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Break and Bite

~•Part one•~

•Part three•

Miguel is at peace with you safe. Your neck shows Miguel mark. But it’s not like people will see it. Especially if you are ill.

Tw: Miguel being weird, You are being weird, change body, Miguel begin toxic.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Buzz buzz buzz~ My eyes flatter open, my vision was blurry. But I could still make out a brown blob. My hand reach out to touch the blob, but it’s seem far away. My eyes rolled back, my eyelids closed and open. I could feel a throbbing pain against my neck. Then my head was pounding like crazy. I hissed and drop my hand on the soft surface I was laying down. My body moved together, trying to comfort myself. My eyes closed themselves and kept close.

I felt something so warm and hard underneath my side. Then something else popped on my open side. What appears or felt like fingers glazed over my back. What ever it was, it felt warm and pulled me closer to warmth. I could feel my legs rubbing together, skin to skin. The back of my head was being caressed ever so gently. A warm breath caress my lips, as I heard a soft humming. Something so warm touched my lips, making them open slightly. Then I heard some low murmurs as I felt warm sucking on my lips. My breath was shaky the pain was getting worse by the minutes. The pain was like multiple paper cuts on my forehead. My neck was as if someone nails scratching ever so slowly. My feet’s were trembling, I could feel so much. I could feel every little breeze hitting my skin. I could feel whoever rough fingertips glistening in my back. The soft material underneath my body and up my body. The coldness of a shirt on my body. How it was loose on my body, this shirt wasn’t mine. This shirt feels different, everything around me feels different. Even my hair feels different, smoother and lighter. My skin feels heavy, my bones feel sensitive. One wrong move and pain will consume me whole.

His lips outline my lips so gently, so soft. My eyes open again, hoping I could see again. But it was more blurry than ever. I closed my eyes again feeling more comforted by the darkness. My ears mumbled every noise, so I could hear was underwater noise. It was almost calming but dangerous. Not allowing to hear your surroundings, especially if you are new to this. Or even get to see your new surroundings. I wasn’t aware that I was lifted up and carried around. I felt like I was being thrown in the air without a warning. But it wasn’t as violent as I describing it. The next thing I knew a shot of pain was inflicted upon my shoulder. It was too sudden my whole body started to shake. In seconds I could actually hear and see. My whole sense were back, but my body was still weak. I could feel the coldness underneath my bottom. I could see that I wasn’t wearing any pants. I was just wearing a large shirt and underwear that wasn’t mine.

I felt hands on the side of my face, pushing me to face him. My eyes were narrowed I was adjusting to my sense. My eyes looked up at Miguel eyes they were soft…and tantalizing. I groan feeling groggy, my body wobbly. When I did adjust I quickly slap Miguel face. I moved away from Miguel towards the wall. I looked down and saw I was in a metal table.”What the fuck have you done to me?” I breathed through my mouth so when I speak I sounded very loud. I didn’t know how I’m alive still!? My eyes looked everywhere in this room. It was dark very dark, just like HQ.”Listen (Name) don’t overwhelm yourself with those feelings. You’ll overload yourself with emotions then you’ll die.”Miguel got closer to me, his body lean against the table. His knee was propped up on the table, ready to pounce at me. My head looked to the side, I cover my mouth. There were a full paper of people, people that look like me. I took the papers and scanned over it. Different name’s different people, different age. I slowed down on page 256 label perfect match. There were only ten 100% people that were in equal match. I looked up at Miguel whose was still looking at me, patiently. My body trembles as I looked at both wrist, I didn’t have the gizmo. I throw the papers to the side and crawl on the edge of the table.

“You are a phsyco pathetic person. You fucking”Miguel grabbed me tightly, slamming me against the concrete wall. Miguel hand tightly held my mouth close. I looked up at Miguel how he was heavily breathing. How Miguel chest was tightly press against my chest. Miguel free arm was on the side of my head. I was trembling uncontrollably as Miguel face came closer to me.”Tu no me hables así entendido? I did all of this for you. I made you a part of my life so you wouldn’t get hurt.”Miguel breath was heavy against my lips. Miguel voice was low and menacing. I lifted my hand up to shot webs but nothing came out, I tried to punch Miguel. Everything I could have done was wrong! I could do anything! I’m not me! I’m someone else someone who isn’t spider women!

