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TONY STARK IS ALIVE AND WELL

NATASHA ROMANOFF IS ALIVE AND WELL

STEVE ROGERS STAYED WITH BUCKY AND DIDN’T THINK WITH HIS DICK

PETER PARKER IS HAPPY

INFINITY WAR AND ENDGAME NEVER HAPPENEDDDDDDDD

i scream as they drag me to a room with padded walls

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Possible new series? details to come soon

Hi my darlings! <3

I recently came up with an idea for a new series so stay tuned for more details later! I’d like to know y’all’s opinions and input on it <3

Also I’m sorry i’ve been pretty inactive for a while now and I promise y’all that I will do my best to get more posts out as soon as possible. I’m currently working on “My Girl” the Bucky fic and hopefully i’ll have it out within the next few days.

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What fic would yall want

to see more?

All of them will be posted sooner or later but I’m horribly indecisive and don’t know which one to work on right now.

“Old Fashioned Lover Boy”: Steve rogers x reader

Steve treats you to a date at home

“My Girl”: Bucky Barnes x reader

Bucky gets a little Jealous while your at a bar with the rest of the team and ends up getting very protective over you

“Right where you belong” Tony Stark x Reader

You’re a new recruit to the avengers but you can’t help but feel like you aren’t ment to be there. Tony comes in and comforts you.

“Surprise!”: Peter Parker x Reader

Peter planned a surprise date for you (with the help of aunt may) and swings by your window to come pick you up.

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So Much It Hurts

Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader

Summary: You’ve locked yourself in you lab for days and Tony decides to come and talk to you.

Warnings: Swearing, Overworked reader, Things getting just a little bit spicy at the end

You were running on less than an hour of sleep between the last 3 days now. Your eyes were heavy but there was no way in hell you were going to sleep. Not when you still had 4 people's equipment to tweak and upgrade.

Sure you could always get Tony to do it for you but you figured why add stress onto him when you could just do it yourself.

You had completely shut everything else out for the last few days. Only times you had left your lab was to get refills on coffee and then you’d come right back.

At the moment you were working on some smaller upgrades for sams wings.

You damn near jumped out of your own skin as Vision appeared behind you. “Miss, (Y/L/N)?”

“FUCK!” You yelped. You laughed, realizing it was just Vision innocently holding a plate with pizza on it in his hand. “Jesus Vis- could you atleast knock next time?” You chuckled, running your hand through your hair.

He nodded quietly. He straightened out circling back to the reason he was here in the first place. “Mr. Stark told me to bring you this.”

You smiled softly as Vision handed you the plate. “Well tell Tony I said thank you.” You turned in your chair, setting it on the desk beside you, returning back to your current project.

“Miss (Y/L/N)?” Vision spoke once more

“Hm?” You hummed quietly, not looking away from your screen.

“When was the last time you went to sleep?” Vis questioned.

“Uuuh- I think it was like 12-ish hours ago. I took a quick power nap. I’m just a bit busy right now, I’ll sleep when I have the time.” You explained.

Vision just nodded silently and then left the room.

You went straight back to your work. You had music playing in one of your headphones. Your food sat completely neglected next to you.

Your eyes felt heavy and your head had began to hurt but you’d be damned if you did anything before you finally finished your projects.

The door to the lab slid open with a quiet hiss. Tony walked in noiselessly observing you as you wandered around the lab checking files, printing blueprints, and looking over lists of materials.

Tony watched the way you stood there holding your head in your hands like it weighed a ton. The way your knuckles turned white on the edge of the desk as if it was the only thing keeping you standing. He noticed the way your eyes looked as if they were barely able to stay open.

He crossed his arms letting out a dramatic sigh that caught your attention. You turned around, leaning back against the desk you had been printing off papers at.

“What’s all of this” Tony pried, gesturing around to all of the papers and blueprints and screens scattered around your lab. His eyes glanced over to the food sitting completely untouched on the desk.

His eyebrows furrowed slightly. “Hey, you seriously didn’t eat? Come on, that was made with love, y'know?” He grabbed the plate walking towards you and handing it to you

You rolled your eyes, taking the plate out of Tonys hands. “I’m sure it was Tony,” You smirked gesturing to one of the screens that had been playing footage from the security footage on it. “I saw the delivery guy at the door like 3 hours ago.” You set the plate down next to you once more.

Tony rolled his eyes dramatically “Doesn’t mean it wasn’t made with love.” He retorted, reaching behind you to grab the pizza off its plate waving it in your face.

You chuckled slightly at his childishness pushing it out of your face. Tony groaned, setting the pizza back down dramatically. “Fiiiinnneee, but you are eating that eventually.” he huffed.

You didn’t respond, you had already returned back to the task at hand. Tony stood behind you, brows furrowed and arms crossed. You felt his gaze burning into the back of your head but chose to ignore it.

He let out an obnoxiously loud sigh and you ran your hand through your hair turning back to face him.

“Tony, why are you down here?” You questioned, instantly taken back by how harsh it came out.

Tony being ever the drama queen he is let out an offended gasp clutching his chest like you’d just insulted every person he’s ever loved. “How could you! What, am I not allowed to come check on a friend?”

The word friend struck you like a knife to the heart. Such a small word always managed to sting so much coming from him. A painful reminder that that was all you were to him, a friend. Nothing more.

You sighed, crossing your arms over your chest. “Tony, seriously what do you want?”

He jokingly put his hands up in surrender as he walked towards you. “Fine.” He stopped right in front of you. His intense stare meeting yours. “You wanna know why I'm down here, this is why.” He gestured towards the total chaos of screens and projects around you “All of this. (Y/N) You haven’t left this lab in two days now”

You shot him a glare as you slipped away from him and attempted to focus on getting your work done. “Well

Thanks for the concern or whatever this is. But i’m fine”

Tony’s brow furrowed. “F.R.I.D.A.Y. Save and shut down all programs will ya?” He requested loudly.

“Right away Mr. Stark” F.R.I.D.A.Y. said. Soon after everything you had opened had completely shut off.

You spun around to face him as pure frustration coursed through you. “What the fuck?!” You exclaimed.

Tony moved towards you once more “Let's just cut the bullshit now. You know damn well you aren’t ‘fine’ I watched you almost fall asleep trying to print out papers. You're like a damn zombie in here (Y/N). You clearly haven’t been eating at all, and not to hurt your feelings or anything but you look like hell.” He spoke, practically cornering you at your desk.

You glared at him “Oh give me a break. You seriously want to come in here acting all concerned about me? I said I'm fine Tony. So don’t come in here pretending like you give a fuck about me.” You hissed. You pushed past him, beginning to head towards the lab door.

Stark turned around grabbing your arm to keep you from walking out. Your head whipped around to look Tony in the eyes.

“I do.” His grasp on your arm loosened just slightly. You stood there absolutely dumbfounded “I care about you so much it hurts me (Y/N).”

You just stood there in shock, mouth slightly agape.

Tony’s hands cupped your cheeks forcing you to meet his eyes. “I know this may come as a ‘total shock’ but,” he paused. “(Y/N), i’m in love with you.”

Your eyes completely widened and your heart felt like it was about to completely explode. Your eyes scanned his searching for some indicator that this was all just some sick joke.

But in that moment, all that’s there is pure, unmistakable, sincerity.

“Listen, It’s ok- I get it if you don’t feel the same but I can’t just sit here and-“ Tony was cut off as pulled him closer to you by the neck of his shirt and pressed your lips to his.

It was quick and you immediately pulled away, staring up at his lips still slightly parted and your hands still stayed clutching his shirt like some sort of life line.

“Holy shit- I’m so sorry-“ You stammered out realizing what you had just done. “Oh my god Tony- seriously i’m so so sorr-“

He kissed you again. This time it was deeper, more passionate. His hands found your waist pulling you as close as he possibly could to you.

“I’ve wanted this for so long.” Tony breathed.

