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6pm it’s 30 degrees I’m going on holiday in a few days it’s been really hot so I haven’t been doing anything but reading lol. The heat in London is so insane I need to move up north. And since my large fan broke this is the set up I have going on…

Also I’m applying to med school next year so I booked the exam this year js so I can get a feel for what to expect and practice!!

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04/06/2025

Skipped my board of studies meeting cuz I was the only student rep that would’ve attended and didn’t want to be grilled over what I have and haven’t done…

Cycled for the first time in ages and wtf I don’t remember bicycle seats being this uncomfortable? 😭

Played Roblox for 4 hours straight and drafted an article for my internship.

Trying to decide what hobby I should pick up but I just have way too many things I want to do and like all of them. I think I’m gonna try everything and whatever sticks sticks

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02/06/2025

Strawberry cheesecake ice cream 😋

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More mcqs and my new shoes superrr cute!! I also emailed my tutor asking if the things for my course are complete cuz if I’m asked to redo a year in js dropping out…

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30/05/2025

Deleted TikTok, insta, twitter. I want to plan 72 hours wo my phone but think it’d be better unplanned. Studied and hopefully it becomes a habit cuz all my life I’ve crammed lol nvr studied continuously

Also let me say smth crazy the last time I deleted social media I created a weird source of dopamine where I was reading like 25 books at the same time and switching between all of them?? 😭 only one book at a time now with notes

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Repeating the same mistakes over and over and over again and I’m so tired lol I need to be locked up. Anyways completing my mcqs given during lecture cuz if I don’t apparently I have to redo the entire year?? I’m gonna buy myself a Nokia brick and have no social media this summer cuz my brain is so tired and practically mush and I need a reset.

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28/05/2025

Studying cuz I’m paranoid.

Then I went to work and fought for my life we r definitely in a recession cuz my work is not hiring anyone and stretching us thinnnn. Came back and ate 500g of sugar and im going to call in sick for two weeks cuz smth def happened to my spine… and I blame work.

Anatomy is actually fun when I don’t have a deadline to work towards like. Also study tip if you have a trampoline listen to ur notes/ lecture and jump around idk how but it helps me remember better. Also need to start actually working on my internship projects cuz they have been so patient w me and I haven’t done anything for a few months cuz of uni exams.

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Missed my bus taking this pic… it’s cute tho

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27/05/2025

Haven’t don’t much lately but work and sleep. I found a cute shop called Sostrene Grene and now I’m in it all the time. Feeling like I need to study in case they say I need to resit anatomy…

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20/05/2025

Work until 22:30… stayed sane by buying £1 coffee and ordering shahs as soon as I got back. Also doing some research for my internship!!

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Now that all my exams and stuff are over I am so bored. When I’m not stressing over deadlines who am I?

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I have two days off from work. Plans: lounge around, read and no social media cuz I need a detox

Anddd maybe study cuz the more I think about my exam the more I think I failed

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The way I haven’t read a book since march… 11 yo me would be in disbelief

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Woke up at 2am to speed run an assignment that I’ve been putting off for ages, submitted it unfinished BUT IDCCC IM FREE ITS SUMMER (working till 10:30 today but anyways)

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Page 271/ 592…. + medical biochem which I haven’t touched. Exam in 12 hours and I’m to sleep idec anymore. Hopefully I guess right 😝

Ending it with my worst topic the nervous system!!

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Studying anatomy on the train is scary cuz you’ll js be revising and realise that there’s a proper bum hole on ur phone in public likeeeee

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It’s not looking good bruv… it’s not looking good 💀