Oh god I thought. Miguel change me, he fucking change me into someone else but me. Miguel let go of my mouth still looking at me. I started to punch Miguel chest, my body violently move around. I thrash around as I kept punching Miguel. Like in those romances novels when a girl and a man get into a fight. Where they end up kissing and sleeping together. But I kept fighting and throwing insults at Miguel. All the while Miguel was just letting me beat him.

Another minute pass and I was breathing heavily. My fist was still on Miguel chest, my head was laying on Miguel chest. I was crying from frustration, not only will I not be myself. But I will never be able to be in my world. Everything I work so hard for all is going to be dumped in the trash; like everything was for nothing.”You fucking….”I hiccup as I felt everything crashing down on me.

Miguel hugged me tightly, after he lifted me up. I wrapped my arms around Miguel neck, as I cried on his shoulder. I repeated to Miguel why did he do this to me? Besides I never talked to Miguel, I never even know him. So why didn’t he care for me?

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[atc-tatiana]

Break and Fangs

Miguel O’Hara is broken and tired of you. You caused him trouble, pain and suffering. And Miguel had enough of it.

TW: Non-touching(not sexual), bitting, Miguel just being toxic, talks about pray and predator. Hits of Miguel being obsessive.

———————————————————————Everyone stayed in silence no sound not even a fly. I stayed silent very silent and tucked away around the spider people. You didn’t mean to go this far, you didn’t mean to punch Miguel. I could feel the silence eating me up each second. Suddenly Miguel shouting scared everyone.” Why didn’t he just listen!?” I could feel my feet moving back, ready to run. Everyone fell into a silent as Gwen was arguing with Miguel. I could feel my heartbeat throbbing against my ears and fingertips. I kept my head turn on the side as if I was going to not be seen. Then when everyone thought it couldn’t get worse Miguel forced Gwen to go back home. The giant spider taking Gwen back home…Then there were more arguing.

But that all stop as I felt everyone looking at me. Then I heard it, Miguel calling my name.”(Name) come here.” It was more of a threat not an order. Everyone that was on my way step to the side. My worry eyes looked at Miguel who was glaring diggers at me. Miguel eyes looked red, his jaw tightened his brows in knot. Miguel looked about to kill me if I did something wrong. My legs hesitated to move, my whole body was shaking. In my mind was screaming at me to make a run for it. My breath was shaky, my hands tightly wrapped together. I could feel everyone eyes looked at me with empathy. It only made me feel worse than I already did. I stopped mid way in front of Miguel, and close to Jess. My head low I couldn’t face Miguel. But that didn’t stop Miguel from getting closer. My heartbeat pounded even harder.” Everyone out.” I felt shivers go down my spine as Miguel spoke. Everyone hurried to leave the room Jess tried to stay but Miguel glared at her. Jess let out a sigh before walking out the room. The metal door shutting close behind Jess. The room was empty now but just me and Miguel.

“Why did you do it?” Miguel asked his voice was raspy and gruff. Miguel voice still held a killer and aggressive tone. Miguel was like hiding the fact he is still feral; a predator. I didn’t say anything my mouth wasn’t operating properly. My head still low as I felt tears willing up. I was scared for my life. Miguel let out a heavy sigh before his hand lifted my head up. His fingers tips still had those claws out. My skin was caught against those claws. My eyes looked away from Miguel, like he was the plague. I felt his figure bent to my height, his nose touching mine. Miguel’s hands grip my sides of my face. Miguel fingers tip claws dangerously close to prices my skin.” Look at me (Name) and tell me why you betrayed me.”His voice was venom as he press hard against my nose. Hot tears were rolling down my cheek, I was scared.” (Name) I’m not going to ask you twice.”Miguel thrust my head against his.

I yelp as my shaky eyes were force to look at Miguel red eyes. I could feel a sharp pain from on my heart. My mouth open but a shaky gasp came out. My eyebrows curved in worried, my lips were quivering. Miguel’s eyes boar into my face. Miguel moved me back still keeping our position. My back hit the wall tightly.”Do you think just by helping Miles would get them to like you? (Name) you know that doesn’t help you. You ain’t popular or likable. Thats why you have me. Only me.”My eyes widen in complete fear. I didn’t hear that right!? Miguel didn’t say that! He didn’t! I closed my mouth tightly, my head moved slightly away from Miguel.

