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From almost confessing their love to poorly disguised mutual death threats in less than 10 minutes. I love my toxic crazy couple so much.

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After more than a year, I FINISHED THE CHAPTER. What next, maybe another chapter? Maybe I'll even finish this fic someday? Everything seems possible now!

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Hey, man, c'mere. Listen. Get in real close, this is important.

You're gonna make stuff again. You're gonna make stuff you're proud of. You're gonna make stuff you're excited to share. You're going to feel that overwhelming drive to create, not just the frantic I want to want to you're stuck in now. You're going to have awesome ideas, and you're going to make them into reality. You're going to create again. You're still an artist. You're still a writer. You're still home to the same passion you had before. You'll find it again. It's not gone. It's just resting. Let it rest. You're going to make stuff again. I promise.

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disappeared for a bit and now i’m fixated on bg3 what’s up

‘alight’

(Originally posted to instagram on 8/15/2025)

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astarion my beloved i don't draw you often enough

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WIP(?) Wednesday

@nananarc keeps poking me with WIP Wednesday so persistently I finally started to believe that I still have some wips xD Thank you, my dear, for thinking of me <3

Under the cut, because lots of letters

Though to be honest, I don't have much. Slowly (oh, so slowly) I'm working on the next chapter of You cannot win

„Let her go Violet, I advise you,” he said calmly. The vampiress snorted. „This pathetic thing? I’m not afraid of her. You’re not going to fool me into believing she’s dangerous.” Ra’el swept her legs in a desperate attempt to kick her and prove how wrong she was. Without much success. „Stop squirming.” Violet growled, pressing her against the wall so hard Ra’el choked. „Oh, I’m not going to.” He finally stopped looking at his hands and looked at Ra’el. His gaze was as cold and piercing as a dagger. „She is no threat at all. Rather useless, I would say. She will only be an annoyance to the master, trust me.” „You say so?” Violet smiled wickedly, bringing her face close to Ra’el’s. Her breath reeked of carrion, death and old blood. „Then perhaps she will be good enough for us at least? Perhaps the master will be so kind and give her to us? Maybe he’ll even let you watch? To smell? What do you think brother? Will he like this idea?” Ra’el kept her eyes fixed solely on Astarion. As he tightened his hand on the sword’s hilt. As he narrows his eyes in fury and hissed through clenched teeth. „Yes, that would be something he would like.” Despite his indifference, he couldn't hide how much this vision terrified him. If Ra'el could see it, then his siblings surely could too. The thought that he still cared could have been pleasant, but at that moment, she wanted nothing more than to end this torture. And to stop them from talking about her as if she were a piece of meat.

I'm also back in early game hell, so from time to time I write down some passive-aggressive dialogue, but I don't know if it will lead to anything. Anyway, as long as I didn't abandon it, it's a WIP.

(...) after a moment she frees herself from the insistent questions when Gale walks away towards the source of some rather unappealing smells. Only to fall prey to an overly insistent gaze. „You have clearly captivated our esteemed mage. Quite an impressive feat, I must admit.” „Astarion, right?” She responds with an equally piercing gaze. „Let me provide some advice—you shouldn’t believe every compliment you hear. He’s just waiting to demonstrate how little I know, trust me.” „Oh, really? What valuable wisdom, indeed.” His smile makes Ra’el feel suddenly very foolish and naive. "Do you want something specific? Or just make a few witty remarks?" "Well, I certainly do. I was wondering if I could get more out of you than that loquacious interrogator." Ra’el snorts. She has been questioning all the new companions since morning, and the tables seem to have turned now. „I don’t think there’s much left.”

Don't tag anybody, but you know the drill.

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Based on a beautiful VP by Astarionposting and the gorgeous Nightwalker set by RenMods 🦇

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I offer only vampire angst today I'm afraid 😗

#Art #Astarion #bg3

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Aaaaaa I'm gonna be at this big anniversary witcher concert with a symphony orchestra and stuff! Hyped yay!

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makes me thinking of them again

You are not fun anymore

Rating: Explicit 

Relationships: Astarion/fem!Tav 

Word count: 3,8k 

Summary: Feelings are hard, sex is easy. 

What to expect: too much feelings, too little smut, a bit of fingering and vaginal sex and then feelings again 

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Takemura Week 2022

Day 2 | Obligations | our wishes mean nothing

"I came to say goodbye."

"I… I know."

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You are not fun anymore

Rating: Explicit 

Relationships: Astarion/fem!Tav 

Word count: 3,8k 

Summary: Feelings are hard, sex is easy. 

What to expect: too much feelings, too little smut, a bit of fingering and vaginal sex and then feelings again 

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