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"You know how you rehearse a conversation for hours, before actually having the conversation-"

"...normal people don't do that-"

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Mushys

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⚠️TW MENTION OF CALORIES AND ED⚠️

No one:

My anorexic ass finding out that smarties are 25 calories 😎😎

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I love Halloween so much. It's an amazing holiday. Pretty and fun. But I honestly don't think it should be celebrated in the community anymore. Like outside festivities. There's so much bullshit that happens during Halloween. Black cats get killed, kids get drugged, the 2016 clown situation. I just don't really think it's worth it if things like this are just going to keep happening. It's so much fun, but ya know 🤷‍♂️

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ED WARNING

I have two very contradicting ED'S and it's sucks. My anorexia gults me for eating and yells at me for it while by bed won't let me stop eating. I hate this

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Haven't posted in a bit (mental health do be gone tho)

butttt I have a question for witchy tumblr, anyTumblr, spells you can put in the comments?

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Awdee is the realiest (I can't spell for shit) streamer I have EVER seen. Check them out

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Remember this, you don't have to be stone. You don't have to be the engravings. You have every right to change, to explore yourself and your desires and beliefs.

Don't be stone

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⚠️SQUID GAME SPOILERS⚠️

I finished the squid games. AND IM SO ANGRY AT THE OLD MAN. Not because he made the game. Because he had the AUDACUTY to make me care about him. And absolutely sob when he "died" JUST TO COME BACK. FIGHT ME OLD MAN FIGHT MEEEE.

I was so emotionally attached to this man 🙄🙄

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Time is so weird. Like, it's 10 am for me but it could literally still be yesterday for you. Tell me time travel isn't real do it

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Let's talk Binders. Of the chest.

Gc2b;

Obviously most popular, best that I've experienced. Nice material, good people overall 9/10

B.Ur.Self

I recently bought a new binder, from a new brand. It came, very very nice material but it did NOTHING it looked like I had a sports bra on and honestly made me more dysphoric, way too expensive too. I asked if I could send it back for a refund, no answer. So. Stay away from B. UR. SELF binders. They suck 2/10

Ace bandages

Come one guys, no just no.

Sports bras

Okay. So I'm my earlier tranny days I was desperate, my system was (this is gonna get confusing) sports bra regular, then backwards, regular again, backwards, backwards. Basically I layered a lot of sports bras THESE WERE VERY SHITTY ONES NOT HIGH QUALITY THAT ACTUALLY DO ANYTHING. I don't know how safe this is. But I had no problems, I am NOT suggesting this, if you can get a real binder. 5/10

This is all I've experienced, if you have experienced other brands make sure to comment them so I and other people know!!

Please be safe, binding is dangerous and comes with risks, don't wear it more than 8 hours, please don't wear it wet or swim and DONT exsurzise (wut is spelling) in your binder, I am guilty of that one shh don't tell.

If you have any questions about binding or other tranny things, my DMs are open and so is this comment section

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"Be yourself" something we all hear a lot right? But what does it mean, aft how you want to. Don't confide in other people norms ~be yourself~

Well, what if I don't know what myself is? How does one not be the norms while not knowing oneself

I know, that doesn't make sense. What if in order to be yourself you have to be other people, you have to submit but then break free again.

If so, why are there norms? Why are there norms when you're supposed to be yourself.

You go to someone asking, what should I do in this situation, "be yourself" that's not the answer we're looking for. We want something else. We just don't know what

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You're welcome

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⚠️TW ED⚠️

I've developed more fear foods, those fear foods being meals. That's right meals. I haven't eaten two "meals" in the past month. Those being Chicken nuggets, and a pice if pizza. Needless to say I'm pissed at my noggin 💀

I have tortellini sitting in my freezer begging to be consumed. I have so much cheese begging to be turned into mac and cheese. But nooOooOooo 😤

This is what I ate for breakfast today

Very much tasty, but it was really hard to eat because I had to keep reminding myself that it's not a meal, it's a bunch of snaks put together. Among other thoughts

Anyway that's the vent for today, try to eat guys <3

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What's an outdated game you're still obsessed with?

Mines bitlife 😂🤌 can't get enough of it

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BERRIES AND CREAM

IM A LIL LAD WHO LIKE BERRIES AND CREAM