The kisses became quicker, and more desperate.Your hands tangled in Tony’s hair as he picked you up and you wrapped your legs around his waist. His lips started moving further down. He pressed playfully kisses into your jaw and moved further down to your neck.

“God your beautiful (Y/N).”

He cleared the desk behind you, setting you down on it. He started sucking and nipping playfully at your neck. Your head tilted back ever so slightly as you attempted to stifle a quiet whimper building up in the back of your throat as Tony’s hands began moving further up under your shirt.

“Mr. Stark?” Vision spoke

The two of you both completely stilled and your breath caught in your throat.

Tony whipped his head around as you re adjusted your shirt and smoothed out your hair.

“You, seriously need to learn to knock.” Tony sighed

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Peace and Quiet.

Pairings: Bob Reynolds x Reader

Warnings: none

Summary: You go to the roof to escape from all the noise in the compound only to be met with a familiar face staring back at you.

Quiet wasn’t a word that existed within the walls of the compound. Especially not during game nights.

You had chosen to remain a spectator watching as the rest of the team played Uno. You knew it wasn’t going to end well but it was amazing to watch.

Bob had been sitting on the couch next to you just silently watching the game with you up until a few minutes ago. You didn’t blame him, things had started to get rather heated between the rest of the team and it was becoming a bit overwhelming even for you. You contemplated following him but figured he was heading off to his room for some quiet time so you let him be.

Suddenly Yelena shot up from her place by the table, yelling something in Russian at Alexi. You watched as the man’s jaw dropped and his hands clutched his chest like she had just shot him. He proceeded to yell back even louder which made your ears ring.

You sighed deciding you couldn’t take the noise anymore as it was starting to give you a headache.

You got up from the couch folding your blanket up in your arms as you made your way down the hall walking past your room and towards the elevator making your way to the rooftop.

It had become your favorite place in the tower. Somewhere you could go to get away from the noise and just relax.

You pushed the door open with a quiet sigh. You stopped in your tracks when you saw a familiar face staring back at you.

“Oh! Hey bob- sorry I didn’t realize you were up here, I’ll just go to my room.” You gave him a polite smile as you turned back towards the door. You stopped in your tracks as your heard him call out.

“Wait!-“ It came out much more desperate sounding than he ment for it to and his face heated up from embarrassment.

You turned back around tilting your head slightly.

“Uhm- You can uhm, you could stay here if you want to.” Bob said his eyes flicking down avoiding making eye contact with you.

You felt a smile creeping onto your lips and you came

and sat down next to Bob.

The two of you stayed there in comfortable silence for a while before bob spoke up. “Why did you come up here anyways?”

You let out a dry laugh and shrugged. “It was getting a bit too loud for me down there. Seriously I love the team but god they know how to make my head hurt sometimes.” You smiled running a hand through your hair.

Bob smiled looking over at you “I hear you, they really are great but sometimes it just gets, overwhelming.” he looked back down subconsciously fiddling with the hem of his shirt.

You nodded quietly, the two of you had slipped back into comfortable silence. You hadn’t even noticed it but bob had scooted much closer to you.

You looked over a bit taken back by just how close he was. The light of the slowly setting sun resting on him in a way that made him look otherworldly. You couldn’t help but smile to yourself a bit.

You looked down noticing his hand resting lazily on the pavement between the two of you. You fought with yourself for several minutes over what to do but finally gave in to your urges.

You carefully rested your hand over his, Bob turned looking at you with a awestruck expression. You laughed slightly and his expression softened. A slight smile rested on his lips as he laced his fingers in yours and you beamed.

He looked forward again. Blissfully watching as the sun set.

“It really is beautiful” you spoke quietly. Bob hummed in agreement. You rested your head on his shoulder and his arm cautiously draped over you. You glanced up at him bursting into giggles when you realized he was already looking at you.

The two of you stayed there basking curled up together, watching as the sun set over the city. Enjoying the peace and quiet.

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Anything For You, Doll

Pairings: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: Blood, Reader is hurt, lots of swearing, Crying, hurt comfort (but like physically hurt), mentions of reader wearing a bra

Summary: You come home after a long mission, you’re extremely hurt but the last thing you wanted to do was spend more time away from Bucky. He notices your clearly hurt and immediately flies into care taker mode.

Bucky laid there peacefully resting on the couch, Alpine being ever the cutie she is laid comfortably on Bucky’s chest purring loudly in pure contentment. The two of them had stayed just like this for what felt like hours now aside from the few times Alpine would get up to stretch her legs.

A soft knock at the door made Bucky’s heart leap out of his chest, he carefully swept Alpine up in his arms, setting her down gently on the couch where he had just been before speeding off towards the door. A smile spread across his lips as he pulled the door open. 

You stood there in the doorway with a huge grin across your face. Bucky swept you up in his arms pulling you into a tight hug. 

Usually the affection would be much appreciated especially after a mission like this, but this time it made you hold your breath. Your teeth bit down on the inside of your cheek. You felt pain shooting through your body but you still stood there. Arms wrapped around Bucky as he whispered sweet nothings in your ear.

Even with the extreme pain you were just so damn happy to finally be home. “God I missed you s’much doll” he muttered into your ear, soft lips repeatedly pressing into your skin. You giggled your hands gently cupping your beautiful boyfriend's face. 

“I missed you too bucky.” you placed a quick kiss to his forehead before meeting his eyes one again. “So much.” Your heart fluttered as he melted into your touch, his eyes closing in a pure state of bliss.

“Let's get you inside doll” Bucky chuckled sweeping you up off your feet carrying you bridal style. Another wave of pain shot through your body and this time you couldn’t keep yourself quiet. “Fuck!” You hissed.

Bucky stopped everything he was doing. Worry flooded his senses and he immediately set you back down in the living room, he stood there examining you. 

You stood there shakily, your hand pressing into your side in a poor attempt to subdue the pain. You forced out a laugh. “Sorry hon, Im fine really” You gave him a shaky smile slightly raising your hands in an attempt to show him you were fine. 

“Are you sure the doll?” He looked at you worried, flooding his expression. 

“Mhm! Im just fi-” You felt your vision begin to tunnel slightly as your legs buckled beneath you

He moved before he could even register what was happening. “Shit, It's ok doll it's ok just lean on me.”  Bucky made quick work of carefully bringing you over to the couch, carefully easing you down onto it in an effort to not put you in any more pain. 

“Doll what's happening? Are- are you ok, no scratch that you're clearly not. Doll what the fuck is happeing?” He questioned nervously pacing around the room before carefully sitting down next to you. 

“I- uhm, I'm fine , just sore..” you winced. Bucky ran his vibranium hand through his hair letting out a loud sigh.

“Do you think this is funny? Because its not doll, I want to believe you I really fucking do but i just watched you almost collapse right infront of me.” You looked away, anything was better than seeing the concern in his eyes right now. 

You felt tears of frustration pricking at your eyes, this wasn't how tonight was supposed to go. You opened your mouth to speak but it was quieter than you meant for it to be as you choked you with a pained response. “It wasn’t supposed to be like this, I- I'm so sorry. I just wanted to come home and finally be with you.” You burst into tears at this point. “I got hurt while- I was on the mission. One of the security guys caught me off guard and- I- I don't know, I'm so sorry.” 

Bucky's gaze softened as you sobbed. “Hey, shh shhh it's an ok doll. You’re ok, just breathe for me”

He moved closer in an attempt to scan over any wounds you may have. His eyes landed on your hand, still held tightly against your side. His heart dropped as he noticed the deep red peaking through your fingers.

 “Oh fuck…”

“Doll, I'm going to need you to move your hands for me, please.” You nodded pulling your hand off of the gash in your side. A wave of nausea washed over you as you looked at the way your hand had been coated in a sickening red stain. 

Your heart rate shot up as you started panicking. “Shit- uhm,, fuck bucky thats alot of blood, I- it- It wasnt like this earlier!” Your breathing became ragged as you became grossley aware of just how bad the bleeding seemed. 

