the last pic haunts me, its so fckn pretty
etheral sp掳 (kinda)
all pics from 馃搶terest
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Is there any chance I can come into the Ed WhatsApp group? I鈥檓 from Germany btw
sure! 馃巰 just dm me and we can set it up :>
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i hate eating but no amount of 4n4 can stop me from eating this crummy bread my hospitalized grandpa just made for me and told me to eat
it made me break a 40+h fast, but he made it with all the love his 88year old body could give, so 4n4 is gonna have to shut up for a minute
ily grandpa
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i binged 馃槶 (i ate a sandwich and two buenos)
now i know this might not exactly be a binge but the way i lost control and devoured that chocolate in public was humiliating ngl
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It dose! Always up for wl buddies!!
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(directed to myself and a hard pill 2 swallow)
Did you even think this through? Of course you didn't.
What exactly do you think is gonna happen when your little 4n4 game is over? You think you're gonna reach your ugw and then everything is gonna be fine and dandy? You think you can just happily go back to eating regularly and stay that weight for the rest of your life, just because you reached it?
Be forreal dumbass.
Now what's gonna happen, is you'll reach it eventually, and come to the horrible realization that you can never eat the way you used to and maintain that weight. You'll have to st4rve and exercise for the rest of your life to be able to maintain that body.
And we both know that's not going to happen. Maybe you'll keep doing this for 5, 10 or 20 more years, whatever. You're not going to be 4n0rex1c when you're 50 years old, things and mentalities change, thats a fact.
So what's going to happen is you're putting this big pressure on yourself to be sk1nny for years, you're going to suffer and st4rve and cry and do exercise for years and its going to break you.
And the second you reach that weight, the second you think you can let go of that horrible monster of accumulated guilt, that's when you get fucked.
Your metabolism is used to so little food so that when you start eating like a normal person again, you'll very quickly become the one thing you worked so hard to avoid for years. Fat.
But you'll notice you cannot bring yourself after these years of guilt and mental anguish to repeat these years. You'll gain, and gain, gain...
Until eventually you accept the hard reality that you wasted your youth without ever being satisfied with your, you are overw3ight now, you'll become old, there is no saving your body, this is your life now and forever.
馃挏Anyway, that was your public PSA to do your metab days so this doesn't happen馃挏
I just scared myself shitless typing this 馃槶
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