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why does my health hate me so much like I just recovered from headaches and now my horrible stomachaches are back TvT

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Dazai kisses you with the reverence of a worshipper. He’s eternally grateful that such a filthy, lowly demon such as himself received the affections of such an angel. His morning and nighty rituals begin and end with the same event—kisses all over your holy body, from the tips of your toes to the top of your head. They’re chaste and fleeting in the beginning, afraid to defile and corrupt you. But oh, he craves to hear the delicacies of your gentle hums and moans when he gets too messy later on and leaves a pretty mark. He knows mere mortals shouldn’t get too close to goddesses, but he can’t help but follow icarus’s steps and hope to touch the sun, you.

Chuuya kisses you like a man drunk in love. Your lips replace the bottle he used to seek comfort so often from, and the taste of red wine could never hold a candle to the taste of you. And not unlike the glasses full of alcohol, he finds himself asking for just one more kiss. They’re bold and clear to the point that he has given himself to you. He’ll proudly kiss the ground you walk on with the same energy he kisses you. He’s lost so many people in his life, and the one thing he wants is to keep you and your kisses all to himself. The finest wine deserves a knowledgeable man who won’t break the bottle.

Fyodor kisses you with the delicate touch of an artist. Every imprint of his lips on your skin is carefully arranged in an ethereal collage of devotion and intimacy. There’s no overdoing it or under-doing it, it’s the perfect amount. His words are always coated in sugary lies and webbed subsidiary secrets, and he opts to express his love through affectionate gestures such as a mere kiss. Being a man of God, naturally he strays away from anything too provocative and heated. Except sometimes in the dead of night, he thinks of Eve and the apple. He shouldn’t have you, no, but he can’t resist forever.

Sigma kisses you like he’ll lose you. The three years he has known this world has only taught him pain, anguish and anxiety. He’s so inexperienced, and he’s afraid that inexperience will frustrate you to the point of leaving him. There’s a bit of everything in a kiss with him, some tongue (he read about it online on a WikiHow article of how to kiss), the shaky hand on your cheek and hip and so much idolization. You lead most of the kisses by proxy, and he lets you. It’s okay if you use him like a toy. He’ll gladly be used as long as you don’t leave.

Nikolai kisses you with all the wild passion he can muster. The lipstick he wears smears across your skin, painting your Cupid’s bow red. Mutters of ‘pretty thing’ and ‘fucking delicious’ leave him with each deepening kiss. It’s a pity he’s thought about setting you free from this world during such a moment. Your heart bleeding around the knife, wails and whimpers of pain muffled by his lips while he guides you through the end of life. The last remnant of the chains holding him down would be gone if your kisses weren’t so hammering onto his soul. Every peck and smooch only solidifies his connection to you and this universe.

Tags: @twst-om-lover, @briars-castle, @little-miss-chaoss, @sinfulthoughtsposts @starrs20

[chuunai]

umh head is less stuffy today for once ! so thinking about putting out one of three headcannons/drabbles >_<

characters for all three will be dazai, chuuya, fyodor, sigma, and nikolai !

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husband dazai ! who demands a kiss for everything imaginable. a morning kiss, a goodbye kiss, a night kiss and kiss just because your lonely lips needed his. your lips, cheeks, shoulders and every inch of skin never went a day without feeling a gentle peck there. his favorite spot is your back. if he steals your lipstick, he’s able to leave so many marks as a manifestation of his undying love.

husband dazai ! who has a shrine of you at his desk in the Agency. polaroid photos litter his desk, pinned with thumbtacks as memories of dates and holidays are there to remind him why he bothers working—for you. his favorite is the two of you cuddling in your futon, the sheets tangled and the sunlight peeking in through the curtains. it’s so domestic and beautiful and his heart fills with warmth at the sight of it.

husband dazai ! who prefers stay-in movie night dates. while he sets up the illegally pirated movie, you make buttery popcorn that he knows he’ll devour later on. while the film goes on, you’ll be perched in his lap with his hands either absentmindedly playing with your tummy or thighs. naturally, he makes comments about every part of the movie. it’s just part of his irresistible charm though.

husband dazai ! who feels those shards of doubt and insecurities during the darkest nights. thoughts plague his mind of you finally realizing that he’s a horrible person and that you’ll leave him. that you’ll crush the heart he gave to you so brutally and tragically in a way that he’ll never be able to recover from. on the following days, he’s more distant and quiet. his outer persona he uses for the show of the gleeful and lazy ‘dazai osamu’ is stripped away to reveal what he really is. a man vying for a genuine bond and guarantee that he won’t ever be alone again.

husband dazai ! who is eventually soothed by your presence and actions. those small promises you moan out when he makes love to you in a fit of desperate need and desire. his usual loud almost exaggerated moans and groans are silenced to whiny sounds that your neck muffles. the red lines your nails dig into his back make a heart in his mind, and the kisses are just as careful yet deliberate. he just wants love. your love. all of it. no matter how selfish, he only wants it for himself.

husband dazai ! who reminds himself everyday of how lucky he was to meet you. had he not, what would he have become? he doesn’t know. he couldn’t see him living another life without you in it. when you eventually leave his side, he’ll leave too with the help of a rope and razor.

Tags:

@sinfulthoughtsposts, @briars-castle, @twst-om-lover

[chuunai]

going on undefined hiatus again due to health issues and writer’s block. sorry :( just have been having really bad headaches lately and my eyes hurt a lot too.

I feel like I always go on hiatus and barely put out any work but I might push out a drabble or two.!

