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WWOOOOWWWW! THIS IS SOOOO 😍😍😍 THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

It is absolutely perfect! I've been looking at this for about 15 minutes now, and I'll keep looking at it for a while. 😊

The way you use colors is just so pretty and gives off this aura of joy, I don't know how to describe it. 😅 And the way you draw hair is my favourite thing ever! It looks so fluffy, I wanna braid it!!!

Thank you again, I'm so happy we got to do this trade!!!

So I swear this started out as a doodle, but halfway through I remembered how much fun this guy is to draw, and how much I don't wanna do the work I would be doing otherwise, so it kinda turned a bit more detailed thing. 😅

Anyways, here's a Nikolai. ☺️

I had to take a second to try not to fall off my chair when I saw this- I'm definitely putting this up as my wallpaper bro you drew him so immaculately, I may as well need to use all of my energy not to fall off any chair I sit on for the rest of this week.

I've never been more in love with an artstyle than I have now 😩

And my layers were kinda messed up when I coloured my doodle for you so it might not be as good but here you go TvT

Thanks again >:DD

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OMGGGG! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! THIS IS THE MOST AMAZING GIFT I'VE EVER GOTTEN!

🥹🥹🥹

And it's my two babies, my heart is melting! 🌌🌻

This is gonna be my new phone background!

And the quality of the artwork is ✨️✨️✨️ as always!!!! The way you draw it has such a flow to it! Thank you so SOOO much!

Hiiii! Your doodle is here! 😊

You got a Tachihara! You're giving off those cool bro vibes, someone who is chill and at the same time has a hint of chaothic humour to them (like in a very positive way) You're also really friendly and easy to get along with. 😊

(Hope you like it, it was a lot of fun to draw.✨️)

I outright gawked at this, I'm hONOURED!

I'm saving this picture religiously, I'm not kidding 🌚, I don't think I've ever seen such an elegant doodle before, especially of Tachihara either :O Thank you so much dude!!

As for payment, I really couldn't choose between the two of them so I chose both XD

I felt like you really gave off Kenji vibes from the warm posts and messages you always make, like it brightens my day so much to see your posts pop up on my page. As for Sigma I felt like your artworks always gave off the same elegance he does when he's present in scenes :) Hope you like it, and again thank you so much!

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You give me Kenji vibes :D

THIS IS ADORABLE!!!!!! And I love Kenji, he's just the kindest! 😊💕 And his tiny pitchfork is just so 🥺🥺🥺

Thank you so much!!!

(Also, wow, you were so quick. I'll get home in a few hours, and draw yours. ☺️)

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Omg, this sounds FUN, can I get one, please?

But then I'd also like to give you a doodle in return too, to make it fair? (You can pick a specific character, if you want.) 😊

reblog this post if you want a silly doodle of a bsd character i think that matches you on your inbox

edit : guys sorry imnnotn doing it anymore SORRY

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✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING🌈✨

Every time you post your artworks its like I gain another year of life, keeP GOING BRO!!

Thank youuuu, your encouragement means a lot! And your art is VERY VERY amazing and so inspiring, and you have the best concepts for them, and it always cheers me up BRO! 🥰

(btw I sent the anon, I thought that's how I had to do it, since that's how I got it, whoops. 😅)

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✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING🌈✨

AAAAA, Thank you to whoever sent this, you're so kind, and made me so happy! 😊🥰

Hope you see this and have a wonderful day! 💕

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BSD Bracket Tournament

I decided to do a battle between bsd characters. The twist is I didnt add the popular characters like Dazai, Chuuya, Fyodor and Nikolai. So lets see who will win. While voting please also consider how well the character is written as well as the likeability.

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Hk utxutcizvbgfghxglj I've just found a thing I did a few months ago while in class🙃🙃🙃

They...they are Lunchbox Friends....

I have no excuses.....

(I've never finished it, so the babies are kinda goofy looking, but oh well.... 😅)

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TW: injurie mentioned (I guess? Not in the pictures tho)

Just some doodles I did while waiting to get stitches at the hospital. 😅 Idk, maybe I'll color them later...

(Anyways, life lesson: using a new boxcutter for xps foam when you're absolutely sleep deprived is a bad bad bad idea!

The people in the adult hospital were so nice tho!!! I thought they would be mean and judgy for my stupid injurie, like school nurses, but they were just the kindest. 🥰)

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I've just realized that Francis was introduced officially before Mori was, and it makes me feel like time and space dissassociated for some reason... 😅🙃

Like... is it just me, or that doesn't feel quite right???

