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Ok so I don't really know where to start.

I haven't posted in this blog for almost a whole year and a lot of stuff happened, both in the word and my private life.

However I do own an apology to everyone for disappearing like that out of the blue without any notice or any reason at all, and I'm so sorry.

I feel like when I decided to open this blog I wasn't in the right mindset, I don't think I have talked here before, but I was in a really toxic fandom and it did leave really wounded at the time. Open up this blog right after leaving that wasn't a really good idea, and again I'm so sorry.

I don't think I will post more into this blog since I have a multi-fandom writing blog (@severnrsstuff) that I'm much more comfortable there.

You don't have to follow me there too, I don't think that, for now, I'm going to post something bsd related. I will maybe redo some writing that I did here; because I want to see as a writer how much I have grown and got better, but probably in the main future

In case we were mutuals I would love to hear back from you! Unfortunately my memory isn't the best so I'm sorry!

So... Yeah, that's it. If you want to, idk, scream at me for being very immature you have all the right to do so, just do it in the right blog where I'm active :)

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❝ Let us paint the land with the blood of the guilty together. For a better world. ❞

Happy Birthday Fyodor!! 🗡️ [November 11]

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BYE

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Oh, mh... Thank you. I'm usually the mom friend so it's... Kinda weird, but very appreciated!!!

Thank you💞💞

sooo

I have a few news, some bad and some good.

A bad one: my cellphone has problems. Dunno why or what it is exactly, but it’s some sort of “block” that doesn’t let me even open my phone

Good one: i’m starting to writing again, so hopefully I will post a request soon

Bad one: the phone problem was that bad that I needed to ask my father to help, which lead to my father screaming at me (for very stupid reasons) and me feeling worse than before and crying for like 10 minutes

Good/Bad (you decided): thanks to a lot of problems in my life, I’ve spent more  and more time on twitter (that I usually ignored as a social since may or before) and HypMic, and it’s been a few days that I wanted to open a blog for that but idk

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Don't encourage her please, you'll only make her stronger

Why is my cat so dumb

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My cat hates when it's raining. But at the same time, she loves being outside and watches everything even if it was raining.

So basically my cat decided that she wanted to be out without us notice because she only got out when we weren't watching the door. And we close that door.

After like 2 minutes we hear a loud sound coming from the bathroom.

it was her. All wet and scared because a thunder scared her. Running fucking everywhere.

She is totally fine, but my beautiful daughter stop doing this

Why is my cat so dumb

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Why is my cat so dumb

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Okay so

Mori and Fukuzawa were put together by Natsume.

Chuuya and Dazai were put together by Mori.

Atsushi and Akutagawa were put together by Dazai.

I was wondering if Natsume had his own soukoku style partner in the past we don't know about. Anyways, while thinking about it I noticed.

Natsume has orange, dark brown almost black, and white tricolored hair.

Mori has black hair and Fukuzawa has has silver (could be considered white) hair.

Chuuya has orange hair and Dazai has dark brown hair.

Atsushi has silver (could also be considered white) hair and Akutagawa has black hair.

It's literally just a visual similarity but maybe we'll find out they each have a personality characteristic of Natsume's that are according to the color. For example Mori, Dazai, and Akutagawa are all harsh, calculated, and willing to fight dirty. Fukuzawa and Atsushi have big caring hearts and strive for justice because they want to help people. No one is as extra as Chuuya but I digress.

Also,

If we wanna be super conspiracy theorists we can infer that the next generation after shin soukoku will have orange and white/silver. OR we can go farther down the rabbit hole and speculate the soukoku dynamic will end with shin soukoku after they defeat the final evil rat boss because that will have made 3 soukoku generations for Natsume's 3 hair colors.

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Reading and seeing all the spoilers for the next chapter

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“Just as you said, human are sinfully stupid.

But, they are not boring existences as you think.”

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Happy birthday!❤👏🏻🎉

Thank you!!💞

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So, today, the 30th of october is my birthday.

So if those two days i'm not active here you need to imagine me hiding in my bed screaming "ITS MY BIRTHDAY AND I DO WHAT I WANT"

Which is sleeping and eating.

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💠 AKUTAGAWA AND CHUUYA 💠

I saw this in an incorrect quote and had to do it. Akutagawa’s obsession with Atsushi does'nt let him concetrate. Although in the end, the one who suffers most is Chuuya because him take care of Aku. 👀💙

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Not all character development is positive. Characters can, and in my opinion, should, develop both negative and positive traits throughout the course of their story. As the story goes, they shouldn’t be perfected, they’re people, not artpieces, and so there shouldn’t be a stage where they’ve improved/changed exclusively for the better, to the point where they have no negative traits at all. 

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Hello yes im still very sick and dead inside please if I die say to chuuya that i fucking love him even if im 10 cm taller and that height doesn't matter unless im able to kiss his forehead without problems

StOP DYING AND GET SICK DAMN U

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StOP DYING AND GET SICK DAMN U