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Send questions about yourself

Ask questions to/about your characters

Ask about your headcanons 

Send questions about your works (fanfics, art, music, RPs, etc) 

Ask about popular ships/headcanons

Ask about plot ideas you’ve had but haven’t acted upon yet (snippets of AUs, a scenario you wish to write/draw but haven’t gotten to yet)

Questions about other ships/headcanons that aren’t as popular or are rarepairs

Questions or comments about favorite tropes, headcanons, characters, foods, weather, or anything else you are okay in answering!

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What it looks like: I've abandoned my fic

What's actually happening: It consumes my thoughts every single day. The urge to write gets stronger but my putty brain just. won't. let. it. happen.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Naruto (Anime & Manga) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Uchiha Madara/Uzumaki Naruto, Senju Hashirama & Uchiha Madara, Umino Iruka & Uzumaki Naruto, Uchiha Sasuke & Uzumaki Naruto Characters: Uchiha Madara, Uzumaki Naruto, Senju Hashirama, Umino Iruka Additional Tags: Not Canon Compliant, Weddings, Male Friendship, Team as Family, Families of Choice, Uzumaki Naruto is a Ray of Sunshine, Uchiha Madara Lives, Second Chances, Post-Fourth Shinobi War (Naruto), Post-Canon Fix-It, Handwaving, Mentioned Haruno Sakura, Mentioned Uchiha Sasuke, Jealous Uchiha Madara, POV Uchiha Madara Series: Part 5 of February Ficlet Challenge 2024 Summary:

The celebration after Madara's and Naruto's wedding. There's drinking with old friends, getting threatened, and meeting the family.

Madara still thinks it's worth it.

For Day 20 For old times’ sake AND/OR Letter or package.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin/Song Lan | Song Zichen/Xiao Xingchen Characters: Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin, Song Lan | Song Zichen, Xiao Xingchen Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Established Relationship, Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín Has Self-Esteem Issues, Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín Has Abandonment Issues, Minor Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn Has Self-Esteem Issues, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Everyone Needs A Hug, Insecure Xiǎo Xīngchén, Sòng Lán | Sòng Zǐchēn Lives, Xiao Xingchen Lives, Character Death Fix, Sòng Lán | Sòng Zǐchēn is Good at Feelings, Polyamory, POV Multiple, Hopeful Ending Series: Part 4 of February Ficlet Challenge 2024 Summary:

Song Lan and Xiao Xingchen live at Lotus Pier after everything that happened in Yi City took a happier turn (for everyone but Xue Yang) and are very much in love with each other. And Jiang Cheng.

Jiang Cheng in turn is a nervous wreck because Wei Wuxian has announced he will come to visit and also the nice daozhangs are probably going to leave (him) soon.

(They are almost (but not quite) on the same page about their relationship. Jiang Cheng is just not sure he's allowed to have, and keep, nice things. Nice things like getting two boyfriends. It's a work in progress of reassuring each other.)

For Day 2 Yesterday/today/tomorrow AND/OR Pretend not to be dating.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu/Su Xiyan/Tianlang-jun Characters: Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu, Tianlang-jun, Sū Xīyán Additional Tags: Not Canon Compliant, Polyamory, Asexuality Spectrum, No Luò Bīnghé, Asexual Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu, Canonical Character Death, Trust Issues, Angst and Feels, Kissing, Secret Relationship, Original Su Xiyan and Tianlang jun Child(ren), POV Shěn Jiǔ | Original Shěn Qīngqiū, Shěn Jiǔ | Original Shěn Qīngqiū Has Self-Esteem Issues, Shěn Jiǔ | Original Shěn Qīngqiū Has Abandonment Issues, Implied/Referenced Death in Childbirth, Not A Fix-It Series: Part 3 of February Ficlet Challenge 2024 Summary:

Shen Jiu waited for them to leave or push him away. He didn't expect that their fragile balance would be destroyed by outside forces.

Or: Shen Jiu dares to fall in love and all he gets for it is heartbreak (and a motherless half demon baby).

For Day 15 TLJ x SXY x SJ, Out of time AND/OR Sports AU.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin & Meng Yao | Jin Guangyao, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin & Jiang Yanli & Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian Characters: Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin, Meng Yao | Jin Guangyao Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Space Opera, Competency, Yunmeng Siblings Dynamics (Modao Zushi), BAMF Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin, BAMF Jiang Yanli, Genius Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Diplomacy, Intrigue, Exposition, Introspection, Spy Mèng Yáo | Jīn Guāngyáo, Jīn Guāngshàn Being an Asshole, Yílíng Lǎozǔ Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Minor Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn/Wēn Níng | Wēn Qiónglín, Minor Jiang Yanli & Wen Qing Series: Part 2 of February Ficlet Challenge 2024 Summary:

Meng Yao is sent as a concubine to Yunmeng. His father has miscalculated though. Jiang Cheng is a better man than him and the Yunmeng siblings win their battles with loyalty.

