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Sneak peak y'all 😳

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I loved the last thing you wrote, I wanted so badly for someone to write something about it, it's like you read my mind, I really felt my heart break a little when I saw the kiss scene between Powder and Ekko

I'm glad I'm not the only one who felt this way bcz tbh I cried, but am getting used to it. Also ty :)) I'm glad that ppl like the things I write (even though I don't do it often) and I keep trying each time I write to make something I and other ppl will like!! I'm new to writing so I'm not used to getting and answering things from my inbox lol

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Can you write a second part two She likes a Boy? Like maybe the reader confesses or something??

I have ideas of writing a part 2, but the thing with me is is that I lose motivation very quickly 😭😭 but since ppl want a part 2 rlly bad I might start writing soon, I'm open for ideas for part 2 tho💪💪 but we'll see where it goes!!

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𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝙰 𝙱𝚘𝚢.

(Older!Powder x fem!reader)

I'm sorry but I finished ep 1 of act 3 and had to write this to get my emotions out about ekko and powder being a thing in an alternative reality bcz just RAHHHFHSHEHSHHS my gay ass is crying (no offense to the timebomb shippers, you do you!! If you like this that's cool💪💪) ENGLISH ISN'T MY NATIVE LANGUAGE, IF I MADE SOME SPELLING MISTAKES I'M SORRY ALSO SPOILERS FOR ACT 3!!

Warnings: uhhh just angst, mostly angst, this is for my girlies who might be feeling the same

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You've always liked Powder, every since you were kids, and still when you are teenagers.

Their was always something about her. The way she made the most creative inventions, the way she always seemed to have some sort of spark in her eyes. Her laugh, her hair, her eyes, it's hard for you to explain the feelings you have towards her.

You knew the way Vi's death was heavy on her, you could see that with the days, and soon years that came after. You we're always trying to be there to support her, make her feel a little better. You gave her space when she needed it, and we're there for her when she needed you the most.

And then there was Ekko.

You never hated Ekko, you 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 hate Ekko. he was a good guy, you got along with him. He was around Powder nearly just as much as you we're, maybe even a little more. When you were around Powder, he wouldn't take long to show up as well. You didn't mind.

But you couldn't deny that you we're jealous of him, of Ekko. The way he charmed his way into Powder's heart over the years. With his sketches, ideas, personality, kindness and understanding. You wanted what him and Powder had as if what you already had wasn't enough for you. You could see the way she looked at him, how 𝙝𝙚 looked at her the same way.

You often wished it was you instead of him. You try to forget about your jealousy, push it asside. You try to push your jealousy and selfishness asside, keep everything natural between you three. But it got harder and harder the more time went on.

Ekko has been acting strange recently, or at least that's what Powder told you. How he 'seems not to remember anything' and how he says these things about how in a dream her and Vi we're completely different. You noticed yourself too, how he was more around then usual. You assumed it was because of his project or whatever.

Now you find yourself here, on the dance floor in the last drop. Inventions around you everywhere as music and colorful lights fill the bar. You look into the crowd, trying to spot Powder. It took you a whole 5 minutes to finally spot her, but to no suprise, Ekko was there. On the dance floor, with her. Dancing together to the beat of the music like it was just the two of them. You tried to move your eyes away from the sight, let them be happy and together. But the jealousy ate you from the inside out, this all just left a bitter taste on your tongue. It all got so overwhelming so quickly, so you decide to leave the place before you explode and do something stupid.

So you decide to go out to Powder's little Hideout for now and go back once you've cooled down. You look at the massive invention across the room, stunned as fuck how they made this. You don't want to pay too much attention to it though, so you continue walking through the massive space before sitting down in front of the small memorial that Powder made for Vi.

You lighten the place up before just.. Sitting there. You sigh, looking at the picture sat on the desk. Vi always knew you had a thing for Powder, she always encouraged you to tell her how you felt. Whenever the situation was on your mind, you'd go here. You'd talk, like she was still there. Because to you, she was. To everyone, she still was. Now wasn't any different, you talked about what has been going on recently. With Ekko, Powder, and everything else.

"I just.. Don't know what to do, I know I'm supposed to be happy for them.. Ekko is a great guy, a-and if they become a thing, I'll be fine with it but.. Theirs this voice in the back of my mind that just doesn't seem to go away.." You groan, your head in your hands as you thought for a moment.

You knew you couldn't hide your feelings forever. If Powder wasn't going to feel the same way towards you, you might as well tell her what you've been feeling all this time. Just for an answer, a yes or a no. Anything. If she didn't feel anything as well then at least she'd know.

