aoitakumi8148
aoitakumi8148
Milana KZ (A.T. 8148)
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๐„๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐›๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž๐ฌ ๐š ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐š๐ ๐ซ๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž...
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๐“ฆ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“˜๐“ผ ๐“—๐“พ๐“ถ๐“ช๐“ท, ๐“๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“ฆ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“˜๐“ผ ๐“›๐“ธ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ? ~ ๐“›๐“ธ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐“–๐“ธ๐“ฎ๐“ผ ๐“ž๐“พ๐“ฝ ๐“ž๐“ฏ ๐“ข๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“ท.
If you are a fool, a madman, it makes 2 of us. For In the frenzy of eternal sensations-intentions, I have lost my sanity; for deifying you and this heaven is what makes the rotting springs move; for I would do anything for us to stay together, bear the gift of vulnerability, blissful tears x nightmare to protect you, the memories of you, take any course for a singular opportunity to tell you that I am you... / ๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ˆ๐’ถ๐“…๐“…๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐“‰๐“‡๐“Š๐‘’ ๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“๐‘œ๐“‡.
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๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ฎ ๐“๐“ฒ๐“ท'๐“ฝ ๐“๐“ธ ๐““๐“ฎ๐“ท๐”‚๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“˜๐“ฝ ๐“•๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ต๐“ผ ๐“›๐“ฒ๐“ด๐“ฎ... ๐“›๐“ฒ๐“ด๐“ฎ ๐“•๐“ต๐”‚๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ.
Multiple signals are reverberating inside with a savage echo, this long. & I am gratifying the illusion, the spine-tingling, elating, sharp, angelic passion that completes me, is clinging to me, everything to me. I am doing it cruelly, because... / Give me the hand, and I will show you how humanely this heart-like organ beats... when you are with me ~ Too much feeding, dreaming, craving, overthinking. Horrifying, stunning, impossible. I do not believe that I can be tranquil anymore. โ„˜ I know why you keep secrets, why you are hurt... why I love you to the point of dissolving in the meaningful, velvet roses.
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my art#traditional art#~#based on Dan Zollinger's artwork#~~#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#game#/#Lies Of P: Overture 2025#Lies Of P: Overture#2025#DLC#Summer#//#Pinocchio#~~~#*๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—œ ๐—ฎ๐—บ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ด๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—น ๐˜๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ต...#๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฝ๐˜€ ๐—ฝ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—พ๐˜‚๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฏ๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฏ#๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜… ๐—ฝ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜… ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐˜‚๐—น๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ~#๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ'๐˜€ ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜€๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฑ --#๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ โ™ก ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜… ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฐ๐—ต...#๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ถ๐˜๐˜† ๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ถ๐˜€ -๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—น๐—น ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ...#๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜ƒ๐—ผ๐—น๐˜‚๐—ฝ๐˜๐˜‚๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜€ & ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜- ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ด๐—ผ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ []*#๐ผ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐“‰๐“‡๐‘’๐“‚๐’ท๐“๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”... ๐’ท๐“Š๐“‰ ๐ผ ๐“‚๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“…๐“๐’ถ๐’ธ๐‘’... ๐“‚๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“ˆ ๐“Š๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡๐“‡๐’พ๐’ท๐“๐“Ž ~
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[Improving some of my gifs/gifsets these days]ย ๐Ÿ™ย ofย ๐Ÿ™, 2025.
"I felt it die, like I was dying ~ What is going to happen to me?"
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โ€˜๐ˆ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ค๐ž๐ž๐ฉ ๐š ๐ฌ๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ก๐ข๐๐ž ๐ข๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ.โ€™
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...๐“—๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ฎ๐“ผ & ๐“ฅ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ต๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ผ ๐“‘๐”‚ ๐“’๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ, ๐“—๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ฎ๐“ผ & ๐“ฅ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ต๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ผ ๐“‘๐”‚ ๐“’๐“ฑ๐“ธ๐“ฒ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ~ ๐“๐“ต๐“ต ๐“˜๐“ท ๐“ž๐“ทะต ๐“ฅ๐“ธ๐“ฒ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ.