“Hey- Look at me doll ok? Right here look at me, I need you to breathe. Just focus on me ok?” You nodded trying your best to refocus yourself but the longer this went on the more the pain began to set in.

“I'm going to have to move you to the bathroom so I can get a better look at this ok?” Bucky spoke quickly as his arm slid behind your back doing his best to be careful with you. You let out an audible groan, your head pressed into his shoulder as you whined 

“I know, I know it hurts, I'm so sorry we're almost there, It's ok” His voice was clearly a bit shaky but even then he did his best to keep you as calm as he could.

The two of you made it to the bathroom and in one quick motion Bucky hoisted you up onto the counter immediately rummaging through drawers looking everywhere for the damn medical supplies.

He finally found them, immediately setting them down next to you. He grabbed the disinfectant and some gauze.

“Ok doll I need you to take your shirt off”

You nodded trying not to laugh or anything but you inevitably failed “HAh- oOW!” You yelped as your side decided to punish you for laughing. 

Bucky rolled his eyes as he assisted you in pulling your blood soaked shirt off leaving you in just a bra. 

You tilted your head back in an effort to not have to look at your wound. 

“This is going to hurt- a lot probably, I’m sorry doll”

You sighed mentally preparing yourself. Bucky gave you a soft glance before beginning to disinfect your wound.

“Son of a bitch! Ow ow ow!” Your hands white knuckled the edge of the counter harsh tears streaming down your face

“Bucky please make it stop!” Bucky winced like your words had physically hurt him.

“I know the doll , I know it hurts, You're doing so good just. a little bit more it’s ok.” 

You choked on a loud sob “Goddamnit make it stop!” 

Bucky finally finished disinfecting your wound. His arms immediately pulled you in and you laid your head down on his shoulder as your breathing slowly evened out

“It’s over, Its ok now- fuck i’m so sorry doll” His hand gently smoothed out your hair. He stayed there holding you as if you were glass. 

He gave you a dry laugh “On the bright side it really isn’t as bad as it seems once all the damn blood is cleaned up” you gave him a small delicious smile as the adrenaline quickly started wearing off and your eyes began to feel heavy. 

Bucky made quick work of dressing your wound and helping you get into bed. The two of you laid there your head in his chest. His vibranium hand holding you close while his other hand gently brushes through your hair. 

“Doll I love you so much, but fuck. Don’t you ever scare me like that again.” he pressed his forehead against yours as he finally started to calm down. 

“I’m sorry for scaring you.” You spoke sheepishly. “I just couldn’t wait to see you and i figured I could tough it out, and I know that was an awful idea bu-“ 

Bucky cut you off placing a tender kiss on your lips. He pulled away and you just layed there. Your mouth slightly agape as you just stared at him in awe. 

“You should totally do that- like several more times.” You giggled.

“Anything for you, doll.” 

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Rain Or Shine

Pairings: Steve Rogers x Reader

Summary: Steve comes home to find you curled up in bed clearly sick. Steve proceeds to do just about everything he can to help you.

Warnings: Reader is sick (I do my best to not go into too much detail) Steve and you have your own house

Quiet footsteps echo across your shared living room as Steve enters the door. His eyes scan the room searching for you as he pulls off his boots leaving them neatly by the door. His search continues as he peaks into the kitchen but you weren’t, finally he makes it down the hall, a small smile spreading across his lips when he notices your bedroom door already cracked open.

He nudges the door open “Hey honey im finally ba- oh” Steve's lips pursed slightly as he saw you wrapped up in your blankets eyes red. 

You looked up at him with a mix of exhaustion and embarrassment evident in your expression as you pulled your blankets over your face with a quiet uncomfortable sigh.

You felt the mattress dip slightly as Steve sat down on the edge of the bed, worry laced its way into his voice as his hand found its way onto your back rubbing in soft soothing circles. “What's going on honey?” 

His other hand slowly pulled the blanket off your face as his soft blue eyes met yours. You sniffled slightly “I'm fine..” you whined 

Steve let out a quiet chuckle, his eyes glancing down at the floor for a quick moment before flicking back up to examine you. His brows furrowed slightly as he took in your current state. “Come on my love, I'm sorry but- you really aren't looking too hot right now.”

You turned your face away from him as he finished his sentence, the action was small but it was enough to send him stumbling over his words. “I mean- you're always hot but- that's not what I meant , it's just that.. Uhm-” 

 He continued to scramble for words but stopped as he heard you let out a quiet giggle. Steve's face heated up slightly as his hand rubbed over his jaw 

“Sorry” he spoke softly. He stood up slowly, careful to not cause too much movement on the bed. He knelt down, taking your hands in his as his thumb traced gently over the back of your hand. 

His eyes met yours once more as a comforting smile played at his lips. The sight warmed your heart and for a moment it felt like you could almost forget about the discomfort you were in.  The back of one of his hands slowly pressed against your forehead, the other hand stayed holding onto yours like a lifeline of sorts.

Steve frowned, pulling his hand away from your forehead “Oh honey.. Your really burning up”

You sighed as you curled in on yourself just a little more. “Have you taken anything yet love”

Slightly ashamed you shook your head, Steve gave you a slight sympathetic style thumb continuing to ghost over the back of your hand. “What about food or water?” 

You looked away shaking your head once more. Steve let out an audible sigh, his hand running through his hair as his arms crossed over his chest. “Listen, I know you don't feel good and I know it's frustrating- but you can’t just not take care of yourself.” Steve spoke, his voice filled with concern.

You feel hot tears pricking at your eyes as Steve stares at you clearly extremely worried. Your vision became blurred from tears as you sniveled out a quiet “Im- im sorry..”

Steve's face instantly softened “oh hon… its ok im just worried about you, its all ok” his hand found your face once more wiping a stray tear from your cheek. He carefully brushed your hair back and placed a soft kiss on your forehead. 

“Just wait here for one second ok?” He watched you awaiting some sort of response. You couldn’t bring yourself to speak so you just gave him one short nod. He pressed one more kiss to the top of your head before hurrying out of the room. 

You rolled over once again pulling the blankets tighter around you as a wave of chills surged through you. You audibly groaned wishing this day would just end already. Your head was pounding nonstop and the light shining in from your window was not helping. 

You tossed and turned in an effort to find some form. You let out an annoyed huff and buried your face in a pillow. You were so caught up in how uncomfortable you were that you didn't even notice Steve standing in the doorway. 

The soft sound of something being set down on your nightstand was enough to pull your focus. You lift your head up from your pillow glancing over at Steve who had just set down a bowl of warm soup on the nightstand next to you, A glass of water and some medication in his hands. He gave you a soft smile as he sat down on the bed next to you setting down other medicine and water. 

“Hey sweetheart, do you think you could sit up for me? I need you to take these.” Your face fell back into your pillow as you groaned eliciting a soft chuckle from steve 

“I know, I know taking care of yourself is just the worst i'm sure” You begrudgingly sat up rolling your eyes as Steve handed you the pills. You popped them in your mouth as Steve handed you your water. 

“There we go honey” Steve said “See, it wasn't so hard now was it?” he teased slightly. You rolled your eyes at him once more

“It was actually, thank you very much.” you joked half heartedly 

“I'm sure it was,” Steve said sarcastically. He scooted up closer to you before pulling you into his arms. A soft smile creeping onto his face as he felt you relax into him. A gentle hand rubbing soothing circles into your skin as you curled into him.

“Y’know you could’ve told me you weren't feeling good earlier love.” he spoke softly.

You nodded “I know, but- I don't know. I just know you're busy and I didnt want to bother you or anything, it's not like it was that important anyways. You already have enough on your plate and I guess I just didn't want to be a burden to you or anything.” 

His expression softened his hand making its way under your chin, lifting it ever so slightly to look you in the eyes. “Oh sweetheart.. You will never ever be a burden to me, i really want you to know that” 

You sighed quietly “and I do, you tell me all the time it's just- sometimes I-” You felt your throat begin to close up “I- Im just scared that you’ll get tired- of me if im needy, I just don't want to be a bother.” You felt tears begin to well up in your eyes doing your best to blink them away.