"I'll tell her, tonight. Like you always wanted me to do.. I'll.. I'll get this over with, okay? For you."

You found yourself walking back towards the last drop, but then you see Powder, going in the direction of what you knew to be the place where Vi always took her to. So you decided to follow.

If only you weren't blind enough to see Ekko walking along with her.

You climbed up to the place, heart racing in your chest as you tried to think about the things you could say. Your mind was running a million miles and you tried desperately to calm your nerves.

You we're finally gonna do it, you we're gonna tell her how you feel.

But just as you nearly reach the top, you see her. And Ekko.

Their kissing.

In front of your eyes.

Your heart dropped, hope that you knew was useless in the end shattered as you saw the image.

Wrong fucking timing. You stood there, frozen in time before quickly getting out of there. Trying to hold back the tears that we're threatening to fall.

She likes Ekko. She only likes Ekko. It was never you. Not in childhood, not in teenage years.

She likes a boy. That boy.

Your not that boy, and for now, you had to live with that.

You we're never going to being the one kissing her. It was always going to be him in the end.

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*Giggles like the fruity bitch I am*🤭🤭 I'm working on part 2 of Drowning In Her Blue Ocean bcz I'm finally getting some ideas!!!

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𝑫𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑰𝒏 𝑯𝒆𝒓 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆 𝑶𝒄𝒆𝒂𝒏

(𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝚐𝚎𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚛!𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚗!𝙹𝚒𝚗𝚡)

Author's note: THIS IS MY FIRST FIC I'M SO EXCITED TO WRITE THIS! Feel free to give your opinion on this fic :) so I know what I can improve about my writing!! Enjoy!!

(I did not proof read this)

You've always loved learning and studying about countries, lands, cultures, the world and everything mother nature has to offer. It always kept you fascinated somehow. So when you got a letter from an academy that taught more about geography saying you were accepted into it, you couldn't hold back your excitement and happiness, you nearly woke up your neighbors with your squeal of joy! (Which they made obvious the next morning that they were not happy about it..)

It didn't take long for you to pack your suitcase with your belongings, say goodbye to your family and loved one's and hopped on a ship that would sail to the place the academy was at. Their was a decent amount of people along with you on the ship, some of your age but you didn't know any of them. You still managed to make small talk with some of them because they ended up going off to the same academy as you and were, they were decent people which who you were able to have nice conversation with even though it was small.

It wouldn't take long for the sun to go down and before you knew it it was already night time. The sky dark and cloudy and the ocean looking like a dark pit of emptiness compared to it's dark blue look through the day, when it would sparkle when the sun would come up or go down.

You we're about to go off to your cabin to sleep, the cold breeze of the night hitting your skin. You then suddenly heard a sound, more like a song coming towards her ears. The song sounded strange but.. Comforting.. Alluring in some way, as if you were being hypnotized.

You don't know how you got to this point, it all happened so quickly. You we're on the deck and the you were drowning in the ocean along with everyone else on the ship. As much as you tried to scream and swim up to the surface, you couldn't, your body wasn't listening to your brain anymore. Your sight started to get blurry and your head got dizzy as the ocean pulled you down to its dark, void of nothingness.

As you were thinking of the thought of your dead body never being found and your loved one's never knowing what happened to you, a strange pair of arms wrapped around your waist from behind you, you wanted to pull away, get them off of you but again, your body had no reaction. The only thing you saw of the stranger.. Of 𝘩𝘦𝘳.. Before everything went to black was her long, blue hair, her dark magenta eyes staring at you as all of the panic left your body.

"𝘚𝘩𝘩.. 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘹 𝘛𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘴.. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦.."

she muses into your ear as a small giggle left her lips, and that's the last thing you remembered before everything around you faded away into darkness.

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I AM SO FUCKING SCARED, LIKE TERRIFIED

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I BELIEVE SHE CAN CURE DISEASES WITH JUST EXISTING, SHE'S SO HOT AND CUTE LIKE WTF

i have covid, but now i’m cured 😍 she’s so AAAAGH

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AM TELLING YOU, ARCANE FANS R EATING GOOD THIS MONTH, WE'RE GETTING A TRAILER AND MAYBE BEHIND THE SCENES FOOTAGE, WE GOT A POSTER, AND WE ALREADY SORTA GOT A SMALL NEW TEASER LIKE WE'RE THRIVING

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READ THIS YA'LL THIS IS SO CUTE, ALSO CAN WE HAVE A PART 2 PLEASE??🙏

i would loove to read how would jinx approach a girl she finds pretty,, like in the last drop or just around the city

would she ask her out on a date? would she be willing to have a one night stand?? heeheh surprise me 🙏🏼🙏🏼

Yes!!! Gonna include Jinx’s thoughts but will use “you/your” phrasing when referring to reader

Stranger at the Bar

Blah�� Blah blah blah… So boring!