In the โ€นloopโ€บ of organ breaking-organ repairing, I have lost any ability to resist, to rest, to exist. This โ€นcluster of stimuliโ€บ is both my vulnerability, the world... the obsession. Without it, I am but a stranger to the effusive love, the dread, the content, the anguish. A vessel hoarding a plethora of deep-sealed wasted โ€นsuppliesโ€บ, who does not/will not/cannot choose giving. & the only way to feel like a cursed real human is excess, the dying-worthy, the forbidden, the unexploited. All or nothing ~ to just thrive, to surrender oneself to beauteousness.
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my art#traditional art#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#game#/#Lies Of P: Overture 2025#Lies Of P: Overture#2025#DLC#Summer#//#Pinocchio#~#๐’น๐‘œ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐“‡๐‘’๐“ƒ๐‘”๐“‰๐’ฝ... ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ ๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“‚๐“Ž๐“ˆ๐‘’๐“๐’ป ๐‘œ๐“ƒ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ƒ#๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐˜‚๐—ป๐˜๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฒ#๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜€๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—œ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ /#๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ~ ๐—œ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜... ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐˜‚๐—น๐˜€๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป#๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ~ ๐—œ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ป...#๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ถ๐—ณ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ -๐—น๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐˜๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ- ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—œ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฝ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐—ป-๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ถ๐—ป...#๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€? / ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ...#๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐˜€๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐˜๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜… ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ* /#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ธ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“๐’น ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐’น๐“Š๐“๐“‰ ๐“‚๐‘’... ๐’ท๐‘œ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“๐“Š๐“ˆ๐“‰ ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ~#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐‘”๐“๐‘œ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’ป๐“๐’ถ๐“‚๐‘’... ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐’น ~ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Š๐‘”๐’ฝ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“‰๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡๐“ˆ...#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐“‰๐“‡๐‘’๐“‚๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“ ๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡๐“Ž๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“‡๐“€๐“ˆ ~ ๐’ท๐“Š๐“‰... /
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๐“˜'๐“ถ ๐“๐“ธ๐“ฝ ๐“™๐“พ๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐“ ๐“Ÿ๐“พ๐“น๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ฝ ~ ๐“—๐“ฎ๐“ต๐“น ๐“ค๐“ผ ๐“–๐“ธ ๐“—๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ฎ, ๐“Ÿ๐“ต๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ฎ...
There is no heart transformation, no trial, no tribulation that I wouldnโ€™t go through to everlastingly be your greatest, precious, good... Because only with you, it finally feels like family, like humanity, like Spring. I do hear you breathing, incessantly. With every fiber of its being, the core is crying-frenzied-fulfilled. & it is but a dream ~ the floral life of meaning, the aching whisper of Krat's mesmerizing treasures. / ๐’ซ๐“Š๐“๐“ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐“‡๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐“ˆ.
You will never know what it is that I am dying to share with you, nor will I. For it is more than myself, more than the meticulously chosen letters do form. I feel it ~ the headache, the heartache, the fierce hole in this unconscious mind. It is screaming, as loud as the bleeding remains of my human side... I have to live with it, the realization that I am fragmental-deprived-struck-enslaved ~ And they will never hear the name, I vow. / Nothing is as memorable as pain... is as celestial as the organ's echoes too beatific for one's own identity.
...๐•‹๐•™๐•– ๐”ธ๐•ฅ๐•ฅ๐•–๐•Ÿ๐•ฅ๐•š๐•ง๐•– ๐•Š๐• ๐•Ÿ โ„‚๐•’๐•Ÿ โ„๐•–๐•ค๐•ฅ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•– ๐•‹๐•™๐•– ๐•๐•š๐•ค๐•š๐• ๐•Ÿ ๐•†๐•— โ„๐•š๐•ค ๐”ฝ๐•’๐•ฅ๐•™๐•–๐•ฃ.
