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I feel generally discontent most of the time. I feel on edge or tense.

Food makes me feel warm and full and comforted.

Food also makes me gain and gain and gain.

Food makes my thighs touch and chaff

Food is my double chin

Food is my bloated face

Food is my protruding waist

Food is not looking good at any angle in a photo

Food is insecurity in a bikini

So am I really comforted?

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mutual obsession or nothing at all

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Bpd culture is "life would be so much better if I kept my mouth shut."

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I HATE having big 🍒 Id literally look so much thinner if my figured wasnt so top heavy. I hate it so much.. PRAYING I lose weight in my chest!!!

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my favs

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Reasons to lose weight

Will be visible:

Thigh gap

Collarbones

Rib cage

Wrist bones

Cheekbones

Hip bones

Jawline

Hourglass figure

Waist

Muscles

People will:

Put you on their lap

Give piggybacks

Lift you up easily

Compliment you

Be jealous of you

Ask you how you did it

Buy you clothes without hesitation about size

Worry about you

Give you more attention

Bring you food/want to buy food

Your body will be better:

Clear skin

Less celulite

Bigger eyes

Bigger lips

Small hands and feet (even if you have a big size)

Less sweaty

Healthier

Legs look longer

Less stretch marks

Cuter bellybutton

It will be easier to:

Shave or wax

Buy clothes

Feel full while eating

Exercise

Avoid cravings

Put together cute outfits

Socialize

Eat out

Stay fit

Get into new hobby

You'll feel so small and comfy while:

Driving a car/bike

Sitting/jumping anywhere

Playing on a playground/funfair

Having sex

Passing by any small spaces

Borrowing other's clothes

Lying naked in bed/cuddling

Taking a bath/being in a spa

Being carried by someone

Wearing oversized clothes

You'll stop worrying about:

Weight limits

Crowded restaurants

How you look in certain angles

Getting sweaty and smelling after long walk

Your fat rolls showing

Activities in school/college like PE

Getting touched

Eating with family/friends

Showing skin

Summertime partying and trips

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Female rage ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

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imagine being small under him

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yo 1 bad day at work drives me over the edge

I wanna self destruct

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I hate when people are like standoffish but not straight forward like do you hate me or not?!

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Im taking haldol now instead of seroquel for sleep and ive lost 5 pounds in a week. I didnt realize how hungry the seroquel was making me.

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tomorrow will be perfect

WE WILL EAT UNDER OUR C4L LIMIT

WE WILL NOT B!NG3

WE WILL EXERCISE

WE WILL BE PRODUCTIVE

WE WILL BE WEIGHTLESS

WE WILL ACHIEVE OUR GOALS

reblog to set in

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how it feels always being the one who cares more

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Tw sewerslide

So hard when im home alone to fight off the thoughts to hang myself. I just dont want my boyfriend to find me.

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I wish I was taller!!!! like 2 inches and this fat would be more spread out.

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that food will never make you happy the way the feeling of skinny will.