Jinx played around with the end of her braid, tapping at the golden metal band she had styling it with her chipped nails. The people are always the same, well rather, it’s always the same type of people. Druggies, junkies, whores, and gambles. No one new…

Jinx sipped at her juice resting her booted feet on the adjacent chair propped by her booth seat. She slurped every last drop out of her cup making a loud sound. Her gaze wandered a bit at the people dancing when her eyes set at the bar, one of the bartenders, surprisingly not Chuck, was serving a girl. She didn’t look like a druggie, a junkie, a whore, or a gamble, just a girl trying to get a drink. She watched a moment before decided she ought to refill her drink.

“Oi!”

She scampered up to the bartender slamming her cup down flicking it with her finger

“Hear that? That’s the sound on an empty cup!”

The bartender grabbed it instantly filling it before placing it down again. Jinx’s lips went to the straw drinking it as she sat at the barstool looking at the girl as she drank.

“What’s ya name, toots?”

The girl stirred a moment, she knew she was Jinx, everyone did.

“Uh… Y/N”

Jinx smiled, her fingers tracing the wooden indents. She’s so pretty, not often ya find someone this… normal!

she thinks you’re weird

Shut up! No she doesn’t!

yes she does, your a weirdo, Powder. Always a jinx.

Jinx rapidly shook her head looking back up to you.

“Say… what’s a pretty thing like ya’ doin down here?”

She sipped at the drink watching as you were handed a drink from the bartender. When you went to grab it Jinx’s hand already went to it first, slugging down a sip trying to pretend to be able to stomach the burning liquid

When your face got red and a bit upset, Jinx sure was able to stomach another sip just to see it again.

“H-Hey-!”

You fumbled out not wanting to offend Jinx herself. Jinx’s nails tapped the glass, that sure loosened her up however more loose a loose cannon can get. “Say ya’ toots, why don’t you and me scatter outta here, hm? Jussus two!”

Your eyes looked at her a moment, unsure what to think. It didn’t matter really cause Jinx had already grabbed your hand dragging you out.

Jinx wasn’t good with relationships, ain’t never kissed anyone or even had a partner! Closest thing she ever got was her childhood best friend having a crush on her, but she never reciprocated it. But you, now you were something! She liked something. Could you really be surprised when Jinx has you down an alleyway scooting against the brick thinking you’re about to get dragged into a trap or something! But instead you find a little cozy hiding spot. It had some crates and barrels set up as seats and drawings on the brick walls. Cute. Jinx sat down on one of the crates patting her lap excited looking at ya.

“We should kiss! No wait! Sorry!”

She was just too excited, you hadn’t even tried to run away! You didn’t even protest much when she dragged you out! Are you even real?!

“What? We just — “

Jinx cut you off with her own fast words

“Yeah! Yeah! We just met! Haha!”

Stupid! Stupid! Be chill! Why did you drag her out here again?

“Shut up!”

She yelled out loud before shaking her head and smiling.

“Look, I ain’t good with words toots! But it was too loud in there to ask ya this! So here is my tiny hide out, you could maybe see the big one later, so you can trust me! See you ain’t smeared against the walls! And you are quite the looker! Ain’t cuckoo like the rest of em! Like me… So I guess what I wanna ask is, ya wanna maybe hang out some time, toots?”

“Like a date?”

“Like a date!”

You giggled, a smile tugging at your lips. This wasn’t some lunatic murderer, this was just a girl a girl your age and someone who was looking for a friend, ain’t we all.

“Alright.”

Jinx beamed, wiggling a bit with excitement. She stood up calming herself.

“Cool! Cool cool, cool! Yeah! Meet me outside the Last Drop tomorrow then?”

Your eyes looked at her, she was so excited and full of energy. Where was this insane mass killer arsonist you always hear about? Cause this sure isn’t her! The way her eyes twinkled with hope and how her body twitched with excitement, it was all so beautiful.

“I’ll be there.”

