caloricidal-bleachbiter

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Why am I so a fucking people pleaser like wdym I walked 40 minutes alone through the dark in the middle of the night cause a friend kept asking me to join the group while being completely overwhelmed and tired, knowing that I need to get up in four hours just to chill at a lake for 10 minutes before said friend told the group she wants to go back. And wdym I walked back with her, told her that I am completely overwhelmed and need some peace without talking and she just keeeeeept asking me questions or telling me things or playing fucking tiktok sounds while I was on the edge of madness but I couldn’t get mad cause I said yes in the first place and it’s not her fault that I am overwhelmed and that she doesn’t understand how deeply every sound goes into my bones.

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Could someone pls decide to rob me, break into my apartment without damaging sth, notice my mess and clean everything up? I have no money but I could make u low calorie snacks and offer u conjac jelly

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Had some dinner, I feel sick now my throat burns cause i have heartburn

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Haven’t been dizzy for a while, kinda missed it

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Just give me some better collarbones

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I am hungry but I won’t stand up cause I ve got work to do and I don’t want to have work to do

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Having another me in my head that is just like me just a lot thinner and without boobs.

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half of adulting is basically you trying not to cry

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I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *throws up and dies from caring*

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What could be a possible reason to get rid of my chest I can present my family without telling them I get dysphoric af

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I am so hyperaware of my chest today😭

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My toxic trait is tracking a bigger amount of calories in my app so if anyone gets a sneaky look they won’t worry.

And I also gaslight myself with the „look how many calories I alr ate“

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Gonna chop these things off

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I prob won’t make sth

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Hey Google how to fast remove my chest for free no glue no borax

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Oh god how much I hate my chest

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Wearing a shirt that reminds me why I am dealing with this shit in the first place. How did I even achieve this weird built