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Recent events.

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Fierce.

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(via girlwithnojob)

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Fun Fact: the better food looks, the better you digest it 😍 P.S. The lil red flowers are edible and taste amazing! {#goodfood #farmfresh #omnomnomivore #azziesplates #organic #fairtrade #nongmo #localfood #balanceddiet #foodismedicine}

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So @pixieslut came up with the idea for this account (sharing my path to healing), and I felt pretty inspired by it. Yesterday we spent a while thinking about content and everything and it was super awesome. I think that actually doing this will be good for my mental/emotional health. The only problem is that I woke up this morning and just wasn't feeling it as much, and it kind of came and went a little so far today. I'm gonna work on that cause I have a hard time feeling inspired. I felt like that was a good thing to talk about, so... yeah. 💕 {#depression #anxiety #ptsd #survivor #healing #mypathtohealing}

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There's something about watering a plant. It's barely noticeable, but the way it holds itself changes as the soil sucks up the water. The leaves become more vibrant and you can hear the little popping sounds as the air bubbles break the surface. It's beautiful to feel like you're taking care of something, even if it's just watering a flower. {#gardening #farming #motherearth #gaiagirls #communityfarm #bountyoftheearth #urbangardening #flowers #foodismedicine #lovethearth #sustainability}

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So I've decided I'm gonna transform this account and start using it to share my healing process. Hopefully I can help out and inspire a few people along the way, so, yeah! It's gonna be awesome. ✌🏻✨ {#depression #anxiety #ptsd #survivor #healing #mypathtohealing #gamergirl #queer #singersongwriter}

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What is my positivity?

When I’m being positive it’s really backwards and kind of reverse psychology like. I’ll say things like “I feel kind of pretty today, I’ve definitely looked worse. Like yesterday!”

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Is there a word for someone who compulsively opens up way too much, too soon, most likely in a subconscious attempt to get the hurting out of the way before they get attached, because they're afraid no one would really want them if they knew everything and they just want to get it over with? Or maybe it’s to scare them away because they’ve seen how it goes and it’s better to put it all out there than to one day be left all alone because it got to be too much to handle. Then there's the off chance that someone won't just run away, or pretend to care, or permanently friend zone you because they don't want to be that close to your problems, and then, yay! You're no longer alone! Even though you aren't alone, not really. But you are.

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DX Mostly Joking

You’re the only one who really understands me tumblr... I really don’t treat you right, please forgive me.

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Maybe the real treasure is this print, now on sale in the PDL store.

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I regret nothing. I will not explain myself.

(It’s Sting and Bjork, guys…..they’re singers….Sting of Frodo’s sword…it alerts him to the presence of Orcs…….it’s punny….kind of……for cake’s sake it’s LOTR I mean you can’t go wrong there)

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Napoleon

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Ruined! http://maximumble.thebookofbiff.com/2015/01/29/1031-ruined/  

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Spider! http://maximumble.thebookofbiff.com/2016/03/03/1283-spider/

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You Never Know

I could be on the toilet right now. I could be taking a shit while I scroll social media, and you have absolutely no idea.