“Where are you going?”I looked up at Miguel. My hands were still free and I had the gizmo. I just have to go somewhere. Miguel eyes looked at me.”Layla turn off (Name) gizmo.”I froze as Layla appeared next to Miguel shoulder.” Oh wow! Miguel you can talk about it. Like an adult who is reasonably capable of making decisions.”Miguel eyes looked at Layla.”Turn it off.” Layla groan and went away.

Before I know it the gizmo turned off.” I will have to re code Layla to fit better standard.” Miguel whispers. Miguel claws pulled my mask, he kept his eyes on me.”You will not go unpunished by your ignorance.”Miguel turn my head to the side.”You will be kept safe and away from every corruption you will encounter.”Miguel head moved closer to my neck. I knew about his fangs and how much venom. A venom that will kill anyone just one bite. Miguel claws went away allowing him to dig his nails. I struggle to get away from Miguel. My eyes dotted over to Miguel four fangs. Those fangs were so close to my neck.”GET AWAY FROM ME!”I shouted so loudly my hands holding Miguel back. My body jolted up my eyes widen as I felt pain. Miguel had sinked his fangs so deep onto my neck. I felt weaker, my legs gave up on me. I felt like those prays that were eaten by those animals. How there skin ripped off of their neck, how they howled in pain.

I rested my body against the wall before I gave out.

[atc-tatiana]

Mental hospital au

(Credits goes to thehorrorsoftheblackbunnymask but their reason they are here are different)

You were sitting alone with your hands warped around a flower stem. It was lunch time already, and people were pouring in the cafeteria. Number one and two were the people who were let out first. Seem as though they were the non killers or less crazy people. You were just transfer here last night, when everyone here was sleeping. They still don’t know what danger you are, so they are keeping their eyes on you. And today was like that, guards looking at you for any kind of threat. You hands were with chain, while you feet were free. As you were sitting outside waiting for lunch to be over you noticed a girl not too young nor too old. Maybe about 15 year old, she had very long brown hair and very green eyes. She had a teddy bear with her. She was wearing a light mint green dress; along with almost half have the people there. The other half was wearing a mossy green color. Maybe it’s to show what selection they are in; maybe even danger level. You though we’re wearing a white gown that was loose made you look like a box. Your hair was up as to show your whole face to everyone.

Ring! You looked as everyone got up and walked away from the cafeteria and the outside;they left shortly afterwards.” Ms.(l/n) you stay here until everyone has had lunch.” A guard told you as he put a hand on your shoulder. You simply nodded and looked out the side of this circle wooden building in the middle of the garden. You watched as orange and yellow gown wearing people got their lunch and sat inside the cafeteria. Instead of going outside. More guards pour into the cafeteria. Your eyes looked around the people as they talked and laughed. Some sat down along side the windows. How strange? What happened to make them all trap inside. Tap!tap! You looked to the other side and saw a man with a huge scar looking at you. He didn’t have a smile his skin looked dull like he never went outside. He was wearing orange though, you waved without a smile.

Your hand went to your mouth as you saw the man being pushed into the window. You got up and saw how a women with brown hair looked at him; disgusted. She had a clock for an eye with what appeared to be stitches on both side of her mouth. Next to her was a very pale looking women with pitch black hair. They both seem to be wearing orange gowns; it doesn’t look good on them.” Guards we have a orange to orange.”You watch as they got separated and taken away from everyone. Your eyes looked at the doctor for some thing. And the doctor saw what you were trying to get him to say.” We normally have outbreaks when the red comes here. But it’s not rare for orange people to cause a problem with out people. Yellow we don’t have to worry about them picking fights.”You sat down next to the doctor.” When the people do fight we separate them and put them on time out. Where they have to stay there until they have calm down. We don’t want anyone to be hurt.”You nodded to tell him that you understand. You peeked up as you saw the door open to let out two people, walking out. They were wearing yellow. Your hand pointed at them as your head looked looked up to the doctor.” They are not going to do anything, they seem more calm outside then inside with loud noise. You don’t have to worry they won’t do anything.”Your eyes looked at those two man sitting on those tables. One had very dark brown hair with side burns, his face looked cute. While the other had sunny brown hair with a little stubble on his jaw. Each of them had a different appearance, one was trying to move away from the other. And the other was just following the other one like a lost puppy. Those two don’t seem to get along. Oh you look over to those two as one was trying to eat his food. And the other was looking at the other.” Are they going to get into a fight?”You asked.