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my gifs#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#/#Pinocchio#//#Dark Horse Comics#The Art Of Lies Of P 2024#The Art Of Lies Of P#2024#~#*๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ โ™ฅ... ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ~ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—น๐˜† ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€...#๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ & ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐—ฝ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€๐—น๐˜†#...๐—ฐ๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ฝ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—น ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ณ๐˜‚๐—น๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜... ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ#...๐—ฐ๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ฝ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜‡๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฎ๐—น๐˜‚๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ /#๐˜€๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜†๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜ ~ ๐—ผ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ข๐‘œ๐’น ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐“‹๐‘’... ๐—œ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ด๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ด๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚... ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ฝ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ~#๐—œ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ... ๐—œ ๐—ฎ๐—บ ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜๐—น๐˜† ๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ [] ๐—œ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ...#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ซ๐“Š๐“…๐“…๐‘’๐“‰'๐“ˆ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐“๐’น๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐“๐’พ๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“€๐‘’๐“ˆ ๐’พ๐“‰๐“ˆ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐‘’๐“‡#...๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐ต๐‘œ๐“Ž'๐“ˆ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐“๐’น๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐“‡๐“Š๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“€๐‘’๐“ˆ ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡๐“‰ ๐’ท๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡*#๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ฝ๐˜€... ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ต ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด#๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ต๐˜๐˜€ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜†๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ*#โ–‘/โ–‘lโ–‘iโ–‘kโ–‘eโ–‘ โ–‘iโ–‘tโ–‘ โ–‘mโ–‘eโ–‘aโ–‘nโ–‘sโ–‘ โ–‘tโ–‘hโ–‘eโ–‘ โ–‘wโ–‘oโ–‘rโ–‘lโ–‘dโ–‘/โ–‘#๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ... ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น... ๐—ฎ๐—บ ๐—œ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜?#...๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“๐“Š๐“๐“Š๐“‡๐’พ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ˆ ๐’ท๐‘œ๐‘œ๐“€ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐’ท๐‘’๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“ˆ๐“…๐“๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’น๐‘œ๐“‡๐“†ฉ๊จ„๏ธŽ๐“†ช
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~ ๐“‘๐“ฎ๐“ฝ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐“œ๐“ช๐“ญ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ผ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ท ๐“˜๐“ฐ๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ป๐“ช๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ˜.๐Ÿ˜ย ofย ๐Ÿ›,ย 2024โ‡2025.
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~ ๐“๐“ธ ๐“ž๐“ท๐“ฎ ๐“’๐“ช๐“ท ๐“•๐“ธ๐“ป๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ๐“จ๐“ธ๐“พ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ˜.๐Ÿ™ย ofย ๐Ÿ›.
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[A ๐“™๐“ข ๐“ท๐“ช๐“ป๐“ป๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ช๐“ญ๐“ถ๐“ฒ๐“ป๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ธ๐“ท post, 2024].
โ€˜...๐—›๐—ผ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ฐ๐—ธ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ต ๐˜„๐—ฒ ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ณ๐˜‚๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ. ๐—ž๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ. ๐—ž๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ...โ€™
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~ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ ๐“พ๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐“•๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“ฃ๐“ป๐“พ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ ๐“ก๐“ฎ๐“บ๐“พ๐“ฒ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ผ ๐“ข๐“ช๐“ฌ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ฏ๐“ฒ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ˜.๐Ÿš ofย ๐Ÿ›.
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~ ...๐“๐“ฝ ๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐“—๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐““๐“ฎ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฌ๐”‚ ๐“ฃ๐“ธ ๐“›๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ด ๐“œ๐“ฎ ๐“˜๐“ท ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“”๐”‚๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ˜.๐Ÿ› ofย ๐Ÿ›.
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[Left behind]ย ๐Ÿ™ย ofย ๐Ÿ™.
