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[Another Reconvening]

Yes, as much as i hate to admit, i have come back unto this refuge. why? is choice simply not enough? is it not enough to say [i have grown] more than tired of stories and posts and reels and comments and shortform and etcetcetc enough to want something different?

or is it rather that i seek a new group to listen to my whinging and whining, a new source of psychic energy so that i can please my psychic vampirism, a new audience for this display of a broken woman making a broken home and breaking innocent others all along the way (yes isaac, ive preempted all your bullshit)

imagine being 17. imagine that. im sure you remember and im sure that is all i have to say.

and more than anything [i wrote a stream of consciousness monologue of my socio-mental state and it got deleted so i assume even the Tao hates me enough to deny my attempts at grasping for any sense of connection or being understood]

and im sure that is all i have to say. and in two years i will say "ahhh remember being 19?" and we will all laugh around the fire and i will live and i will be older and i will have learned more. i will have made more mistakes and i will be a compounding of all the things to come before me…

just kidding it is all so over hahahahaha

join her in her death throwes as this self sheds her skin and destroys her soul through the cycle of cycles just as all thanes and strata have in the past.

walk that tightrope baby you've got it we're here for you at the least

HERE I AM. [THAT I AM] HERE I REMAIN

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um. yeah

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Women please survive

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Mean girls spam 2 but this time its just me, sammy (@rosegardenblizzard), and ragen (@3lectrah34rt)

and a bonus jane (@flippsies)

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MEAN GIRLS SPAM!!!

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i love you literally slay lana babe hoe sliving ur mom cunt pussyyyyyyyy

REAL THANK U SO MUCH RAEBAE

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Also howd you get the ask button on your page

i have no idea

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how secy r u on a scale from

trebuchet ———————to———————- mimes

mimes asf

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i know ur fugly ass

yeah lots of people do. be specific.

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hey guys

so i know a lot of people dont follow me on here but i thought i would fill whoever cares on what's been going on

ive changed a lot as a person. im finally 17. ive got a few friends. im releasing music, etc etc etc. growing up is odd. it's strange and it hurts and i hate it

but im here. still.

four years ago i told myself i wasnt living to be sixteen. that was a boldface lie. im here. and it's hard. and it's cold. and sometimes i hate everything more than i thought i was able to, but im here.

ive loved and ive lost and ive been on both ends of some awful stuff but im here.

that's it.

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the teletransporter paradox

[transcript]

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At 4am you experience new, worse emotions that suck bad and aren't good. However, you can play videogames a bit longer. "The Beast's Dilemma"

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when a relatively unpopular song that you like gets used in a fucking apple commercial or something and now it's blowing up

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hey guys i have a webcomic its @subpanoptica and i make updates semi frequently

here are some good things i like from it