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Inner thoughts

Few things suck more than finding out you’re an accidental piece of shit. Hearing from the most important people around you that you’re actively hurting them while not trying, or meaning, to.

It’s awful when they’ve brought up concerns in the past, very valid concerns, and you say you will change. You really do want to. You know it’s simple, won’t have any negative effect on your life, and will make the life of this person you care so much about easier. Maybe you do change for a while. But then after a bit, those actions creep in again. Not at all consciously, but they rear their ugly head again. So you get reminded by the person you care so deeply for. You apologize and promise to change. Again.

Once again, maybe you get better. You stop doing the thing, your life hasn’t changed much, the other person is happier, you’re living the dream. Which then becomes the nightmare when it all starts again.

So now it seems as though you don’t actually care, because you keep slipping back into your old ways, knowing how that affects the other person. But it’s not conscious. You desperately DON’T want to hurt them. You ONLY want to make them happy. Yet here you are, doing the thing again. So they believe you don’t care about them enough to change.

I care about this person FAR more than I care about anything or anyone else, myself included. And still, I struggle to maintain these simple things I’ve been asked to change. Therapy and pills be damned. Which does in fact make me an asshole.

Accidentally or not, that’s who I am.

And it sucks.

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#buck has feelings for eddie confirmed

9-1-1 | Season 8, Episode 11, ‘Holy Mother of God’

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when the shared brain cell is stuck buffering

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Duh

#1 buddie warrior Maddie Buckley Han strikes again

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Visit Norway!

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Something like this would be so colossally helpful. I'm sick and tired of trying to research specific clothing from any given culture and being met with either racist stereotypical costumes worn by yt people or ai generated garbage nonsense, and trying to be hyper specific with searches yields fuck all. Like I generally just cannot trust the legitimacy of most search results at this point. It's extremely frustrating. If there are good resources for this then they're buried deep under all the other bullshit, and idk where to start looking.

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Icon commission ✨🐱

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For anybody that ever read about WWII and wondered how the average German citizen was ok with what the Third Reich was doing, this is how you know. What are you doing right now?

The U.S. government is taking people off the street and sending them to the place in the bottom picture without charges filed, no arraignments, no due process and without notifying anyone of the people’s whereabouts.

El Salvador intends to never release anyone from CECOT.

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Chewy commission ✨🌼 super cutie 🌼✨

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Daisy commission 🐶

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I got inspired by this post

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bunny buddies

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my partner calls this "the silent hill pigeon but pretty"

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Help Mohamad reunite his family ❤️🙏

I am reaching out on behalf of my dear friend, Mohamad S., who is facing one of the most challenging times of his life. Mohamad is 37 years old and left his homeland in 2015 in search of a safer and better future. He’s a kind, hardworking man, and his small family has always been his greatest priority.

Living abroad, Mohamad has recently endured unimaginable loss and financial strain. Amidst the ongoing conflict in his homeland, his mother passed away, leaving behind his sister and her five young children—the last remaining members of his immediate family.

As the situation worsened, Mohamad managed to help his sister and her children escape to safety in Egypt, covering their immediate needs and securing a temporary refuge for them. Since then, he has been fully responsible for providing everything they need to survive during this transition.

In his efforts to support his family and cope with this devastating loss, Mohamad has found himself deeply in debt. To make matters even more difficult, he recently underwent knee surgery, which limits his ability to return to work for the foreseeable future. This has made it even harder for him to manage his financial responsibilities and the pressing need to provide his family with a stable future.

Mohamad is now working to bring his sister and her five children to join him in Belgium, where he hopes they can find stability and opportunity after all they’ve endured. This transition, however, requires significant resources that he is currently unable to meet alone.

For privacy reasons, we are not sharing Mohamad’s full name, as he has chosen to keep his identity discreet. While he initially refused the idea of asking for help, I couldn’t stand by and watch him struggle alone. I insisted on doing this for him because he deserves a chance to overcome these challenges. Your contribution 💪 will help Mohamad repay the debt incurred during this difficult time, cover ongoing living expenses for his family, and assist with the costs involved in bringing them safely to Belgium.

Mohamad has been a good friend of mine for years, and I’ve always admired his resilience and generosity. Any support, no matter the size, will make an incredible difference in helping Mohamad and his family rebuild their lives after these painful experiences.

Thank you for reading his story and considering helping a man who has always done everything he can for his loved ones. 🙏

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