๐“ข๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ผ ๐“˜๐“ฝ'๐“ผ ๐“–๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ญ ๐“ฃ๐“ธ ๐“ฃ๐“ป๐“พ๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐“จ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“•๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ๐“ผ ~ ๐“›๐“ฒ๐“ฎ๐“ผ ๐“ฃ๐“ช๐“ด๐“ฎ ๐“ž๐“ท ๐“ ๐“–๐“ธ๐“ต๐“ญ๐“ฎ๐“ท ๐“—๐“พ๐“ฎ...
I am unaware what touching the finest thing that has ever happened to me physically is like, but I know what it means to repress by choice or not have the urge-intention to direct your โ€นresourcesโ€บ towards those around you, share your โ€นevery cellโ€บ with them ~ The ties that would encourage the แƒ to be beauteous, even silently.
Another year of life has started, time is useless against a sheer fact. I have stepped across my own level of sensations, emotions. Such feeling is sky-high due to its character, and it is also โ€นlethalโ€บ ~ the โ€นtriggerโ€บ, its magical voice, blazing heat, tenacious energyโ€ฆ is my dear utopia. All breaking points have been pushed at once, during 1 adventure. The core is endeavoring to โ€นconquerโ€บ so much, but to no avail ~ I am not living my life, I am instinctively โ€นingesting from the forbiddenโ€บ in order to quench the thirst that will never be quenched...
The organ cannot do this forever, but it cannot do otherwise, either. It will not exult at its freedom, will see no fortune, will not choose to consider its โ€นreflectionโ€บ its danger. The essence itself... how is that? In this tale, my แƒ is not in the dark, not isolated, not hardened ~ Its light does shine the brightest. At least for some stellar time. / The finest things are meant for the finest fictions... Treat the tachycardia, warm the cold, or forgive me for it.
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๐“•๐“ธ๐“ต๐“ต๐“ธ๐”€ ๐“œ๐“ฎ ๐“’๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ผ๐“ฎ๐“ต๐”‚... ๐“๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“ฆ๐“ฎ ๐“ข๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ข๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“‘๐“ฎ ๐“ข๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ญ ~ ๐“˜ ๐“’๐“ช๐“ทโ€™๐“ฝ ๐“–๐“ฒ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“จ๐“ธ๐“พ ๐“ฃ๐“ธ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ฆ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ญ.
...The reconstructed interpretation is throbbing, sacredly and inly. It is hard to define which side of me is dominating ~ a child or an adult ~ but if there is anything candid left within the chilled-mangled vessel, any shard of โ€นuntaintedโ€บ virtue worth โ€นharboringโ€บ, you are welcome to take it over... it is a nice feeling to grasp that the best of me does not remain โ€นconcealedโ€บ but โ€นcomes in bloomโ€บ in a ravishing place, with someone infusing life into what is seemed to have lastingly forgotten the epitome & significance of human felicity, radiance. Tenderly, eagerly, repeatedly... I crave kissing your exceptional face x your legendary hands. I'm โ€นdissolvingโ€บ in this rose-colored sense of satisfaction, in this disquiet, in this mental connection. I know the heart of yours.
The naturalness that I'm overmastered by in Krat is the quintessence of the forbidden life being lived exclusively through this โ€นwooden-goldenโ€บ fiction. The very 1 where not a single muscle is โ€นpetrifiedโ€บ, every step is a delicacy to be unwrapped. My blissful memory and Achilles Heel of the mind ~ The kind of torment that frightens the most ~ but that the I need to matter as an organism, is covering me like a wave. It would barely be any comfort... this reminder of the preciousness released from my grip. The exhausted eye has been without direction and mirthless for so long, but not here, not... Wonder what I am, what I have become ~ & yet, as mercilessly x purely as it is ever possible for a child, an adult...
The organ is gigantic for the gigantic emotion, the soul is too small for the acid tears. Swear to you... I would abide with you like this forever, for the mere thought of leaving you behind alone is staggering me more than any damage. Lies cannot hide it, the truth... It is peeling the organ's flesh off, layer by layer. And this is all that I have, my proof. The brilliance will always be whole, the story of 1 Father's broken แฌ will always be ours. How much love, affliction, primal fear and flame does the vessel contain? Tell me...
