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The most horrifying realizations in therapy are when you actually reacted in a suprisingly healthy and mature way and were punished for it.

Or that no actually this thing didn't MAKE you feel bad, you just feel like that all the time and this thing made you aware of it.

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Everyone is genuinely such a freak about not appearing to be a freak.

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anxiety will have you thinking things like "will everyone hate me if i order coffee at the coffee shop" and "will people think i'm crazy if i work out at the gym"

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Them cats raised on dog milk

https://youtube.com/shorts/1WX39Ls1coc?si=L8nLkR1U4qgr6Whz

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i mean god damn motherfucker let me hit a harrumph like let me puff my damn ass cheeks out puff out a little fooey and then put my hands on my fucking elbows jut out my chest and put my whole fucking lungs into getting a fucking harrumph out i mean god damn

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Booooooooo

Remember to teach your manic pixie dream girl bite inhibition early

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It's like we invented the nuclear bomb and started nuking everything because mutually assured destruction was inevitable.

A lot of otherwise intelligent people are scared to criticize chatGPT because they think there is an observed pattern in history where new technology is always either good or inevitable, and people who are skeptical of new technology always look like fools, and they are scared to look foolish when AI is The New Technology That Revolutionized Everything.

I am not scared of any of that nonsense. The first reason, is that chatGPT isn't a "new technology" at all, both because it is just a scaled-up version of stuff that already existed, and because "technology" implies a thing that does something useful and ChatGPT doesn't appear to do anything useful.

The second reason, is that the people frightened of looking like Luddites assume that because we are all alive, the feared bad outcomes of new technology have never happened, and that is just completely false. New technologies have sometimes had awful impacts upon human quality of life and the environment. Sometimes, unilaterally inferior technologies have replaced superior technologies for economic or other reasons. Almost always new technologies have a mix of positive and negative impacts.

In fact, I think the uncontrolled, rapid growth of generative AI and large language models is happening because of the common belief that "new technology" is always inevitable and good. This is a new technology, therefore "developing" it is inherently leading towards Something. But instead, the amount of resources and environmental and human devastation is simply accelerating and accelerating. The new technology takes everything and gives us nothing.

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I remember my ex had one of these and i kept calling it "the fetus" and my exes 5 year old sister also started calling it the fetus and i got in trouble with my exes mom 😭

they really captured the Blue Eyed Horse energy

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hurt my labia call that a Labooboo

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My family is the type to talk mean to your face and positive behind your back ☠️

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Drawing background test. My turnaround time on this was 10 days! I only started drafting my drawings like, last year but it really cuts down on time! When you draft you can also add in extra details too 😱

Hopefully i can cut my turnaround time in half >:]

I don't really have alot of experience with backgrounds but damn am i proud of myself!

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I do remember being called a pedophile by my straight male friends for hooking up with a 5"3 Thai guy even though he was older than me with the tiny mustache. 😭 i'm 5"8 formerly 5"10 and i find any kind of size difference erotic (shorter or taller than me.) but i still feel terrified to admit to liking short people.

It is very revealing when sex-negative Puritans accuse a person of pedophilia simply for dating a person who is short, or who looks vaguely young... they conceive of the problem being the wrong kind of attraction, rather than the exploitation of power.

and once you believe attraction itself can be inherently damaging, it is not a leap to claim that a person cannot ever fantasize or masturbate a friend without their consent, for example, or even just that being openly gay is child abuse/grooming. it is a reactionary position. but you see lots of queer people believing in some form of it.

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yaoi is all men are good for

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I like my stinky dog, he likes his CHEESE he is my dog and will protect him 😌