The doctor seemed surprised as you talked.” No, they haven’t fought since last week. But it’s always the one in the right that starts the fight.”You almost giggled as the one on the right took a bite of his food while side eyeing the other.” I see they entertain you. Ms.(l/n).” You went down on the floor, the thick wooden sticks surrounded this little building. Hide you from those two, as you watched them.” Do they know each other?”You asked as you looked at the doctor.” Yes a real long time ago. But we don’t know why they don’t like each other anymore.”You got up and sat down next to the doctor!RING!” Everyone line up.”You saw everyone getting up and line up to get out of the cafeteria. It took long for everyone to get out of the cafeteria. Though with fights brewing but we’re stop immediately.

I waited as more guards came outside and surrounded the building everywhere.” Stay close Ms.(l/n) danger is coming up.”I sat close to the doctor and saw how one by one people where walking inside the cafeteria. Their hands and legs bound, their mouth were bound as well. They all seem like animals, with how little movement they had. And everyone there had to sit down, and what it seem like; it was in order. Guards were taking food over to them; red people. They all looked like they were about to kill someone. Not to mention they all looked different; very different than the rest.” Why are they here?”You asked, feeling more afraid.” They we’re supposed to be in prison but they found them very mentally unstable to go there.”the doctor said. You took a deep breathe before feeling your stomach hurt.” I see you need food. Come, let’s get inside.”You got up and followed the doctor inside the cafeteria. Guards were closely by you and the doctor. You took your food and followed out the cafeteria.

Eyes we’re following you as you left.

[atc-tatiana]

More head-cannons about the trio

Obsessive proxy’s xreader

Tim(Masky)

Tim will play any games you want. He’ll rise his voice to anyone who opposes whatever you want to do. It can be little like not wanting to eat, or as big as you walking away in the forest alone. Or even when you are trying to kill them to get away. Yeah Tim guilt can really trip him down, and you don’t have to worry about anything with him.When Masky is around he is always going to look at you. Over you shoulder, beside you, or even without you noticing. He’ll try to teach you new tricks, so you won’t be bored when he isn’t around. Masky will get you those old thing back in the 90’s that plays music. And he will get you, your own headphones for that. And a camera like he used to have( it’s jay’s camera but you won’t know that. Not for later.)

Talking about cameras, Tim won’t remember giving you the camera but will ask to give it back. Don’t worry he’ll will get you a new camera, just for you. Tim won’t be nosy and look at your camera footage, nor does he peak at your dairy.Masky behavior always is so unpredictable, not like Toby. But like he is always calm and slow like Hoodie. But the difference between Tim and Masky is their body movement and how they talk. You remember how I said Tim doesn’t want to help you escape; well the reason for that was. He helped you escape time to time, but it just end up hurting you. It almost killed you.

You like Tim, he always feel like home to you. But you feel like he needs to help you get out of this cabin. You and Tim are so close, but he doesn’t seem to know it. You like him, a lot more then you should have. It’s seem normal. He is normal.

Hoodie

Hoodie a man with few words. You and him will see each other forever. This man lives in that cabin, and so do you. So you two spend every waking moment together. Like eating, laying down the couch, and sleeping together in the same bed. Yes you two share a bed together in a room that you two are now sharing. Hoodie may be a monotone man, but he can learn. Not emotions as fast like everything but he is still trying.

You have slept with hoodie, and it was willing. You were tired and you stopped caring about your situation. And besides those two won’t even know, about you sexual life with Hoodie. And it’s better to sleep with someone then being sexually frustrated, your whole life. Hoodie feel content about this, but he doesn’t care about just having sex with you.( don’t forget about it, and he’ll even tell you.)