~ Nevermore be afraid, I embrace you and Iโ€™ll take you all the way through endless time to your new life.
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my gifs#my audio#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#game#NG+#Winter Holiday Edition#license version#v.6#PC#/#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“Ž ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“Ž ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“Š๐“ƒ๐’ท๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐“๐‘’๐’น...#๐’ท๐“Š๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐’พ๐“‚๐“…๐‘œ๐“ˆ๐“ˆ๐’พ๐’ท๐“๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐‘’๐“๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“‰ ๐“ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐“‡๐’พ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‰ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‚...#๐“…๐‘’๐“๐“๐“Š๐’ธ๐’พ๐’น ๐’ป๐‘’๐‘’๐“๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐“ˆ/๐‘’๐“‚๐‘œ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐‘œ๐“‡๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“ˆ๐“Š๐’ป๐’ป๐‘’๐“‡๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡...#๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐’พ๐’ป ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐“‡๐’พ๐“‰๐“‰๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ /๐’ป๐’พ๐’ธ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐’ถ๐“ ๐“…๐’ถ๐‘”๐‘’๐“ˆ/ ๐“ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‰๐’พ๐’ป๐’พ๐’ธ...#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“‚๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐’ธ๐’ฝ ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‰ ~ ๐‘”๐“‡๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐“… ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‚... ๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡ /#๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“Ž๐‘’๐“‰... ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐“‡๐’น๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“Š๐“ƒ๐’น๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰...#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“Š๐“ƒ๐’ท๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐“๐‘’๐’น ๐’ป/๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘œ๐“‰๐“‰๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ๐’พ๐’น๐‘’... ๐’น๐’ถ๐“Ž ๐’ถ๐’ป๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐’น๐’ถ๐“Ž?#๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡ ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐“ˆ ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ป๐’พ๐’ธ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ?#...๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡๐“Ž ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“‡๐‘’๐“…๐“๐’ถ๐’ธ๐‘’๐’ถ๐’ท๐“๐‘’... ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡๐“Ž ๐’ถ๐“Š๐“‡๐’ถ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“ˆ๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“‡๐‘’๐’น /#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐“๐’น๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“‹๐‘’๐“ˆ๐“ˆ๐‘’๐“ ๐‘”๐‘’๐“‰๐“ˆ... ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ป๐‘’๐“Œ๐‘’๐“‡ ๐’ป๐‘’๐‘’๐“๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ƒ ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ƒ๐’น...#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐‘”๐“๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐“ˆ๐’พ๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ /๐‘”๐’ถ๐“…๐“ˆ/ ๐“ ๐“‹๐’ถ๐“๐“Š๐‘’๐“ˆ ๐“ ๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐‘œ๐“‡๐’พ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘’๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘’...#๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“‚๐‘œ๐“‡๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ƒ๐‘’๐’ธ๐‘’๐“ˆ๐“ˆ๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“... ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘œ๐’น... ๐’ถ๐“๐’พ๐“‹๐‘’ /#...๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐“‡๐’พ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐’พ๐’ป ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’พ๐“ˆ /๐’พ๐“ƒ๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐“…๐“๐‘’๐“‰๐‘’/...?
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...If I could throw the guilt aside, Iโ€™d let myself be washed away...
๐น๐“‡๐‘œ๐“‚ ๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ž๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ ๐’ช๐’ป ๐’ซ๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐‘’ ๐“˜๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“›๐“ธ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“˜ ๐“•๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ต ๐“ฃ๐“ธ๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚...
You put me out of my headache and heartache, โ€นsedateโ€บ the solitude and angst. Take control of me, for I myself am utterly powerless to cope with the fear of losing you ~ it's gripping meย inย a vice. I will be holding you tight, imploring you to stay awake. I'm not forced to, I long to. Say the word, and I will โ€นdisengageโ€บ a โ€นhuman lumpโ€บ from myself and heal you with it. This hunger cannot be satisfied, the feelingsโ€ฆ cannot be erased. Look at me. No matter what others claim, you are mine ~ God, Devil, the air to breathe, the family that we will never have... How much love, affliction, primal fear and flame does a vessel contain? An unreadable, unpredictable blessing.