Steve pulled you closer to his chest gently smoothing out your hair kissing the top of your head.

“I could never get tired of you sweetheart. I’d spend the rest of my life holding you just like this if I could. You could never ever bother me honey. I will always be here to help you and to care for you, whatever you need. Rain or shine I promise, i will be here” 

The rest of the night was spent in the safety of Steve's arms until the two of you eventually fell asleep watching one of the many iconic movies Steve had yet to see. His words echoing in your head as you nodded off.  “Rain or shine I promise, I will be here” and you knew he meant it.

A/N: Hi my darlings! Im so sorry this took me so long to write ive unfortunately been busy as fuuuuck- Thank you so much for reading this! If you have any advice or requests it would be much appreciated! One again thank you so much for reading this, I hope you enjoyed it <3

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Slow Dance by Fire Light

Pairings: Steve Rogers x reader

Warnings: No warnings this time just lots and lots of cute fluffy shit

Summary: You and Steve are snowed in at a safe house during your mission, the two of you end up passing to time by dancing around the living room listening to the soft sounds of the record player.

“Hey Steve?” You hollard over your shoulder as you checked through the pantries in the kitchen of the small safe house the two of you had decided to stay in until the weather clears.

Steve looked up from his sketch pad which he had laid carefully in his lap turning his attention towards you.

You gave him a nervous laugh opening the rest of the cabinet doors so Steve could see what you were talking about. “Uhhm- we should really try to go somewhere and stalk up on food the weathers starting to get pretty bad and we don't want to get stuck here with nothing”

Steve nodded his hand covering his mouth slightly in a vain attempt to hide the soft laugh that escaped his lips at you gesturing towards the extremely empty cabinets.

“You’ve definitely got a point there (Y/N), come on let's go.” Steve spoke, closing his sketchbook and setting it on a small table next to the couch and headed towards the door. He opened it slightly before turning back to look at you.

You stood there confused and unmoving for just a moment before Steve chuckled, opening the door the rest of the way and stepping aside so he could keep it open for you. Though the gesture was small you couldn't help but blush.

You quickly sped past Steve rushing to the car praying he wouldn't notice just how flustered his small act of kindness had made you. The cold winter air bit at every tiny bit of exposed skin and you groaned quietly wishing you would have just stayed inside. Your hands rubbed together quickly as you got in the car in a vain attempt to keep them warm. 

Steve sped to the car right after you. He hurriedly slammed the door shut as he was fumbling with the keys in his hand as he tried to get the heat going in the car as quickly as possible.

“Shit its so cold out there.” he chuckled, waiting for the heat in the car to kick in.

You shot him a joking look already giggling before you could even get the words out “Language cap!” You laughed

Steves felt his cheeks heat up, not only out of embarrassment but because of that laugh. God how he absolutely cherished it. He nudged you slightly “That was one time! One time (Y/N)!”

He chuckled as his hand rubbed his face slightly.

After a very long and somewhat frightening drive to a small sketchy grocery store in the middle of nowhere and back to your safe house the weather had only worsened. You were absolutely freezing by the time the both of you had gotten everything inside.

You scrambled to get a fire started in the fireplace as your hands mocked you with just how hard they were shaking from the cold. After several minutes of struggling the logs finally caught fire and you instantly dropped to the ground right in front of the fireplace with a grateful sign.

Steve stood behind the couch with an amused smile on his face as he watched you lying there in front of the fire. He sat back down deciding to use you as inspiration for his next drawing.

You had laid there forever basking in the comforting heat of the fire before deciding to turn and face Rogers. Your heart damn near lept out of your chest when you saw him, he was just sitting there with a soft smile on his face sketchbook in his lap. 

You rolled onto your back as your hands flew up to your face in a poor attempt to hide your nervous blushing. Your eyes widened as you heard footsteps heading your way. Gentle hands pulling yours away from your face. Steve sat beside you with his stupidly charming smile.

You sat up crossing your legs as you finally met Steve's eyes. He stayed sitting next to you in front of the fire. “Figured I might as well enjoy the fire while it's still going” Steve said simply as he stared towards the flames. The light casted over him  perfectly. Your heart fluttered in your chest as you caught yourself glancing down at Steve's lips.

You stood up quickly, brushing yourself off with the palms of your hands.”We should do something!” you said with a huge smile as your eyes darted around the room for absolutely anything to cure your own boredom

Your eyes finally landed on an absolutely beautiful record player and you instantly perked up. “Oh my god Steve, look!” You instantly ran over to it as you looked around for wherever the records could be.  Your eyes locked onto a bookshelf and you smiled to yourself as you found several older records. Grabbing two in specific that had caught your eye.

You stood up showing the two vinyls off to Steve playfully flaunting them around like some sort of grand treasure. “Sooo what are the vibes we were thinking for tonight huh steve?” Steve stepped closer examining his choices before gently pulling one of them out of your hand to examine it closer.

 “Oh my- I haven't heard this in, I don't even know how long. This one for sure” Steve grinned, pulling the vinyl out of its sleeve gently placing it down on the record player.

His shoulders visibly relaxed as the sounds of “It's been a long long time” filled the room.

Steve turned to you with a playful grin across his face. You tilted your head curiously as you watched Steve slowly offering you his hand. You laughed, placing your hand in his. He pulled you in, placing his other hand on your waist as the two of you slowly danced around the living room.

Never thought that you would be standing here so close to me.

Your face was undeniably on fire and you hoped to yourself that maybe Steve wouldn't notice. 

Steve gave you a soft smile, his face moving undeniably closer to yours. 

“Y’know of all the people i could’ve gotten stuck with in this safe house, I'm glad it was you”

There's so much I feel that I should stay.

“I am too steve, really I am.”

But words can wait until some other day.

Steve's hand let go of yours, slowly moving down to meet your waist as your arms draped carefully behind Steve's neck. His eyes closed and he just looked just so peaceful. He pressed his forehead gently against yours and it all just felt so perfect. His eyes locked on yours and your hands slowly found Steve's face. 

Before you even realized what you had done his lips were pressed to yours. It was soft and passionate. It felt as if they were meant to be there all along

Kiss me once then kiss me twice then kiss me once again

You turned bright red turning into a sputtering mess “I- I uhm! Oh my god did we really just- ohhh my god.” Steve broke out into soft laughter as he pressed his lips against yours once more.

It's been a long long time <3

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Black Outs and Storm Clouds

Pairings: Peter Parker x Reader

Warnings: Thunderstorms, fluff, This is my first fic (Please feel free to give me requests and advice if you have any)

Quick summary: You absolutely despise thunderstorms and decide to find comfort in your loving boyfriend Peter Parker.

You had always hated thunderstorms. Thunder was always so loud, each time it struck you damn near jumped out of your skin.

Unfortunately for you today has been one of those stormy days. You had spent most of the day curled up in your bed praying that you could just wait it out. Your bed was the only thing keeping you safe. Each time the lightning roared you couldn't help but jump a bit. 

You’d spent the day trying your best to distract yourself, you watched movies, read books, blared music in your headphones anything to keep your mind off of the storm outside. All of your attempts eventually proved to be in vain when a particularly harsh crack of thunder took out the lights in the tower. 

You yelped at the sudden darkness of your room mentally cursing yourself for not lighting candles beforehand. Shaky hands fumbled with your phone as you turned on your flashlight. You couldn't stand being alone anymore and without a second thought you wrapped yourself in a blanket and out into the dark hallway.

It was only then that you had really noticed just how eerie the tower was in the dark. The hallway felt as if it never ended. A bright flash of thunder damn near blinded you as you groaned bringing a hand up to shield your eyes.

You finally made it to the room Peter had been staying in for the last few days so he could be present for some more important meetings. You knocked on the door praying that Peter was still awake. A few seconds passed and no response. You knocked again, this time waiting even longer before you decided to slowly open the door.

