood of your veins, spreading through the eaten guts. Even if the burning blood is not spilled, the inevitability of our devide as a perfect union will immediately form a new liquid. There's no other way.

I respect your right to doubt, to not believe, to ask questions, to be sceptical of your creations/' Ego. It is never too late to learn from your mistakes… but one day it might be too late for a future with someone you share the same Ꮼ with. Whoever the good boy is for you today, whatever name he carries, whether it is disappointment, serenity or regret in your velvet voice... As long as I hear you breathing, feel your eyes on me, get you, get why this is happening, I'm okay...

You nourish the hope to descry a human reaction on the faces of those who resemble your gone child, are "touched" by your master brilliance and barely pent-up heat... & I thirst for showing you this miracle... the lucid, clear, real me.

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[Left behind] 𝟘 of 𝟙.

...𝓗𝓮 𝓕𝓸𝓷𝓭𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓒𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝓗𝓲𝓶, 𝓣𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓣𝓸 𝓗𝓲𝓶 𝓦𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓮...

The world you showed me made me happy... It's slowly turning redder and redder ~ Where does love begin?

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𝓜𝓲𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓐𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓗𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓐 𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓮, 𝓝𝓸 𝓜𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓗𝓸𝔀 𝓒𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓜𝓪𝔂 𝓑𝓮.

Come close, and I will touch you. Talk to me, and I will relax. Bound me to your rules, and I will remain a volunteer. Punish me, and I will accept it. Take the organ along with the flower I give you, and your precious life will be saved. Vanish, and the eternity will make us more hollow than ever. We can't continue together, we can't die together, but perhaps the very power of this unhealable wound will help me to keep my bits of humanity...

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𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓋𝒾𝒷𝓇𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉, 𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓇 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝓃𝑒𝓉𝒾𝓈𝓂 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝓋𝑒𝓁𝑜𝓅𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒸 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓇𝑒𝓋𝒾𝓉𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓏𝑒𝓈. 𝐼𝒻 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑔𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓅𝑜𝓃𝓈𝑒𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓊𝓃𝓅𝓇𝑒𝒸𝑒𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓇𝒸𝑒, 𝒸𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽... 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓁, 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒... & 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝓇𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓉𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑔𝒶𝓈𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 დ, 𝓂𝓎 𝑜𝓌𝓃. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝒻𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝓎𝑒, 𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎, 𝓈𝑒𝒾𝓏𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝒶𝓉. 𝒪𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹, 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝒸𝒸𝑒𝓅𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉... 𝐼'𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝓊𝓁𝓉𝑒𝒹, 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓎𝑒𝒹. 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂.

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...I’d make you look, I’d make you lie, I’d take the coldness from your eyes...

𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒯𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑀𝑒: ‘𝓘𝓯 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓜𝓮, 𝓛𝓮𝓽 𝓘𝓽 𝓓𝓲𝓮’.

[v.1-v.6] Some gaps left to fill. The answers would not have any weight on the LO𝓟 content.

The Law 𝟘. I thought I'd somehow learn something that'd drastically change the way I feel about... quite the oposite. More questions now to Venigni, Sofia and Manus, rather than to...

What Is The Principle Of ‘Communication Through Ergo Wave Lengths’?

What Is The ‘Ergo Amplification’ Effect?

Is Romeo's ‘Deal With The Devil’ About Becoming A Puppet?

What Is The Interval Between The ‘Deal’ & The ‘Experiment’?

Does The Creator Still Work With The Organization? 𝒫.𝒮. It Is Coherent On A Short-Term Basis, ‘Former Colleagues’ [+ Before The KD]. Systematically? Doubtful. Why Would He? If Not Only As A ‘Compulsory Measure’. ✒ The Creator And Manus' Goals/Views Are Fundamentally Conflicting. ✒ & His Sceptical Attitude is Plausible, Persuasive. ✒ Not To Mention The Leader Of [The Alchemists] Almost ‘Praise[s]’ The PD. 𝒫.𝒮. Which Exactly Causes Carlo's Death.

Rhetorical Question. Why Admonish 𝓟? ‘Read’ Geppetto's Mind? Think You Know? Leave It Be.

A plan that is complicated to proceed, a combination of provoked events and "fortunate" circumstances, generating one genius technician's intention growing stronger each day... or all at once. It matters not.