Space opera AU with a lot of introspection from Meng Yao.

Written for Day 1 High noon AND/OR Fake dating.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin/Wen Xu Characters: Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin, Wen Xu (Modao Zushi) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Pacific Rim Fusion, Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags, Mentioned Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Career Ending Injuries, Hurt Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín Has Issues, Twin Prides of Yúnmèng are Bad at Communicating, Good Person Wēn Xù (Módào Zǔshī), Kissing, Cuddling & Snuggling, Getting Together, Past Relationship(s), Past Character Death, February Ficlet Challenge 2024 Series: Part 1 of February Ficlet Challenge 2024 Summary:

When Wei Wuxian gets injured in battle Jiang Cheng needs a new partner. Wen Xu has also lost his partner as well as his Jaeger. It works surprisingly well.

(Features some mentioned background ships, vaguely permanent injury and character death (both off screen), some relationship drama, and not as much Pacific Rim as was originally intended. :()

Day 3 "Round the clock AND/OR Drift."

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↪     𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺  ﹠ ᵀᴱᴸᴸ .    (  a  collection  of  50+ kiss prompts .   feel  free  to  specify  the  initiating  muse .  potentially  nsfw  content  within .   will  be  updated .)

finally kissing the person you’ve been pining for .

a kiss shared during a game  ( truth or dare ,  spin the bottle ,  etc ) .

kissing your lover to show you forgive them .

neck kisses that turn into love bites .

wiping away your lover’s tears as you kiss them .

a kiss to prove you don’t have feelings for them .

a last kiss before one goes away .

biting your lover’s lip amidst a kiss .

an emotional kiss bringing one party to tears .

a kiss while being reunited after a long time .

kissing your lover in a moment of sheer joy .

a kiss while slow dancing .

sharing a spontaneous kiss with a stranger .

an abrupt ,  heated kiss during the middle of a fight .

kissing them to shut them up .

a kiss to wake your lover up in the morning .

sharing a kiss in a heavy downpour of rain .

kissing your partner to seal a marriage .

a possessive kiss that is meant to stake a claim .

a kiss to resolve suppressed romantic/sexual tension .

a kiss attempting to convince the other party to stay .

kissing the top of their head as you hold them .

a risky kiss between forbidden lovers .

stolen kisses while hiding away from a crowd .

a kiss that leaves lipstick stains .

a kiss shared on a rooftop while the sun sets .

a flirtatious kiss on the back of the hand .

sneaking off to a public bathroom to make out .

a kiss on the forehead as the other sleeps .

an  ( accidental / mutually )  drunken kiss .

caging your lover against a wall with your arms to kiss them .

a kiss after joining your lover in the shower .

a kiss after receiving good news .

a tentative ,  exploratory kiss between friends .

a kiss shared between enemies during combat .

kissing your lover after believing you’d lost them .

a kiss after a devastating event ,  meant to comfort .

a possessive kiss in front of a jealous third party .

kissing your lover under the night sky while stargazing .

a kiss between two people in a fake relationship .

a kiss that seals a promise .

kissing your lover lazily first thing in the morning .

holding your lover by the jaw to kiss them .

kissing the tears from their cheeks .

a kiss to your lover’s stomach as you travel down their body .

an abrupt kiss that you melt into after a moment of hesitation .

sleepy ,  domestic morning kisses in the kitchen while making breakfast .

a rushed kiss before one party leaves for work .

a kiss shared while holding your dying lover .

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kiss roulette

inspired by the infamous "i want the k" meme by deactivated tumblr user tastcful. send 🎲 to generate a kiss! potential suggestive/nsf.w themes may appear

A kiss on the cheek

A kiss on the nose

A kiss on the forehead

A kiss to the top of the head

A firm kiss

A gentle peck

A romantic kiss

A platonic kiss

A kiss to the eyelid

A kiss along the jawline

A kiss to the neck

A kiss along the collar bone

A kiss on the chest

A kiss to the stomach

A kiss along the hips

A kiss in the rain

An upside-down "Spider-Man" kiss

A kiss while laughing

A kiss underwater

A rough kiss

WILDCARD! Dealer's choice :)

