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russia is for sad ones

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OMG

new episode is quite... discouraging, i think.

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ERROR

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my head aches my head aches every friday after work it’s not a serious illness but it’s a terrible pain

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 - come on! u must have some dreams, desires, objectives!

 - yep. i wanna die.

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keep calm and listen to Ń Ҝ Ø Ή ∀

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Exams

Well. Actually, I do not know when students from Euorope or America or where else pass all their final and entering exams, but in Russia we have this "amasing" part of our life exactly in May, June and July. And now, between attempts to commetee suicide (lol, it's a bad joke, I know), i am writing this in order to make you understand that even if you won't pass everything, even if you won't enter the University you want, your life won't end. Really. Here will be just a translation of the post of one blogger (actually, it’s not a full translation, er…), and he is fuckin' right. So read, relax and realize, that your life goes on. “I has a strong feeling, that someone is intentionally try to bring the youth to suicide. There were EMO before, and there is RSE* now. Students have to bare their most weak “parts”: emotions, knowledge and exactly “are you good as a part of society?”. And when the faith in “no one needs me” reaches climax, your glance slides towards the open window. And relatives, parents, because of “old soviet union indoctrination” sometimes instead of giving you a support, just make you feel more uncomfortable, stressed, and afraid… and of course you start to dream about that amazing place, where are no exams, no  parents, no modern Russia. Well, anyway, you better make some good tea, show “fuck” to everyone and everything, that makes you nervous and remember: no one’s opinion, NO ONE’S FUCKIN’ OPINION is more expansive than you. And this artificial assessment of knowledge is also NOT MORE EXPANSIVE THAN YOU. Everything will disappear. You will stay. RSE – is not an exam. Save your nerves. Believe me, you’ll need them in the future.” RSE* - Russian State Exam (ЕГЭ). The exam, which is passed by every student in the end of last year at school. Actually, I can tell more about it, ehehehe. It’s awfull. I'm sorry for all mistakes, nya.

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“Oh February. To get ink and weep!  To write of February, sob it out,  While slush is blazing through the deep,  Black spring and spreading on the ground.”   

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