“Peter?..”  You whispered carefully to not wake him up if he was sleeping. Your eyes squinted into the darkness of his room failing to adjust. 

Suddenly there was a hand on your shoulder and your heart stopped. You screamed as your body reacted on instinct and your fist moved before you could even realize what you were doing. It landed square on the person's jaw as you heard them let out a loud groan. 

“OOooW! Come on man!” Your eyes widened in horror finally recognizing the voice of the person you had just socked in the face, It was peter. 

Shit.

“Oh my god i'm so sorry peter are you ok oh my god-” your eyes finally began adjusting as you made eye contact with your adorable boyfriend who was now standing there a shaky smile on his face as his hand repeatedly rubbed over the side of his jaw.

He laughed to himself pulling you into a hug resting his head on yours with a sigh 

“It's ok baby, it's ok” he yawned quietly, pulling away from the hug to look you in the eyes once more.

God he's cute when he's tired. Messy brown curls that were just absolutely perfect, his eyes visibly heavy, and god that smile. That beautiful adorable smile of his. “Sooo, uhm- why are you still awake anyways? It's really late (Y/N)  you have to go to bed.” 

His hands gently smoothed out your hair and you couldn't help but lean into his touch which made him giggly quietly. You sighed realizing that you probably couldn't avoid answering Peter no matter how nice the quiet comfort was. “I’ve been trying to sleep for hours bu-” Cut off by another ridiculously loud clap of thunder that almost felt like it was mocking you. You yelped, burying your face in Peter's chest once again as if your life depended on it.

“Ohh I see what's happening.” His voice softened as his hands gently held your face. “It's ok i've got you alright?” 

You gave him a grateful nod and you felt your whole body relax as he pulled you into his room. He sat you down on his bed taking extreme care in making sure you were comfortable. He walked around his room lighting candles. His room slowly filled with warm light and you could already feel yourself finally getting tired.

Peter flopped down on the bed next to you pulling you into his arms and wrapping the both of you in a blanket. He peppered soft kisses on the top of your head earning a soft laugh from you. Your laugh has always made his heart do flips in his chest. 

You'd finally started drifting off to sleep only to once more be rudely startled by the thunder. Peter felt you jolt, he looked down at you sympathetically, his lips pressing gently against your forehead. “Shh, it's ok it's ok really, I'm right here everythings ok now.” 

After a while you finally drifted off to sleep. Peter continued to keep you close in his arms, his mind racing a thousand miles a minute once he realized you were asleep not quite knowing what to do. He felt his eyelids growing heavy and decided to quit fighting sleep. He placed one final kiss on the top of your head 

“Goodnight baby.”

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So Much It Hurts

Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader

Summary: You’ve locked yourself in you lab for days and Tony decides to come and talk to you.

Warnings: Swearing, Overworked reader, Things getting just a little bit spicy at the end

You were running on less than an hour of sleep between the last 3 days now. Your eyes were heavy but there was no way in hell you were going to sleep. Not when you still had 4 people's equipment to tweak and upgrade.

Sure you could always get Tony to do it for you but you figured why add stress onto him when you could just do it yourself.

You had completely shut everything else out for the last few days. Only times you had left your lab was to get refills on coffee and then you’d come right back.

At the moment you were working on some smaller upgrades for sams wings.

You damn near jumped out of your own skin as Vision appeared behind you. “Miss, (Y/L/N)?”

“FUCK!” You yelped. You laughed, realizing it was just Vision innocently holding a plate with pizza on it in his hand. “Jesus Vis- could you atleast knock next time?” You chuckled, running your hand through your hair.

He nodded quietly. He straightened out circling back to the reason he was here in the first place. “Mr. Stark told me to bring you this.”

You smiled softly as Vision handed you the plate. “Well tell Tony I said thank you.” You turned in your chair, setting it on the desk beside you, returning back to your current project.

“Miss (Y/L/N)?” Vision spoke once more

“Hm?” You hummed quietly, not looking away from your screen.

“When was the last time you went to sleep?” Vis questioned.

“Uuuh- I think it was like 12-ish hours ago. I took a quick power nap. I’m just a bit busy right now, I’ll sleep when I have the time.” You explained.

Vision just nodded silently and then left the room.

You went straight back to your work. You had music playing in one of your headphones. Your food sat completely neglected next to you.

Your eyes felt heavy and your head had began to hurt but you’d be damned if you did anything before you finally finished your projects.

The door to the lab slid open with a quiet hiss. Tony walked in noiselessly observing you as you wandered around the lab checking files, printing blueprints, and looking over lists of materials.

Tony watched the way you stood there holding your head in your hands like it weighed a ton. The way your knuckles turned white on the edge of the desk as if it was the only thing keeping you standing. He noticed the way your eyes looked as if they were barely able to stay open.

He crossed his arms letting out a dramatic sigh that caught your attention. You turned around, leaning back against the desk you had been printing off papers at.

“What’s all of this” Tony pried, gesturing around to all of the papers and blueprints and screens scattered around your lab. His eyes glanced over to the food sitting completely untouched on the desk.

His eyebrows furrowed slightly. “Hey, you seriously didn’t eat? Come on, that was made with love, y'know?” He grabbed the plate walking towards you and handing it to you

You rolled your eyes, taking the plate out of Tonys hands. “I’m sure it was Tony,” You smirked gesturing to one of the screens that had been playing footage from the security footage on it. “I saw the delivery guy at the door like 3 hours ago.” You set the plate down next to you once more.

Tony rolled his eyes dramatically “Doesn’t mean it wasn’t made with love.” He retorted, reaching behind you to grab the pizza off its plate waving it in your face.

You chuckled slightly at his childishness pushing it out of your face. Tony groaned, setting the pizza back down dramatically. “Fiiiinnneee, but you are eating that eventually.” he huffed.

You didn’t respond, you had already returned back to the task at hand. Tony stood behind you, brows furrowed and arms crossed. You felt his gaze burning into the back of your head but chose to ignore it.

He let out an obnoxiously loud sigh and you ran your hand through your hair turning back to face him.

“Tony, why are you down here?” You questioned, instantly taken back by how harsh it came out.

Tony being ever the drama queen he is let out an offended gasp clutching his chest like you’d just insulted every person he’s ever loved. “How could you! What, am I not allowed to come check on a friend?”

The word friend struck you like a knife to the heart. Such a small word always managed to sting so much coming from him. A painful reminder that that was all you were to him, a friend. Nothing more.

You sighed, crossing your arms over your chest. “Tony, seriously what do you want?”

He jokingly put his hands up in surrender as he walked towards you. “Fine.” He stopped right in front of you. His intense stare meeting yours. “You wanna know why I'm down here, this is why.” He gestured towards the total chaos of screens and projects around you “All of this. (Y/N) You haven’t left this lab in two days now”

You shot him a glare as you slipped away from him and attempted to focus on getting your work done. “Well

Thanks for the concern or whatever this is. But i’m fine”

Tony’s brow furrowed. “F.R.I.D.A.Y. Save and shut down all programs will ya?” He requested loudly.

“Right away Mr. Stark” F.R.I.D.A.Y. said. Soon after everything you had opened had completely shut off.

You spun around to face him as pure frustration coursed through you. “What the fuck?!” You exclaimed.

Tony moved towards you once more “Let's just cut the bullshit now. You know damn well you aren’t ‘fine’ I watched you almost fall asleep trying to print out papers. You're like a damn zombie in here (Y/N). You clearly haven’t been eating at all, and not to hurt your feelings or anything but you look like hell.” He spoke, practically cornering you at your desk.

You glared at him “Oh give me a break. You seriously want to come in here acting all concerned about me? I said I'm fine Tony. So don’t come in here pretending like you give a fuck about me.” You hissed. You pushed past him, beginning to head towards the lab door.

Stark turned around grabbing your arm to keep you from walking out. Your head whipped around to look Tony in the eyes.

“I do.” His grasp on your arm loosened just slightly. You stood there absolutely dumbfounded “I care about you so much it hurts me (Y/N).”