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What's your favorite ice-cream flavor? (Chocolate, vanilla and strawberry not included)

ok vanilla chocolate chip. not when you add the chips on top but when they’re like IN it. It’s so good and so underrated and I think more people need to try it so I’m not the only one buying it

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will you bite though👉👈

occasionally when I’m hungry

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y’all remember you can send me stuff in my inbox not just requests 3_3 im not scary I swear

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I just got a helix piercing it hurts but looks so good TvT

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I absolutely adore your writing ♥️

Keep it up!

thank you! I’ll try my best for the series >_<

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PAIRING: chuuya nakahara x fem! reader

FLAVORING: angst to comfort. a minor dash of enemies to lovers.

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SYNOPSIS: from the day he was inducted into the Port Mafia, there was always you. a thorn forcefully dug into his side forever more. he hates you, definitely—but destiny has never quite favored him, and seems to make a mockery of his heart.

╰┈➤ AUTHOR’S NOTE: due to being a person with a life, expect long periods of time between each chapter. since I’m aiming for around 8-10k words per installation, it’ll take me a while TvT. i’m also not using to writing this much, so I apologize if some things may seemed a bit rushed or not. I’d also love to hear any suggestions or feedback regarding this series in my inbox! <3

CHAPTER ONE: DEEP BEHIND ENEMY LINES

it’s a typical mission at first with all-out gunfights and explosions. everything is fine until a stray bullet finds itself embedded into your flesh and he’s responsible for keeping you alive amidst the battle.

CHAPTER TWO: FED THE GREY GEESE

at the hospital, chuuya reluctantly finds himself visiting you due to kouyou’s insistence. even with his hatred for you, he felt bad for this pathetic state of yours.

CHAPTER THREE: BURN LIKE A CIGARETTE

with the sudden turn in your relationship, a box of smokes is shared alongside secrets. but sometimes everyone forgets that some secrets are best kept to one’s self.

CHAPTER FOUR: DESPERATELY PONDERED

his heart has betrayed him utterly. led him on a path that followed yours—worshipping the imprints of your life on his. there are only two choices now.

CHAPTER FIVE: THE SUN IS GONE

deep in the night at sunset, you both share an honest moment. the future has been decided, and a promise is made into an oath.

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ngl i feel like tachihara would play peekaboo with his baby but instead of like hiding his hands behind his face he'd just put on and rip off his bandage instead

this is so old sorry for the literal months long reply >_<

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but DEFINITELY he does this. one face is for port mafia tachi, and the other is hunting dog tachi. Two veryyy different people. he does it with one of those cutesy hello kitty bandages too or any themed kids show ones. he does it so much to the point where there’s always a red splotch on his nose from the constant friction of taking it on and off !

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coming back from the grave. anyway just read through the waterloo dazai series and boy it was so fucking amazing (go read it if you haven’t—author is fyorina)

so good that it’s inspiring to possibly write my own series with a different BSD character. I know I’m very lazy and busy but I do feel somewhat motivated for this 3_3

but oh, what character to pick!

Fair warning though it’ll probably take a month or two for me to set up the chapters/summaries/plot based on the character. since I don’t know how to choose anything, expect lots of pills asking for what y’all want.

bye bye !

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Need me some baby daddy fyodor..

baby daddy fyodor ! who knew you were pregnant before you knew. the signs of an expectant mother—much less his wife—were quite obvious and evident to him. morning sickness, tender breasts, all the works.

baby daddy fyodor ! who already has plans in motions to protect his soon-to-be family. naturally, a child of his shall not be targeted by the world’s sinners.

baby daddy fyodor ! who is more lenient and understanding of you. he’s more opt to you sitting on his lap as he works, or making the effort to eat at least one meal a day with you. parenthood is a shared experience, and for however cruel he may be—his cruelness never extends to you. mostly.

baby daddy fyodor ! who quickly finds himself enamored by your growing stomach. the thought that the changes in your body were because of him gave him a sense of pride and gleeful joy. had he not gifted you a child, you’d never go through this. but alas, he has.

baby daddy fyodor ! who sings russian lullabies to the unborn child. either that, or he’d play classical music on his cello. research showed the positive effects of music on a developing fetus, and of course he wanted his kid to have the best start in life. being a dostoevsky meant being miles ahead of the average person.

baby daddy fyodor ! who keeps the news private. other than his servants that had been thoroughly brainwashed and manipulated by him, no one knew about your pregnancy. for both the safety of you and your child. his anemic hands hold the future of the world in one hand, and an ultrasound photo in the other.

baby daddy fyodor ! who says he’ll speak to the baby in russian only. in order to have them fluent, they must hear the language from the moment their curious eyes open. he doesn’t mind whatever language you want to speak to them—it’d be better for them to know multiple languages anyway.

baby daddy fyodor ! who prepares for your eventual labor. being a known terrorist, he obviously can’t have you in a hospital. it’d leave behind plenty of documents and other information that may lead to potential problems. so, a birthing room is in order at a secret location far from the life that he relishes in. he has a doctor on standby—kept hostage for this very purpose—to watch over the process.

baby daddy fyodor ! who can’t wait to walk upon the re-formed world he’ll make with his two angels.

Tags:

@sinfulthoughtsposts, @twst-om-lover, @briars-castle

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This might be odd but one are requests open?

And two, do you write AUs? Like non ability/modern au, fantasy au, just… any kind of au really

Requests are open, but I’m really busy so if you request just know it might rot for a bit. And I don’t really do AU’s, but if it’s interesting I might 3_3

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do u write x male reader?

I don’t