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PINK LADY

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@queens-be-like

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“Never leave a person who touches your soul more than your body.”

— Unknown

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Overwhelmed

Lately (for the last 8 months) I’ve been feeling like I’m frantically kicking my feet, exhausted but still determined to not sink...lately I’ve finally started feeling tired.

I’m hoping this weekend and some upcoming trips recharge me emotionally and spiritually.

Must remember the thing they say about arrows.

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Falling in love with myself 👁

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Human bill boards & iguanas

I had a dream about a recurrent place/event that only exists in my dreams...in my dream i was attending my 3rd annual time...its like some sort of weekend art festival type thing. With like creepy/unnerving but somehow not scary vibes...don’t even know the name haha and can’t think of anything similar in real life.

My old manager scott was there. He always gave me those kind of vibes. He was a cool boss but also sometimes said or showed us some off the wall things but he would never hurt a fly.

Anyway i got at the tail end and i was arriving from somewhere, felt like i had been on a trip. I got there and it kind of gave me resort vibes. There was like grass surrounding a little lazy river looking type River. Inside the river there was a bunch of iguanas swimming, and there was stepping stones you could jump across if you didn’t wanna get wet or eaten by iguanas (i think they’re omnivores but honestly wasn’t gonna test it out in my dream) so i jumped across.

Got into the building on the otherside...it looked light and open. Inside it looked like a bathhouse/bathroom type of place...what is it with me dreaming about those kinds of places? I don’t think ive ever even been to a place like that in real life. Anyway im going somewhere in a rush, maybe i was going to try to make it to a class or exhibit or just explore...but instead i bumped into some kid - they were like old enough to be worrisome but not old enough to know their gender, they were about my size. And they had a friend of the same size and they were in a fighting mood. So i had a stand off with them.

Then i forgot who came to my rescue and i think we stalled (dream got fuzzy) but then it seemed it was closing time and the mass exodus started. Like when a rave festival ends and everyone heads towards the exit. So he jumped in the current of people and made out escape without getting into a fist fight...somehow i had a bunch if things i had to grab before we left and i was scrambling. I got like two bags on my shoulders and was carrying things in my hands like when i want to carry all the groceries up to my place in one trip.

On my way out i ran into my manager scott and in my dream i knew he never missed this particular festival. He was wearing his art. It was like a three sided coffins shaped board display. It reminded me of those sandwich boards or human billboard people used to wear in tv shows. And anyways the board had like band logos or something on it he did a little circle so i could see. I let him know i missed the festival experience again, apparently i came the last 2 years and also did not get to make art like i had wanted to. Apparently the year before leah had come for a house warming event or bday...

It was a very odd dream.

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Crazy I’m the bad ass chica i dreamt of becoming

I am beautiful and healthy! I have an amazing network if family and friends. My job is rewarding and im excelling in it. I have the sweetest and smartest fur baby. Lol at this moment i am talking to 7 guys 🌝 2018 cristina would be shook. But like literally living life to the fullest, im probably in my prime physically, enjoying the company of handsome men, having adventures with friends, having money to do things.

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Its been 2.5 years

Feel like a mini life time ago. 32 moons. 2 jobs. Heartbreak like none I’ve never known. I am now a dog mami. Ive lived completely on my own going on 3 year now. Made many new loved ones i can’t imagine life without. Experiencing the first pandemic in many lifetimes. Transitioned well into WFH, something i never saw myself doing. I’m an avid smoker now, tabacky is wacky. I am strong, independent, and chingona.

Looking at my old phone excerpts from years ago really puts in perspective how much I’ve grown professionally and emotionally. I am a whole as successful adult. I love that for myself. And i really should toot my own horn more cause i deserve it.

I love reading my past words and loving who i was and an and can be. I have said similar words in the past, but obviously it worked cause here i am again, but i am going to make an effort to blog more.

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“Days are long without you. And short when spent with you. I long for the those days to be held by your presence, and captivated by your love. To hold each stare with a dripping passion. To find the smile on your face, and trace your lips with mine. How I miss the sound of your voice, and the touch of your body on mine. Oh how much I miss you, I thought to myself tonight.”

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-Aisha J.

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“And I like us best when we’re sleepy, when we say what’s truly on our minds. You hold me close and kiss my cheek, and you tell me about your dreams. We say things that don’t make any sense so we laugh at ourselves. And when we have nothing else to say, we drift off to the lullaby of gentle breathing and the beating of our hearts.”

-Excerpt from a book I’ll never write, 104

“Slowly drifting”

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“I’m too exhausted to explain my soul to someone again.”

— T. // ten word story #38

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Busy couple of weeks

So I haven’t posted updastes in a while but its just been a hectic few weeks, New job, new coworkers, new friends. Diet hasn’t exactly been on point but no regrets. I’ve been eating and socializing with coworkers...making connections at my new job.

So anywho...I’m eating super clean this week. I didn’t eat super clean today but i stayed within my calorie limits. Starting tomorrow I’m going to restart intermittent fasting and im going to be eating salads and veggies. My deserts will be protien bars. I’ll aim to post my next update photo on thursday. Going out of town next week on a girl’s trip.