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new fallout show's pretty good. i liked the part where the petite delicate lady protagonist somehow turns out to have an even petiter, delicater brother

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ok so im trying to find fics for fallout (ffff if you will) and its pretty much all lucy x cooper.

I NEED TO STRESS THAT I AM HCING THEM AS PLATONIC. i am NOT shipping them.

my post about their dynamic was seen in like a fucked up fatherly way, yknow? i saw the scene where she bites his finger off as like a wolf teaching an abandoned pup how to survive in the wild. he was proud of her >:[ HES A GIRL DAD PLEASE

like, yes he is hot. but lucy doesnt need to be your stand in 😭

normalise y/n or reader stories‼️

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follow up to my follow up

AAAAAAAAA

theyre tragic. i already miss them together

i am IMMEDIATELY in love with lucy and maximus as maybe a ship?? i think i just love lucy tbh

two people who just want to do good and are forced/"forced" to do bad stuff by the world around them

i just think they're neat 😊

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"they gave me a robe ☹️"

maximus the man you are 😍

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follow up to this post,

maximus being much more careful to the danger, while lucy being more optimistic and then almost immediately being shown that shes wrong in her optimism is heart wrenching

i laurve you lucy maclean never die

i am IMMEDIATELY in love with lucy and maximus as maybe a ship?? i think i just love lucy tbh

two people who just want to do good and are forced/"forced" to do bad stuff by the world around them

i just think they're neat 😊

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i am IMMEDIATELY in love with lucy and maximus as maybe a ship?? i think i just love lucy tbh

two people who just want to do good and are forced/"forced" to do bad stuff by the world around them

i just think they're neat 😊

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im really loving the dynamic between the ghoul and lucy in episode 4

like the finger for a finger scene, it shows that ghoul brings out lucy's instincts over what shes been taught

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onto episode 3

i want to peg him and/or sit on his face

i think im ovulating

pic creds

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a detail im probably reading WAY into is the behaviour of the dog when hes with the doctor vs with the ghoul

with the doctor, he goes ahead, checking for danger or enemies.

but when hes with the ghoul, hes heeled, he's right next to him at all times. theres no need to go ahead to check for danger because the ghoul IS the danger.

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ok so i cant be the only one who is maybe a little too horny for these guys

the whole milord thing and the crotch plate scene????

if that scene was between a straight couple it would be FILLED with sexual tension, but maybe thats just me

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what is this ship trope called

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Ben Pincus, ultimate ally & bro to the LGBT's

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AAAAA I MADE A FRIEND AND WERE GONNA PLAY VIDEO GAMES SOON BUT WE ONLY HAVE LIKE 3 GAMES WE CAN PLAY TOGETHERRRR

portal 2

stardew valley

anddd TF2

but i feel so lame cuz i have like 10 billion more hours than he does

his hours:

my hours:

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banshee about para-social relationships.

ok, so I used to shit on people who would talk about their favourite content creators like they were best buds. but it kind of has a little bit of a kick to it??? like, I started watching this one guy, AccursedFarms, if you know him, and I binged all of Freeman's Mind (or what's out, anyway) and something started happening...

it started making me feel actually happy to hear his voice, and listen to him talk on and on about some game I'm never actually going to play (I've started putting his Game Dungeon videos on in the background while I do stuff, just because it makes me happy) and the only way i can describe how I feel about him is like how you feel when you're a little kid, and it's someone's birthday, and you're sitting on your own, until your favourite uncle comes up to you. he's got a beer in his hand and a little drunk, but he's talking about your shirt, its a sonic shirt, and he's telling you about how 'he was only 7 when the first sonic game came out' and 'the new ones are so different but still pretty good' and you're OBSESSED with sonic, so you two just keep talking and talking about sonic until the parties over.

his videos don't feel pretentious when he complains about the screen ratio, he just sounds like he is ACTUALLY reviewing the game, and maybe I'll laugh with him when he laughs at tails's demise.

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im only sixteen, nearly seventeen.

i am grieving, and not in a metaphorical, poetic way.

i am sad and i am angry and i am desolate.

i am the youngest of three and i have nothing in common with my older sisters

maybe i am rude, maybe i am crude. maybe i make bad rhymes for the sake of a tumblr post no one will read.

but im only sixteen, nearly seventeen.

im relearning how to ride a bike, at sixteen.

dad says that he yelled at me when i was little, maybe that "ruined me"

i get shaky, scared, when i get on a bike.

i get shaky, scared when i talk to people.

i try to open up to my sisters, my supposed support system.

one of thems high, the other is ignoring me.

im supposed to think that this has changed since i was a kid. i still am a kid.

my best friend is dead.

at only sixteen, nearly seventeen.

i'm so bad at grieving.

im only sixteen, nearly seventeen.

i think i have a behavioural disorder,

or maybe im a teen girl.

or maybe im just an asshole

getting irrationally angry after one off sentence is a bit asshole-ish behaviour, isnt it?

am i entitled to comfort from my sisters, or am i just entitled?

i feel like such a kid, while everyone else is becoming adults.

i dont want to be an adult.

i want to be with my best friend.

i wanna watch movies with him again.

i wanna go play.

i am sixteen, nearly seventeen, and i am fucking loser.

i listen to his favourite song, to cry. to remember him.

i wish i could apologise to him. for burdening him.

he didnt kill himself.

he wasnt even dead a day and someone was spreading rumours that he killed himself.

this is a mess. my stomach feels achy. my eyes are sore from crying and ive got snot all over my shirt from wiping it from my nose.

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just deleted my snap account

probably the best decision I made the week

let's ignore the new account I made under a fake name

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that crazy wild feeling when you share a show with a friend, and now you can only relate that show with your friend

but, you and your friend have had a falling out, and now you can't watch the NEW SEASON OF THAT SHOW bc they're a bitch