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GO READ THIS IT'S RLLY GOOD!! AND ALSO GO SUPPORT THE CREATOR :)

Jinx x f!reader and their first kiss, date, time, fight, all that couple stuff short little pieces of girlies being cute

★。／ get jinxed ＼。★

pairing: jinx x f!reader

fandom: arcane

word count: 1,612

tw: canon typical swearing/slang, some light spoiler warnings, and some suggestive/NSFW content! MDNI!

notes: this is a fic i am really excited for! Thank you again for the request anon! It was really fun to write, and i got through it pretty quickly to be perfectly honest because of that haha. Not proofread because im tired, and i have no shame :D enjoy!

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➼ first date with jinx 

You worked under Silco delivering shimmer across Zaun. Of course, you knew you shouldn’t have been doing this, it could get you arrested without question and you’d find yourself in Stillwater. But it paid well, and working so closely with the Eye of Zaun meant you didn’t have to worry as much about danger in Zaun. People saw you as a god-send, you gave them their weekly hit, if anything, the danger made them respect you. 

It was during this time that you met Jinx, while picking up your next delivery of shimmer from Silco’s warehouse. She had been there to speak with him privately about some arson issue that happened in Piltover. You had heard briefly about a lanky, blue-haired girl that would build bombs in the open space beneath the warehouse, but it was rare that anyone had ever seen her. But you managed. Somehow.

She intercepts you on your trade route, setting bombs off in the street just across from one of your clients. Jinx claims to recognise you from skulking around the warehouse. And at some point her chaotic energy and her strange inability to sit still seems to lull you into some sense of security. She’s just the perfect idea of unpredictability that you needed in your otherwise boring Zaunite lifestyle. (Though you were very lucky, all things considered.)

Your first date is a simple diner one. At first, you didn’t even know it was a date, just that she wanted to do something fun with you. She takes you in to meet her favourite bartender Chuck, who seems to almost slink beneath the counter when she drags you in. I feel like Jinx would give you a little monkey bomb as a gift for your first date - though it isn’t set, it’s pretty harmless. Other than that she bombards you with strange bursts of Jinx-aligned humour, and rambles at length about her various inventions, promising to take you down to her workshop to show you everything, while tightly gripping your fingers with chipped blue nails. 

And something in those bright, blue eyes makes you think that maybe this unpredictability could be quite fun. 

***

‘Don’t ya get bored frownin’ like that?’ jinx drums her nails on her glass, the clinking echoing throughout the empty bar. It was quite odd, you reckon, for it to be this quiet, but maybe its just jinx. 

In her own way of trying to get a smile out of you she starts spouting some random jokes. Tries telling her own funny stories. They all mostly revolve around bombs or explosive presentations she’s organised at piltover events. Mainly the absurdity of it all gets a laugh out of you, or you just smile at the giddy, child-like happiness you see in her eyes. Something that seems so pure (ignoring the fact that she’s probably an arsonist and on several watchlists)

‘There ya go!’ she cheers, grabbing onto your hands and interlacing your fingers. You think maybe you should paint your nails too to match her, see if it makes her happy. ‘You look so much prettier with a smile, trinket’

➼ first kiss with jinx 

It was after your third or fourth date that you ended up spending your free time in the warehouse. Jinx begins showing you all the new inventions she’s making, and all her designs for cartoony monkey bombs, you even help her draw out a few, including a cutesy little cat one that she isn’t as fond of, but she still makes one for you. 

Most of your relationship consists of Jinx making you little trinkets, like keychains, safe bombs, little bracelets and rings, and strange, misshapen sculptures made of leftover metal pieces. 

She loves you, in a very Jinx-way. She’s touchy but never very pushy. Long hugs, cuddles on a couch that she has balancing on a metal propellor in her warehouse, letting you braid her hair when she’s tired (please brush her hair, she will melt, and she needs some softness), holding hands in Zaun or dragging you to her private meetings with Silco. Whether you like it or not, you have the Eye of Zaun as an adopted father figure now. He isn’t quite sure what to think about it either. 

It is one of those cuddle sessions, after she is plagued by the voices that taunt her, that you end up just holding her face into your neck and sitting with her. These are the most important to her, like she can feel safe for once. 

***

‘Thank ya toots,’ she curls around you, straddling your lap and looking down on you with an innocent pout on her face. You don’t have to ask what she’s thanking you for, this has become a pretty regular occurrence. 

In her moment of calmed silence, you untie one of her braids and begin to brush through her long, blue locks with your fingers. She immediately melts into your hands, leaning forward to lean into your chest, gazing up at you. 