Though he isn’t very trustworthy for you. You can’t help him but to talk to him about little things. You wash, clean yourself and make yourselves nice looking for him. You question yourself about why you do this. You started to do thing that aren’t normal. You cry yourself out when you realize what you become.

Toby

Toby while he doesn’t spend time with you like he planned. That’s just not okay with him, not in the slightest. And that’s get him mad when he comes to see you.

Toby your hot or cold man. He can’t understand why he acts like he care about his decaying body. He doesn’t like to kiss your lips, he feel like he would bite your lips. And dislocated everything on your face. He feels a little jealous about everyone looking normal. But he like to buy steal you some clothes to wear. So please don’t let him see you wear something he didn’t buy.

You don’t know how to feel about Toby. Your feeling about Toby are questionable. You shiver when you feel his rough cold fingers, touch your face. It almost makes you wonder if he want to rip your face off; rather then kiss it. Though you like how he buys you new things every time he come to the cabin.

[atc-tatiana]

Yandere Hoodie xreader

Just you and me, Dancing together.

Warning: blood, and talk about holes on your body.

You were looking at the window of the kitchen, the pouring rain was making everything so foggy. But still you wish you could just get out there and enjoy everything about the rain. Even if it made you sick you still wanted to smell the air. You shook your head and continued trying to opening a jar of mayonnaise. With only one hand, the other hand was in a cast. Because of Toby’s outburst from yesterday left you with your non dominant hand broken. So you got to do almost everything, you just forgot how you needed two hands to do certain things. But you had to forgive him before he broke your other hand. You push the mayonnaise jar close to you stomach as you pulled the top off of the jar.” Fucking finally.”you took the spoon and spread the mayonnaise on you toast bread and place a pice of ham that was left over from yesterday feast. You closed the mayonnaise jar again and put it on the refrigerator. You took your poorly prepared sandwich with you to the table close to the window.

You took a bite of your sad sandwich. But something felt off to you like someone was watching you. You turned you head to the living room. Your heart stopped, there in the half cut wall you could see Hoodie. With blood running down his face, with a price gaze that would kill you just by looking at you. You shivered as you gulped down the piece of sandwich, down. You got up and went over to Hoodie, you took his cold bloody hand onto your warm hand. You wanted to throw up as the copper smell reached your nose. You made him sit down on the seat you were just in, and walked towards the kitchen cabinet. You went in you knees as you open the cabinet down on the sink. Your hand took the alcohol and some bandages. You place both objects up in the sink. You reached out for the cotton ball package. You then threw the package on to the sink and got up. You weakly and painfully took those three objects and made your way towards Hoodie. You open the alcohol bottle and took one of the cotton ball and pour some of the alcohol.You backed away from Hoodie as he took off his yellow hood. His whole right arm seem to be slashed open, with what it seem like bite marks. Blood was running down his arm and onto the kitchen table. You dabble the soak alcohol cotton ball on the large wound. You had to take breaks from looking at his wounds, those holes weren’t making thing better. And when you ran the cotton ball through his wounds, you could feel every bump and shape. But nonetheless you continued to cleaned his arm, so you could be finished with this torture already.

You put the last cotton ball on the table, and looked over the bandages. You sighed as you needed both hands for warping his arm. You looked up at him and he looked at you. But it seems he know about your problem. You got up fast knocking the wooden chair back. But you were stopped by his hand gripping your free arm. You know he wanted something and like always you had to obey. You slowly turned to look at him. His hand letting go as you sat down on the chair. You watched him getting up and walking back where you last saw him. He got a white heavy plastic bag that had a familiar smell.” I got your favorite.”Hoodie whispered as he place down the food next to you. Your eyes watched as he sat back down, moving his chair even more closer to you.” Uh thank you, but you really didn’t have to.”You said trying to sound nice and not like you were trying to scream at him. You opened the plastic box and picked up the fork and start to eat. You could watch him bandage his arm on the corner of your eye.

You looked towards your food as he hissed in pain. You took a huge bite of your food and looked up the window where it still was raining. Well pouring gallons of water down the earth. You let out a big sigh as you watched the outside rain fogged up the view. How you wish you could go back to normal, where you appreciated your freedom. Where every choice was yours to do. And not to fear every little thing that you do.