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I was also thinking about, why not let Sigma kill him right after Fyodor stabbed him? He could have gotten some blood on him (especially in the anime, where one of his hands was already injured) and he was reaching for the gun, and he for sure would have shot him, if Fyodor hadn't kicked him away. Why go through with the whole memory exchange thing then? Maybe he didn't want Sigma's body specifically for some reason, or he needed his memories in him? Idk, any ideas anyone? Help, my brain is deepfrying!!! 😭

(I swear, I will make a really long essay about this whole thing with pictures and everything once I'm done with my school dissertation, you know, just the thing I should actually be working on lol?)

BSD: An Absurdist Analysis - Ch. 114

My thoughts on "Crime and Punishment"

[BSD Absurdism Masterpost]

Okay, so! Fyodor probably isn't dead.

And my theory for what his ability is would tie into Asagiri's absurdist storytelling thus far.

In Sigma's flashback, we see Fyodor get impaled in a manner that is eerily similar to how he dies in the helicopter, a way that pratically guarantees his death. Yet, as Sigma observes, he must have escaped the execution in order for him to still be alive.

My theory, put simply, is that when someone successfully kills Fyodor, he takes their place.

His ability is called Crime and Punishment, right? And if the ultimate crime (sin) is murder, then the punishment would be death. So, then, perhaps when someone is able to kill Fyodor, it causes their death, and somehow Fyodor takes on their lifeforce (for lack of a better term) and is able to keep living.

This would also explain why he has been able to live for such a long time. If he keeps getting killed by people whose lifeforce he assumes, then he can theoretically live forever as long as people keep attempting to murder him.

This would explain the end of the chapter where the body is shown to clearly not be Fyodor's. The helicopter pilot would have paid the consequence for Fyodor's murder, and thus been the one to die. For whatever reason, I suppose this means he and Fyodor switched likenesses? This is further supported by the panel in the flashback/memory where something seems to be happening to the man who impaled Fyodor after he does so. This part I cannot explain as well, but I think y'all can understand what I'm getting at with this.

Additionally, this theory of Crime and Punishment explains the purpose of the prison-break game, he's been trying to goad Dazai into killing him all along so he can die in turn, and finally be rid of his rival.

Further, it could possibly explain Nikolai's desire to kill Fyodor. Perhaps Nikolai knows the nature of Fyodor's ability, and is the only one who does, which is why he considers them to be so close. He idolizes Fyodor, and so he desires to one day kill him, because he knows it will kill him in turn and Fyodor will get to continue living on. This one's a bit of a reach, but I do think it's a potential explanation if my theory about Crime and Punishment is correct.

And now for how this all fits into absurdism!

Fyodor has been the main antagonist for a really long time, basically for half of the manga's run. Up until this point we've had little to no clues about the nature of his ability and if my theory turns out to be correct, wouldn't that just be the greatest absurdity of all time? A villain that literally cannot die because when someone kills him, they actually die instead of him? How do you even defeat such a person?

I'm fairly confident about this theory, my only question would be why he would reveal this now? Surely, he knows that Dazai would figure it out, both from Sigma and from the corpse clearly not being him, so what benefit does Fyodor gain from revealing not only that he's survived, but what his ability is?

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This is such an interesting take!!!!!🤩 It made me wonder, what would happen if Dazai was tuching Fyodor as he dies tho? Would No Longer Human stop him from getting ressurected?

Becouse if so, that would explain, why Fyodor wanted to make Dazai think that his ability if touch activated -as Dazai said, that was the reason he specifically chose a tactic to kill Fyodor where he wouldn't have to touch him - since his touch would be the only way that can actually kill him.

BSD: An Absurdist Analysis - Ch. 114

My thoughts on "Crime and Punishment"

[BSD Absurdism Masterpost]

Okay, so! Fyodor probably isn't dead.

And my theory for what his ability is would tie into Asagiri's absurdist storytelling thus far.

In Sigma's flashback, we see Fyodor get impaled in a manner that is eerily similar to how he dies in the helicopter, a way that pratically guarantees his death. Yet, as Sigma observes, he must have escaped the execution in order for him to still be alive.

My theory, put simply, is that when someone successfully kills Fyodor, he takes their place.

