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Me on snap having the time of my life

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I haven’t been inspired today. That’s not such a huge deal. I wake up, eat, go back to sleep, eat again, sleep, wake up, do something productive for a small anount of time, then eat again, than I hate myself because now the past has connected to the present and my day is done. In other news I’m looking for addy or some kind of drug that might make me better than I actually am. I don’t want to die because I’m afraid of not living but at this point in my life I wonder why God has kept me alive. Im really passionate about that phrase “God has plans for you😇” said by every successful Christian ever. It has to be true because if the the rest of my life is spent like this then I was obviously abandoned by God a long time ago... and that would be horrible to find out after death.

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So I’m on FaceBook like usual scrolling through and reading memes for giggles. And I see this gay white boy, who’s attractive in twink kind of way, like blonde white hair and that body and all🙄 (which is always important) post something about not liking Nike because they are taking away some American Flag shoe off the shelves due to the fact the Colin Kapernick found the shoe offensive. Apparently the flag used on the shoe is also used by Neo Nazis. The comment section is a mess. I mean there are people who are sharing articles about how the shoe was offensive and he pretends not to understand how. He says that people are crazy to compare America in 2020 to the Holocost and Slavery. We have it so easy now. We need to be satisfied. For June the Rainbow flag was everywhere so for July 4th the USA flag should be everywhere. True. Fine. Times are way better than the worst times in history. However we should never stop fighting for social justice. The freedoms we have and enjoy now are only because of the bloodshed of our ancestors and predecessors. I don’t understand the obsession with romanticization of the past and the complacency of leaving things the way they are. Its weird this month a lot of Black people including myself noticed how much companies put into aligning themselves with the LGBTQ. Everything was rainbowed colored. And there were complaints about companies using the flag for gay coin. However alot of companies also raised SO MUCH MONEY for LGBTQ organizations like GLSEN. Like companies were matching donation. Thats real dollars back into those communities. The same can’t be said for black communities during black history month. We are lucky to get MLK off and an email “FWD:::Happy Martin Luther King Day”

All the time you see black people arguing about how homophobic our community can be. It’s true. But when white gays / lesbians get together they are just as rude and racist. None of this surprises me. It just saddens me because it makes me truly realize that our communities are all fighting over money, ownership, and power and we will never get along. There is no such thing as comroderie in a world where everyone is fighting to be heard. Do your best. And be offensive. Say what you want. Dont be mean, but if your racist and hate people of colors then do you. If you’re sexist and hate woman 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️. If you can’t stand white people 🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾fuck them. Because all you can do is support yourself and the people you love and most importantly who love you back.

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Apologies

Im sorry mom and dad for being a disappointment. Mom you had me so young and sacrificed you younger years to work and take care of me. Dad you gave up on your dreams to make sure I had a good life. All I can do is cry. Im sorry for taking away your youth and squandering mine. Im sorry to my younger sister for not being dependable. I’m disgusted in how unreliable I’ve become. I know my grandma thinks I can do law school. Im sorry to say it but that’s not true. I Everyone thinks I’m smart and I’m so ashamed of how dumb I am.

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All I know how to do is stress. I wish I was care free. I wish I was secure. Instead of plan B and C, I wish I was spontaneous. I wish I had the energy to have fun. How much money does it take to be happy. I wish I had that to. All I know how to do is stress. Is life meant to be painful. I wish I wasn’t in pain. I wish I didn’t have to wish. I just want to do.

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Happy Winter🎅🏿🤶🏾

Markus Rantala on Instagram

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Caprice De Dieux by Manuel Martin

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Cloudy sunset

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Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse (2018)

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Made computer read 1000s of shoju manga here is the prototype for new shoju manga that bot spited out

Cover is pink with soft Japanese pop plays as you open cover

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Dork Girl: even though my eyes are big my body is thin. My mouth does not eat and I can’t look at other eyes because my self is to aware of myself

Dork Girl cries at coolest boy

Coolest boy :...

Coolest boy : accidentally body slams thin frail pretzel with big eyes

Dork girl: notice me senpai

Cool boy: nose bleeds for the rest of his life

Dork girl friends calls her nice words

Coolest boy: I’m only cool because my parents died in plot device to make me more sympathetic and less Rapey

Dork girl and coolest boy kiss

Japan high schoolers don’t survive

*rough draft

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😔Goodbye Tmblr Porn 😔

Oh woe is me

My pleasure has ceased

A community of asphyxiated wives

Will now have to lead normal lives

When the fans

Have plans

To scan

The blogs looking for cuck

Or just a husband willing to get fucked

But instead are met with

Sorry we [Tumblr] fucking quit this sick shit

We are changing for the better

Opening for new trend setters

( Any Jenner’s? )

Kinda like insta

But for the inter...

It’s tragic

That’s there will be less web traffic

But maybe you nasty fucks

Everyone can use this site to have fun

And for the sake of Of some

Ad revenue

Porn hub and porn tube is free for all of you.

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I can’t be the only person in the history of all mankind to suddenly and unexpectedly at random find myself acutely seduced by anything and everything. Preposterous as it may be, two Japanese sex actresses pussy caressing and sucking on the poolside of a rented out mansion in Malibu is tantamount to a commercial about a Home Depot shovel when it comes to the blossoming of my own juices. Seems my brain is wired for visualizing the perversness of the sexual kind in any and everything. I don’t feel guilty; although, for a slight second my anexiety levels heightens and I usually act out immaturely.

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