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All those " you should say you like them " feels like a lie to me right now I did it to a friend he was ok with it, I asked multiple times if they were ok with it and thei said they'd don't mind but still I made sure to tell them I liked them not necessarily romantically but because they are a good person and all their struggles are just part of them(they have some mental struggles about people liking them and seeing them as weird and all). Fast forward sometime we already some in fight but all through text and in person we almost don't speak because we see each other in classes, I aks them to go out and we do it, the day is beautiful and nice but in the end we enter a topic about a friend of mine that I rather not talk about because it makes me jealous I teel him about it and he gives me the cold shoulder we argued again after and then he decides to end our friendship, I go through all the things that I might have done wronge and make some bullet points explaining myself better about them but I am meet with silence. The next day I text saying that "it is better this way" because I noticed I wasn't being the best version of myself and was leaving me behind to follow someone else's comfort, they text me some things like "you finally has an excuse to end this", " I can't keep friends anyway" and things that made my blood boils not because I couldn't get it but because I knew how it truly was and felt like they were trying to escape consequence and putting themselves as the victim of something that I never wanted for as disfuncional as it would be, part of me thinks it was another one of their breakdowns and wish I was there for them other part just wants to move on because I am the one that always makes the sacrifices

So yeah I don't really recommend it

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Can someone tell me why the universe didn't just wait before making me LGBT, possibly(almos certainly) neurodivergente and the one healing generational tea? Like pick two and stick with it!! I am not you oc that can use all four elements plus whatever rare super delux exclusive extras you have and even if I was you should at least not make me self aware enough to know my thoughts when I am depressed and anxious aren't real like " yeah I am feel ugly but I know I am not I just can't stop feeling like this" this feels like someone trying to make a new Deadpool like character and failing miserably but the character is me and the f is real

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Soooo...last day of pride and I:

Got outed like it was no big deal at a work party

Had a mental breakdown about it

Got in a fight were I swore my sister up and down like a Irish man watching soccer

Left my parents house

Started living with my grandma who is religious but still is way more open minded than my parents with me(go figure)

Finally accepted myself fully and am planning on being my self more and more.

Funny enoght I am happy

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Sooo I was on TikTok and saw a girl saying if they let her bring her air pods she was gonna go crazy on ww3 and it made me think: why not?

In history people used to go to war with war drums and maybe some other nice ominous instruments why not do it again and better? Imagine soldiers that seem to follow a beat they are concentrated, more focused and, because of such, way better in doing their job. I once seen someone post that in war you are way more likely to act like a stormtrooper than a deadly killer, you get adrenaline flow through your ears out, shooting one target walking feels more like shooting nothing at high speeds, order are messy and you can't get it. But do you know what isn't, can't even be, messy?music, the rhythm, melody, choreography even, IT ALL!! People run to some music in the army, if I am not mistaken it is real, to keep the rhythm up and the coordination right why not keep on their ears? Helps morale, keeps them focused and helps them process their moves better

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Ok so I didn't have anywhere to say it and nobody I would feel comfortable having to explain to but I got with a pornstar last weekend and it was really nice, it's not like he was a huge deal like a Mia Khalifa or Jake andriz but he was really good in bed and ended up calling him daddy mid way through. That's all thanks for coming to my Ted talk

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If you can be vulnerable and is putting effort to you are strong

If you can't be vulnerable but you want you are also strong

If you just don't want to because you think it is for pussys I shall give you the Adventure Time treatment

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To be real I mostly would want the famous human is wanted by a vampire and werewolf trope to end up with the monsters falling in love with eachother and the human becoming a witch to help to protect them and themselves from the atrocities of their homophobic/conservative cultures

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My free has a salary twice mine and she has payed for some lunches for both of us but never ever got mad at me for not giving the money back, actually she has given ME money back (I work half-time and she full time and she gets the minimum wage for or country which is not a lot but still is more than me so I always feel thankful) last time we went out I paid for it all with my 35$, we got ice cream, fries from a old place used to go and a large soda for both of us to share. That night was our "girls night" and we talked about a thousand stuff and loved every minute.

So go ahead and pay for your hubby's even if you only has 35$ because the experience you will have with them is more than worth it

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Tô fudido! Me apaixonei de novo e ele é muito fofo

Será que eu aguento mais esse sufoco?

E se eu deixar o meu eu antigo sair?

Aquele eu que faria de tudo pra manter a pessoa ali

Pra manter ela aqui

Pra ela não sumir

NÃO!!!

Sou uma pessoa nova, esse eu antigo tem que ir

Gostosas não imploram pra ficar....

