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I know not many people will see this, but if you do please share /nf

I have a dog (Phobos), he’s a service dog in training.

He is already in training, but the training is VERY expensive.

The training on its own is €10000, but on top of that there’s the costs of all the places we need to go to train with Phobos, the gear he needs, and a lot more.

So it would mean the world to me if you could donate to help pay for all of this. Literally anything helps!

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Shout out to the ten year old who just got diagnosed. Shout out to the housebound fourteen year old. Shout out to the eighteen year old who can’t go to the university they wanted. Shout out to the twenty two year old who can’t get a job. Shout out to the twenty six year old with a caretaker. Shout out to the thirty year old who can’t buy their own house.

Shout out to young disabled people. We exist.

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(Vent ish post, it’s just me complaining but also laughing about having an undiagnosed chronic illness)

So right now it’s suspected that I have fnd (functional neurological disorder), and one of my symptoms is weakness, which happens at random moments.

I was making a video showing a training session with my service dog, but when I got up my leg was too weak to support me and I fell.

It’s kinda funny to look at.

Anyway really hoping my doctor is going to refer me to a neurologist :3

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Rewatching 9–1-1 and the whole Buck and his therapist thing still frustrates me so freaking much.

And I have no one to share this frustration with so no I must let you all know.

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First part done

Now all the other parts :)

(Next month I’ll probably buy embroidery stuff for the 9-1-1 part and the letters)

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Crochet blanket I’m making

29 rounds done, 61 more to go.

(Obviously they keep getting bigger so I’m no where near done)

It’s just a giant granny square

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I’m making a 9-1-1 related jacket!!

It’s going to be a regular black jacket, but with the yellow/reflective fabric on the arms and maybe(!) at the back. And the words “who cares” sewn onto the back, as well as attempting to embroider “that’s not a very good motto” in small letters underneath “who cares”, and on the front attempting to embroider “9-1-1” in red.

ALSO, because the firefighter jackets have the American flag on the arm I want something similar to that, but I’m not American and I see no reason to put an American flag on my jacket.

So I’m adding Velcro on the arm, and I’m going to buy Velcro patches from Etsy with different pride flags.

I can hand sew, in my opinion, pretty well.

But I’ve never done embroidery before, so I’m going to have to buy the supplies and stuff :)

Any tips are welcome

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My SDiT (service dog in training) Phobos.

If you can please help fund his training ( https://gofund.me/306b0a3e )

Also my cat sitting on his cape :3

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I have like a couple pictures of me writing fanfics

One of them (that I sadly couldn’t find) was me literally sitting in class writing on ao3

Anyway first picture is from February

And the other is from today, cuz I’m busy writing

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Phobos (my dog) is now officially a service dog in training!!!

But I could still really use support with the funding for his training. Please consider donating https://gofund.me/06426e00

https://gofund.me/06426e00

Excuse my terrible look in this picture, I was (am) tired

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So I did a thing-

I wrote a 1224 word 9-1-1 fanfic

Because I had the idea in my head and needed to write it

Fair warning: I suck at writing soooo… don’t have high expectations lolz

"How do I tell him?"

Buck says it out of nowhere while he's helping Bobby make chocolate chip cookies.

Bobby looks at him.

"Gerrard?" The younger man nods, confirming that was what he was talking about.

"After your shift is done, you walk up to him, and you tell him that you're not comfortable with him touching you."

——or——

Buck really needs to set boundaries, Bobby is there to help.

Anyway just wanted to share that

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I had to redo the purple part on top of the pocket a couple weeks ago, because I had sewn(?) the pocket shut. But turns out when I re did it i sewed the pocket shut AGAIN.

So yea.. I’m gonna have to do do it AGAIN.

(If you want to help me get a service dog please donate or share this link, also entire story/explanation for why I need a service is also in the link https://gofund.me/06426e00 )

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This will probably not reach anyone but I hope it does

I started a go fund me to raise money so I can start training my dog to be a service dog.

I’m autistic and because of this the world is quite inaccessible for me.

A service dog could help me a lots of ways (which if anyone wants to know I’ll gladly list and explain)

So please if you can share or donate

Literally anything helps

And if you’re autistic like me and would like to buy communication cards I sell those (and all the money I get from selling those will also go towards the service dog training)

Gofundme 🔗 https://gofund.me/65890789

Vinted (communication cards) 🔗 https://www.vinted.nl/member/125942048-tommy108

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Last update on the Campbell Bain hoodie

ITS DONE

after 2 intense days of sewing

Finally

A before and after picture

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Update on my Campbell Bain hoodie if anyone is interested.

Cried because getting the colors exactly right is impossible (I can’t find good quality references pictures and than match a fabric dye to it)

So these colors will have to do.

Every part is dyed now.

But the yellow ish sleeve is still drying.

And I may or may not have lost the black panel……

I’ll find it again at some point. Hopefully.

Also the hoodie was a white hoodie I got at a local store, I took of the pocket (and used that fabric to test the dye), cut it up, and dyed it.

The dye I used is Rits all purpose dye, black, marigold, tangerine and brown

I mixed a little bit of brown into the tangerine to make it a bit darker.

The purple is from a tie dye kit from Amazon.

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I feel the NEED to make Campbell Bains hoodie.

I have very little sewing experience.

My dad said I should buy 4 hoodies, take them apart and then see them together.

Seems like a reasonable plan, only problem is that I kind find the right color hoodies anywhere. Except for one website, but then it’d be €100+ and I don’t have PayPal so I can’t even order from that website.

It’s driving me absolutely insane.

Anyone have ideas on what to do

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I think I’ll just stick to making pictures of my dog and some plants.

Because developing people skills probably won’t work