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I experienced "dumb lesbian" mode at work akskdnfkdkfcmc

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Help I meant to write a guitar song based on the phrase "you can lead a horse to wate but you cant make them drink" as way to bitch about job frustrations and it turned into a "fuck facism" anthem

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Actually I'll never forgive Punk Rave and Killstar and fast fashion brands for tricking people into thinking that being goth or punk or emo is expensive. Babygirl the only goth brand names you need to know are Rit, Good Will, Etsy, and Studs and Spikes, we used to shove safety pins through our ears and then they started selling earrings that look like safety pins for 15.99. We used to dye thrifted wedding dresses black and they started selling gothic gowns for 300 bucks. We used to put studs on boots we found in the back of the good will and they started making Demonias. DIY or die wasn't perfect it can be exclusionary to disabled people but whatever the fuck we've got going on right now is so much worse. It's not any more inclusive to the disabled and it is exclusionary to the people who made punk, to the people who made goth, to the people who made emo. If you've got the funds and you don't want to do diy pay someone else to do it for you but please let it be a small artist or a friend not some guy in a suit who's made it his business to gentrify punk. You can turn flats into platforms with flipflops, hotglue and gumption don't let anyone tell you different.

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I actually committed to dyeing my hair lavender, I bought the box and I'm waiting for my roots to grow out a bit so more of the lavender shows I'm nervous but since it's just like the first time I dyed my hair I feel a little less anxious

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I think I've got the zoomies or something cause I just want to bite or chew on something

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Let it be known that it was the masterdoc that made it all click and for anyone still wondering you are absolutely valid for being confused and trying out label to find ones that fit

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Yeah. I'm a lesbian.

Wait am I just a lesbian dealing with comphet and religious trauma I'm gonna have to track down the doc again

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Wait am I just a lesbian dealing with comphet and religious trauma I'm gonna have to track down the doc again

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It took one google search and I didnt even get the spelling right.

Its still my favorite

I cant stop thinking about that one tumblr post where op says "packige :)" or something like that while staring out the window at 8am

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I cant stop thinking about that one tumblr post where op says "packige :)" or something like that while staring out the window at 8am

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I'm gifting my past self an album I always wanted but didnt know how to get

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I'm sure someone somewhere already said this but if you need a reason for why pride flags should be allowed in classrooms, it's not for "converting straight kids" it's for the LGBTQ+ kids to know that they're safe in that classroom.

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It's been over two years I think but I broke up with the boyfriend and afaik I'm done with dating atp cause the prospects in my hometown are not much and dating just sounds exhausting.

I just want to feel better. That sounds nice.

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Every single one of the following I had a little crush on. Every. Single. One.

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So it's normal for it to be more and more difficult to stay hidden in the closet once you realize you're not straight right? Right?

Because I had visible gay panic and nearly outed myself twice, one with a joke, the other because my gallery looks like this

I dont know how anyone in my life still thinks I'm straight

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if you're not dressing like a queer-coded cartoon then what is even the point