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๐“›๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ด ๐“ค๐“น ๐“๐“ฝ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ข๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ผ, ๐“ข๐“ธ๐“ท... ๐“๐“ธ๐”€ ๐“–๐“ธ ๐“ฆ๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ฑ ๐“ค๐“น๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“ž๐“ท๐“ฎ, ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ท...
๐’ž๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐“‡๐‘œ๐“€๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ท๐“‡๐‘œ๐“€๐‘’๐“ƒ, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“ƒ-๐‘’๐“๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐’ท๐‘’ โ€น๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐“Š๐“…โ€บ ๐’ถ๐‘”๐’ถ๐’พ๐“ƒ? ๐ผ๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’ถ ๐“๐’พ๐“‚๐’พ๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐’ป โ€น๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘’๐‘”๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒโ€บ ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”, ๐’ถ ๐“๐’พ๐“‚๐’พ๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐’น๐‘’๐‘’๐“… ๐’น๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ƒ ๐“๐‘œ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“Ž ๐‘”๐‘œ?
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to dull the edge of it is what I have been doing since v.1. As if something has indeed been fragmented & this is the pain of my conscious life. And every time I travel the melodious/glamorous path of frenzy, every time I complete it, I am going to experience the same precious pain intensity, purity of pain/ecstasy. I am going to eventually be bound to this inmost/overwhelming awe, this vehement impulse to feel/fondle/kiss what is loved, to kneel down before it, to cuddle up to its heart, to recompense bliss with bliss... More and more. Neither the good boy nor I are free. I do not want to be free... free from... These bare feelings are โ€นclawingโ€บ at the reconstructed interpretation of the organ inside me. The great minds will not know what they have done, neither will Anthony... It speaks louder-truer than anything, but the sounds are not obvious... Words. All I possess, this rich but poor instrument for... And you always do end up in the point where...
The aesthetic masterwork, perfused with the golden brilliance of authentic ideality x pierced with the darkest blade of bitter-salty inaccessibility, inevitability, impossibility.
Excruciation, pleasure, euphoria, art. Blended together. Find yourself... or lose yourself on this journey. Emotionally. Totally. An unparalleled effect... and the lulling sparkle the vessel has never actually had. Something in this body x mind has died, and I do not know if there is a way to accept it, to recover it. I have described the lesson of unprecedentedness I have learned, not the expected story of โ€นinsult-betrayal-contemptโ€บ. No one will ever f-g hear it. Not from me, not in this lifetime. / Loving extraordinary is merciless a priori, แƒ“/แƒ“ become telepathic... & the severest trial ~ the unhealable wound ~ is to be a ๐“Ÿ son without the cause to be... *If I have to detest many donkeys for a chance to protect one venerated Father figure, I will go for it.
๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐’พ๐“‰๐“ˆ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ธ๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“€๐‘’๐’น ๐’ฝ๐“Š๐“‚๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“๐“ ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡ ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“€๐‘’๐“…๐“‰... ๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“…๐‘’๐’น ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‰ ๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐“…๐“๐‘’๐“‰๐‘’๐“๐“Ž. ๐ต๐‘’๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“Š๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐“๐‘œ๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ฎ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‡๐’ธ๐‘’, '๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“Š๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“ˆ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“๐“๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ˆ ๐“‚๐‘’, ๐“‰๐‘œ๐‘œ. ๐ต๐‘’๐‘” ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š... ๐’ฎ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐‘œ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐“Š๐“‡๐“ƒ๐‘’๐’น ๐’ป๐‘’๐‘’๐“‰ ๐“Œ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐ผ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’น๐‘’๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐“‹๐‘’๐’น ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š. ๐ฟ๐‘’๐“‰ ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“Š๐’ธ๐’ฝ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“๐’พ๐“…๐“ˆ... ๐’ฎ๐‘œ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘œ๐’น. ๐’ฎ๐‘œ ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“‡๐“‰๐“Š๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ˆ...
