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Do you ever just go wow I have a lot of repressed anger

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I don’t understand.. I’ve done everything for him. Yet he still went behind my back to tell another girl “still so fucking pretty” with a slew of emojis behind it.. I don’t get it. Same one he’s told “shitting on all the other females out here” while with me.. same one he told “I open up FB and see your pictures while with the boys and say ‘god damn!!’ during break at work.” I feel so broken and sad.. I’ve.. done so much..

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Me, all the time now. There’s never any fixing things, or making them better now. All I want to do constantly is throw up and cry

You know what sucks? Having a breakdown over something you KNOW is stupid. Like it’s still making you feel sick, and beyond upset but you can’t tell anyone because you KNOW its ridiculous and no one will GET it so you just lay there suffering and wanting to cry with no out put or way to fix or work through the feelings.

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book quotes that i will never recover from

"he is half of my soul, as the poets say. " - song of achilles

"write me a letter telling me how to live the rest of my life without you." - how to make friends with the dark

"they were my birthday presents." - shatter me

"she had realized that she had forgotten the precise blue of his eyes and the depth of his laugh." - clockwork princess

"my name is sam cortland... and i will not be afraid." - assassin's blade

"you chose me four years ago. would you choose me still?" - these violent delights

"we were all supposed to make it." - crooked kingdom

"i remember everything." - the invisible life of addie larue

"come home and shout at me. come home and fight with me. come home and break my heart, if you must. just come home." - cruel prince

"i wasted all those yesterdays and am completely out of tomorrows." - they both die at the end

"you hated the idea of me." - the final gambit

"bob says hello." - house of hades

"abuse can feel like love. starving people will eat anything." - nightfall

"i missed you only with an ocean between us. but if death was separating us... i would find you." - queen of shadows

"i loved him. i love him. as best i could." - we were liars

"i'm the villain, even in my own story. but you were supposed to play a different role." - finale

"i will find you again in the next world—the next life. and we will have that time. i promise." - a court of wings and ruin

"i spent half of my time loving her and the other half hiding how much i loved her." - the seven husbands of evelyn hugo

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“why are you such a picky eater?”

lol bro i’m not gonna waste calories on food i might not even like get your head out of your ass

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My boyfriend moved in with me, and has consistently made sure I was eating. I am up 6 lbs. I want to get back to eating 700 cal or less.

I hate myself for giving into the goodies he buys me. I feel disgusting.

I have relapsed into full on bulimia but I’d rather have Ana on my side. My chest hurts from forceful purging. I’d rather my stomach hurt from emptiness.

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Time to fast and chug water, lovelies!!

🤞🏽😩💧

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Tf you mean these weren’t 100 for the whole bag!? 🤮🤮

I went to grippy sick jail for a bit but now I’m back on my bullshit 🤪

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I cri every time

✨D U M B B I T C H ✨

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It eeez what it eeez

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✨ G Y M ✨

💪🏽😗✌🏽

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If you fast, you’ll get fucked up faster. 🙂

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Plan your maintenance day well, babes.

🤘🏼🤪🤘🏼

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It’s fasting time BAY BEEEEE

✌🏽😔✌🏽

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Jokes on myself, I b’ed anyway.