A french kiss/kiss with tongue

A kiss influenced by alcohol/other substances

A sleepy kiss

A kiss that's an accident

A kiss while one or both parties are crying

A kiss in greeting

A kiss in parting

A kiss to the back of the hand

A kiss to the palm of the hand

A kiss to the inner thigh

A kiss while someone watches

A kiss to a scar, birthmark, injury, or other marking

A kiss after a bite

A kiss against a wall

A kiss to the shoulder

A kiss to the back of the neck

A kiss while one party is carried

A tentative kiss

An impulsive kiss

A kiss out of spite

A clumsy kiss

A bloody kiss

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poly fluff alphabet ˗ˏˋ ꒰ 🍊 ꒱

a = affection; is anyone more overly affectionate than the others? when it comes to physical vs verbal, who prefers what?

b = bed; what’s the sleeping situation like? are there regular sleeping arrangements - does anyone like to sleep alone?

c = comfort; when someone’s feeling down, how do the rest look after them?

d = dates; what do dates look like? who usually plans them, or are is it a group affair?

e = events; who drags everyone else to their family/friends’ events?

f = fights; are arguments something that happen often? what are they over, and how are they resolved?

g = getting together; how did it all come about? were there any pre-existing relationships between them?

h = hobbies; does anyone share any hobbies/passions? how do they include the rest of their partners in them?

i = in sickness and in health - when someone falls ill, who’s the carer and who’s the germaphobe? is there anyone that resists being looked after?

j = joker; who’s got the best sense of humour? do they like to tease and banter with everyone else?

k = knowing; who can read their partners like a book? is there anyone who’s got their walls up, even around their partners?

l = lavish; is there anyone who really likes to treat their partners/show them off? how do the rest tend to react - who revels in it, and who’s made shy by it?

m = memories - is anyone more on the sentimental side?

n = nights; what’s the nighttime routine like when they’re all together?

o = open; how open is everyone with one another?

p = pda; what’s pda like with them? is there anyone who loves it, and anyone who’s less fond of it? what actions/words does it manifest as?

q = quiet; who prefers to spend their time with their partners out and about, and who likes to spend it at home?

r = romantic; is anyone a bit of a sap for their partners?

s = sharing; is there anyone who’s particularly territorial of their partners?

t = terms of endearment; nicknames! who’s crazy on them, and who do they make cringe? what’re the go-to’s?

u = urge; who’s the most impulsive? who do they loop into their plans, and who entertains their antics?

v = vacations; how do holidays go? are they big exotic trips, or the occasional staycation?

w = worthy; how are insecurities handled? is anyone more self-conscious than the others?

x = xoxo; who checks up on their partners a lot when they’re apart? do they call, or are texts enough to make them feel close?

y = yearn; who misses their partners the easiest (ie, calls them to hear their voices when all they’ve done is run to the grocery store)?

z = zealous; who was especially eager in their pursuit of the relationship? was anyone more reserved in their want for it?

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Things That May Be Causing Your Writer's Block- and How to Beat Them

I don't like the term 'Writer's Block' - not because it isn't real, but because the term is so vague that it's useless. Hundreds of issues all get lumped together under this one umbrella, making writer's block seem like this all-powerful boogeyman that's impossible to beat. Worse yet, it leaves people giving and receiving advice that is completely ineffective because people often don't realize they're talking about entirely different issues.

In my experience, the key to beating writer's block is figuring out what the block even is, so I put together a list of Actual Reasons why you may be struggling to write:

(note that any case of writer's block is usually a mix of two or more)

Perfectionism (most common)

What it looks like:

You write one sentence and spend the next hour googling "synonyms for ___"

Write. Erase. Write. Rewrite. Erase.

Should I even start writing this scene when I haven't figured out this one specific detail yet?

I hate everything I write

Cringing while writing

My first draft must be perfect, or else I'm a terrible writer

Things that can help:

Give yourself permission to suck

Keep in mind that nothing you write is going to be perfect, especially your first draft

Think of writing your first/early drafts not as writing, but sketching out a loose foundation to build upon later

People write multiple drafts for a reason: write now, edit later

Stop googling synonyms and save that for editing

Write with a pen to reduce temptation to erase

Embrace leaving blank spaces in your writing when you can't think of the right word, name, or detail

It's okay if your writing sucks. We all suck at some point. Embrace the growth mindset, and focus on getting words on a page

Lack of inspiration (easiest to fix)

What it looks like:

Head empty, no ideas

What do I even write about???