Despite everything he observes, discovers, hears from others, the boy is eager to be with Geppetto, to reconcile x make him happy. Even at the cost of his life, even if that happiness will not be theirs. 𝓟's Creator, his Trigger, his Father gave him the reason to. The reason to feel like a real human. Because of the man's craft, he regrettably missed the time for Carlo in the past, but it's 𝓟's present that does define him… Our crippling, gentle, disorienting, astonishing present.

LO𝓟 is a great writer's philosophically fond tale taken by great minds & implemented in the form of melodius x glamorous ideality, NOT destined to burn the "core" of this tale to dust. Something that intense cannot be an illusion.

...With the full force of a dying star ~ I will find you, If you’re near or far, wherever you are...

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...𝓗𝓮 𝓘𝓼 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓑𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓕𝓪𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓘𝓷 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓦𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭, 𝓔𝓿𝓮𝓷 𝓐𝓼 𝓘 𝓐𝓶...

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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days] 𝟙 of 𝟜, 2024.

"You both use..."

Neither a drama nor a comedy in the long run [...].

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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days] 𝟚 of 𝟜, 2024.

"...that word 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒..."

[...] A trap that 𝗵𝘂𝗴𝘀 and 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁𝘀 unfairly [...].

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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days] 𝟛 of 𝟜, 2024.

"...as an excuse..."

[...] It derides personal judgement, boundaries and affections, condones humiliation and self-destruction, greets thieves and toys with friends [...].

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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days] 𝟜.𝟙 of 𝟜, 2024.

"...so you can do..."

[...] Throws a pile of provocative chances in the face but restricts a proper access to them [...].

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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days] 𝟜.𝟚 of 𝟜, 2024.

"...whatever you want!"

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗕𝗮𝘁𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗽 doesn't interact with the right people or apologize to them. It takes the value of feelings, perverts it, turns it into an empty shell. Is there a way to make up for the damage done? Time & S3 will tell.

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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days] 𝟙 of 𝟛, 2024.

"We have to suffer before God will grant us salvation... He takes us. Owns us. Speaks to us… He hears us."

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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days] 𝟚 of 𝟛, 2024.

"No one believes death is coming until the moment it does. And most still refuse to believe it even then."

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝐹𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇, 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝐹𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎, 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒟𝑒𝓅𝓊𝓉𝓎'𝓈 𝑔𝓊𝒾𝓁𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒷𝒾𝓇𝓉𝒽, 𝒩𝑒𝓌 𝐸𝒹𝑒𝓃, 𝐸𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝒮𝑒𝑒𝒹.

Any practical/theoretical significance of the game stands on these pillars, only them.

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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days] 𝟛 of 𝟛, 2024.

"…This place gave me the chance to become something I thought I could never be…"

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...𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓜𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓻𝔂, 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓛𝓸𝓼𝓼 & 𝓢𝓱𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓓𝓸𝓷’𝓽 𝓓𝓮𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓜𝓮 ~ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓘 𝓕𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘𝓼 𝓐 𝓛𝓲𝓮...

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𝓛𝓮𝓪𝓷 𝓞𝓷 𝓜𝔂 𝓐𝓻𝓶... 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓛𝓮𝓽 𝓤𝓼 𝓖𝓸. 𝓦𝓮 𝓦𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓦𝓪𝓵𝓴 𝓥𝓮𝓻𝔂, 𝓥𝓮𝓻𝔂 𝓢𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓵𝔂...

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Note: 30.03. 𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟚⇝𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟜, update.

Key describing terms: «𝕗𝕒𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕪 𝕥𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕔 𝕖𝕩𝕡𝕝𝕠𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 ⌑ 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕡𝕦𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕟𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕧𝕖 ⌑ 𝕖𝕡𝕙𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕝 𝕚𝕞𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 ⌑ 𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕘𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 ⌑ 𝕖𝕩𝕒𝕘𝕘𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 ⌑ 𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 ⌑ 𝕤𝕢𝕦𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕡𝕠𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕒𝕝.»

Start it "for show", pretend you play along and care, end it with endless regrets. The game misleads the player, parasitizes on drama and doesn’t work. It’s insipid to the core. Sagacious Sebastian, his antipode, burned Ruben and enthusiastic Stefano suffer in silence. Though the case is not about them but the effect that GhostWire forces me to believe it produces, while in reality it does ever not. Sweet animals are not enough to fix the mess.