‘I feel like ya deserve somethin,’ she says absently, tapping her chin with one nail. Then a mischievous smile crosses her lips. ‘C’mere!’

She eagerly grabs your cheeks, barely giving you a second to register what’s happening before she smushes your faces together. Her lips are chapped, but her kiss is so enthusiastic that you have to take a moment before returning it. Your hand grips her hair in between tight fingers. 

The rest of your cuddle sesh is spent with soft, hurried kisses.

➼ first fight with jinx 

You don’t often fight with Jinx, you don’t like to yell at her or be upset, and watch her usually gleeful expression drop into that of a kicked puppy. But you were worried about her this time. 

She had gone up to piltover against Silco’s wishes again, most likely to stir up trouble, so he decided to send you after her to drag her back to Zaun. When you had gotten there however, you found only the debris of her explosions, the spraypaint she loved, clouds of coloured smoke, and guards everywhere. 

And no Jinx.

No sign of her or where she could be, you had no choice but to return to Zaun before you got dragged into the oncoming investigation, empty-handed. You spend the rest of the day worrying over where she might be in her workshop, sitting with your head in your hands on the couch. Is she hurt? Captured? She could be dead for all you know.

So when she shows up again, seemingly ignorant to how long she has been gone or the stress she has caused, you can’t help but raise your voice, crying about how you had expected the worst. You scream back and forth for a bit before she leaves you to burn off her energy.

***

‘Hey trinket,’ the door to her warehouse screeches open, and she stands in the entrance, looking at you as you sit on the couch, barely even looking at her. ‘Ya still mad at me?’

She sighs when she doesn’t get a response, coming close to wipe at the dried tear-stains on your cheeks, setting down her tools and her guns to favour your face between her hands. Jinx makes sure you can see only her.

‘I’m sorry i vanished, i didnt mean to scare ya, honest.’ she pulls you down to lean into her shoulder, still stroking your cheeks with her fingers. ‘Can ya forgive me, trinket? I’ll make it up to ya, i promise.’

Jinx cuddles with you on the couch for the rest of the day, showering you in kisses at your request. Safe to say, you can’t stay mad at her for very long at all.

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➼ first time with jinx 

Jinx has always loved touching you, whether it’s a hand on your knee, an arm around your shoulder, or a hug from behind. She just loves to be close to you. But when you begin talking about the idea of sex with her she immediately jumps on the idea (and probably jumps on you as soon as you bring it up, you only barely manage to drag her somewhere private)

She’s an enthusiastic lover in all things, of course. Fucking you isn’t going to be any different. But she’s gentle the first time, despite it all, she doesn’t really know what she’s doing, i don’t think Silco really prepared her for intimate relationships. 

But still, having sex with Jinx is amusing, its not serious, always cracking little jokes or tickling each other and finding little ways to be comfortable with the process. You can’t really find it in you to be nervous. 

She’d start slowly with you though, if you wanted, just to make you comfortable <3 

***

‘God trinket, ya look s’ pretty like this for me,’ she’s already slightly breathless, skirting her hands and dragging her chipped nails over your ribs. She lays you down on the couch in her warehouse, sitting between your thighs, looking up at you with half-lidded eyes.

‘Ya feel alright?’ she checks in occasionally, just to be sure. 

But she lets her hands wander at the same time, she can tell you aren’t going to say no just by the look in your eyes, urging her to continue. She lets her hands travel over your stomach and down in between your thighs, but she doesn’t hurry where you need her. No, she prefers to tease you. Just a little bit to get you squirming. 

When she does finally reach your core, dipping her fingers in between your folds, does she finally let up and give you what you want.

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Ya'll am tapping my foot waiting for arcane s2 bc I can't wait until November for it to come out, WE HAVE ALREADY WAITED FOR 3 YEARS AND I NEED TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS AND I NEED TO SEE MY PRECIOUS LITTLE BABY JINX GET THERAPY AND HUGS!!😡😡 (everyone in this show deserves therapy tbh) PLUS I NEED MY ARCANE FICS AGAIN BC THE ARCANE X READER TAG HAS BEEN SO DRY RECENTLY (I ESPECIALLY NEED MY JINX X READER FICS AGAIN, IDC IF IT SOUNDS SELFISH AM JUST FEELING LONELY)

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MY WIFE IS INNOCENT YOUR HONOR !!

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I made my family member watch arcane with me yesterday (bc why not drag someone else along with your obsession) and she pointed out that deckard (if y'all remember him) looked like prince charming from Shrek 2 and i lost it bc she actually had a point like💀