Mas ele é tão fofinho que não dá pra aguentar!!!

Ok já decidi, vou virar freira

Mentira, confundo ave Maria com Pai nosso e vice versa

Eu dizia "venha a vois ao nosso reino" como se Deus tivesse que ir lá em casa pq a dele era chata (tenho quase certeza que pegaria fogo se entrasse na igreja de novo)

Acho que não tem lugar pra correr dessa vez

Coração bem firme na mão mas com rédia livre

Um compromisso de inglês

Ele pode viver esse amor MAS....quem eu tô enganando ?

Conheço meu coração qualquer 1cm vira km e qualquer mar vira poça

Vou pedir que rezem por mim por pura estética pois não tem Deus que me ganha quando me apaixono

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Loaf of fox

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I personally think Izuku's process would be so much more fun to watch if he was trying to enter uni instead of a high school like Lets thinks about that:

The exam he was going to do at the end of middle school would not necessarily be a exam to enter the hero course on UA but to enter a PREPARATORY course of the areas UA teaches, so the kids could learn and see in what they were better at and how to use their quirks in ways that make the best use for the situation. The course would make easier to enter UA University but is not the only way in since you can be recommended or do the usual entrance test that all students of the PUA have to do, but you would have a hell of a lot more work to do balancing normal school with hero-related study's since the course is already leaning into this area.

Izuku wants to get in the pre-course since he heard All Might was in it too, he meets his idol in middle school and all other thing happen equal to the series, BUT, Izuku fail the technical test since he didn't get buff from night to day( he has muscles growing now but not many, he is lean) looks like 3 month of training is not enoght to bet people that are training since day one with all the talent and money and contacts in the world ( who would have thought?).

Midoriya is devastated and when All might tries to console him he says "but how can I try to be like you....(hiccup)....when I can't even enter the same pre-course you did..." and that, ladies, gents and friends, is when All might gets dumbfounded and laughts his hero laughter, midoriya is obviously shook about it since he just poured his heart out and his hero is laughing, Toshi didn't know that and thought the boy just had a strategy or a desire of sorts so he just went with it, he tells him that he didn't make the pre course, he entered a normal high school, but he was trained by his mentor. After this midoriya recover his hope and studies hard and trained even harder going from a scrawny little boy to a muscular man through constant training during his 3 years at high school, aceing all the questions in the theory test but not passing the battle exam made him try even harder to get a body that could really use One for All for at least some time even if breaking some bones.

I feel like izukunlooks more human and less inclined to just " me got strong me do good" and, for me personally, makes the rest look more interesting, let's be honest MHA happening throughout one in a High school looks way too out of place, the kids do so much stuff and go through so much danger that I can't see anyone accepting a teen to soo responsable for other lifes

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Undercover Brother (2002) dir. Malcolm D. Lee

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Update.... she's...she's dead...my dog is dead and I wish her last moments weren't with so much suffering . At leas she died at the side of my bed where she her self decided to sleep and would alway come back after I made her get out of my room like a insistent child, a persistent fighter

Hope you are better now Pearl/Pérola I will always love you

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The writting team of my life is really putting me through a rollercoaster right now.

I have a big exam that I have to take to try to go to uni in about 2 days ( I can't forfeit the exam but it's important I try to better my score after my last one to get more points)

I didn't read the full book it recommended for the exam

I got really sick one week before the exam of food poisoning

My dog ate rat poison (that I later discovered didn't really kills rats just the really old ones)

I went to my first job interview

I feel like I am out growing friends that were there for me but now I feel like I'm their emotional blanket only

And I still am going through other emotional developments

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Eu acho engraçado que eu veja tanta foto com mensagem de inspiração que, no fim, fala pra seguir a Deus e tals porquê é tipo:

Uau!! Eu tenho todo o potencial e habilidade em mim!!Eu posso mover montanhas, correr maratonas, nadar quilômetros em minutos se deixar eu posso criar a cura do câncer e levar a humanidade até a Lua!SIM!! EU SOU INCRÍVEL!!!Mas se eu quiser superar qualquer barreira não depende de mim e sim de outro ser que tem que atender outras trezentas mil pessoas com mais mil pedidos cada a cada hora. Bem, acho que vou esperar a minha vez na fila pra ver se dá pra eu passar de ano ao menosksksks

Mas enfim: se vc acredita que Deus ou seu Deus te da forças tá tudo bem mas não se esqueça que vc também tem o poder pra mudar as coisas e não precisa ficar esperando ninguém