His ability is called Crime and Punishment, right? And if the ultimate crime (sin) is murder, then the punishment would be death. So, then, perhaps when someone is able to kill Fyodor, it causes their death, and somehow Fyodor takes on their lifeforce (for lack of a better term) and is able to keep living.

This would also explain why he has been able to live for such a long time. If he keeps getting killed by people whose lifeforce he assumes, then he can theoretically live forever as long as people keep attempting to murder him.

This would explain the end of the chapter where the body is shown to clearly not be Fyodor's. The helicopter pilot would have paid the consequence for Fyodor's murder, and thus been the one to die. For whatever reason, I suppose this means he and Fyodor switched likenesses? This is further supported by the panel in the flashback/memory where something seems to be happening to the man who impaled Fyodor after he does so. This part I cannot explain as well, but I think y'all can understand what I'm getting at with this.

Additionally, this theory of Crime and Punishment explains the purpose of the prison-break game, he's been trying to goad Dazai into killing him all along so he can die in turn, and finally be rid of his rival.

Further, it could possibly explain Nikolai's desire to kill Fyodor. Perhaps Nikolai knows the nature of Fyodor's ability, and is the only one who does, which is why he considers them to be so close. He idolizes Fyodor, and so he desires to one day kill him, because he knows it will kill him in turn and Fyodor will get to continue living on. This one's a bit of a reach, but I do think it's a potential explanation if my theory about Crime and Punishment is correct.

And now for how this all fits into absurdism!

Fyodor has been the main antagonist for a really long time, basically for half of the manga's run. Up until this point we've had little to no clues about the nature of his ability and if my theory turns out to be correct, wouldn't that just be the greatest absurdity of all time? A villain that literally cannot die because when someone kills him, they actually die instead of him? How do you even defeat such a person?

I'm fairly confident about this theory, my only question would be why he would reveal this now? Surely, he knows that Dazai would figure it out, both from Sigma and from the corpse clearly not being him, so what benefit does Fyodor gain from revealing not only that he's survived, but what his ability is?

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Words of wisdom from my one true Bestie💖💖💖

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Throwback to Cats Musical 1998 Mungojerrie

IF MOST CALICOS ARE FEMALE THEN TRANS NATSUME ?????

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Wellll wouldn't you know it it happened again! 😊 And it happened super fast, it have been like only a few chapters??? Fyodor, babyboy, welcome home, I guess, keep slaying queen, serve some ancient cunt etc. (Or whatever you say to an immortal being lol) No one truly believed that you died, you preciously frustrating wet rat. 💕

Bungo stray dogs fans will really watch a character get cut in half, drowned, shot in the head, blown up and have characters prepare for another character's funeral and be like i wonder how they survived because they couldn't have possibly died.

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WELL, DOSTOYEVSKY MAY NOT BE DEAD, BUT I SURE AM.....

SPOILER!

BSD MANGA CH 114 LEAKS

(i've found them on twt)

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if you like finding sigma in songs listen to us and them by pink floyd

Hi!!!! THANK YOU, you made my day!!!! 💕(This is the first ask I've ever gotten, so I'm very excited, sorry if I'm a bit wierd... 😅)

It's such a beautiful song, and it fits him so much!!!!✨️✨️✨️ I'm gonna listen to it a lot.

Here are some more songs that I associate with Sigma, with some notes as to why, if you'd like to check them out. 😊

Kate Bush - Running Up that Hill

Saya Noé - In Motion

Elizabeth das Musical - Wenn ich Tanzen Will (Sig is Elisabeth and both Fyodor and Dazai are Der Tod)

Anastasia - Once upon a December

Studio Killers - All Men are Pigs (Him while Fyodor, Nikolai and Dazai are trying to rizz him up at Meursault)

Studio Killers - Soft B*tch (This him and also Atsushi venting about feeling weak, and then Galantis - No Money is them standing up for themselves)

The Score - Money Run Low

Gorillaz - Fire Flies

Melanie Martinez - Lunchbox friends (DoA be like)

Melanie Martinez - Cake

AViVA x NEONI - Carusel

Daoko - Girl (this one is also Dazai)

Cserihanna - Oxigén

Cserihanna - Mayer Zolika (these last two are in hungarian, and I'm not sure if there are english lyrics availabe for them, but I can translate if you are interested. The second one is kind of a joke, this is how I would Imagine Sigma's disstrack to Fyodor would sound like.)

Also, I've just looked at your blog, your art is so dynamic and absoultely AMAZING!!!! You're sooo skilled! ✨️✨️✨️