I don't have a plot, I just have an image

Want to write but no story to write

Things that can help:

Google writing prompts

If writing prompts aren't your thing, instead try thinking about what kind of tropes/genres/story elements you would like to try out

Instead of thinking about the story you would like to write, think about the story you would like to read, and write that

It's okay if you don't have a fully fleshed out story idea. Even if it's just an image or a line of dialogue, it's okay to write that. A story may or may not come out of it, but at least you got the creative juices flowing

Stop writing. Step away from your desk and let yourself naturally get inspired. Go for a walk, read a book, travel, play video games, research history, etc. Don't force ideas, but do open up your mind to them

If you're like me, world-building may come more naturally than plotting. Design the world first and let the story come later

Boredom/Understimulation (lost the flow)

What it looks like:

I know I should be writing but uugggghhhh I just can'tttttt

Writing words feels like pulling teeth

I started writing, but then I got bored/distracted

I enjoy the idea of writing, but the actual process makes me want to throw my laptop out the window

Things that can help:

Introduce stimulation: snacks, beverages, gum, music such as lo-fi, blankets, decorate your writing space, get a clickity-clackity keyboard, etc.

Add variety: write in a new location, try a new idea/different story for a day or so, switch up how you write (pen and paper vs. computer) or try voice recording or speech-to-text

Gamify writing: create an arbitrary challenge, such as trying to see how many words you can write in a set time and try to beat your high score

Find a writing buddy or join a writer's group

Give yourself a reward for every writing milestone, even if it's just writing a paragraph

Ask yourself whether this project you're working on is something you really want to be doing, and be honest with your answer

Intimidation/Procrastination (often related to perfectionism, but not always)

What it looks like:

I was feeling really motivated to write, but then I opened my laptop

I don't even know where to start

I love writing, but I can never seem to get started

I'll write tomorrow. I mean next week. Next month? Next month, I swear (doesn't write next month)

Can't find the time or energy

Unreasonable expectations (I should be able to write 10,000 words a day, right????)

Feeling discouraged and wondering why I'm even trying

Things that can help:

Follow the 2 min rule (or the 1 paragraph rule, which works better for me): whenever you sit down to write, tell yourself that you are only going to write for 2 minutes. If you feel like continuing once the 2 mins are up, go for it! Otherwise, stop. Force yourself to start but DO NOT force yourself to continue unless you feel like it. The more often you do this, the easier it will be to get started

Make getting started as easy as possible (i.e. minimize barriers: if getting up to get a notebook is stopping you from getting started, then write in the notes app of your phone)

Commit to a routine that will work for you. Baby steps are important here. Go with something that feels reasonable: every day, every other day, once a week, twice a week, and use cues to help you remember to start. If you chose a set time to write, just make sure that it's a time that feels natural to you- i.e. don't force yourself to writing at 9am every morning if you're not a morning person

Find a friend or a writing buddy you can trust and talk it out or share a piece of work you're proud of. Sometimes we just get a bit bogged down by criticism- either internal or external- and need a few words of encouragement

The Problem's Not You, It's Your Story (or Outline (or Process))

What it looks like:

I have no problems writing other scenes, it's just this scene

I started writing, but now I have no idea where I'm going

I don't think I'm doing this right

What's an outline?

Drowning in documents

This. Doesn't. Make. Sense. How do I get from this plot point to this one?!?!?! (this ColeyDoesThings quote lives in my head rent free cause BOY have I been there)

Things That Can Help:

Go back to the drawing board. Really try to get at the root of why a scene or story isn't working

A part of growing as a writer is learning when to kill your darlings. Sometimes you're trying to force an idea or scene that just doesn't work and you need to let it go

If you don't have an outline, write one

If you have an outline and it isn't working, rewrite it, or look up different ways to structure it

You may be trying to write as a pantser when you're really a plotter or vice versa. Experiment with different writing processes and see what feels most natural

Study story structures, starting with the three act structure. Even if you don't use them, you should know them

Check out Ellen Brock on YouTube. She's a professional novel editor who has a lot of advice on writing strategies for different types of writers

Also check out Savage Books on YouTube (another professional story editor) for advice on story structure and dialogue. Seriously, I cannot recommend this guy enough

Executive Dysfunction, Usually From ADHD/Autism

What it looks like:

Everything in boredom/understimulation

Everything in intimidation/procrastination

You have been diagnosed with and/or have symptoms of ADHD/Autism

Things that can help:

If you haven't already, seek a diagnosis or professional treatment

Hire an ADHD coach or other specialist that can help you work with your brain (I use Shimmer; feel free to DM me for a referral)

Seek out neurodiverse communities for advice and support

Try body doubling! There's lot's of free online body doubling websites out there for you to try. If social anxiety is a barrier, start out with writing streams such as katecavanaughwrites on Twitch

Be aware of any sensory barriers that may be getting in the way of you writing (such as an uncomfortable desk chair, harsh lighting, bad sounds)

And Lastly, Burnout, Depression, or Other Mental Illness

What it looks like:

You have symptoms of burnout or depression

Struggling with all things, not just writing

It's more than a lack of inspiration- the spark is just dead

Things that can help:

Forget writing for now. Focus on healing first.