While I am willing to imbibe all the anguish of the human I love, to ease his suffering, the loss of us is taking its toll on me irretrievably. I see him. I see what is inside him... & I am incapable of safeguarding it, saving it truly.
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to put up with this gift is what I have been doing since v.1. The chest is โ€นcut openโ€บ too deep, the fragility of the organ is exposed... Would you allow me to grow more flowers? I wanna do it... Because it is you, It has always been you. The one who has given us everything, endued me to the brimย with the intimate fatherly affection that this organ never remembered. My eternal wish & exuberant price for humanity, the misunderstood nature. *What an odious irony. / I do not know if there is a way to recover what is gone.
I would sacrifice the lot to be with the human that needs me, needs to be healed, heals me. I would rip my core out but I cannot, the limitation of freedom. *Tell me that the โ€นstrings of abuse/child neglect/liesโ€บ are finally cut. Tell me to โ€นcelebrateโ€บ. Tell me that both ๐“Ÿinocchio/I are wrong x naive, โ€นfixโ€บ me. You have no f-g clue about it. / When it is written that your starving heart must be left half-empty & helpless... No freedom is scarier than this.
Affording harmony to the sapphire star that is going to fall away... The sentiment it deserves. All I have ever hankered for. & I am terrified of that my grandest instinct x fear will not grant any lasting peace to me.
Death will do our Sun-hugged family apart ~ but I will still be yours, for ever. The core has never felt as good x feverish as it does when with you... as astray x anxious as it does when deprived of you. I am not lying to you, I hold no resentment... Let me โ€นfeed onโ€บ the emotions of your heart... Even if it means your pain x my love turn the vessel inside-out & your love x my pain do the same. Not blurred, always remember. Always. If a masterpiece could be made into a masterpiece, I would prefer to share this fate. My bona fide mission, however, is not to allow anything to be in vain... Even if it hurts. ~ The atrophied ability to express love verbally has been โ€นrousedโ€บ again, in a fervidly devoted but preciously righteous way... The โ€นlashโ€บ of despair, compulsion, dream, reality.
๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐’ท๐‘’๐“‰๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“Œ๐‘œ๐“‡๐“ˆ๐‘’, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“‚๐’ท๐’พ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’ธ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ฆ๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ƒ๐’ถ ๐“๐‘’๐“‰ ๐‘”๐‘œ. ๐ผ๐“‰ ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“ƒ... ๐’œ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐ผ ๐’น๐‘œ๐“Š๐’ท๐“‰ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’พ๐“ˆ. ๐ฟ๐’ช๐’ซ ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐“…๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐’ถ๐“ ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐Ÿ™/๐“‚๐“Š๐“๐“‰๐’พ๐“‰๐“Š๐’น๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ˆ ๐“…๐’ถ๐“๐“…๐’ถ๐’ท๐“๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ, ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐“‹๐“Š๐“๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ท๐’พ๐“๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡.
...Take the whole meaning of this, its flavorful, pathetic, shameless, lonesome taste. Take it all, for it is all that is absolute. Teach me how to โ€นmergeโ€บ with it, the mortal desire of a puppet child, a human Mastro x a faceless observer like myself ~ & when the desire full of unexploited majesty is cutting off the oxygen to the lungs... True geniuses of any kind are among the silent. These eyeballs will not dry up, never fully. I have tried so many times to resist it, but why live if you repel what puts your โ€นdehydratedโ€บ pieces together? I would spare no effort to keep them hot and uncurb what is being restrained... Nothing affects self-perception and โ€นunmasksโ€บ the unconscious like sensation, nothing genuinely matters without it. / Shivering with cold, this body is burning. My atrophied reality in exchange for a moment of irrepressible happiness, agony, guiltless x not bottled up impulses ~ just a moment. It keeps consuming me without reserve. I do not need God. โœ’
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