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Ok so just a warning, my icon will be changing to celebrate gaudapocalopse @biggest-gaudiest-patronuses you should join to! Check out the guidelines on their account! Destroy tumblr! Make ur parents proud! Woohoo!

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I kinda want to talk to y’all online but I kinda fear the human species so ya send me a message cuz I don’t have the guts to lmao

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It breaks my heart how well the misunderstood understands others

Idealist

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If you like someone, tell them. Or just stalk them on every social network and cry yourself to sleep every night. It’s whatevs. 

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u can still be thug as hell even if you cry everyday right

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I’m tired of existing

Please, someone, kill me so I can feel no longer

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Was your smile truely ever there?

Or was it a barrier for the fears within?

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as much as i dont have interest in people i also

am terrified of them and also what they think of me

desperately crave their attention and approval

and idk its not a fun combination

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I will always love you

Even when the day comes

That you don’t remember my face and name

Just know, that I will always be there for you

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too sensitive to be a functional human being in the world

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I wanna be rich just so I can buy my friends the presents they deserve

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You deserve someone who actually cares about you. Not someone who says they care so they can use you, now someone who says they care so they can control you. Someone who says they care and means it. You deserve healthy relationships and happiness.

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Someone being decent or even good to you now doesn’t make up for the abuse they put you through then.

You don’t owe anything to anyone because they aren’t currently hurting you.

You don’t deserve to feel guilty over any bad feelings you have about them just because they aren’t currently doing bad things to you.

You are allowed to have your anger, your pain, your sadness and upset.

And you are allowed to refuse them entrance back into any part of your life you don’t want them in.

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if it is ur birthday happy birthday and if it isnt happy existing day

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Sorry I keep changing my background btw I’m trying to find a background I love but I can’t seem to stick with one

If u have a good background pls send me I will literally love u forever

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I can’t believe there are legitimate people out there behind screens who decide to follow my blog