You just stood there in shock, mouth slightly agape.

Tony’s hands cupped your cheeks forcing you to meet his eyes. “I know this may come as a ‘total shock’ but,” he paused. “(Y/N), i’m in love with you.”

Your eyes completely widened and your heart felt like it was about to completely explode. Your eyes scanned his searching for some indicator that this was all just some sick joke.

But in that moment, all that’s there is pure, unmistakable, sincerity.

“Listen, It’s ok- I get it if you don’t feel the same but I can’t just sit here and-“ Tony was cut off as pulled him closer to you by the neck of his shirt and pressed your lips to his.

It was quick and you immediately pulled away, staring up at his lips still slightly parted and your hands still stayed clutching his shirt like some sort of life line.

“Holy shit- I’m so sorry-“ You stammered out realizing what you had just done. “Oh my god Tony- seriously i’m so so sorr-“

He kissed you again. This time it was deeper, more passionate. His hands found your waist pulling you as close as he possibly could to you.

“I’ve wanted this for so long.” Tony breathed.

The kisses became quicker, and more desperate.Your hands tangled in Tony’s hair as he picked you up and you wrapped your legs around his waist. His lips started moving further down. He pressed playfully kisses into your jaw and moved further down to your neck.

“God your beautiful (Y/N).”

He cleared the desk behind you, setting you down on it. He started sucking and nipping playfully at your neck. Your head tilted back ever so slightly as you attempted to stifle a quiet whimper building up in the back of your throat as Tony’s hands began moving further up under your shirt.

“Mr. Stark?” Vision spoke

The two of you both completely stilled and your breath caught in your throat.

Tony whipped his head around as you re adjusted your shirt and smoothed out your hair.

“You, seriously need to learn to knock.” Tony sighed

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Peace and Quiet.

Pairings: Bob Reynolds x Reader

Warnings: none

Summary: You go to the roof to escape from all the noise in the compound only to be met with a familiar face staring back at you.

Quiet wasn’t a word that existed within the walls of the compound. Especially not during game nights.

You had chosen to remain a spectator watching as the rest of the team played Uno. You knew it wasn’t going to end well but it was amazing to watch.

Bob had been sitting on the couch next to you just silently watching the game with you up until a few minutes ago. You didn’t blame him, things had started to get rather heated between the rest of the team and it was becoming a bit overwhelming even for you. You contemplated following him but figured he was heading off to his room for some quiet time so you let him be.

Suddenly Yelena shot up from her place by the table, yelling something in Russian at Alexi. You watched as the man’s jaw dropped and his hands clutched his chest like she had just shot him. He proceeded to yell back even louder which made your ears ring.

You sighed deciding you couldn’t take the noise anymore as it was starting to give you a headache.

You got up from the couch folding your blanket up in your arms as you made your way down the hall walking past your room and towards the elevator making your way to the rooftop.

It had become your favorite place in the tower. Somewhere you could go to get away from the noise and just relax.

You pushed the door open with a quiet sigh. You stopped in your tracks when you saw a familiar face staring back at you.

“Oh! Hey bob- sorry I didn’t realize you were up here, I’ll just go to my room.” You gave him a polite smile as you turned back towards the door. You stopped in your tracks as your heard him call out.

“Wait!-“ It came out much more desperate sounding than he ment for it to and his face heated up from embarrassment.

You turned back around tilting your head slightly.

“Uhm- You can uhm, you could stay here if you want to.” Bob said his eyes flicking down avoiding making eye contact with you.

You felt a smile creeping onto your lips and you came

and sat down next to Bob.

The two of you stayed there in comfortable silence for a while before bob spoke up. “Why did you come up here anyways?”

You let out a dry laugh and shrugged. “It was getting a bit too loud for me down there. Seriously I love the team but god they know how to make my head hurt sometimes.” You smiled running a hand through your hair.

Bob smiled looking over at you “I hear you, they really are great but sometimes it just gets, overwhelming.” he looked back down subconsciously fiddling with the hem of his shirt.

You nodded quietly, the two of you had slipped back into comfortable silence. You hadn’t even noticed it but bob had scooted much closer to you.

You looked over a bit taken back by just how close he was. The light of the slowly setting sun resting on him in a way that made him look otherworldly. You couldn’t help but smile to yourself a bit.

You looked down noticing his hand resting lazily on the pavement between the two of you. You fought with yourself for several minutes over what to do but finally gave in to your urges.

You carefully rested your hand over his, Bob turned looking at you with a awestruck expression. You laughed slightly and his expression softened. A slight smile rested on his lips as he laced his fingers in yours and you beamed.

He looked forward again. Blissfully watching as the sun set.

“It really is beautiful” you spoke quietly. Bob hummed in agreement. You rested your head on his shoulder and his arm cautiously draped over you. You glanced up at him bursting into giggles when you realized he was already looking at you.

The two of you stayed there basking curled up together, watching as the sun set over the city. Enjoying the peace and quiet.

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Anything For You, Doll

Pairings: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: Blood, Reader is hurt, lots of swearing, Crying, hurt comfort (but like physically hurt), mentions of reader wearing a bra

Summary: You come home after a long mission, you’re extremely hurt but the last thing you wanted to do was spend more time away from Bucky. He notices your clearly hurt and immediately flies into care taker mode.

Bucky laid there peacefully resting on the couch, Alpine being ever the cutie she is laid comfortably on Bucky’s chest purring loudly in pure contentment. The two of them had stayed just like this for what felt like hours now aside from the few times Alpine would get up to stretch her legs.

A soft knock at the door made Bucky’s heart leap out of his chest, he carefully swept Alpine up in his arms, setting her down gently on the couch where he had just been before speeding off towards the door. A smile spread across his lips as he pulled the door open. 

You stood there in the doorway with a huge grin across your face. Bucky swept you up in his arms pulling you into a tight hug. 

Usually the affection would be much appreciated especially after a mission like this, but this time it made you hold your breath. Your teeth bit down on the inside of your cheek. You felt pain shooting through your body but you still stood there. Arms wrapped around Bucky as he whispered sweet nothings in your ear.

Even with the extreme pain you were just so damn happy to finally be home. “God I missed you s’much doll” he muttered into your ear, soft lips repeatedly pressing into your skin. You giggled your hands gently cupping your beautiful boyfriend's face. 

“I missed you too bucky.” you placed a quick kiss to his forehead before meeting his eyes one again. “So much.” Your heart fluttered as he melted into your touch, his eyes closing in a pure state of bliss.

“Let's get you inside doll” Bucky chuckled sweeping you up off your feet carrying you bridal style. Another wave of pain shot through your body and this time you couldn’t keep yourself quiet. “Fuck!” You hissed.

Bucky stopped everything he was doing. Worry flooded his senses and he immediately set you back down in the living room, he stood there examining you. 

You stood there shakily, your hand pressing into your side in a poor attempt to subdue the pain. You forced out a laugh. “Sorry hon, Im fine really” You gave him a shaky smile slightly raising your hands in an attempt to show him you were fine. 

“Are you sure the doll?” He looked at you worried, flooding his expression. 

“Mhm! Im just fi-” You felt your vision begin to tunnel slightly as your legs buckled beneath you

He moved before he could even register what was happening. “Shit, It's ok doll it's ok just lean on me.”  Bucky made quick work of carefully bringing you over to the couch, carefully easing you down onto it in an effort to not put you in any more pain. 

“Doll what's happening? Are- are you ok, no scratch that you're clearly not. Doll what the fuck is happeing?” He questioned nervously pacing around the room before carefully sitting down next to you. 

“I- uhm, I'm fine , just sore..” you winced. Bucky ran his vibranium hand through his hair letting out a loud sigh.

“Do you think this is funny? Because its not doll, I want to believe you I really fucking do but i just watched you almost collapse right infront of me.” You looked away, anything was better than seeing the concern in his eyes right now. 