You shudder as you felt both his hands grip your neck, his thumbs pressing on the back of your ear. Your head leaning backwards, unwilling your breath got heavier.” Come.”Hoodie voice was threatening. His hands slowly moved away from you, letting you get up from your seat. His hand took you by your shoulders, guiding you to the center of the living room. The creaking sound of the burning wood, along with the rain almost made you think this was all a dream. His hands snaking around your back, felt almost made you lean against his chest. His head move against your neck, his lips lightly kissing your neck. He hummed a soft tone, as he rocked your body side to side. It made you forget about your messy situation.”You miss going outside~?”Hoodie slurred his words as he kissed your jaw. Gosh how you wanted to say yes, that you missed going outside. And how you missed smelling the fresh air.

“Yes, hoodie. I miss being able to go outside.”You said whispering. Hoodie nuzzled his nose on the back of your neck. His lips peaking your tender neck so smoothly. Your body shiver as your breath hitched up.” Tell me everything you want~ it’s fine I can listen to you rent about anything that is troubling your mind.”Hoodie smelled your hair as his grip tightened. You were on your tippy toes as you felt his lips tracing your jaw all the way to your lips.” It’s fine baby~ it’s just you and me. Dancing together.”

[atc-tatiana]

Some silly head-canon for the proxy

(None of these characters are mine)

Creepypasta(Yandere proxy xreader)

Okay let’s start by saying this, Brian is no more he is no longer with us. But Hoodie is, and he will have some scars on his body and face. Then the second one Tim aka Masky, he has both personality still. Tim a clueless man that still thinks that he can disobey the operator. A silly man indeed. And with Masky he is very aggressive to other people that don’t look familiar. Finally Toby, he is not childish and he certainly isn’t obsessive with waffles. Toby is very cold and very clueless but won’t talk about it. And Toby has slenderman and Masky and Hoodie has The operator. Okay let’s get start with the head canons with these killers.

Tim(Masky)

Okay Tim would most likely be the one you want to stick with all of the time. Tim will know how to defend you even if he has to get into fights with those two. You expect he’ll help you escape but no. And he feel guilty for forcing you to stay with them. The good thing about him is that he will let you out( You don't have to make puppy dog eyes to convince him to let you walk outside.) Everything about him is more lean and you can get away with a lot with Tim.

Masky a phsyco path, and I’m not lying. Masky is much more serious and he doesn’t understand why you would want to leave. He like to think of himself your number one lover. He is less impatient with you so if he tells you to do something, you have to do it. Or he’ll ignore everything you need, or want. He did it once before leaving you alone with your thoughts an in empty stomach and room.

And how he looks now after all those years, is a little different. Tim still has a dad body but more muscle wight, he is much more stronger then he used to be. But still very cute. Masky still have to wait his turn to go and see you. Tim Will probably never spend his time in that cabin with you. The guilt will just break him.

Hoodie

A man that is just a ticking time boom, but very calculating. All these years loneliness, trying to survive, and losing a part of him. Don’t you think he would grief over his lost and his fuck up life. He did but now he is in control of this body. No more blacking out or waiting for Brian to surrender to the operator.

Hoodie is just someone you don’t want to push hard. He doesn’t know humans emotions as he used to. So he might mistake excitement with sarcastic. Or sadness with anger. He’ll will threaten you with his gun if he feel you being ungrateful of his love or the things he gets for you. But don’t worry he keeps his gun unloaded, but you don’t know that. But he is not as bad, when he actually sees that you are sad he’ll pull you up and confront you. He will(if you are good.) will read you a story. He is very nonchalant

Toby

Toby is a killer, who just doesn’t understand why he kept you alive. You ruined his cold heart and you made him insecure about everything. His now long hair is always covering his huge gush. His body still lean but with a bit of muscle, his hair is long. And he can control his mental health more then he used too. But he still have heavy mood swings. You have to watch out for that, he’ll probably break your lambs or even try to bite the side of your face so you could match him.

Toby is always trying to impress you with giving you flowers. Or trying to dance with you in night. He’ll even watch other people outside or on a movie to impress you. Sometimes you’ll get to see him and sometimes you’ll never see him for a whole month