Seek professional help

If you feel like it, use writing as a way to explore your feelings. It can take the form of journaling, poetry, an abstract reflection of your thoughts, narrative essays, or exploring what you're feeling through your fictional characters. The last two helped me rediscover my love of writing after I thought years of depression had killed it for good. Just don't force yourself to do so, and stop if it takes you to a darker place instead of feeling cathartic

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For the MDZS Reverse Big Bang.

I could not stop thinking on the concept for some time.

A what if nmj was born wrh son instead and my dear writer made an incredible on putting the concept into words.

Thank you! I love it <3

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I hope all my followers and mutuals have a blissfully happy new year. I wish for you adventure if you want it, peace and quiet if you do not, comfort, warmth, good food, and an animal of your choice to snuggle with and keep away the horrors. I hope you persevere, and love, and live to the fullest. Tomorrow is a new day.

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"im having creation ideas beyond my skill level" DO IT ANYWAY. "i don't have good supplies" DO IT WITH BAD SUPPLIES THEN. "i don't have free time" SO DO IT SLOWLY.

FIND THE SHORTEST MOST DIRECT ROUTE TO YOUR CREATION BEING REALIZED AND DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET THERE

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Let's Get ((REAL)) fic writer asks

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write? 💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with? 🦋what are you most insecure about when you post a fic?

🌻what makes you want to give up on writing? what makes you keep going?

🌿how does creating make you feel? 🍉in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing

🎈describe your style as a writer; is it fixed? does it change? 🎉how often do you celebrate completing & posting a work? how often do you give yourself the credit/validation that you seek from others when you post? (if you don't, you should!)

💞what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language

💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting? 🤍what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"? 🕯️was there a fic that was really hard on you to write, or took you to a place you didn't think it would take you? 💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it. 🍭why did you start writing? 💎why is writing important to you? 📡why is writing and sharing your writing important for fandom?

🪄what is your post-writing/sharing aftercare? How do you take care of yourself or celebrate yourself when you've finished a fic?

🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of? 🤲what do YOU get out of writing? 💋when you leave comments on a fic, do you want to hear back from the writer? ☯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

🧿what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to? 💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

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Lover's Death, KHR, GioDaeEle

Daemon never forgave Giotto for Elena's death.

To be fair, Giotto never forgave himself either.

Without Elena to hold them together, and smooth over their differences, they drifted further and further apart.

"Daemon is doing his own thing again," G told Giotto over dinner.

Daemon was notably absent.

"He's still grieving." Giotto's voice didn't shake.

He was inwardly proud of it.

G gave him a look but didn't say anything.

No one mentioned Elena anymore.

If that silent agreement existed only around him or in general, Giotto didn't know.

Maybe the whole of Vongola was forgetting her.

For his sake.

As touching as it was, the ease with which they glossed over her loss stung.

An unfair thought, but when had grief ever been fair?

He hated that she was gone, that he was grateful for the reprieve of Daemon's absence, and that he kept silent when everyone else did.

Maybe Daemon was right.

Maybe he was losing his touch.

If he ever had it to begin with, he thought bitterly and reached for his wine glass.

Beside him, G sighed but left him alone.

They all walked on eggshells around him.

Did they treat Daemon the same?

Giotto idly swirled his wine, bad etiquette surely, but no one corrected him anymore either.

The pressure in his chest was making it hard to breathe.

"I'm going to bed."

He left the table without goodbye, hoping to run into Daemon.

They didn't share a bed anymore so it would mean Daemon had sought him out.

It would invariably end in a fight but that was the only time, or way, Daemon spoke to him anymore.

The only time Daemon allowed himself to touch Giotto anymore as well.

With a leaded heart, Giotto went to his room, through the empty hallway, into his equally, eternally, empty bed.

Elena's death had cost them more than just her.

It had also cost them each other.

If his Intuition had warned him Giotto had been blind and unwilling to see how this relationship would end.

Even now, he loved them more than himself.

He could never regret what they h ad, but he felt their loss like a knife.