You felt tears of frustration pricking at your eyes, this wasn't how tonight was supposed to go. You opened your mouth to speak but it was quieter than you meant for it to be as you choked you with a pained response. “It wasn’t supposed to be like this, I- I'm so sorry. I just wanted to come home and finally be with you.” You burst into tears at this point. “I got hurt while- I was on the mission. One of the security guys caught me off guard and- I- I don't know, I'm so sorry.” 

Bucky's gaze softened as you sobbed. “Hey, shh shhh it's an ok doll. You’re ok, just breathe for me”

He moved closer in an attempt to scan over any wounds you may have. His eyes landed on your hand, still held tightly against your side. His heart dropped as he noticed the deep red peaking through your fingers.

 “Oh fuck…”

“Doll, I'm going to need you to move your hands for me, please.” You nodded pulling your hand off of the gash in your side. A wave of nausea washed over you as you looked at the way your hand had been coated in a sickening red stain. 

Your heart rate shot up as you started panicking. “Shit- uhm,, fuck bucky thats alot of blood, I- it- It wasnt like this earlier!” Your breathing became ragged as you became grossley aware of just how bad the bleeding seemed. 

“Hey- Look at me doll ok? Right here look at me, I need you to breathe. Just focus on me ok?” You nodded trying your best to refocus yourself but the longer this went on the more the pain began to set in.

“I'm going to have to move you to the bathroom so I can get a better look at this ok?” Bucky spoke quickly as his arm slid behind your back doing his best to be careful with you. You let out an audible groan, your head pressed into his shoulder as you whined 

“I know, I know it hurts, I'm so sorry we're almost there, It's ok” His voice was clearly a bit shaky but even then he did his best to keep you as calm as he could.

The two of you made it to the bathroom and in one quick motion Bucky hoisted you up onto the counter immediately rummaging through drawers looking everywhere for the damn medical supplies.

He finally found them, immediately setting them down next to you. He grabbed the disinfectant and some gauze.

“Ok doll I need you to take your shirt off”

You nodded trying not to laugh or anything but you inevitably failed “HAh- oOW!” You yelped as your side decided to punish you for laughing. 

Bucky rolled his eyes as he assisted you in pulling your blood soaked shirt off leaving you in just a bra. 

You tilted your head back in an effort to not have to look at your wound. 

“This is going to hurt- a lot probably, I’m sorry doll”

You sighed mentally preparing yourself. Bucky gave you a soft glance before beginning to disinfect your wound.

“Son of a bitch! Ow ow ow!” Your hands white knuckled the edge of the counter harsh tears streaming down your face

“Bucky please make it stop!” Bucky winced like your words had physically hurt him.

“I know the doll , I know it hurts, You're doing so good just. a little bit more it’s ok.” 

You choked on a loud sob “Goddamnit make it stop!” 

Bucky finally finished disinfecting your wound. His arms immediately pulled you in and you laid your head down on his shoulder as your breathing slowly evened out

“It’s over, Its ok now- fuck i’m so sorry doll” His hand gently smoothed out your hair. He stayed there holding you as if you were glass. 

He gave you a dry laugh “On the bright side it really isn’t as bad as it seems once all the damn blood is cleaned up” you gave him a small delicious smile as the adrenaline quickly started wearing off and your eyes began to feel heavy. 

Bucky made quick work of dressing your wound and helping you get into bed. The two of you laid there your head in his chest. His vibranium hand holding you close while his other hand gently brushes through your hair. 

“Doll I love you so much, but fuck. Don’t you ever scare me like that again.” he pressed his forehead against yours as he finally started to calm down. 

“I’m sorry for scaring you.” You spoke sheepishly. “I just couldn’t wait to see you and i figured I could tough it out, and I know that was an awful idea bu-“ 

Bucky cut you off placing a tender kiss on your lips. He pulled away and you just layed there. Your mouth slightly agape as you just stared at him in awe. 

“You should totally do that- like several more times.” You giggled.

“Anything for you, doll.” 

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I cannot stress enough how important it is to do silly, frivolous things that serve no other purpose than making you happy.

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"im going dollmode" i say before collapsing limply into the chair and staring blankly into the distance with my mouth slightly agape, completely unresponsive

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Rain Or Shine

Pairings: Steve Rogers x Reader

Summary: Steve comes home to find you curled up in bed clearly sick. Steve proceeds to do just about everything he can to help you.

Warnings: Reader is sick (I do my best to not go into too much detail) Steve and you have your own house

Quiet footsteps echo across your shared living room as Steve enters the door. His eyes scan the room searching for you as he pulls off his boots leaving them neatly by the door. His search continues as he peaks into the kitchen but you weren’t, finally he makes it down the hall, a small smile spreading across his lips when he notices your bedroom door already cracked open.

He nudges the door open “Hey honey im finally ba- oh” Steve's lips pursed slightly as he saw you wrapped up in your blankets eyes red. 

You looked up at him with a mix of exhaustion and embarrassment evident in your expression as you pulled your blankets over your face with a quiet uncomfortable sigh.

You felt the mattress dip slightly as Steve sat down on the edge of the bed, worry laced its way into his voice as his hand found its way onto your back rubbing in soft soothing circles. “What's going on honey?” 

His other hand slowly pulled the blanket off your face as his soft blue eyes met yours. You sniffled slightly “I'm fine..” you whined 

Steve let out a quiet chuckle, his eyes glancing down at the floor for a quick moment before flicking back up to examine you. His brows furrowed slightly as he took in your current state. “Come on my love, I'm sorry but- you really aren't looking too hot right now.”

You turned your face away from him as he finished his sentence, the action was small but it was enough to send him stumbling over his words. “I mean- you're always hot but- that's not what I meant , it's just that.. Uhm-” 

 He continued to scramble for words but stopped as he heard you let out a quiet giggle. Steve's face heated up slightly as his hand rubbed over his jaw 

“Sorry” he spoke softly. He stood up slowly, careful to not cause too much movement on the bed. He knelt down, taking your hands in his as his thumb traced gently over the back of your hand. 

His eyes met yours once more as a comforting smile played at his lips. The sight warmed your heart and for a moment it felt like you could almost forget about the discomfort you were in.  The back of one of his hands slowly pressed against your forehead, the other hand stayed holding onto yours like a lifeline of sorts.

Steve frowned, pulling his hand away from your forehead “Oh honey.. Your really burning up”

You sighed as you curled in on yourself just a little more. “Have you taken anything yet love”

Slightly ashamed you shook your head, Steve gave you a slight sympathetic style thumb continuing to ghost over the back of your hand. “What about food or water?” 

You looked away shaking your head once more. Steve let out an audible sigh, his hand running through his hair as his arms crossed over his chest. “Listen, I know you don't feel good and I know it's frustrating- but you can’t just not take care of yourself.” Steve spoke, his voice filled with concern.

You feel hot tears pricking at your eyes as Steve stares at you clearly extremely worried. Your vision became blurred from tears as you sniveled out a quiet “Im- im sorry..”

Steve's face instantly softened “oh hon… its ok im just worried about you, its all ok” his hand found your face once more wiping a stray tear from your cheek. He carefully brushed your hair back and placed a soft kiss on your forehead. 

“Just wait here for one second ok?” He watched you awaiting some sort of response. You couldn’t bring yourself to speak so you just gave him one short nod. He pressed one more kiss to the top of your head before hurrying out of the room. 

You rolled over once again pulling the blankets tighter around you as a wave of chills surged through you. You audibly groaned wishing this day would just end already. Your head was pounding nonstop and the light shining in from your window was not helping. 

You tossed and turned in an effort to find some form. You let out an annoyed huff and buried your face in a pillow. You were so caught up in how uncomfortable you were that you didn't even notice Steve standing in the doorway. 

The soft sound of something being set down on your nightstand was enough to pull your focus. You lift your head up from your pillow glancing over at Steve who had just set down a bowl of warm soup on the nightstand next to you, A glass of water and some medication in his hands. He gave you a soft smile as he sat down on the bed next to you setting down other medicine and water. 

