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[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

Bbg! Don't be sad.

Ye lo! Hugs!

Thank you didi :) i rly needed that ♡

Even tho idk what a hug feels like

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

For I will never know

What is a hug?

Or what is a forehead kiss?

Unfortunate little me,

For I will never know

What does it mean

To be cherished?

Or to be expressive?

Unfortunate little me

For I will never know

What does parental love mean?

Or heck, what is even love?

Unfortunate young me

For I will never know

What does it mean

To be free like a bird?

Or heck, to be free at all?

Unfortunate young me

For I will never know

What does it feel like

To not be fucking hurt?

Both mentally and physically?

Unfortunate older me

For I will never know

What does it mean

To be loved and respected?

If not, then to even be

Fucking looked at

Or to not be

Depressed and anxious

Because,

Unfortunately,

For older me

For i will never know

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

don't worry we're all with you loviee❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thank you didi :D

I don't think that i can continue like this anymore tho </3

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

bbg u alr?

Yes i am alright :)

I mean, i am always ok! What can happen to me hehe 🫠

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

I have lost

My will to live,

I have sudden urges

To hang my neck

Or to jump off a cliff

After all

Who will care?

For all i know

That until it is too late

They will all be just unaware

Of my dissappearance

And after they know

They will cry for a while

And for the first time

I will get more flowers

And love on my grave

Than i ever did

In my entire lifetime

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

I paint and write.

I might not paint with brushes on a canvas

But I do paint.

I paint on myself

The brushes, a knife

The canvas, my skin

I hide my painting with fabric

Covering up the scars

The knife kisses my skin

Pushing the red paint out of the tube

Clenching my jaw

I drag the paintbrush across

The canvas screaming

As I slash it along

I paint on my skin,

A masterpiece

Each brushstroke a reminder

A horrid sight.

Each slice a pause

Some shout of power, a victor's claim

While others whisper of hidden shame

My ink has been spilled.

It drips

drips

drips to the ground.

This is the most

I've seen at once.

The beautiful red

shining as it stains

the white of my sheets.

The lines on the paper

Pouring out ink in a

beautiful continuous stream.

My arm begins to weaken,

but I must finish my pieces.

P. S.: half of this is mine and the other half is not. I have written the lower half. The first half belongs to ayesha zara on ig. I just decided to pour my feelings here because of the invasion of my privacy in rl by my parents.

Thank you

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

YOU WERE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID THAT SHE WOULD SUIT AS ARJUNI🤌🤧✨️😭💕❤️‍🔥

When am i getting my Arjuni Fanart?? 🤧🤧🥺🥺

P. S. Gift for you my pookie bear <3

Idkk 😭

BUT SHE'S SO GORJUS

The peacock feather I CAN'T 😩

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

That blue-saree on is so blurry i swear 😭😭

I am thinking of more fanfic ideas with this pics lol i need more

Forgive me but i think these are Arjuni coded

🤧😭💕✨️🌌

They are so pretty!!!! TvT

I can totally see Arjuni in these pics. The AI one with the blue saree and swarthy skin... gahhhh..

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

" Sweekar nhi hain mujhe

Sena ya shakti, sampatti ya samman

Chahe sehne pade hazaar apmaan

Sweekar nhi hain mujhe

Badle tere oh chakradhari

Leke jo dede bramhaand ye saari"

---- Arjuna to Krishna (all the time tbh)

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

Didi didi! I have a question. Is Ved Vyas's og copy or any publications which are closer to the real MHB, available on the internet? Or what book do you suggest i should read?

I started reading a (translated and abridged) copy of the Mahabharata last night and. having gotten only through the 70 page introduction. I think aspects of it count as cosmic horror? not in the 'Lovecraft' sort of way, and I don't want to sound like a racist willfully misinterpreting another culture's foundational text, but...

but I think it's something that the Mahabharata directly addresses, that the central Kurukshetra war is a reflection of the divine conflict between the gods and the demons. the fact that so much of the war is orchestrated by Krishna/Vishnu, who plays both sides against each other, lending his soldiers to the Kauravas while giving his own aid to the Pandavas. repeatedly encouraging the Pandavas to commit adharma while literally embodying dharma itself. dancing and laughing when Bhima's son dies because that means Karna wasted his superweapon and now can be killed (via sneak attack and curses) by Arjuna.

the fact the literal field of battle was tilled and 'blessed' so that only those who fall to starvation or bloody death there get to go to heaven.

the conflicting personalities of Yudhistra and Bhima representing ideas of 'destiny' vs 'human effort', and how they intertwine with neither always being the 'proper' or 'dominant' one.

literal, and I mean literal, no metaphor or exaggeration this all direct from the text, rivers of human blood and gore, whose banks are described as being made up of elephant and horse corpses, which has waterweed/kelp in the form of the drifting hair off human scalps and it's foam is bubbling human fat.

and most of all, when Arjuna gets a glimpse into Krishna's "supreme godly form", he sees a vision of Vishnu as this fiery maw into which heroes throw themselves like moths to a flame, worlds burnt to ashes in his maw, lapping up entire universes and devouring them whole, "your terrible splendors fill the entire universe with fiery energy till it is scorched, O Vishnu".

It just. conveys this sense of humans, and the gods themselves at times, struggling to make sense of a largely cruel and uncaring universe, struggling to find their own destinies and capabilities, what can they really do to change or escape anything (which is little) within their roles. all set on this backdrop of human political scheming followed by horrific and brutal warfare with atrocities on both sides, being masterminded by the origin of the "I am become Death, destroyer of worlds" quote, who is literally that.

it's fucking fascinating, is what it is.

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

If you were a flower, you would be a damn-delion

———Krishna to Arjuni (at some point, probably)

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

Arjuni: i wonder what would happen if i jump into river Ganga right now

Krishna:

Arjuni: do you think i should jump straight in?

Krishna:

Arjuni: or should i jump of a cliff?

Krishna:

Arjuni: or you know- i should use my–

Krishna: N O, T O T H E H E L L N O Y O U S U I C I D A L B I —

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

Many Hindus believe that when Shiva meditates the only person that's in his mind is Vishnu.

*sips tea* Happy Pride Month, everyone.

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

She’s so fucking tired and she just want a warm chest to lay on, her hair played with, and forehead kisses so she can have a decent rest

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

Same 🤌✨️🤧💕

do you like taylor swift and harry styles?

Nah I'm more Mitski and Hozier

[aru-loves-krishnaxarjuna]

Ouh! :O

Don't worry you can do it! <3 :D

How is my sundar si pyari didi doing? :3 ♡

Awwww! 🩷⭐️🪷🙈

Im trying to paint but in vain.