“Hey sweetheart, do you think you could sit up for me? I need you to take these.” Your face fell back into your pillow as you groaned eliciting a soft chuckle from steve 

“I know, I know taking care of yourself is just the worst i'm sure” You begrudgingly sat up rolling your eyes as Steve handed you the pills. You popped them in your mouth as Steve handed you your water. 

“There we go honey” Steve said “See, it wasn't so hard now was it?” he teased slightly. You rolled your eyes at him once more

“It was actually, thank you very much.” you joked half heartedly 

“I'm sure it was,” Steve said sarcastically. He scooted up closer to you before pulling you into his arms. A soft smile creeping onto his face as he felt you relax into him. A gentle hand rubbing soothing circles into your skin as you curled into him.

“Y’know you could’ve told me you weren't feeling good earlier love.” he spoke softly.

You nodded “I know, but- I don't know. I just know you're busy and I didnt want to bother you or anything, it's not like it was that important anyways. You already have enough on your plate and I guess I just didn't want to be a burden to you or anything.” 

His expression softened his hand making its way under your chin, lifting it ever so slightly to look you in the eyes. “Oh sweetheart.. You will never ever be a burden to me, i really want you to know that” 

You sighed quietly “and I do, you tell me all the time it's just- sometimes I-” You felt your throat begin to close up “I- Im just scared that you’ll get tired- of me if im needy, I just don't want to be a bother.” You felt tears begin to well up in your eyes doing your best to blink them away.

Steve pulled you closer to his chest gently smoothing out your hair kissing the top of your head.

“I could never get tired of you sweetheart. I’d spend the rest of my life holding you just like this if I could. You could never ever bother me honey. I will always be here to help you and to care for you, whatever you need. Rain or shine I promise, i will be here” 

The rest of the night was spent in the safety of Steve's arms until the two of you eventually fell asleep watching one of the many iconic movies Steve had yet to see. His words echoing in your head as you nodded off.  “Rain or shine I promise, I will be here” and you knew he meant it.

A/N: Hi my darlings! Im so sorry this took me so long to write ive unfortunately been busy as fuuuuck- Thank you so much for reading this! If you have any advice or requests it would be much appreciated! One again thank you so much for reading this, I hope you enjoyed it <3

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Slow Dance by Fire Light

Pairings: Steve Rogers x reader

Warnings: No warnings this time just lots and lots of cute fluffy shit

Summary: You and Steve are snowed in at a safe house during your mission, the two of you end up passing to time by dancing around the living room listening to the soft sounds of the record player.

“Hey Steve?” You hollard over your shoulder as you checked through the pantries in the kitchen of the small safe house the two of you had decided to stay in until the weather clears.

Steve looked up from his sketch pad which he had laid carefully in his lap turning his attention towards you.

You gave him a nervous laugh opening the rest of the cabinet doors so Steve could see what you were talking about. “Uhhm- we should really try to go somewhere and stalk up on food the weathers starting to get pretty bad and we don't want to get stuck here with nothing”

Steve nodded his hand covering his mouth slightly in a vain attempt to hide the soft laugh that escaped his lips at you gesturing towards the extremely empty cabinets.

“You’ve definitely got a point there (Y/N), come on let's go.” Steve spoke, closing his sketchbook and setting it on a small table next to the couch and headed towards the door. He opened it slightly before turning back to look at you.

You stood there confused and unmoving for just a moment before Steve chuckled, opening the door the rest of the way and stepping aside so he could keep it open for you. Though the gesture was small you couldn't help but blush.

You quickly sped past Steve rushing to the car praying he wouldn't notice just how flustered his small act of kindness had made you. The cold winter air bit at every tiny bit of exposed skin and you groaned quietly wishing you would have just stayed inside. Your hands rubbed together quickly as you got in the car in a vain attempt to keep them warm. 

Steve sped to the car right after you. He hurriedly slammed the door shut as he was fumbling with the keys in his hand as he tried to get the heat going in the car as quickly as possible.

“Shit its so cold out there.” he chuckled, waiting for the heat in the car to kick in.

You shot him a joking look already giggling before you could even get the words out “Language cap!” You laughed

Steves felt his cheeks heat up, not only out of embarrassment but because of that laugh. God how he absolutely cherished it. He nudged you slightly “That was one time! One time (Y/N)!”

He chuckled as his hand rubbed his face slightly.

After a very long and somewhat frightening drive to a small sketchy grocery store in the middle of nowhere and back to your safe house the weather had only worsened. You were absolutely freezing by the time the both of you had gotten everything inside.

You scrambled to get a fire started in the fireplace as your hands mocked you with just how hard they were shaking from the cold. After several minutes of struggling the logs finally caught fire and you instantly dropped to the ground right in front of the fireplace with a grateful sign.

Steve stood behind the couch with an amused smile on his face as he watched you lying there in front of the fire. He sat back down deciding to use you as inspiration for his next drawing.

You had laid there forever basking in the comforting heat of the fire before deciding to turn and face Rogers. Your heart damn near lept out of your chest when you saw him, he was just sitting there with a soft smile on his face sketchbook in his lap. 

You rolled onto your back as your hands flew up to your face in a poor attempt to hide your nervous blushing. Your eyes widened as you heard footsteps heading your way. Gentle hands pulling yours away from your face. Steve sat beside you with his stupidly charming smile.

You sat up crossing your legs as you finally met Steve's eyes. He stayed sitting next to you in front of the fire. “Figured I might as well enjoy the fire while it's still going” Steve said simply as he stared towards the flames. The light casted over him  perfectly. Your heart fluttered in your chest as you caught yourself glancing down at Steve's lips.

You stood up quickly, brushing yourself off with the palms of your hands.”We should do something!” you said with a huge smile as your eyes darted around the room for absolutely anything to cure your own boredom

Your eyes finally landed on an absolutely beautiful record player and you instantly perked up. “Oh my god Steve, look!” You instantly ran over to it as you looked around for wherever the records could be.  Your eyes locked onto a bookshelf and you smiled to yourself as you found several older records. Grabbing two in specific that had caught your eye.

You stood up showing the two vinyls off to Steve playfully flaunting them around like some sort of grand treasure. “Sooo what are the vibes we were thinking for tonight huh steve?” Steve stepped closer examining his choices before gently pulling one of them out of your hand to examine it closer.

 “Oh my- I haven't heard this in, I don't even know how long. This one for sure” Steve grinned, pulling the vinyl out of its sleeve gently placing it down on the record player.

His shoulders visibly relaxed as the sounds of “It's been a long long time” filled the room.

Steve turned to you with a playful grin across his face. You tilted your head curiously as you watched Steve slowly offering you his hand. You laughed, placing your hand in his. He pulled you in, placing his other hand on your waist as the two of you slowly danced around the living room.

Never thought that you would be standing here so close to me.

Your face was undeniably on fire and you hoped to yourself that maybe Steve wouldn't notice. 

Steve gave you a soft smile, his face moving undeniably closer to yours. 

“Y’know of all the people i could’ve gotten stuck with in this safe house, I'm glad it was you”

There's so much I feel that I should stay.

“I am too steve, really I am.”

But words can wait until some other day.

Steve's hand let go of yours, slowly moving down to meet your waist as your arms draped carefully behind Steve's neck. His eyes closed and he just looked just so peaceful. He pressed his forehead gently against yours and it all just felt so perfect. His eyes locked on yours and your hands slowly found Steve's face. 

Before you even realized what you had done his lips were pressed to yours. It was soft and passionate. It felt as if they were meant to be there all along

Kiss me once then kiss me twice then kiss me once again

You turned bright red turning into a sputtering mess “I- I uhm! Oh my god did we really just- ohhh my god.” Steve broke out into soft laughter as he pressed his lips against yours once more.

It's been a long long time <3

OMG OMG OMGG! Yall dont even know how fun this was to write I loved it and i hope yall did too! Feel free to give me any kinds of advice or even requests, Till we meet again my darlings <3

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